VIN WAS GROWINGย very tired of the scenery between Luthadel and Fellise. Sheโd made the same trip at least a dozen times during the last few weeksโwatching the same brown hills, scraggly trees, and rug of weedy underbrush. She was beginning to feel as if she could individually identify each and every bump in the road.
She attended numerous ballsโbut they were only the beginning.
Luncheons, sitting parties, and other forms of daily entertainment were just as popular. Often, Vin traveled between the cites two or even three times a day. Apparently, young noblewomen didnโt have anything better to do than sit in carriages for six hours a day.
Vin sighed. In the near distance, a group of skaa trudged along the towpath beside a canal, pulling a barge toward Luthadel. Her life could be much worse.
Still, she felt frustration. It was still midday, but there werenโt any important events happening until the evening, so she had nowhere to go but back to Fellise. She kept thinking about how much faster she could make
the trip if she used the spikeway. She longed to leap through the mists again, but Kelsier had been reluctant to continue her training. He allowed her out for a short time each night to maintain her skills, but she wasnโt allowed any extreme, exciting leaps. Just some basic movesโmostly Pushing and Pulling small objects while standing on the ground.
She was beginning to grow frustrated with her continued weakness. It had been over three months since her encounter with the Inquisitor; the worst of winter had passed without even a flake of snow. How long was it going to take her to recover?
At least I can still go to balls,ย she thought. Despite her annoyance at the constant traveling, Vin was coming to enjoy her duties. Pretending to be a noblewoman was actually far less tense than regular thieving work. True, her life would be forfeit if her secret were ever discovered, but for now the nobility seemed willing to accept herโto dance with her, dine with her, and chat with her. It was a good lifeโa bit unexciting, but her eventual return to Allomancy would fix that.
That left her with two frustrations. The first was her inability to gather useful information; she was getting increasingly annoyed at having her
questions avoided. She was growing experienced enough to tell that there was a great deal of intrigue going on, yet she was still too new to be allowed a part in it.
Still, while her outsider status was annoying, Kelsier was confident that it would eventually change. Vinโs second major annoyance wasnโt so easily dealt with. Lord Elend Venture had been notably absent from several balls during the last few weeks, and he had yet to repeat his act of spending the
entire evening with her. While she rarely had to sit alone anymore, she was quickly coming to realize that none of the other noblemen had the sameโฆ depth as Elend. None of them had his droll wit, or his honest, earnest eyes. The others didnโt feelย real. Not like he did.
He didnโt seem to be avoiding her. However, he also didnโt seem to be making much of an effort to spend time with her.
Did I misread him?ย she wondered as the carriage reached Fellise. Elend was so hard to understand sometimes. Unfortunately, his apparent indecision hadnโt changed his former fiancรฉeโs temperament. Vin was beginning to realize why Kelsier had warned her to avoid catching the attention of anyone too important. She didnโt run into Shan Elariel often, thankfullyโbut when they did meet, Shan took every occasion to deride, insult, and demean Vin. She did it with a calm, aristocratic manner, even her bearing reminding Vin just how inferior she was.
Perhaps Iโm just becoming too attached to my Valette persona,ย Vin thought. Valette was just a front; she was supposed to be all the things Shan said. However, the insults still stung.
Vin shook her head, putting both Shan and Elend out of her mind. Ash had fallen during her trip to the city, and though it was done now, its aftermath was visible in small drifts and flurries of black blowing across the townโs streets. Skaa workers moved about, sweeping the soot into bins and carrying it out of the city. They occasionally had to hurry to get out of the way of a passing noble carriage, none of which bothered to slow for the workers.
Poor things,ย Vin thought, passing a group of ragged children who were shaking aspen trees to get the ash out so that it could be swept upโit wouldnโt do for a passing nobleman to get an unexpected dump of tree-
borne ash on his head. The children shook, two to a tree, bringing furious black showers down on their heads. Careful, cane-wielding taskmasters walked up and down the street, making certain the work continued.
Elend and the others,ย she thought.ย They must not understand how bad life is for the skaa. They live in their pretty keeps, dancing, never really understanding the extent of the Lord Rulerโs oppression.
