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Chapter no 11

The House in the Cerulean Sea

Department in Charge of Magical Youth Case Report #2 Marsyas Orphanageย Linus Baker, Caseworker BY78941

 

I solemnly swear the contents of this report are accurate and true. I understand per DICOMY guidelines that any discoverable falsehoods will result in censure and could lead to termination.

My second week at the Marsyas Orphanage has brought new insights into its inhabitants. Where once there seemed to be chaos, I now see a strange yet definitive order. It has nothing to do with hastily brought changes at my arrival (of which I assume there were a few; such things usually occur before a caseworker walks through the door), but more so with me growing accustomed to how things are run.

Ms. Chapelwhite, though she isnโ€™t on any kind of DICOMY payroll, cares for these children as if they were her own. Given that sheโ€™s a sprite, itโ€™s a little surprising, as her kind are known for their solitary existences and being extraordinarily protective of the lands that they tend to. In fact, I donโ€™t know that Iโ€™ve ever met a sprite who wasnโ€™t fiercely protective of their privacy. And while Ms. Chapelwhite isnโ€™t exactly forthcoming, she does work in tandem with the master of the house to ensure the children are well provided for. She is often found in the kitchen preparing meals, and even takes to handling study groups for the lessons Mr. Parnassus has

taught. She is well-versed on a variety of subjects, and her tutelage enhances what the children have learned. It appears to be free of any sort of propaganda, though that might be for my benefit.

Iโ€™ve now seen Lucyโ€™s room, and sat in on one of his sessions with Mr. Parnassus. If you take away what is known about the boy

โ€”who he is supposed to beโ€”you are left with an inquisitive youth who tends to say things for shock value rather than with any sincerity. He is intelligent, almost frighteningly so, and well-spoken. If DICOMY werenโ€™t sure he was the Antichristโ€”a word thatโ€™s not to be uttered at the Marsyas Orphanageโ€”I would think he was nothing more than a boy capable of conjuring images meant to scare. However, I expect this is what he wants me to think. I would do well to keep my guard up. Just because he appears as a child doesnโ€™t mean he isnโ€™t capable of great calamity.

His room is small, converted from a walk-in closet in Mr. Parnassusโ€™s own room. He was somewhat shy in showing me where he resides, but his love for music allowed me to form a connection with him. I believeโ€”under proper guidanceโ€”that he will be capable of becoming a productive member of society. So long, that is, as he doesnโ€™t give in to his true nature. It does beg the question of nature versus nurture, if there is inherent evil in the world that can be overcome by a normalized upbringing. Can he be rehabilitated? Assimilated? That remains to be seen.

I havenโ€™t seen Salโ€™s room, though I think I am slowly gaining his trust. I have to be careful with him. He reminds me of a skittish foal. That being said, I have heard him speak more in the last day than I have in the entirety of my stay on the island thus far. Granted, he wasnโ€™t speaking to me but around me, but I donโ€™t know that it matters. Heโ€™s like a sunflower, I think. He needs to be coaxed with proper care to show his true colors.

Theodoreโ€”the wyvernโ€”has a hoard that I havenโ€™t seen yet, though it has to be filled with at least a dozen of my buttons. I may not ever see it, but as of yet, it doesnโ€™t cause me any great concern.

Theyโ€™re only buttons, after all. I plan on keeping a sharp eye out in case there are hints at anything more nefarious.

The biggest issue I see to date is what appears to be isolation. The children donโ€™t leave the island, large as it is. There is a reason for it, and one I am bothered by. It would have been helpful to know before my arrival that the villagers are paid by the government for their silence. Little details like this are important, and the fact that I was unaware makes me look unprofessional. It does raise the question, too, of the source of these payments. Do they come from the funding thatโ€™s earmarked for this specific orphanage? I would expect an auditor would take issue if thatโ€™s the case.

The village nearby seems to be somewhat hostile to the inhabitants of the orphanage. I believe DICOMY isnโ€™t doing itself any favors with its campaigns in conjunction with the Department in Charge of Registration. There are signs ofย SEE SOMETHING, SAY SOMETHINGย in every corner of the village, and itโ€™s reminiscent of those in the city, though they seem more cluttered here. If the children donโ€™t feel welcome in the real world, how can we ever hope to integrate them into society?

Iโ€™m thinking of a day trip, perhaps. To test the waters. Iโ€™ll need to bring it up to Mr. Parnassus, of course. I think it would do the children good, and hopefully allow the villagers to see their fears are unfounded. If Arthur says no, I suppose Iโ€™ll have to abide by it.

