If Iโd known I was going to end up in a one-on-one conversation with a naked, bubble-covered Skye Hawthorne, I probably would have had some bourbon myself.
โNegative emotions age you.โ Skye shifted her position in the tub, causing water to slosh against the sides. โThereโs only so much one can do with Mercury in retrograde, butโฆโ She let out a long, theatrical breath. โI forgive you, Avery Grambs.โ
โI didnโt ask you to,โ I responded.
She proceeded as if she had not heard me. โYou will, of course, continue to provide me a modest amount of financial support.โ
I was starting to wonder if this woman was legitimately living on a different planet.
โWhy would I give you anything?โ
I expected a sharp comeback, but all I got was an indulgent little hum, likeย Iย was the one being ridiculous here.
โIf youโre not going to answer Jamesonโs question,โ I said, โthen Iโm leaving.โ
She let me get halfway to the door. โYouโll support me,โ she said lightly, โbecause Iโm their mother. And I will answer your question as soon as you answer mine. What are your intentions toward my son?โ
โExcuse me?โ I turned to face her before I remembered, a second too late, why Iโd been tryingย notย to look at her the entire time Iโd been in the room.
The bubbles obscured what I didnโt want to seeโbut just barely.
โYou waltzed into my suite with my shirtless, grieving son by your side. A mother has concerns, and Jameson is special. Brilliant, the way my father was. The way Toby was.โ
โYour brother,โ I said, and suddenly, I had no interest in leaving this
room. โWhat happened to him?โ Alisa had given me the gist but very few details.
โMy father ruined Toby.โ Skye addressed her answer to the rim of her champagne glass. โSpoiled him. He was always meant to be the heir, you know. And once he was goneโฆ well, it was Zara and me.โ Her expression darkened, but then she smiled. โAnd thenโฆโ
โYou had the boys,โ I filled in. I wondered, then, if sheโd had them
becauseย Toby was gone.
โDo you know why Jameson was Daddyโs favorite when, by all rights, it should have been perfect, dutiful Grayson?โ Skye asked. โIt wasnโt because my Jamie is brilliant or beautiful or charismatic. It was because Jameson Winchester Hawthorne isย hungry. Heโs looking for something. Heโs been looking for it since the day he was born.โ She downed the rest of the champagne in one gulp. โGrayson is everything Toby wasnโt, and Jameson is just like him.โ
โThereโs no one like Jameson.โ In no way had I meant to utter those words out loud.
โYou see?โ Skye gave me a knowing lookโthe same one Alisa had given me my first day at Hawthorne House. โYouโre already his.โ Skye closed her eyes and lay back in the tub. โWe used to lose him when he was little, you know. For hours, occasionally for a day. Weโd look away for a second, and heโd disappear into the walls. And every time we found him, Iโd pick him up and cuddle him tight and know, to the depths of my soul, that all he wanted was to get lost again.โ She opened her eyes. โThatโs all you are.โ Skye stood up and grabbed a robe. I averted my eyes as she put it on. โJust another way to get lost. Thatโs what she was, too.โ
She.ย โEmily,โ I said out loud.
โShe was a beautiful girl,โ Skye mused, โbut she could have been ugly, and they would have loved her just the same. There was just something about her.โ
โWhy are you telling me this?โ I asked.
โYou,โ Skye Hawthorne stated emphatically, โare no Emily.โ She bent to pick up the champagne bottle and refilled her glass. She padded toward me, barefoot and dripping, and held it out. โIโve found bubbles to be a bit of a cure-all myself.โ Her stare was intense. โGo on. Drink.โ
Was she serious? I took a step back. โI donโt like champagne.โ
โAndย IโโSkye took a long drinkโโdidnโt choose my sonsโ middle names.โ She held the glass up, as if she were toasting meโor toasting to my demise.
โIf you didnโt choose them,โ I said, โthen who did?โ Skye finished off the champagne. โMy father.โ