She could see beauty in the nobilityโshe wasnโt like Kelsier, hating them outright. Some of them seemed quite kind, in their own way, and she was beginning to think some of the stories skaa told about their cruelty must be exaggerated. And yet, when she saw events like that poor boyโs execution or the skaa children, she had to wonder. How could the nobility not see? How could they not understand?
She sighed, looking away from the skaa as the carriage finally rolled up to Mansion Renoux. She immediately noticed a large gathering in the inner courtyard, and she grabbed a fresh vial of metals, worrying that the Lord Ruler had sent soldiers to arrest Lord Renoux. However, she quickly realized that the crowd wasnโt made up of soldiers, but of skaa in simple workerโs clothing.
The carriage rolled through the gates, and Vinโs confusion deepened. Boxes and sacks lay in heaps among the skaaโmany of them dusted with soot from the recent ashfall. The workers themselves bustled with activity, loading a series of carts. Vinโs carriage pulled to a stop in front of the
mansion, and she didnโt wait for Sazed to open the door. She hopped out on her own, holding up her dress and stalking over to Kelsier and Renoux, who stood surveying the operation.
โYouโre running goods to the caves out ofย here?โ Vin asked under her breath as she reached the two men.
โCurtsey to me, child,โ Lord Renoux said. โMaintain appearances while we can be seen.โ
Vin did as ordered, containing her annoyance.
โOf course we are, Vin,โ Kelsier said. โRenoux has to doย somethingย with all of the weapons and supplies heโs been gathering. People would start getting suspicious if they didnโt see him sending them away.โ
Renoux nodded. โOstensibly, weโre sending this all via canal barges to my plantation in the west. However, the barges will stop to drop off suppliesโand many of the canalmenโat the rebellion caverns. The barges and a few men will continue on to keep up appearances.โ
โOur soldiers donโt even know that Renoux is in on the plan,โ Kelsier said, smiling. โThey think heโs a nobleman that Iโm scamming. Besides, this will be a great opportunity for us to go and inspect the army. After a week or so at the caves, we can return to Luthadel on one of Renouxโs barges coming east.โ
Vin paused. โโWeโ?โ she asked, suddenly imagining weeks spent on the barge, watching the same, dull scenery day, after day, after day as they traveled. That would be even worse than traveling back and forth between Luthadel and Fellise.
Kelsier raised an eyebrow. โYou sound worried. Apparently, someoneโs coming to enjoy her balls and parties.โ
Vin flushed. โI just thought that I should be here. I mean, after all the time I missed by being sick, Iโโ
Kelsier held up his hand, chuckling. โYouโre staying; Yeden and I are the ones going. I need to inspect the troops, and Yeden is going to take a
turn watching over the army so that Ham can come back to Luthadel. Weโll also take my brother with us, then drop him at his insertion point with the Ministry acolytes up in Vennias. Itโs a good thing youโre backโI want you to spent a little time with him before we leave.โ
Vin frowned. โWith Marsh?โ
Kelsier nodded. โHeโs a Misting Seeker. Bronze is one of the less useful metals, especially for a full Mistborn, but Marsh claims he can show you a few tricks. This will probably be your last chance to train with him.โ
Vin glanced toward the gathering caravan. โWhere is he?โ Kelsier frowned. โHeโs late.โ
Runs in the family, I guess.
โHe should be here soon, child,โ Lord Renoux said. โPerhaps youโd like to go take some refreshment inside?โ
Iโve had plenty of refreshment lately,ย she thought, controlling her annoyance. Instead of going into the mansion, she wandered across the courtyard, studying the goods and workers, who were packing the supplies onto carts for transport to the local canal docks. The grounds were kept well maintained, and though the ash hadnโt been cleaned up yet, the low-cut
grass meant that she didnโt have to hold her dress up much to keep it from dragging.
Beyond that, ash was surprisingly easy to get out of clothing. With proper washing, and some expensive soaps, even a white garment could be rendered clean of ash. That was why the nobility could always have new- looking clothing. It was such an easy, simple thing to divide the skaa and
the aristocracy.
Kelsierโs right,ย Vin thought.ย I am coming to enjoy being a noblewoman.