Such a strange fellow Arthur is. He cares for the children. That much is clear. While he doesnโ€™t followย RULES AND REGULATIONSย to the letter (possibly not at all), I think there is merit to what he does. The children all care about each other immensely, and I believe that is in no small part due to Arthur.

Still, he is an enigma. For all that Iโ€™ve learned about this place, I feel as if I know him the least. I will need to rectify that, I think.

For the children, of course.

Talia showed me more of her garden today. Gnomes are quite proficient in horticulture, but she seems to outshine even the very best and โ€ฆ

 

 

It was a Tuesday in Linusโ€™s second week at on Marsyas when Calliope decided she needed to be chased, after committing theft.

It certainly wasnโ€™t something Linus wanted to do; it was after lunch and he was sitting on the porch in the sun, dozing quite peacefully. He still had a few moments before he needed to return to the main house to sit in on the childrenโ€™s studies, and he was using that time wisely.

And then there was the idea of chasing a cat at all. Linus, for all that he was capable of, didnโ€™t like to chaseย anything.ย Chasing implied running, and Linus had decided long ago that running wasnโ€™t something he liked very much. He never understood those who woke up even before the sun had risen, donned their fancy expensive sneakers, and went running onย purpose.ย It was most unusual.

But then Calliope burst out of the guest house, hackles raised and eyes wide, as felines sometimes did for mysterious reasons. She looked at him wildly, tail up in a rigid line, claws digging into the floorboards.

And she had one of his ties in her mouth. Linus frowned. โ€œWhat are youโ€”โ€

Calliope bolted off the porch toward the garden.

Linus almost toppled over as he stood from his chair, managing to stay upright by the grace of God. He watched as Calliope ran, the black tie trailing behind her. โ€œHey!โ€ he shouted. โ€œDamn cat, what are you doing? Stop this instant!โ€

She didnโ€™t stop. She disappeared behind a hedge.

For a moment, Linus thought about letting her go. It was just a tie, after all. He actually hadnโ€™t worn a tie this week. It was much too warm, and Phee had asked why he always wore one. When he told her it was proper for someone in his position to wear a tie, sheโ€™d stared at him before walking away, shaking her head.

But it absolutelyย wasnโ€™tย because of Phee that heโ€™d forgone his tie on Sunday for the first time. And then when Monday had come around again, heโ€™d decided it certainly wasnโ€™t necessary, at least for the time being. Once he returned to the city, heโ€™d have to wear one, of course, but now?

It wasnโ€™t like he was being supervised.

Who would know?

(Phee did, apparently, if her smirk was any indication.)

But still. That tie had cost him more than he cared to think about, and just because he wasnโ€™t wearing itย nowย didnโ€™t give Calliope the right to take it from him. Heโ€™d need it when he went back home.

And so he chased after his cat.

He was sweating by the time he made it to the garden. A man of his size and shape meeting with wind resistance made running that much more difficult. And sure, maybe he wasnโ€™tย runningย exactly, but jogging was just as bad.

He entered the garden, calling after Calliope, demanding that she show herself. She didnโ€™t, of course, because she was a cat and therefore didnโ€™t listen to anything anyone told her. He looked under hedges and in flowerbeds, sure heโ€™d find her crouching, tail twitching as she gnawed on his tie.

โ€œI donโ€™t know why island life has made you this way,โ€ he said loudly as he pushed himself up from the ground, โ€œbut I promise you things will change when we get back home. This is unacceptable.โ€

He made his way farther into the garden, reaching a part he hadnโ€™t yet seen before. It wrapped around the side of the house and was much denser than what Talia had shown him so far. Here, the flowers looked wilder, their blooms bright, almost shocking. The sun was on the other side of the house, and the shadows were plentiful. There were many places for a cat to hide.

He stepped around an old tree, the limbs gnarled, the leaves folded and sawโ€”

โ€œThere you are,โ€ he said with a sigh. โ€œWhat on earth has gotten into you?โ€

Calliope sat on her haunches, tie lying on the ground at her feet. She looked up at him with knowing eyes. She meowed again, a sound he still wasnโ€™t used to.

โ€œI donโ€™t care,โ€ he replied. โ€œYou canโ€™t steal my things. Itโ€™s impolite, and I donโ€™t like having to chase โ€ฆ after โ€ฆ youโ€ฆโ€

He blinked.

