โSorry, like I just toldย your fiancรฉ, weโre booked until the end of the year. You might want to try the Bake House.โ
โI already tried them,โ I sigh. โAnd heโs not my fiaโโ
The line goes dead. I jab at my phone screen with a frustrated groan that echoes around my cottage living room.
Thatโs the fourth bakery Iโve called within a fifty-mile radius, and every time theyโve mentioned a fiancรฉ. It took two very confusing conversations and peering out my window at Eli seated on a poolside chaise, his phone glued to his ear and a Post-it pad balanced on his knee, to realize heโs been calling every bakery within a fifty-mile radius, too. Apparently heโs claimed the task, even though itโs on my portion of the list.
Kind of. I took some creative license, but the cake flavors are on my list, which basically means finding a new one is, too.
I punch in the number of the last bakery, my gaze pinned on Eli while the line rings. Heโs off his phone now, so heโs either beat me to this one or didnโt find it. His attention is fixed on something neon pinched between his fingersโa Post-it note, folded into one of his paper rings.
Itโs a moment of familiarity, but since we got to Blue Yonder twenty-six hours ago, thereโs little else thatโs been familiar about him. Bodysnatched Eli Mora is thriving.
And heโs messing with my head.
Though I have plenty of legitimate things to think about, Iโve instead spent the past day trying to figure out whatโs with him. Alien abduction? Demon possession? Some of it fits the profile, among it that moment in the car yesterday and the way he called me Peach, like I was still that person to him.
But I donโt think demonically possessed people have weekly therapy appointments, or go on what Iโm starting to think of as The Adam Apology Tour, or throw therapy-speak at their ex-girlfriends about their hyper-
independence issues when theyโve spent the past five yearsย notย talking about anything that mattered to or hurt them.
I size him up as he tips his head back toward the sun, eyes closed. Maybe heโs been exorcized. Maybe heโsย lostย a demon. Did Luce move on and get replaced by a human being? Did Eli get a coveted VP promotion, one heโs been striving for, orโleast likelyโhas he decided to find some work/life balance?
Whatever it is, itโs terrible timing for him to be so present and soย incrediblyย in my way, despite our agreement yesterday to do the opposite. Heโs quite literally been everywhere I am: accepting hugs from Laurieโs four siblings and their various progeny yesterday; a looming presence behind me while we toured the grounds to review the weekโs work with Adamโs aunt, Julia, whoโs taking on the role of site coordinator; walking up the steps of his cottage, within inches of mine because the other two are still being renovated, because of course they are; brushing past me on the main patio outside the tasting room where we gathered for dinner last night, his hand a quick but indelible press on my back; passing down my favorite bottle of Chardonnay not five seconds after Iโd sipped the last dregs of my glass.
And now, beating me to every Napa County bakery.
After five years as a ghost, these twenty-six hours of Eliโs potent awareness of me and the world around him feels like a solid wall I keep running into. The newness of this Eli, how closely it echoes theย oldย Eli, is so disorienting that I canโt focus.
But I have to.
โIcing on the Cake, how can I help you?โ
The chipper voice on the other end of the line sucks me out of my Eli haze. Iโm proving my own damn point.
โHi!โ I say, matching their tone. โThis is a long shot, but I need a cake for a wedding next Saturday and I was wondering if you could help me out.โ
โOoh, yes.โ The person on the other end sounds delighted, a positive sign, until they continue, โYour fiancรฉ called a few minutes ago. Iโm so
sorry for your trouble.โ
โHeโs not myโ you know what, that doesnโt matter.โ I force a breezy laugh. โDo you think you might be able to help?โ
โIโm hoping so. My boss is out today, but I texted her your situation and she asked me to set up an appointment for you on Tuesday. Youโre all set for two p.m.โ
Relief and irritation tangle together. โThank you so much. Weโll see you Tuesday.โ
I hang up and rise to my knees, leaning over the arm of the loveseat to press my face against the window screen. I stare at Eli, strategizing ways to calmly tell him to back off my list and honor our agreement.
But then he stands and my thoughts fall off a cliff. I absorb that heโs wearing light blue swim trunks seconds before he pulls off his black T-shirt, revealing acres of golden skin, a flash of gold against the nape of his neck.
My mouth instantly parches. I havenโt seen him shirtless for years; heโs filled out, especially since Nick and Miriamโs wedding. He looks good. Gorgeous.