And she was concerned about the changes her new lifestyle was encouraging inside of her. Once, her problems had been things like starvation and beatingsโnow they were things like extended carriage rides and companions who arrived late for appointments. What did a transformation like that do to a person?
She sighed to herself, walking amidst the supplies. Some of the boxes would be filled with weaponsโswords, war staves, bowsโbut the bulk of the material was sacked foodstuffs. Kelsier said that forming an army required far more grain than it did steel.
She trailed her fingers along one stack of boxes, careful not to brush the ash that was on top of them. Sheโd known that theyโd be sending out a
barge this day, but she hadnโt expected Kelsier to go with it. Of course, he probably hadnโt made the decision to go until a short time beforeโeven the new, more responsible Kelsier was an impulsive man. Perhaps that was a good attribute in a leader. He wasnโt afraid to incorporate new ideas, no matter when they occurred to him.
Maybe I should ask to go with him,ย Vin thought idly.ย Iโve been playing the noblewoman far too much lately.ย The other day, sheโd caught herself sitting straight-backed in her carriage with a prim posture, despite the fact that she was alone. She feared that she was losing her instinctsโbeing
Valette was almost more natural to her now than being Vin was.
But of course she couldnโt leave. She had a lunch appointment with Lady Flavine to attend, not to mention the Hasting ballโit was going to be the social event of the month. If Valette was absent, it would take weeks to repair the damage. Besides, there was always Elend. Heโd probably forget about her if she disappeared again.
Heโs already forgotten you,ย she told herself.ย Heโs barely spoken to you during the last three parties. Keep your head on, Vin. This is all just another scamโa game, like the ones you pulled before. Youโre building your reputation to gain information, not so that you can flirt and play.
She nodded to herself, resolute. To her side, a few skaa men loaded one of the carts. Vin paused, standing beside a large stack of boxes and watching the men work. According to Dockson, the armyโs recruitment was picking up.
Weโre gaining momentum,ย Vin thought.ย I guess word is spreading.ย That was goodโassuming it didnโt spreadย tooย far.
She watched the packmen for a moment, sensing somethingโฆodd. They seemed unfocused. After a few moments, she was able to determine the
source of their distraction. They kept shooting looks at Kelsier, whispering as they worked. Vin inched closerโkeeping to the side of the boxesโand burned tin.
โโฆno, thatโs him for certain,โ one of the men whispered. โI saw the scars.โ
โHeโs tall,โ another said.
โOf course he is. What did you expect?โ
โHe spoke at the meeting where I was recruited,โ another said. โThe Survivor of Hathsin.โ There was awe in his tone.
The men moved on, walking over to gather more boxes. Vin cocked her head, then began to move among the workers, listening. Not all of them
were discussing Kelsier, but a surprising number were. She also heard a number of references to the โEleventh Metal.โ
So thatโs why,ย Vin thought.ย The rebellionโs momentum isnโt gatheringโ
Kelsierโs is.ย The men spoke of him in quiet, almost reverent, tones. For some reason, that made Vin uncomfortable. She would never have been
able to stand hearing similar things said about her. Yet, Kelsier took them in stride; his charismatic ego probably just fueled the rumors even more.
I wonder if heโll be able to let it go when this is all through.ย The other
crewmembers obviously had no interest in leadership, but Kelsier seemed to
thrive on it. Would he really let the skaa rebellion take over? Would any man be able to relinquish that kind of power?
Vin frowned. Kelsier was a good man; heโd probably make a good ruler.
However, if he did try to take control, it would smell of betrayalโa reneging on the promises that he had made to Yeden. She didnโt want to see that from Kelsier.
โValette,โ Kelsier called.
Vin jumped slightly, feeling a bit guilty. Kelsier pointed toward a
carriage that was pulling onto the mansion grounds. Marsh had arrived. She walked back as the carriage pulled up, and she reached Kelsier about the
same time that Marsh did.
Kelsier smiled, nodding toward Vin. โWe wonโt be ready to leave for a while yet,โ he said to Marsh. โIf you have time, could you show the kid a few things?โ
Marsh turned toward her. He shared Kelsierโs lanky build and blond hair, but he wasnโt as handsome. Maybe it was the lack of a smile.
