Tell me what you did to Katherine,โ I say again, twisting the towel that had just been in his mouth.
Itโs damp with saliva. An icky, warm wetness that makes me drop the towel to the floor. โTell me and this will all be over.โ
He doesnโt, of course. Thereโs no reason he would. Not to me.
Not after everything Iโve done. And what Iโm still doing. Holding him captive.
Lying to Wilma.
Iโll have a lot of explaining to do later. Right now, though, my only goal is saving Katherine. If thatโs even possible. I have no way of knowing until he tells me.
โWhat happened to her?โ I say after a minute passes and the only sound I hear is rain pounding the roof.
He tilts his head to the side, unbearably smug. โYouโre assuming I know.โ
I mirror his expression, right down to the thin-lipped smile that conveys anything but friendliness. โItโs not an assumption. Now tell me what you did with her.โ
โNo.โ
โBut youย didย do something?โ
โI want to askย youย a question,โ he says. โWhy are you so concerned about Katherine? You barely knew her.โ
His use of the past tense sends a streak of fear down my back. Iโm certain that was his intent.
โThat doesnโt matter,โ I say. โTell me where she is.โ โA place where youโll never find her.โ
The fear remains. Joining it is something new: anger. It bubbles in my chest, as hot and turbulent as boiling water. I leave the room and march downstairs as the lights perform another unnerving flicker.
In the kitchen, I go to the knife block on the counter and grab the biggest blade. Then itโs back upstairs, back into the room, back to the bed where Iโd slept as a child. Itโs hard to fathom that that little girl is the same person now buzzed on bourbon and wielding a knife. If I hadnโt personally experienced the years between those two points, I wouldnโt believe it myself.
With trembling hands, I touch the knifeโs tip to his side.
A poke of warning.
โTell me where she is.โ
Rather than cower in fear, he laughs. An actual, honest- to-God laugh. It scares me even more that he finds this situation so amusing.
โYou have absolutely no idea what youโre doing,โ he says.
I say nothing.
Because heโs right. I donโt.
But thatโs not going to stop me from doing it anyway.