Jameson was gone in a blink. He disappeared into a crowd of burgundy blazers and shiny hair, and I was left still buckled into my seat, unable to move.
โItโs just a school,โ Oren told me. โTheyโre just kids.โ
Rich kids. Kids whose baseline for normal was probably โjustโ being the child of a brain surgeon or hotshot lawyer. When they thoughtย college, they were probably talking about Harvard or Yale. And there I was, wearing a pleated plaid skirt and a burgundy blazer, complete with a navy crest embossed with Latin words I didnโt know how to read.
I grabbed my new phone and sent a message to Max.ย This is Avery. New number. Call me.
Glancing at the front seat again, I forced my hand to the door. It wasnโt Orenโs job to coddle me. It was his job to protect meโand not from the stares I fully expected the moment I stepped out of this car.
โDo I meet you back here at the end of the day?โ I asked. โIโll be here.โ
I waited a beat, in case Oren had any other instructions, and then I opened the door. โThanks for the ride.โ
Nobody was staring at me. Nobody was whispering. In fact, as I walked toward the twin archways marking the entrance to the main building, I got the distinct feeling that the lack of response was deliberate. Not-staring. Not-talking. Just the lightest of glances, every few steps. Whenever I looked at anyone, they looked away.
I told myself that they were probably tryingย notย to make a big deal of my arrival, that this was what discretion looked likeโbut it still felt like Iโd
wandered into a ballroom where everyone else was dancing a complicated waltz, twisting, spinning around me like I wasnโt even there.
As I closed the distance to the archways, a girl with long black hair bucked the trend of ignoring me like a Thoroughbred shaking off an inferior rider. She watched me intently, and one by one, the girls around her did the same.
When I reached them, the black-haired girl stepped away from the group
โtoward me.
โIโm Thea,โ she said, smiling. โYou must be Avery.โ Her voice was perfectly pleasantโborderline musical, like a siren who knew with the least bit of effort she could sing sailors into the sea. โWhy donโt I show you to the office?โ
โThe headmaster is Dr. McGowan. Sheโs got a PhD from Princeton. Sheโll keep you in her office for at least a half hour, talking aboutย opportunitiesย andย traditions. If she offers you coffee, take itโher own personal roast, to die for.โ Thea seemed well aware of the fact that we were both getting plenty of stares now. She also seemed to be enjoying it. โWhen Dr. Mac gives you your schedule, make sure you have time for lunch every day. Country Day uses what they call modular scheduling, which means we operate on a six-day cycle, even though we only have school five days a week. Classes meet anywhere from three to five times a cycle, so if youโre not careful, you can end up in class straight through lunch on A day and B day but have practically no classes on C or F.โ
โOkay.โ My head was spinning, but I forced out one more word. โThanks.โ
โPeople at this school are like fairies in Celtic mythology,โ Thea said lightly. โYou shouldnโt thank us unless you want to owe us a boon.โ
I wasnโt sure how to reply to that, so I said nothing. Thea didnโt seem to take offense. As she led me down a long hallway with old class portraits lining the walls, she filled the silence. โWeโre not so bad, really. Most of us anyway. As long as youโre with me, youโll be fine.โ
That rankled. โIโll be fine regardless,โ I told her.
โClearly,โ Thea said emphatically. That was a reference to the money. It
had to be. Didnโt it? Theaโs dark eyes roved over mine. โIt must be hard,โ she said, studying my response with an intensity that her smile did absolutely nothing to hide, โliving in that house with those boys.โ
โItโs fine,โ I said.
โOh, honey.โ Thea shook her head. โIf thereโs one thing the Hawthorne family isnโt, itโs fine. They were a twisted, broken mess before you got here, and theyโll be a twisted, broken mess once youโre gone.โ
Gone.ย Where exactly did Thea think I was going?
Weโd reached the end of the hallway now and the door to the headmasterโs office. It opened, and four boys poured out in single file. All four of them were bleeding. All four were smiling. Xander was the fourth. He saw meโand then he saw who I was with.
โThea,โ he said.
She gave him a too-sweet smile, then lifted a hand to his faceโor more specifically, to his bloodied lip. โXander. Looks like you lost.โ
โThere are no losers in Robot Battle Death Match Fight Club,โ Xander said stoically. โThere are only winners and people whose robots sort of explode.โ
I thought about Tobias Hawthorneโs officeโabout the patents Iโd seen on the walls. What kind of geniusย wasย Xander Hawthorne? And was he missing anย eyebrow?
Thea proceeded as if that was exactly nothing to remark upon. โI was just showing Avery to the office and giving her some insider tips on surviving Country Day.โ
โCharming!โ Xander declared. โAvery, did the ever-delightful Thea Calligaris happen to mention that her uncle is married to my aunt?โ
Zaraโs last name was Hawthorne-Calligaris.
โI hear Zara and your uncle are looking for ways to challenge the will.โ Xander gave every appearance of talking to Thea, but I got the distinct feeling that he was really issuing a warning to me.
Donโt trust Thea.
Thea gave an elegant little shrug, undaunted. โI wouldnโt know.โ