He pointed up, toward the mansionโs fore-balcony. โWait for me up there.โ
Vin opened her mouth to reply, but something about Marshโs expression made her shut it again. He reminded her of the old times, several months ago, when she had not questioned her superiors. She turned, leaving the three, and made her way into the mansion.
It was a short trip up the stairs to the fore-balcony. When she arrived, she pulled over a chair and seated herself beside the whitewashed wooden railing. The balcony had, of course, already been scrubbed clean of ash.
Below, Marsh was still speaking with Kelsier and Renoux. Beyond them, beyond even the sprawling caravan, Vin could see the barren hills outside of the city, lit by red sunlight.
Only a few months playing noblewoman, and I already find anything that isnโt cultivated to be inferior.ย Sheโd never thought of the landscape as โbarrenโ during the years sheโd traveled with Reen.ย And Kelsier says the entire land used to be even more fertile than a noblemanโs garden.
Did he think to reclaim such things? Keepers could, perhaps, memorize languages and religions, but they couldnโt create seeds for plants that had long been extinct. They couldnโt make the ash stop falling or the mists go away. Would the world really change that much if the Final Empire were
gone?
Besides, didnโt the Lord Ruler haveย someย right to his place? Heโd defeated the Deepness, or so he claimed. Heโd saved the world, whichโin a twisted sort of wayโmade it his. What right did they have to try and take it from him?
She wondered about such things often, though she didnโt express her worries to the others. They all seemed committed to Kelsierโs plan; some even seemed to share his vision. But Vin was more hesitant. She had learned, as Reen had taught, to be skeptical of optimism.
And if there were ever a plan to be hesitant about, this was the one. However, she was getting past the point where she questioned herself.
She knew the reason she stayed in the crew. It wasnโt the plan; it was the people. She liked Kelsier. She liked Dockson, Breeze, and Ham. She even liked the strange little Spook and his crotchety uncle. This was a crew
unlike any other sheโd worked with.
Is that a good enough reason to let them get you killed?ย Reenโs voice asked.
Vin paused. She had been hearing his whispers in her mind less frequently lately, but they were still there. Reenโs teachings, drilled into her over sixteen years of life, could not be idly discarded.
Marsh arrived on the balcony a few moments later. He glanced at her with those hard eyes of his, then spoke. โKelsier apparently expects me to spend the evening training you in Allomancy. Let us get started.โ
Vin nodded.
Marsh eyed her, obviously expecting more of a response. Vin sat quietly.ย Youโre not the only one who can be terse, friend.
โVery well,โ Marsh said, sitting beside her, resting one arm on the balcony railing. His voice sounded a little less annoyed when he continued. โKelsier says that you have spent very little time training with the internal mental abilities. Correct?โ
Vin nodded again.
โI suspect that many full Mistborn neglect these powers,โ Marsh said. โAnd that is a mistake. Bronze and copper may not be as flashy as other metals, but they can be very powerful in the hands of someone properly trained. The Inquisitors work though their manipulation of bronze, and the Misting underground survives because of its reliance upon copper.
โOf the two powers, bronze is by far the more subtle. I can teach you
how to use it properlyโif you practice what I show you, then you will have
an advantage that many Mistborn dismiss.โ
โBut, donโt other Mistborn know to burn copper?โ Vin asked. โWhat is the use of learning bronze if everyone you fight is immune to its powers?โ
โI see that you already think like one of them,โ Marsh said. โNot
everyone is Mistborn, girlโin fact, very, very few people are. And, despite what your kind likes to think, normal Mistings can kill people too. Knowing that the man attacking you is a Thug rather than a Coinshot could very easily save your life.โ
โAll right,โ Vin said.
โBronze will also help you identify Mistborn,โ Marsh said. โIf you see someone using Allomancy when there is no Smoker nearby, and yet donโt sense them giving off Allomantic pulses, then you know that they are Mistbornโeither that, or theyโre an Inquisitor. In either case, you should
run.โ
Vin nodded silently, the wound in her side throbbing slightly.
