Grayson Davenport Hawthorne was a person who valued controlโof every situation, of every emotion. When I took a step toward him, he stepped back.
โGrayson,โ I said softly.
There were no words for the way he was staring at Eveโ like she was a dream, every hope and every torment,ย everything.
Silvery gray eyes closed. โAvery. You shouldโฆโ Grayson forced a breath in, out. He straightened and squared his shoulders. โIโm not safe to be around right now, Avery.โ
It took me a moment to realize that he thought he was hallucinating.ย Again.ย Breaking down.ย Again.
Tell me again that Iโm not broken.
Closing the space between us, I took Grayson by the shoulders. โHey,โ I said softly. โHey.ย Look at me, Gray.โ
Those light eyes opened.
โThatโs not Emily.โ I held his gaze and wouldnโt let him look away. โAnd you arenโt hallucinating.โ
Graysonโs eyes flickered over my shoulder. โI seeโโ
โI know,โ I said, bringing my hand to the side of his face and forcing his eyes back to mine. โSheโs real. Her name is Eve.โ I couldnโt be sure he was hearing me, let alone processing what I was saying. โSheโs Tobyโs daughter.โ
โShe looksโฆโ
โI know,โ I said, my hand still on his jaw. โEmilyโs mom was Tobyโs biological mother, remember?โ Newborn Toby had been adopted into the Hawthorne family in secret. Alice Hawthorne had faked a pregnancy to hide the
adoption, passing him off as her own. โThat makes Eve a Laughlin by blood,โ I continued. โThereโs a family resemblance.โ
โI thoughtโโ Grayson cut off the words. A Hawthorne did not admit weakness. โYou knew.โ Grayson looked down at me, and I finally let my hand fall away from his face. โYou arenโt surprised to see her, Avery. You knew.โ
I heard what he wasnโt saying:ย That night in the wine cellarโI knew.
โToby wanted her existence kept secret,โ I said, telling myselfย thatย was why I hadnโt told him. โHe didnโt want this life for Eve.โ
โWho else knows?โ Grayson demanded in that heir- apparent tone, the one that made questions sound perfunctory, like he was doing the person he was questioning a courtesy by asking instead of wresting the answer from their mind himself.
โJust Jameson,โ I replied.
After a long, torturous moment, Grayson looked past me to Eve, emotion etched in every muscle of his jaw. I wasnโt sure how much of his torment was because he thought I considered him weak and how much of it was her. Either way, Grayson didnโt hide from his pain this time. He walked toward Eve, letting it come, like a shirtless man stepping out into freezing rain.
Eve stared at him. She must have felt the intensity of the momentโof himโbut she shook it off. โLook, I donโt know whatย thisย is.โ She gestured in the vicinity of Graysonโs face. โBut it has been a really long week. Iโm filthy. Iโm scared.โ Her voice broke, and she turned to me. โSo are you going to invite me inside and let your security goons figure out what happened to Toby, or are we just going to stand here?โ
Grayson blinked, like he was seeing herโEveโfor the first time. โYouโre hurt.โ
She looked at him again. โIโm pissed.โ
I swallowed. Eve was right. Every second we spent out here was a second that Oren and his team were focused on safeguarding me instead of finding Toby.
โCome on,โ I said, the words like rocks in my throat. โLetโs go back to the House.โ
Oren opened the back passenger door of the SUV. Eve climbed in, and as I followed, I wondered if this was what Pandora had felt like the moment she opened the box.