โCome play with us.โ
I glance over at my costar, the eagerness on Trevorโs face making me smile. With his
thin frame and youthful features, he looks like a teenage boy instead of a twenty-seven-year-old man.
โMalcolm and I are going to that new martini bar on Broadway,โ he adds. โTheyโve got a VIP lounge, so we wonโt be hounded by fans.โ Trevor wiggles his eyebrows enticingly.
I offer a regretful look. โI canโt. Iโm heading to the airport the moment I change out of this costume.โ
โAirport?โ
โYeah, remember? I have a wedding this weekend.โ
We fall into step with each other in the back corridor of the studio Iโve called home for three years. Trevor is new this season toย The Delaneys, the cable drama Iโd been cast in right out of college. He was cast as my love interest for this final season of the show, and weโve grown close these past six months. A part of me wishes the show wasnโt ending this year, especially since our ratings are at an all- time high. But our showrunners Brett and Kiersten had always planned for it to be a three-season story arc, and
each season has beautifully told the story of this horribly dysfunctional family in which I play the middle daughter.
Itโs still surreal to think Iโve been acting on the number one show in the country for the past few years. And itโs going to suck so hard to say goodbye, but Iโm one of those people who believe in going out with a bang rather than a whimper.
โUgh. Right,โ Trevor gripes. โThatโs this weekend?โ โYup.โ
โWhoโs getting married again?โ
โCollege friends,โ I answer. โMy boyfriendโs former teammate.โ
โAh, the hockey boyfriend,โ Trevor teases. โI will never get over the fact that youโre with a jock.โ
โTrust me, I didnโt see it coming either.โ Though is he still considered a jock if he doesnโt really play anymore? These days Dean teaches at Parklane Academy, the all-girls private school in Manhattan where he coaches the hockey and volleyball teams.
We reach the corridor that houses the supporting castโs dressing rooms. The bigger stars have trailers on the lot, but weโre delegated to these peasantโs quarters. Iโm joking. The fact that I have my own dressing room, with my name on the door and everything, is the greatest feeling in the whole world. Not a day goes by that I donโt wake up overcome with gratitude.
Trevor trails after me into the cozy room Iโve looked at as a second home for nearly three years. Ugh, Iโm dreading the day I have to pack everything up and close the door to this room for the last time. We still have a few more night shoots to do for the finale, but then itโll be a wrap onย The Delaneys. Itโs a bittersweet feeling. After playing the same character for so long, Iโm going to miss Bianca Delaney. Yet at the same time, Iโm ready to tackle something new. Take on a new challenge.
โYou bringing the boyfriend to the wrap party next week?โ Trevor asks. โBecause you know Malcolmโs gonna want to get one final look at the golden god.โ
I snicker. Our costar Malcolm, my on-screen brother, has a huge crush on Dean and scampers after him like a puppy whenever Dean visits set. I donโt blame him. Dean Heyward-Di Laurentis is possibly the most attractive man on the face of Godโs green earth. The first time our director met him, she spent an hour trying to convince Dean to get into acting. She even offered him a role in her next movie. But Dean has no interest being in films.
Unless itโs the private kind.
I feel my cheeks heating up at the memory. I swear, our sex life is off-the-charts hot, but Iโd expect no less from the man who was once the biggest manwhore at Briar University. As far as sexual partners go, Dean isโฆ spectacular.
More than that, I couldnโt ask for a better partner, period. Heโs attentive, sweet, funny. He even gets along with my dad, which is a huge feat, because Dad is a cranky curmudgeon.
โHeโll probably be there, but it depends on his schedule.โ I shrug. โThe hockey team he coaches has a bunch of weekend tournaments once weโre back from Boston, but hopefully that doesnโt stop him from at least making an appearance.โ
โGood. And I expect you at the after-after party too,โ Trevor says firmly, dark eyes twinkling. โSeraphina, Malcolm, and I are going clubbing.โ
โHa. Iโm not making any promises. Letโs see how drunk you maniacs get at the wrap party before I decide if Iโm following you down the after-after party rabbit hole.โ
โNo. You have to come. Who knows when weโll get a chance to get our dance on again.โ He gives an exaggerated pout.
He has a point, though. Itโs hard to say weโll keep in touch after the show ends. We only met this year, and once weโre done filming, heโll go back to LA and Iโll stay here in New York. Hollywood friendships tend to be fickle and fleeting.
โIโll think about it,โ I tell him. โNow shoo. I need to change and scrub off this makeup.โ
โHave fun this weekend. Love you, babe.โ โLove ya.โ
After heโs gone, I quickly change into my street clothes and wipe the makeup from my face. My skin feels raw and looks red and dry when I examine it in the mirror. Frowning, I slather moisturizer all over it. I better not be splotchy for the wedding. That would be unacceptable.
Outside, thereโs a black town car waiting for me. Everyone involved in the production has access to the studioโs car service, but it needs to be booked in advance. When I approach the curb with my rolling suitcase, the driver quickly rounds the vehicle to take my bag.
I greet him with a warm smile. โHey, Ronald.โ
โHeya, Allie,โ he says easily. Heโs one of our regular drivers, and my favorite one. โThe itinerary says youโre going to the airport?โ
โYes, please. Teterboro,โ I say, naming the private airport where billionaires and celebrities slip in and out of the city unnoticed.
โFancy!โ he teases, his eyes twinkling.
I feel myself blushing. Dating Dean comes with perks that go beyond attention and great sexโlike the private jet his parents bought a couple of years ago. Yup. The Heyward-Di Laurentis brood owns a jet now. For years theyโd been flying back and forth between their Connecticut and Manhattan homes and their place in St. Barthโs, so frequently that Deanโs dad, Peter, decided it made โfiscal senseโ to purchase a jet. I canโt even.
Not that Iโm complaining. As Deanโs girlfriend, Iโm wealthy adjacent. Which means I have access to the family jet if itโs not in use. So far, Iโve only flown on it twice, and the one time I tried asking Deanโs mom, Lori, how much I owed them for the flights, she laughed at me and told me not to worry about it. Iโm terrified of how much it must cost to fuel an entire jet, but Dean assured me that a one-hour flight to Boston wasnโt going to break his parentsโ bank.
Ronald and I chat on the drive, while I simultaneously text with Hannah Wells, my best friend. Since she and her boyfriend live in Boston already, they didnโt have to travel for the wedding. Dean and I are crashing at their place for the weekend, but Dean went a couple of days ahead of me.
ME:ย In the car, going to the airport now. I canโt wait to see you, Han-Han.
HER:ย OMG me too. I miss your dumb face.
ME:ย Not as much as I miss YOUR dumb face.
I text Dean next to let him know where Iโm at.
ME:ย On my way to the airport. See you in a bit.
DEAN:ย Be safe.
DEAN:ย Canโt wait to fuck you.
I swallow a laugh. I used to be caught off guard by the frank way he talks about sex, but these days Iโm used to it.
And if Iโm being honest with myself, I sorta kinda love it.