โThere are great advantages to burning bronze, rather than just running around with your copper on. True, you Smoke yourself by using copperโ but in a way you also blind yourself. Copper makes you immune to having your emotions Pushed or Pulled.โ
โBut thatโs a good thing.โ
Marsh cocked his head slightly. โOh? And what would be the greater
advantage? Being immune toโbut ignorant ofโsome Sootherโs attentions? Or instead knowingโfrom your bronzeโexactly which emotions he is trying to suppress?โ
Vin paused. โYou can see something that specific?โ
Marsh nodded. โWith care and practice, you can recognize very minute changes in your opponentsโ Allomantic burnings. You can identify precisely which parts of a personโs emotions a Soother or Rioter intends to influence. Youโll also be able to tell when someone is flaring their metal. If you grow very skilled, you might even be able to tell when theyโre running low on
metals.โ
Vin paused in thought.
โYou begin to see the advantage,โ Marsh said. โGood. Now burn bronze.โ
Vin did so. Immediately, she felt two rhythmic thumpings in the air. The soundless pulses washed over her, like the beating of drums or the washings of ocean waves. They were mixed and muddled.
โWhat do you sense?โ Marsh asked.
โIโฆthink there are two different metals being burned. Oneโs coming from Kelsier down below; the other is coming from you.โ
โGood,โ Marsh said appreciatively. โYouโve practiced.โ โNot much,โ Vin admitted.
He cocked an eyebrow. โNot much? You can already determine pulse origins. That takes practice.โ
Vin shrugged. โIt seems natural to me.โ
Marsh was still for a moment. โVery well,โ he eventually said. โAre the two pulses different?โ
Vin concentrated, frowning.
โClose your eyes,โ Marsh said. โRemove other distractions. Focus only on the Allomantic pulses.โ
Vin did so. It wasnโt like hearingโnot really. She had to concentrate to distinguish anything specific about the pulses. One feltโฆlike it was beating against her. The other, in a strange sensation, felt like it was actually pulling her toward it with each beat.
โOneโs a Pulling metal, isnโt it?โ Vin asked, opening her eyes. โThat oneโs Kelsier. Youโre Pushing.โ
โVery good,โ Marsh said. โHe is burning iron, as I asked him to so that you could practice. Iโof courseโam burning bronze.โ
โDo they all do that?โ Vin asked. โFeel distinct, I mean?โ
Marsh nodded. โYou can tell a Pulling metal from a Pushing metal by the Allomantic signature. Actually, thatโs how some of the metals were
originally divided into their categories. It isnโt intuitive, for instance, that tin Pulls while pewter Pushes. I didnโt tell you to open your eyes.โ
Vin shut them.
โFocus on the pulses,โ Marsh said. โTry and distinguish their lengths.
Can you tell the difference between them?โ
Vin frowned. She focused as hard as she could, but her sense of the metals seemedโฆmuddled. Fuzzy. After a few minutes, the lengths of the separate pulses still seemed the same to her.
โI canโt sense anything,โ she said, dejected.
โGood,โ Marsh said flatly. โIt took me six months of practice to distinguish pulse lengthsโif youโd done it on the first try, Iโd have felt incompetent.โ
Vin opened her eyes. โWhy ask me to do it, then?โ
โBecause you need to practice. If you can tell Pulling metals from Pushing metals alreadyโฆwell, you apparently have talent. Perhaps as much talent as Kelsier has been bragging about.โ
โWhat was I supposed to see, then?โ Vin asked.
โEventually, youโll be able to sense two different pulse lengths. Internal metals, like bronze and copper, give off longer pulses than external metals, like iron and steel. Practice will also let you sense the three patterns within the pulses: one for the physical metals, one for the mental metals, and one for the two greater metals.
โPulse length, metal group, and Push-Pull varianceโonce you know these three things, you will be able to tell exactly which metals your opponent is burning. A long pulse that beats against you and has a quick pattern will be pewterโthe internal Pushing physical metal.โ
โWhy the names?โ Vin asked. โExternal and internal?โ
โMetals come in groups of fourโor, at least, the lower eight do. Two external metals, two internal metalsโone each that Pushes, one each that Pulls. With iron, you Pull on something outside of yourself, with steel you Push on something outside of yourself. With tin you Pull on something
inside of yourself, with pewter you Push on something inside of yourself.โ โBut, bronze and copper,โ Vin said. โKelsier called them internal
metals, but it seems like they affect external things. Copper keeps people from sensing when you use Allomancy.โ
Marsh shook his head. โCopper doesnโt change your opponents, it
changes something within yourself that has an effect on your opponents. Thatโs why it is an internal metal. Brass, however, alters another personโs emotions directlyโand is an external metal.โ
Vin nodded thoughtfully. Then she turned, glancing toward Kelsier. โYou know a lot about all the metals, but youโre just a Misting, right?โ
Marsh nodded. He didnโt look like he intended to respond, though.