There, behind Calliope, was what appeared to be a cellar door at the base of the house. The foundation was made of stone, and the doors were thick and wooden. He stepped forward with a frown, seeing what appeared to be scorch marks upon the doors, as if there had been a fire behind them once upon a time. He thought for a moment, trying to remember if heโ€™d ever been told there was a basement to the house. He didnโ€™t think he had, and aside from Salโ€™s room, heโ€™d seen what he thought was almost every inch of the house. If this was a basement, there was no entrance to it inside.

There was a rusted padlock on the door. Whatever was down thereโ€”if anything at allโ€”would remain hidden. For a moment, Linus thought about getting one of Taliaโ€™s shovels and using it to pry open the door, but dismissed it immediately. It was locked for a reason. Most likely to keep the children out. If there had once been a fire down there, it was unsafe. Arthur had probably put the padlock there himself. It didnโ€™t look as if anyone had been here in ages; the path to the cellar door was overgrown with weeds, which seemed at odds with the rest of Taliaโ€™s garden.

โ€œMost likely a coal cellar,โ€ Linus muttered. โ€œWould explain the scorching. And since coal isnโ€™t used as much anymore, better to be safe than sorry.โ€

He bent over and scooped up his tie. Calliope watched him with bright eyes.

โ€œThis is mine,โ€ he told her. โ€œStealing is wrong.โ€ She licked her paw and rubbed it over her face. โ€œYes, well, regardless.โ€

He glanced once more at the cellar door before turning back the way heโ€™d come.

He would have to remember to ask Arthur about the cellar door when they had a moment alone.

 

 

Which, much to his growing consternation, didnโ€™t happen.ย Whyย he would feel any sort of consternation over such a thing was beyond him, but there it was. Linus was learning that whatever feelings Arthur Parnassus evoked in him were temporary and the result of proximity. Linus didnโ€™t have many

friends (perhaps, if he was being honest with himself, none at all), and considering Arthur Parnassus a friend was a nice idea, however impractical it might be. They couldnโ€™t be friends. Linus was here as a caseworker for DICOMY. Arthur was a master of an orphanage. This was anย investigation,ย and getting too familiar with one of the subjects of said investigation wasnโ€™t proper. Theย RULES AND REGULATIONSย were clear on that:ย A caseworker,ย it read,ย must remain objective. Objectivity is of the utmost importance for the health and well-being of the magical youth. They cannot look to depend upon a caseworker, as the caseworker is NOT THEIR FRIEND.

Linus had a job to do, which meant he couldnโ€™t sit around hoping to speak to Arthur without little ears around. And while Linus believed the sessions between Arthur and Lucy were fascinating, his time couldnโ€™t be spent withย justย them. There were five other children to consider, and he needed to make sure it didnโ€™t look as if he were playing any favorites.

He went with Talia to her garden, listening as she extolled the virtues (the many,ย manyย virtues) of working in the dirt.

He followed Phee and Zoe into the woods, while Zoe talked about the importance ofย listeningย to the earth around them, to the trees and the grass and the birds.

He listened as Chauncey regaled him with tales of famous bellhops (most of whom Linus believed were fictional) who opened doors and carried luggage and solved crimes such as jewelry theft or brought up trays for room service. He brought out a thick tome (almost the length of theย RULES AND REGULATIONS) from underneath his bed, wrapped in plastic to keep it from getting wet. He grunted as he lifted it above his head to show Linus the title, the plastic crinkling:ย The History of Bellhops Through the Ages.

โ€œIโ€™ve read it four and a half times,โ€ he announced proudly. โ€œHave you?โ€ Linus asked.

โ€œOh yes. I have to make sure I know what Iโ€™m doing.โ€ โ€œWhy?โ€

Chauncey blinked slowly, first his right eye, and then the left. โ€œWhy what?โ€

โ€œWhy do you wish to become a bellhop?โ€

Chauncey grinned. โ€œBecause they get to help people.โ€ โ€œAnd thatโ€™s what you want to do?โ€

His smile faded slightly. โ€œMore than anything. I know Iโ€™mโ€ฆโ€ He clacked his black teeth. โ€œDifferent.โ€

Linus startled. โ€œNo, thatโ€™s not what Iโ€”thereโ€™s not a single thing wrong with you.โ€

โ€œI know,โ€ Chauncey said. โ€œDifferent doesnโ€™t mean bad. Arthur says being different is sometimes better than being the same as everyone else.โ€ He looked at the book clutched in his tentacles. โ€œWhen people come to hotels, theyโ€™re usually tired. They want someone to help them carry their bags. And Iโ€™m really good at it. Talia asks me to lift heavy things for her all the time so I can practice.โ€ He frowned, looking down at the book. โ€œJust because I look the way I do doesnโ€™t mean I canโ€™t help people. I know some people think Iโ€™m scary, but I promise Iโ€™m really not.โ€

