I FINISH TEACHING SHORTLYย after nine that evening, but instead of walking home to my apartment, I head to Roryโs.
Maybe Iโll take some photos for him, I think with a coy grin. Ward has a no-phones policy in the dressing room, but Rory will see them after the game.
The night is chilly as I walk, and Iโm overcome with the urge to text him. When I pull my phone out, though, a slew of messages and missed calls light up the screen.
Three from Pippa. A few from my dad. Texts from Hayden and a handful of other players and staff.
Call me, Pippa says.
โFinally,โ she answers when I call. โTell me what the fuck is happening.โ She hesitates.
โTell me.โ People on the sidewalk flinch away from my sharp tone. โRory might get traded.โ
I stop walking, and every muscle in my body tenses. โWhat?โ I ask softly.
No. I heard wrong.
โRory might get traded,โ she repeats, quieter. โIโm sorry.โ
Butโno. He loves playing for Ward, and heโs worked so hard to earn his spot on the team. Roryโs finally playing in a way that makes him happy. His teammates are like his brothers, and heโs developed into an incredible captain. Heโs talking to his mom again.
I love him. He canโt leave Vancouver.
A weird noise comes out of my throat, but no words form. โRumors started online this afternoon,โ Pippa adds.
Iโve been teaching all afternoon, and my phone has been in my bag on silent.
โHis dad confirmed the Storm have offers from other teams.โ
Iโve seen this happen before. The trade rumors start and teams throw in their offers for a player in case thereโs any legitimacy to them.
We love each other. I finally gathered the courage to say it to him, and now this? Our relationship is so new and fragile, and now that Iโve signed a studio lease, my dream is happeningย here. I canโt move. I canโt go with him unless I back out of the lease.
โIโm sorry,โ she whispers.
We say a tense goodbye, and I open Google. The top search result is a video, and I open it right there on the sidewalk.
Itโs Rory being interviewed in pregame press, wearing the same stricken look he wore during yoga that time, like heโs been blindsided. My eyes sting. He doesnโt want to leave the Storm, and my heartโs breaking for him.
โAnd your father and agent, Rick Miller,โ the reporter says, โconfirmed the presence of these offers.โ
His jaw ticks. โIโm not leaving.โ My eyes go wide. What is he doing?
โI love this team,โ he continues, staring daggers at the reporter like itโs her fault he might get traded. โI love playing for Tate Ward, and I love my girlfriend. Her job and life are here and Iโm not moving away from her.โ
โOh my god,โ I murmur, heart pounding. โWhat did he just do?โ
My eyes go to the timeโthe second period just ended. If I hurry, I can get to the arena and talk to Rory before the third period starts.
My unhinged, impulsive, heart-on-his-sleeve hockey player needs me.