Letโs try something, then,ย Vin thought, extinguishing her bronze. She lightly began burning copper to mask her Allomancy. Marsh didnโt react, instead continuing to look down at Kelsier and the caravan.
I should be invisible to his senses,ย she thought, carefully burning both zinc and brass. She reached, just as Breeze had been training her to do, and subtly touched Marshโs emotions. She suppressed his suspicions and inhibitions, while at the same time bringing out his sense of wistfulness.
Theoretically, that would make him more likely to talk.
โYou must have learned somewhere?โ Vin asked carefully.ย Heโll see what I did for sure. Heโs going to get angry andโ
โI Snapped when I was very young,โ Marsh said. โIโve had a long time to practice.โ
โSo have a lot of people,โ Vin said. โIโฆhad reasons. Theyโre hard to explain.โ
โThey always are,โ Vin said, slightly increasing her Allomantic pressure.
โYou know how Kelsier feels about the nobility?โ Marsh asked, turning toward her, his eyes like ice.
Ironeyes,ย she thought.ย Like they said.ย She nodded to his question.
โWell, I feel the same way about the obligators,โ he said, turning away. โIโll do anything to hurt them. They took our motherโthatโs when I Snapped, and thatโs when I vowed to destroy them. So, I joined the rebellion and started learning all I could about Allomancy. Inquisitors use it, so I had to understand itโunderstand everything I could, be asย goodย as I could, and are you Soothing me?โ
Vin started, abruptly extinguishing her metals. Marsh turned back toward her again, his expression cold.
Run!ย Vin thought. She almost did. It was nice to know that the old instincts were still there, if buried just a bit.
โYes,โ she said meekly.
โYouย areย good,โ Marsh said. โIโd have never known if I hadnโt started rambling. Stop it.โ
โI already have.โ
โGood,โ Marsh said. โThatโs the second time youโve altered my emotions. Never do it again.โ
Vin nodded. โSecond time?โ
โThe first was in my shop, eight months ago.โ
Thatโs right. Why donโt I remember him?ย โIโm sorry.โ
Marsh shook his head, finally turning away. โYouโre Mistbornโthatโs what you do. He does the same thing.โ He was looking down at Kelsier.
They sat quietly for a few moments.
โMarsh?โ Vin asked. โHow did you know I was Mistborn? I only knew how to Soothe back then.โ
Marsh shook his head. โYou knew the other metals instinctively. You
were burning pewter and tin that dayโjust a tiny bit, barely noticeable. You
probably got the metals from water and dining utensils. Did you ever wonder why you survived when so many others died?โ
Vin paused.ย I did live through a lot of beatings. A lot of days with no food, nights spent in alleys during rain or ashfallsโฆ
Marsh nodded. โVery few people, even Mistborn, are so attuned to Allomancy that they burn metals instinctively. Thatโs what interested me in youโthatโs why I kept track of you and told Dockson where to find you.
And, are you Pushing my emotions again?โ Vin shook her head. โI promise.โ
Marsh frowned, studying her with one of his stony gazes. โSo stern,โ Vin said quietly. โLike my brother.โ
โWere you close?โ
โI hated him,โ Vin whispered.
Marsh paused, then turned away. โI see.โ โDo you hate Kelsier?โ
Marsh shook his head. โNo, I donโt hate him. Heโs frivolous and self- important, but heโs my brother.โ
โAnd thatโs enough?โ Vin asked. Marsh nodded.
โIโฆhave trouble understanding that,โ Vin said honestly, looking out over the field of skaa, boxes, and sacks.
โYour brother didnโt treat you well, I presume?โ Vin shook her head.