โ€œOf course you arenโ€™t,โ€ Linus said quietly. He nodded toward the book. โ€œGo on, then. Letโ€™s hear about these bellhops throughout the ages. I believe it will be positively riveting.โ€

Chaunceyโ€™s eyes bounced excitedly. โ€œOh, itย is.ย Did you know that the first use of the wordย bellhopย was in 1897? Theyโ€™re also called porters or bellmen. Isnโ€™t that amazing?โ€

โ€œIt is,โ€ Linus said. โ€œPerhaps the most amazing thing Iโ€™ve ever heard.โ€

He sat with Theodore near his nest (neverย in,ย because he didnโ€™t want to be bitten), listening to the wyvern chirp as he showed Linus each of his little treasures: a button, a silver coin, another button, a folded up piece of paper with what looked like Salโ€™s handwriting on it (what it said, Linus couldnโ€™t tell), yet another button.

And he asked them, each of them, if they were happy. If they had any concerns. If anything scared them here on the island.

Heโ€™d asked similar questions before at other orphanages, and he could always tell when the children had been coached to say what they thought he needed to hear. There was always a note of artifice to their bright words of happiness and joy andย No, Mr. Baker, absolutelyย nothingย is wrong, and I am filled with joy.

It wasnโ€™t like that here. Here, Talia would stare at him suspiciously and demand to know why he was asking and did she need to get her shovel? Here, Phee would laugh and tell him she didnโ€™t want to be anywhere else, because these wereย herย trees andย herย people. Here, Lucy grinned at him and said,ย Oh yes, Mr. Baker, Iย wouldย like to go somewhere else, one day,ย but only if all the others came with him and agreed on his ideas of world domination. Here, Chaunceyโ€™s eyes would bounce and heโ€™d say he loved the island, but that he did wish there was a hotel here so he could carry luggage. Here, Theodore would stumble over his wings in his excitement at seeing Arthur, even if Arthur had only been gone for a few minutes.

And it was here, on the Thursday near the end of the second week, that Sal appeared at a quarter past five on the porch of the guest house, gnawing on his bottom lip.

Linus opened the door after hearing a knock, surprised to find Sal by himself. He leaned out, sure that one of the other children would be there hiding, but no.

It was just Sal.

Linus quickly schooled his face, not wanting to scare the boy. โ€œHello, Sal.โ€

Salโ€™s eyes widened, and he took a step back. He glanced over his shoulder, and even though Linus couldnโ€™t see him, he was sure Arthur was watching from somewhere. He didnโ€™t knowย howย he knew, but Linus was under the impression that not much happened on the island without Arthur knowing.

Sal turned back toward Linus and lowered his gaze to the floor. His hands were in fists at his sides, and he was breathing heavily. Linus was getting worried that something was wrong, but then Calliope walked through Linusโ€™s legs and began to rub against Sal. She meowed loudly at him, arching her back, ears twitching.

Sal smiled softly down at her and seemed to relax.

โ€œSheโ€™s a good cat,โ€ Linus said quietly. โ€œGives me a bit of trouble every now and then, but nothing I canโ€™t handle.โ€

โ€œI like cats,โ€ Sal said, voice barely above a whisper. โ€œMost times, they donโ€™t like me. Because of the dog thing.โ€

โ€œCalliopeโ€™s a little different. She likes you.โ€ Sal looked up at him. โ€œReally?โ€

Linus shrugged. โ€œDo you hear the way sheโ€™s talking to you?โ€ Sal nodded.

โ€œIโ€™ve never heard her do that before. Oh, she purrs like a normal cat, but she never meows. At least not until we got here. And not until she met you.โ€

Sal looked shocked. โ€œWow,โ€ he said, looking back down at her. โ€œI wonder why.โ€

โ€œI like to think itโ€™s because sheโ€™s a good judge of character. That perhaps she senses something in you that allows her to speak. Cats are very smart that way. If they sense someone isnโ€™t a good person, they tend to avoid them, or even attack them.โ€

โ€œSheโ€™s never attacked me,โ€ Sal said. โ€œI know. She likes you.โ€

Sal scratched the back of his neck. โ€œI like her too.โ€

โ€œGood,โ€ Linus said. โ€œBecause as much as cats can tell about people, you can always judge a person by how they treat animals. If there is cruelty, then that person should be avoided at all costs. If there is kindness, I like to think itโ€™s the mark of a good soul.โ€

โ€œIโ€™m kind to animals,โ€ Sal said, sounding more animated than Linus had ever heard him. โ€œAnd they always seem to like me.โ€

โ€œHow about that,โ€ Linus said, amused. โ€œIโ€™m so very pleased to hear it.โ€

Sal flushed and looked away. When he spoke again, he mumbled something Linus couldnโ€™t quite make out.

