Xander left me to explore my wing.
My wing.ย I felt ridiculous even thinking the words.ย In my mansion.ย The first four doors led to suites, each of them sized to make a king bed look tiny. The closets could have doubled as bedrooms. And theย bathrooms! Showers with built-in seats and aย minimumย of three different showerheads apiece. Gargantuan bathtubs that came with control panels. Televisions inlaid in every mirror.
Dazed, I made my way to the fifth and final door on my hall.ย Not a bedroom, I realized when I opened it.ย An office.ย Enormous leather chairsโ six of themโsat in a horseshoe shape, facing a balcony. Glass display shelves lined the walls. Evenly spaced on the shelves were items that looked like they belonged in a museumโgeodes, antique weaponry, statues of onyx and stone. Opposite the balcony, at the back of the room, was a desk. As I got closer, I saw a large bronze compass built into its surface. I trailed my fingers over the compass. It turnedโnorthwestโand a compartment in the desk popped open.
This wing was where Tobias Hawthorne spent his last few months, I thought. Suddenly, I didnโt just want to look in the open compartmentโI wanted to rifle through every drawer in Tobias Hawthorneโs desk. There had to be something, somewhere, that could tell me what he was thinkingโ why I was here, why heโd pushed his family aside for me. Had I done something to impress him? Did he see something in me?
Or Mom?
I got a closer look at the opened compartment. Inside, there were deep grooves, carved in the shape of the letterย T. I ran my fingers across the grooves. Nothing happened. I tested the rest of the drawers. Locked.
Behind the desk, there were shelves filled with plaques and trophies. I walked toward them. The first plaque had the wordsย United States of
Americaย engraved on a gold background; underneath them, there was a seal. It took a little more reading of the smaller print for me to realize that it was a patentโand not one issued to Tobias Hawthorne.
This patent was held by Xander.
There were at least a half dozen other patents on the wall, several world records, and trophies in every shape imaginable. A bronze bull rider. A surfboard. A sword. There were medals. Multiple black belts. Championship cupsโsome of themย nationalย championshipsโfor everything from motocross to swimming to pinball. There was a series of four framed comic booksโsuperheroes I recognized, the kind they made movies aboutโauthored by the four Hawthorne grandsons. A coffee table book of photographs bore Graysonโs name on the spine.
This wasnโt just a display. It was practically aย shrineโTobias Hawthorneโs ode to his four extraordinary grandsons. This made no sense. It didnโt make sense that any four peopleโthree of them teenagersโcould have achieved this much, and it definitely didnโt make sense that the man whoโd kept this display in his office had decided thatย noneย of them deserved to inherit his fortune.
Even if youย thoughtย that youโd manipulated our grandfather into this, I could hear Xander saying,ย I guarantee that heโd be the one manipulating you.
โAvery?โ
The second I heard my name, I stepped back from the trophies. Hastily, I closed the compartment Iโd released on the desk.
โIn here,โ I called back.
Libby appeared in the doorway. โThis is unreal,โ she said. โThis entire place isย unreal.โ
โThatโs one word for it.โ I tried to focus on the marvel that was Hawthorne House and not on my sisterโs black eye, but I failed. If possible, the bruising looked worse now.
Libby wrapped her arms around her torso. โIโm fine,โ she said when she noticed my stare. โIt doesnโt even hurt that much.โ
โPlease tell me youโre done with him.โ The words escaped before I could stop them. Libby needed support right nowโnot judgment. But I couldnโt help thinking that Drake had been herย exย before.
โIโm here, arenโt I?โ Libby said. โI choseย you.โ
I wanted her to chooseย herself, and I said as much. Libby let her hair fall into her face and turned toward the balcony. She was silent for a full minute before she spoke again.
โMy mom used to hit me. Only when she was really stressed, you know? She was a single mom, and things were hard. I could understand that. I tried to make everything easier.โ
I could picture her as a kid, getting hit and trying to make it up to the person who hit her. โLibbyโฆโ
โDrake loved me, Avery. I know he did, and I tried so hard to understandโฆโ She was hugging herself harder now. The black polish on her nails looked fresh.ย Perfect.ย โBut you were right.โ
My heart broke a little. โI didnโt want to be.โ
Libby stood there for a few more seconds, then walked over to the balcony and tested the door. I followed, and the two of us stepped out into the night air. Down below, there was a swimming pool. It must have been heated, because someone was swimming laps.
Grayson.ย My body recognized him before my mind did. His arms beat against the water in a brutally efficient butterfly stroke. And his back musclesโฆ
โI have to tell you something,โ Libby said beside me.
That let me tear my eyes away from the poolโand the swimmer. โAbout Drake?โ I asked.
โNo. I heard something.โ Libby swallowed. โWhen Oren introduced me to my security detail, I overheard Zaraโs husband talking. Theyโre running a testโa DNA test. Onย you.โ
I had no idea where Zara and her husband had gotten a sample of my DNA, but I wasnโt entirely surprised. Iโd thought it myself: The simplest explanation for including a total stranger in your will was that sheย wasnโtย a total stranger. The simplest explanation was that Iย wasย a Hawthorne.
I had no business watching Grayson at all.
โIf Tobias Hawthorne was your father,โ Libby managed, โthen our dad
โmyย dadโisnโt. And if we donโt share a dad, and we barely even saw each other growing upโโ
โDonโt you dare say weโre not sisters,โ I told her.
โWould you still want me here?โ Libby asked me, her fingers rubbing at her choker. โIf weโre notโโ
โI want you here,โ I promised. โNo matter what.โ