โWhat about your parents?โ Marsh said. โOne was a nobleman. The other?โ
โMad,โ Vin said. โShe heard voices. It got so bad that my brother was afraid to leave us alone with her. But, of course, he didnโt have a choiceโฆ.โ
Marsh sat quietly, not speaking.ย How did this get turned back to me?
Vin thought.ย Heโs no Soother, yet heโs getting as much out of me as Iโm getting out of him.
Still, it was good to speak it finally. She reached up, idly fingering her earring. โI donโt remember it,โ she said, โbut Reen said that he came home one day and found my mother covered in blood. Sheโd killed my baby sister. Messily. Me, however, she hadnโt touchedโexcept to give me an earring. Reen saidโฆHe said she was holding me on her lap, babbling and proclaiming me a queen, my sisterโs corpse at our feet. He took me from my
mother, and she fled. He saved my life, probably. Thatโs part of why I stayed with him, I guess. Even when it was bad.โ
She shook her head, glancing at Marsh. โStill, you donโt know how lucky you are, having Kelsier as a brother.โ
โI suppose,โ Marsh said. โI justโฆwish he wouldnโt treat people like playthings. Iโve been known to kill obligators, but murdering men just
because theyโre nobleโฆโ Marsh shook his head. โItโs not just that, either. He likes people to fawn over him.โ
He had a point. However, Vin also detected something in his voice.
Jealousy?ย Youโre the older brother, Marsh. You were the responsible oneโ you joined the rebellion instead of working with thieves. It must have hurt that Kelsier was the one everybody liked.
โStill,โ Marsh said, โheโs getting better. The Pits changed him. Herโฆ death changed him.โ
Whatโs this?ย Vin thought, perking up slightly. There was definitely something here, too. Hurt. Deep hurt, more than a man should feel for a sister-in-law.
So thatโs it. It wasnโt just โeveryoneโ who liked Kelsier more, it was one person in particular. Someone you loved.
โAnyway,โ Marsh said, his voice growing more firm. โThe arrogance of the past is behind him. This plan of his is insane, and Iโm sure heโs partially doing it just so he can enrich himself, butโฆwell, he didnโt have to go to the rebellion. Heโs trying to do something goodโthough it will probably get him killed.โ
โWhy go along if youโre so sure heโll fail?โ
โBecause heโs going to get me into the Ministry,โ Marsh said. โThe information I gather there will help the rebellion for centuries after Kelsier and I are dead.โ
Vin nodded and glanced down at the courtyard, speaking carefully. โMarsh, I donโt think heโs put it all behind him. The way heโs aligning himself with the skaaโฆhow theyโre starting to look up to himโฆโ
โI know,โ Marsh replied. โIt started with that โEleventh Metalโ scheme of his. But honestly, itโs probably just Kell being Kell, playing his usual games.โ
โIt makes me wonder why heโs leaving on this trip,โ Vin said. โHeโll be away from the city for nearly a month.โ
Marsh shook his head. โHeโll have plenty of soldiers to impress. And besides, he needs to distance himself for a while. His reputation is growing too quickly, and the nobility is getting too curious about the Survivor. If anyone recognized himโscars and allโat Lord Renouxโsโฆโ
Vin nodded, understanding.
โFor now,โ Marsh continued, โheโs posing as one of Renouxโs distant relatives. He has to disappear before someone links him to the Survivor. When he returns, heโll need to keep a low profileโsneaking into the mansion instead of strolling in, and keeping his hood up in Luthadel.โ
Marsh fell silent, then stood up. โAnyway, Iโve given you the basics. Now, you just need to practice. When youโre around Mistings, have them burn for you and concentrate on their Allomantic pulses. If we meet again, Iโll teach you more, but for now, practice is all that will help.โ
Vin nodded, watching as Marsh left without another word.
A moment later, she saw him rejoin Kelsier and Renoux.
They donโt really hate each other, Vin thought, leaning her arms on the railing. What would that be like? After a while, she decided that having siblings who cared for each other was as strange as the Allomantic pulses she was supposed to feelโtoo unfamiliar to fully grasp right now.
โThe Hero of Ages shall be not a man, but a force. No nation may claim him, no woman shall keep him, and no king may slay him. He shall belong to none, not even himself.โ
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