โ€œSay that again, please? I didnโ€™t hear it.โ€

Sal took a deep breath and let it out slowly. โ€œI was wondering if I could show you my room.โ€

Linus kept his voice even, though he was more thrilled than he expected to be. โ€œI would like that.โ€ He hesitated. โ€œDid anyone put you up to this? Because I donโ€™t want you doing something youโ€™re not ready for.โ€

Sal shrugged awkwardly. โ€œArthur said before you got here that youโ€™d want to see it, but heโ€™s never brought it up again.โ€

Linus was relieved. โ€œAnd none of the other childrenโ€”โ€

He shook his head. โ€œNo. I mean, I know youโ€™ve already seen their rooms, but โ€ฆ they didnโ€™t say anything.โ€

Linus wanted to ask why now, but decided to keep that to himself. He didnโ€™t need to put more pressure on the boy. โ€œThen I would be delighted.โ€

โ€œCan Calliope come too?โ€ Sal asked in a rush. โ€œIf thatโ€™s okay. I donโ€™t want to cause trouble for anyoneโ€”โ€

Linus held up a hand. โ€œAbsolutely. Though, weโ€™ll leave that up to her. If she follows, which I expect she will, then so be it.โ€

โ€œOkay.โ€ โ€œShall we?โ€

Sal gnawed on his lip again before nodding tightly. Linus closed the door to the guest house behind him.

 

 

Calliope came with them, as Linus thought she would. She continued to walk up to Sal, only going a few feet ahead before turning and coming back to him. Linus almost felt put out by her obvious show of affection, but since he was a forty-year-old man and not a sullen teenager, he didnโ€™t say a word. Besides, he told himself, she was obviously helping, and Linus wasnโ€™t going to say no to that.

In the garden they passed Talia, who only waved before turning back to her flowers. Chauncey was next to her, exclaiming loudly that the flowers were the most beautiful thing heโ€™d ever seen, and that if she were so inclined, heโ€™d like to eat a few of them. Phee and Zoe were in the woods. Lucy was with Arthur in his room. Before they reached the stairs, Theodore chirped. Linus looked up to see the wyvern hanging from an exposed beam above them as if he thought he were a bat. He made another sound, and Sal said, โ€œItโ€™s okay, Theodore. I asked him to come.โ€ Theodore chirped again before closing his eyes as Linus followed Sal up the stairs.

They paused in front of the door to Salโ€™s room. Sal, who never stopped looking nervous most days, put a shaking hand on the doorknob.

Linus said, โ€œIf youโ€™re not ready, then youโ€™re not ready. I wonโ€™t push you on this, Sal. Please donโ€™t do this on my account.โ€

Sal frowned as he glanced back at Linus. โ€œBut thisย isย on your account.โ€

Linus was flummoxed. โ€œWell โ€ฆ yes, I suppose it is. But we have all the time in the world.โ€ They didnโ€™t, of course. Linus was almost halfway through his stay on Marsyas. The realization startled him.

Sal shook his head. โ€œIโ€”I would rather we do this now.โ€

โ€œIf you wish. I wonโ€™t touch anything of yours, if that makes you feel better. And if thereโ€™s anything you want to show me, I will gladly look at it. Iโ€™m not here to judge you, Sal. Not at all.โ€

โ€œThen why are you here if not to judge?โ€

Linus balked. โ€œIโ€”well. Iโ€™m here to make sure this home is exactly that.

A home. One that I can trust to keep all of you safe and sound.โ€

Sal dropped his hand from the doorknob. He turned fully toward Linus. Calliope sat near his feet, looking up at him. This was as close as Linus had ever been to Sal. He was as tall as Linus was, and though Linus was thicker, Sal had a heft to him, a strength that belied how small he tried to make himself seem at times.

โ€œAre you going to make me leave?โ€ Sal asked, that frown deepening.

