Someone shot at me.ย I feltโฆย numbย wasnโt the right word. My mouth was too dry. My heart was beating too fast. I hurt, but it felt like I was hurting from a distance.
Shock.
โI need a team in the northeast quadrant.โ Oren was on the phone. I tried to focus on what he was saying but couldnโt seem to focus on anything, not even my arm. โWe have a shooter. Gone now, almost certainly, but weโll sweep the woods just in case. Bring a med kit.โ
Oren hung up, then turned his attention back to Jameson and me. โFollow me. Weโll stay where we have cover until the support team gets here.โ He led us back toward the south end of the forest, where the trees were denser.
It didnโt take the team long to arrive. They came in ATVsโtwo of them.ย Two men, two vehicles.ย As soon as they pulled up, Oren rattled off coordinates: where weโd been when we were shot, the direction the bullets had come from, the trajectory.
The men didnโt say anything in response. They drew their weapons. Oren climbed into the four-seat ATV and waited for Jameson and me to do the same.
โYou headed back to the House?โ one of the men asked. Oren met his subordinateโs eyes. โThe cottage.โ
Halfway to Wayback Cottage, my brain started working again. My chest hurt. Iโd been given a compress to hold on the wound, but Oren hadnโt treated it yet. His first priority had been getting us to safer ground.ย Heโs taking us to Wayback Cottage. Not Hawthorne House. The cottage was
closer, but I couldnโt shake the feeling that what Oren had really been saying to his men was that he didnโt trust the people at the House.
So much for the way heโd assured meโrepeatedlyโthat I was safe. That the Hawthorne family wasnโt a threat. The entire estate, including the Black Wood, was walled in. No one was allowed past the gate without a thorough background check.
Oren doesnโt think weโre dealing with an outside threat.ย I let that sink in, a heaviness in my stomach as I processed the limited number of suspects.ย The Hawthornesโand the staff.
Going to Wayback Cottage felt like a risk. I hadnโt interacted with the Laughlins much, but they hadnโt ever given me the impression that they were glad I was here.ย Exactly how loyal are they to the Hawthorne family?ย I thought about Alisa saying that Nashโs people would die for him.
Would they kill for him, too?
Mrs. Laughlin was at home when we arrived at Wayback.ย Sheโs not the shooter,ย I thought.ย She couldnโt have made it back here in time. Could she?
The older woman took one look at Oren, Jameson, and me and ushered us inside. If a bleeding person being stitched up at her kitchen table was an unusual occurrence, she gave no sign of it. I wasnโt sure if the way she was taking this in stride was comfortingโor suspicious.
โIโll put on some tea,โ she said. My heart pounding, I wondered if it was safe to drink anything she gave me.
โYou okay with me playing medic?โ Oren asked, settling me in a chair. โIโm sure Alisa could arrange for some fancy plastic surgeon.โ
I wasnโt okay with any of this. Everyone had been so sure that I wasnโt going to get ax-murdered that Iโd let my guard down. Iโd pushed back the thought that people had killed over far less than what Iโd inherited. Iโd let every single one of the Hawthorne brothers past my defenses.
This wasnโt Xander.ย I couldnโt get my body to calm down, no matter how hard I tried.ย Jameson was right next to me. Nash doesnโt want the money, and Grayson wouldnโtโฆ
He wouldnโt.
โAvery?โ Oren prompted, a note of concern working its way into his
deep voice.
I tried to stop my mind from racing. I felt sickโphysically sick.ย Stop panicking.ย I had a piece of wood in my flesh. I would have preferredย notย having a piece of wood in my flesh.ย Pull it together.
โDo what you need to do to stop the bleeding,โ I told Oren. My voice only shook a little.
Removing the bark hurt. The disinfectant hurt a hell of a lot more. The med kit included a shot of local anesthetic, but there was no amount of anesthetic that could alter my brainโs awareness of the needle when Oren began stitching my skin back together.
Focus on that. Let it hurt.ย After a moment, I looked away from Oren and tracked Mrs. Laughlinโs movements. Before handing me my tea, she laced itโheavilyโwith whiskey.
โDone.โ Oren nodded to my cup. โDrink that.โ
Heโd brought me here because he trusted the Laughlins more than he trusted the Hawthornes. He was telling me that it was safe to drink. But heโd told me a lot of things.
Someone shot at me. They tried to kill me. I could be dead.ย My hands were shaking. Oren steadied them. His eyes knowing, he lifted my teacup to his own mouth and took a drink.
Itโs fine. Heโs showing me that itโs fine.ย Unsure if Iโd ever be able to kick myself out of fight-or-flight mode, I forced myself to drink. The tea was hot. The whiskey was strong.
It burned all the way down.
Mrs. Laughlin gave me an almost maternal look, then scowled at Oren. โMr. Laughlin will want to know what happened,โ she said, as if she herself were not at all curious about why I was bleeding at her kitchen table. โAnd someone needs to clean up the poor girlโs face.โ She gave me a sympathetic look and clucked her tongue.
Before, Iโd been an outsider. Now she was hovering like a mother hen.
All it took was a few bullets.
โWhere is Mr. Laughlin?โ Oren asked, his tone conversational, but I heard the questionโand the implication underneath.ย Heโs not here. Is he a good shot? Would heโ
As if summoned, Mr. Laughlin walked through the front door and let it slam behind him. There was mud on his boots.
From the woods?
โSomethingโs happened,โ Mrs. Laughlin told her husband calmly.
Mr. Laughlin looked at Oren, Jameson, and meโin that order, the same order in which his wife had taken in our presenceโand then poured himself a glass of whiskey. โSecurity protocols?โ he asked Oren gruffly.
Oren gave a brisk nod. โIn full force.โ
He turned back to his wife. โWhereโs Rebecca?โ he asked. Jameson looked up from his own cup of tea. โRebeccaโs here?โ
โSheโs a good girl,โ Mr. Laughlin grunted. โComes to visit, the way she should.โ
So where is she?ย I thought.
Mrs. Laughlin rested a hand on my shoulder. โThereโs a bathroom through there, dear,โ she told me quietly, โif you want to clean up.โ