I used to be so well acquainted with that body that sometimes it felt like mine. I knew every blunt curve of it, every hard plane. I knew where his skin would shiver from a ticklish spot, where it would shiver from pleasure. His shoulders look even broader bare, the wings of his shoulder blades flaring as he tosses his shirt aside. I used to dig my fingers into that spot right there, run them in soft, whirled patterns as he fell asleep.
A face pops into my line of vision. โGreat view, right?โ
I scream and roll off the loveseat, my ass hitting the hardwood floor so violently that my teeth rattle. โJesus, Cole!โ
His cackle rolls in through the window as I crawl over. โYou obviously think so, at least.โ
I push my hair out of my face, giving him an incendiary look. If you looked up the definition ofย asshole, Cole Cooperโs handsome face would be plastered there. Adamโs older cousin and the director of sales at Blue Yonder is a tall and rangy white guy, with a wide smile and deep brown eyes that trick everyone into thinking heโs a puppy. In reality, heโs a
barracuda. Heโs responsible for ninety-nine percent of the trouble we got into here, and likely one hundred percent of the Cooper familyโs collective heartburn.
โI wasnโt staring at him. I wasย glaringย at him because heโs being a shithead.โ
Oh dammit, my mouth formed words before my Eli filter could catch it. Even here, where our relationship is known in the most sanitized wayโwe dated, we broke up, weโre friendsโEli and I know to play up the friendship angle. Itโs especially important now, when anyone could shoot off a text to Adam saying Eli and I are rumbling.
Iโd place Cole at the top of that Most Likely To list.
On cue, his eyes light up. He glances over his shoulder, dark blond hair ruffling in the breeze. โWhatโs our boy done now?โ
I bite back a groan. โItโs nothing. We both have tasks for the week and he took over one of mine.โ
โAh,โ he says with a sage nod. We stare at each other before his face breaks into that switchblade smile of his. โWell, letโs go ask him about it.โ
โNo.โ
But itโs too late; heโs already striding away with an infuriating spring in his step.
I scramble after him. The courtyard is nestled in the U-shaped space between the four cottages, with the pool and a collection of navy-cushioned chaises serving as the central gathering spot. Beyond a border of lavender plants, an old picnic table sits at the perimeter of the vineyard. I donโt have to look to know my initials are still carved into the tabletop alongside Eliโs and Adamโs.
Coleโs already at the edge of the shimmering pool, hands in the pockets of his khaki pants. Eliโs gaze moves from Cole to me, some of the understandable Cole-related irritation bleeding out of his expression.
โGeorgia thinks youโre being a shithead, E,โ Cole says. Eliโs eyebrows fly up. โOh?โ
I let out a sigh that comes from the depths of hell. โI didnโt say that.โ Coleโs eyes sparkle with mirth. โYou absolutely said that.โ
โWell, I didnโt mean it.โ
โYou said it but you donโt mean it?โ Eli asks.
โIย meantย it,โ I amend, โas a term of endearment.โ
A grin curls at his mouth as he squints up at me. โYeah, Iโve heard thatโs a real up-and-comer for endearments.โ
I give him a pleasant smile in return, with lots of teeth. โRight up there withย buddy.โ
โAnd what did I do to deserveย shitheadย overย buddy?โ He stands to his full height, pushing his hair back from his face, and for a second Iโm fully bamboozled by the water running down his chest.
โTuesday,โ is all I can say.
โTuesday?โ he repeats, oblivious to the sexual riot heโs causing inside me.
I grasp for two brain cells to rub together. โWe have a bakery appointment on Tuesday.โ
His eyes flash with surprise. โWe do. Howโd you know?โ
โBecause I was calling bakeries, too.โ I keep my voice even, well aware Cole is avidly watching our conversation. โOr getting all your sloppy seconds, more accurately. I just got off the phone with the one we have an appointment with.โ
โOkay,โ he says slowly. โIs that a bad thing?โ
I cross my arms. โIs doing double work ever aย goodย thing, especially on our timeline? We agreed weโd stick to our lists. The bakery was on my list.โ
He frowns. โNo, it wasnโt.โ โYes, it was.โ
โYour list saidย find new bakery since the other one blew up in our faces?โ he replies, running a hand over his mouth, leaving it damp. โThat would be very psychic of me.โ
โThat revisionist history is veryย adorableย of you,โ I volley back cheerfully. โMy list has the cake flavors on it, which is nearly the same thing.โ
Now I get a flash of teeth, a tiny, triumphant grin. โIt sure does.โ
โHey.โ
His grin turns wide and intensely beautiful. โYou walked right into it.โ After a beat, he adds a silky, โBuddy.โ
Coleโs been watching this exchange with a growing smile. Now he gestures between us. โHold on, is this really about a bakery, or is this an ex- loversโ quarrel? Did one of you slip up and fall into the otherโs bed last night and expectations werenโt met?โ He widens his eyes at Eli. โDid you not give Georgia the good D?โ
โHello?โ I exclaim. โYou canโt say that.โ
โIโm going to get out of this pool and kill you,โ Eli states, propping his elbows on the concrete currently burning the soles of my bare feet.