Linus hesitated. He had never lied to any child in his life. If the truth needed to be stretched, he would rather say nothing at all. โ€œI donโ€™t want to make you do anything you donโ€™t want to,โ€ Linus said slowly. โ€œAnd I donโ€™t think anyone should.โ€

Sal studied him carefully. โ€œYouโ€™re not like the others.โ€ โ€œOthers?โ€

โ€œCaseworkers.โ€

โ€œOh. I suppose not. Iโ€™m Linus Baker. Youโ€™ve never met a Linus Baker before.โ€

Sal stared at him for a moment longer before turning back to the door. He pushed it open and then stepped back. He began to gnaw on his lip again, and Linus wanted to tell him he was going to hurt himself, but he asked, โ€œMay I?โ€

Sal nodded jerkily.

The room was nothing fancy. In fact, it seemed to be devoid of almost anything that Linus would associate with Sal. The other children had made their spaces their own, for better or worse. Here, the walls were blank. The

bed was neatly made. There was a rug on the wooden floor, but it was muted and gray. There was a door to a closet and โ€ฆ that was it.

Mostly.

In one corner, there was a pile of books that reminded Linus of Arthurโ€™s office. He looked at a few of the titles and saw they were fictional classics

โ€”Shakespeare and Poe, Dumas and Sartre. That last caused Linus to arch an eyebrow. He had never quite understood existentialism.

But other than that, the room was a blank canvas, as if waiting for an artist to bring it to life. It saddened Linus, because he suspected he knew the reason why it was the way it was.

โ€œItโ€™s lovely,โ€ he said, making a production of looking around. Out of the corner of his eye, he saw Sal peeking through the doorway, tracking his every movement. โ€œQuite spacious. And just look out the window! Why, I think I can almost see the village from here. A wonderful view.โ€

โ€œYou can see the lights from the village at night,โ€ Sal said from the doorway. โ€œThey sparkle. I like to pretend theyโ€™re ships at sea.โ€

โ€œA pretty thought,โ€ Linus said. He stepped away from the window and went to the closet. โ€œIs it all right if I look in here?โ€

There was a brief hesitation. Then, โ€œOkay.โ€

The closet was bigger than Linus expected. And there, next to a chest of drawers, was a small desk with a rolling chair tucked in underneath. Atop the desk sat a typewriter, an old Underwood. There was a blank sheet of paper already threaded through. โ€œWhatโ€™s this, then?โ€ Linus asked lightly.

He didnโ€™t hear a response. He looked back over his shoulder to see Sal standing next to the bed, looking like a lost little boy. Calliope hopped up onto the bed and rubbed against his hand. He spread his fingers into the hair on her back.

โ€œSal?โ€

โ€œItโ€™s where I write,โ€ Sal blurted, eyes wide. โ€œIโ€”like to write. Iโ€™m notโ€” itโ€™s not very good, and I probably shouldnโ€™tโ€”โ€

โ€œAh. I seem to remember something about that. Last week in your class, you read something for everyone. You wrote it?โ€

Sal nodded.

โ€œIt was very good. Far better than I could ever write, Iโ€™m afraid. If you need a report filled out, Iโ€™m your man. But thatโ€™s as far as my creativity extends with the written word. No computer?โ€

โ€œThe light hurts my eyes. And I like the sound of the typewriter better.โ€

Linus smiled. โ€œI understand. Thereโ€™s something magical about the clack of the keys that a computer canโ€™t emulate. I should know. Most days, I sit in front of one at work. It can hurt my eyes too, after a time, though I believe your vision is a little sharper than mine.โ€

โ€œI donโ€™t want to talk about what I write,โ€ Sal said quickly.

โ€œOf course,โ€ Linus said easily. โ€œItโ€™s private. I would never ask you to share something you arenโ€™t ready to.โ€

That seemed to appease Sal slightly. โ€œItโ€™s justโ€”it doesnโ€™t make sense, sometimes. My thoughts. And I try to write them all down to find an order, butโ€”โ€ He looked as if he were struggling to find the right words.

