Everything hurt. I couldnโt hear. I couldnโt see. When blurred images finally began to form, all I saw was fire. Fire and Grayson, standing a hundred feet away from me.
I waited for him to come running. I waited.
I waited.
He didnโt.
And then, there was nothing.
The world around me was dark, and then there was a voice. โLetโs play a game.โ
I couldnโt tell if I was standing up or lying down. I couldnโt feel my body.
โI have a secret.โ
If I had eyes, I opened them. Or maybe they were already open? Either way, I didย something, and the world was flooded with light.
โIโm tired of playing,โ I told my mom. โI know, baby.โ
โIโm so tired,โ I said.
โI know. But I have a secret, Avery, and you have to playโjust one more time, just for me. Okay, baby? You canโt let go.โ
I heard a long and distant beep. Lightning tore through my body. โClear!โ a voice yelled.
โCome on, Avery,โ my mom whispered.ย โI have a secret.โฆโ
Another round of lightning tore through me. โClear!โ
I wanted to stop breathing. I wanted to go where the lightning and the fire and the pain couldnโt touch me.
โYou have to fight,โ my mom said. โYou have to hang on.โ
โYouโre not real,โ I whispered. โYouโre dead.ย So either this is a dream, and youโre not even here, or Iโmโฆโ
Dead, too.





