Iย wasnโt able to overhear whatever words were exchanged between Oren and Toby. I was shuttled into the SUV, and when Oren took his place in the driverโs seat a few minutes later, I noted that heโd left several of his men inside.
I thought about Sheffield Grayson, dead on the floor. About Tobyโs plan for that body. โIs disposing of corpses part of your job description?โ I asked Oren.
He met my eyes in the rearview mirror. โYou want a real answer to that?โ
I looked out the window. The world blurred as the SUV picked up speed. โSkye and Ricky didnโt plant that bomb,โ I said. I tried to focus on the facts, not the flood of emotions I was barely holding back. โThey were framed.โ
โThis time,โ Oren said. โSkye has already tried to have you killed once. Both of them are threats. I suggest we let them cool their heels in prison at least until your emancipation goes through.โ
Once I was legally an adult, once I could write my own will, Ricky and Skye would stand to gain nothing by my death.
โRebecca.โ I lunged forward in my seat suddenly, remembering. โThea helped Mellie abduct me because someone had Rebecca.โ
โItโs been handled,โ Oren told me. โTheyโre fine. So are you. The rest of the family is none the wiser.โ From his tone, you would have thought this was just business as usual. The kidnapping. The body. The cover-up.
โWas it like this for the old man?โ I asked. โOr am I just lucky?โ
I thought about Toby, sparing Eve from my fate, like inheriting this fortune was less blessing than curse.
โMr. Hawthorne had a list.โ Oren took his time with his reply. โIt was a different kind of list from yours. He had enemies. Some of them had
resources, but by and large, we knew what to expect. Mr. Hawthorne had a way of seeing things coming.โ
I was starting to think that if I was going to survive being the Hawthorne heiress, I was going to have to start doing the same. I would have to learn to think like the old man.
Twelve birds, one stone.
Back at Hawthorne House, Oren made it clear that he intended to escort me all the way to my room. When we hit the grand staircase, I cleared my throat.
โWeโll need to disable the passageway,โ I told him. โPermanently.โ
I paused on the staircase, in front of Tobias Hawthorneโs portrait. Not for the first time, I stared at the old man. Had he known who Mellie and Eli were? Had he known about Eve? I was certain he would have run a DNA test on me at some point. He knew I wasnโt Tobyโs daughterโnot by blood. But heโd still used me to lure Toby outโthe same way Sheffield Grayson had, the same way Mellie and Eli had.ย Youโre not a player, Nash
had told me a small eternity ago.ย Youโre the glass ballerinaโor the knife.
Maybe I was both. Maybe I was a dozen different things, chosen for a dozen different reasonsโnone of them having a damn thing to do with who I was or what made me special.
I met the portraitโs eyes and thought about my dreamโabout playing chess with the old man.ย You didnโt choose me. You used me. Youโre still using me.ย But as of this moment?
I was done being used.