โ€œItโ€™s personal,โ€ Linus said. โ€œAnd youโ€™ll find the order when youโ€™re ready. If itโ€™s anything like what you read previously, Iโ€™m sure itโ€™s going to be quite moving. How long have you been writing?โ€

โ€œTwo months. Maybe a little less.โ€

So only since heโ€™d been at Marsyas. โ€œNot before?โ€

Sal shook his head. โ€œI neverโ€”no one let me before. Until I came here.โ€ โ€œArthur?โ€

Sal scuffed a shoe against the rug. โ€œHe asked me what I wanted more than anything. For the first month, he asked me once a week, telling me when I was ready to answer, heโ€™d do whatever he could within reason.โ€

โ€œAnd you said a typewriter?โ€

โ€œNo.โ€ He looked down at Calliope. โ€œI told him I didnโ€™t want to have to move again. That I wanted to stay here.โ€

Linus blinked against the sudden and unexpected burn in his eyes. He cleared his throat. โ€œAnd what did he say?โ€

โ€œThat heโ€™d do whatever he could to make sure that happened. Andย thenย I asked for a typewriter. Zoe brought it the next day. And the others found the desk in the attic and cleaned it up. Talia said she polished it until she thought her beard was going to fall out from all the chemicals. And then

they surprised me with it.โ€ His lips curved up. โ€œIt was a good day. Almost like it was my birthday.โ€

Linus crossed his arms to keep his hands from shaking. โ€œAnd you put it in the closet? I should think it would look nice in front of the window.โ€

Sal shrugged. โ€œItโ€”the closet helped me feel small. I wasnโ€™t ready to be bigger yet.โ€

โ€œI wonder if youโ€™re ready now,โ€ Linus mused aloud. โ€œYour room is a little bigger than the closet, but not so big that it feels like all the walls have fallen away. Itโ€™s like the village at night. You can see them, but they canโ€™t see you, though there is all that space between you. A little perspective, I think.โ€

Sal looked down. โ€œI neverโ€”I hadnโ€™t thought of it that way.โ€

โ€œJust an idea. The desk is perfect where it is, if thatโ€™s what you want. It doesnโ€™t need to be moved until youโ€™re ready, or even at all. For all I know, the window might prove to be a distraction.โ€

โ€œDo you have a window where you work?โ€

Linus shook his head. He thought this was dangerously personal, but did it really hurt anyone? โ€œI donโ€™t. DICOMY isnโ€™t โ€ฆ well. Theyโ€™re not fond of windows, I think.โ€

โ€œDICOMY,โ€ Sal spat, and Linus cursed inwardly. โ€œTheyโ€”theyโ€™reโ€”I donโ€™tโ€”โ€

โ€œIt is where I work,โ€ Linus said. โ€œBut you knew that. And you said yourself that I wasnโ€™t like the others.โ€

Salโ€™s hands were curled into fists again. โ€œYou could be.โ€

โ€œPerhaps,โ€ Linus admitted. โ€œAnd I can see why youโ€™d think that with all that youโ€™ve been through. But I want you to remember that you have nothing to prove to me. I have to prove myself to you, that I have your best interests in mind.โ€

โ€œArthur is good,โ€ Sal said. โ€œHe doesnโ€™tโ€”heโ€™s not like the others were.

The masters. Heโ€™s notโ€”heโ€™s notย mean.โ€ โ€œI know that.โ€

โ€œBut you said you were investigating him.โ€

Linus frowned. โ€œI donโ€™t think Iโ€™ve ever said that aside from a private conversation. How did youโ€”โ€

โ€œIโ€™m a dog,โ€ Sal snapped at him. โ€œMy hearing is better. I could hear you. You said it wasnโ€™t a visit. It was anย investigation.ย I didnโ€™tโ€”I wasnโ€™t trying to listen in, but thatโ€™s what the others said too. That they wereย investigating.ย Itโ€™s why I never get to put things up in my room like Talia or Lucy. Because itโ€™s always temporary. Anytime Iโ€™ve ever thought I was going to finally have a place to stay, it was taken from me.โ€

He cursed inwardly. โ€œThat wasnโ€™t for you to hear.โ€ Sal began to shrink away from him like Linus had raised a hand to him. โ€œNo,โ€ Linus said quickly. โ€œThatโ€™s notโ€”what I meant was, I should have been more aware of what I said. I should have been more careful with my words.โ€

โ€œSo youโ€™re not investigating Arthur?โ€

Linus started to shake his head but stopped. He sighed. โ€œItโ€™s not Arthur, Sal. Or, at least itโ€™s notย justย Arthur. Itโ€™s the orphanage as a whole. I know youโ€™ve had โ€ฆ less than desirable experiences in the past, but I swear to you this is different.โ€ He didnโ€™t know if he believed his own words or not.

Sal eyed him warily. โ€œAnd what happens if you decide to make us leave? Wonโ€™t you be the same, then?โ€

โ€œI donโ€™t know,โ€ Linus said quietly. โ€œI hope if there is a reason for such an action, you would be aware it.โ€

Sal was quiet.

Linus thought he had overstayed his welcome. He stepped away from the closet door. Calliope glared at him. He didnโ€™t blame her. He didnโ€™t think this had gone as well as heโ€™d hoped. And while heโ€™d told Sal earlier that they had all the time in the world, that wasnโ€™t true. Time, as always, moved more quickly than expected. In two weeks, heโ€™d have to make his recommendation as he left the island behind.

He gave Sal a wide berth (or as wide a berth as the room allowed for two large people). He smiled at him and was about to walk through the doorway when Sal said, โ€œCould you help me?โ€

โ€œYes,โ€ Linus said immediately. Then, โ€œWith what?โ€

Sal looked down at Calliope, who wasnโ€™t quite done receiving attention, purring as he scratched her ears. His lips twitched again. He glanced up at Linus. โ€œMoving my desk. I could probably do it on my own, but I donโ€™t want to scratch the walls or floor in my room.โ€

Linus kept a neutral expression on his face. โ€œIf thatโ€™s what you want.โ€

Sal shrugged as if indifferent, but Linus was good at what he did. He saw through the facade.

Linus unbuttoned the sleeves of his shirt, rolling them up to his elbows. โ€œI assume it fits through the closet doorway since you got it in there in the first place.โ€

Sal nodded. โ€œBarely. We just have to be careful. Chauncey got too excited and chipped the corner of the desk. He felt really bad about it, but I told him it was okay. Sometimes, things get chipped and broken, but thereโ€™s still good in them.โ€

โ€œAdds character, I think,โ€ Linus said. โ€œAnd allows for a reminder of a memory. Ready?โ€

Sal was. He walked into the closet first, pulling out the chair and setting the typewriter carefully on the seat. He pushed it back near the chest of drawers. He stood on one end of the desk and waited for Linus to reach the other. The desk was small, but old. Linus expected it to be heavier than it looked.

After they bent over and Sal counted to three, he was proven right. Itย wasย heavy, and Linus remembered his mother saying,ย Lift with your knees, Linus, honestly!ย The small twinge in his back reminded him he wasnโ€™t getting any younger, and he almost grinned ruefully at how little effort Sal appeared to exert. He probablyย couldย have moved it out by himself.

They were careful as they carried the desk through the closet doorway. Linus could see the chip on the far corner of the desk courtesy of Chauncey, and he shuffled back slowly. The desk fit through the doorway with an inch to spare on either side.

โ€œThere,โ€ Linus huffed and puffed. โ€œRight there. In front of the window.โ€ They set it down carefully, avoiding pinching fingers. Linus groaned rather theatrically as he stood upright, hands going to the small of his back.

He heard Sal chuckle, but he didnโ€™t acknowledge it outwardly. He wanted to hear such a sound again.

Linus stepped back, eyeing their work critically. He put his hands on his hips and cocked his head. โ€œItโ€™s missing something.โ€

Sal frowned. โ€œIt is?โ€

โ€œYes.โ€ He went back to the closet and pushed the chair out. He lifted the typewriter and set it in the middle of the desk in front of the window. He tucked the chair back underneath the desk. โ€œThere. Now itโ€™s finished. Well? What do you think?โ€

Sal reached out and traced a finger along the keys almost lovingly. โ€œItโ€™s perfect.โ€

โ€œI think so too. I expect your creativity to flourish even more with the muse through the window. Though, if it proves to be a distraction, we can always move it back to where it was. Thereโ€™s nothing wrong with that, so long as you remember that there is a big, wide world out there.โ€

Sal looked at him. โ€œDo you know about the woman? In the kitchen?โ€

There was an โ€ฆ incident. At one of his previous orphanages. He was struck by a woman who worked in the kitchens for trying to take an apple. He retaliated in the only way he knew how. She underwent the change the following week.

Linus trod carefully. โ€œYes.โ€

Sal nodded and stared back down at the typewriter. โ€œI didnโ€™t mean to.โ€ โ€œI know.โ€

โ€œI didnโ€™t โ€ฆ I didnโ€™t know that would happen.โ€ โ€œI know that too.โ€

Salโ€™s chest hitched. โ€œI havenโ€™t done it since. And I wonโ€™t do it again. I promise.โ€

Linus put a hand on his shoulder and squeezed, much like heโ€™d seen Arthur do. He shouldnโ€™t have done it, but for once, he didnโ€™t care what theย RULES AND REGULATIONSย said. โ€œI believe you.โ€

And though it trembled, Salโ€™s smile was warm and bright.

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