Maybe this is hell.
โSo you did give her bad D,โ Cole says triumphantly.
โHe never gave me badโโ I cut myself off so suddenly my body sways, my cheeks flaming at the choked sound Eli makes and the laugh Cole lets out. My gaze clashes with Eliโs and itโs sparks, memories that are quick and molten.
I whirl on Cole. โSpeaking ofย dicks, you canโt talk like that. Eli and I are friends.โ
Coleโs attention stays on Eli. โWho are also exes.โ
โYears ago,โ I insist. โWeโre good friends. Weโre great.โ
Cole raises an eyebrow at Eli. โThatโs your assessment, too? Youโre great friends?โ
His tone is oddly knowing, and I glance at Eli, whose expression stays blank when he says, โThe greatest.โ
Coleโs โhmmโ is amused.
โGlad we got that settled.โ I turn to Cole. โWe havenโt seen you in years, Cooper. Maybe give us a minute to reassimilate ourselves to your personality before you start acting familiar, okay?โ
โBut Iย amย familiar,โ he says, rocking back on his heels with a smirk as he gestures to Eli. โAt least with that one. Iโve seen Eli several times over the last year and a half, in fact.โ
I blink. โYou have?โ
Cole strolls over to a chaise, tossing aside Eliโs towel and shirt so he can stretch out, ankles crossed. โYep. First time was when I was in New York for a conference last year, then back again to visit a friend. Not long before that wedding you came out for, right, E?โ
โWhy ask me when you clearly know the timeline?โ Eli says evenly, backstroking away.
โFor the drama,โ Cole replies, grinning. โAnyway, I went back this past April for the same conference and this kid managed to find time in a schedule that seems fucking lonely and ultimately meaningless, but hey, what do I know?โ
Heโs not wrong, but my hackles go up anyway. Eli mustโve given him some indication of his unforgiving schedule when they met up, and his heartโs in the right place, but Cole has the delivery of a swift punch to the face.
โAre you arriving at a point sometime soon?โ I ask, clocking Eliโs mutinous look.
Coleโs eyes narrow, looking at me like the protectiveness bubbling in my chest has flooded my expression, too. Lifting a shoulder, he plucks up the paper ring sitting on the table, inspecting it. โThe point is, Iย amย familiar with our favorite shithead. Eliโs a good listener. Hell, so am I.โ At this, his gaze sharpens, finding me. โGuess that means me and E are great friends, too.โ
โThatโs very precious,โ I say. โBut that doesnโt mean you get to say sensationally inappropriate things.โ
โThatโs, like, seventy percent of my personality.โ
Eli swims over to the edge of the pool, his gaze fixed on Cole. โDid you just come over here to be a pain in the ass or was there a point to your visit?โ
โYes,โ Cole replies. โWhichย one?โ
โBoth, and speaking of preciousโโ Cole flicks the paper ring into the air, right at me. I reach for it on instinct, letting out a breath when it lands in my palm, whisper-light. โDid you make that?โ
I close my hand around the ring. I wonโt be sharingย thatย history with him. โNo.โ
Coleโs gaze drifts from me to Eli, staying on him. He offers a soft, โAh.โ Eli pinches the bridge of his nose. โApproach your point swiftly.โ
โRight,โ Cole says, snapping his fingers. โGeorgia, my mom wanted to get your eyes on her big-ass checklist if you have a minute. Sheโs up in the office.โ
โIโm on it,โ I say, grateful for a reason to extricate myself from the torture of a half-naked Eli and Cole, full stop.
He grins, folding his hands behind his head. โDonโt worry, Iโll keep your boy company.โ
โI wasnโt worried.โ
โAnd Iโm fully planning on drowning you,โ Eli adds. Cole just laughs. Thatโs a situation for those two to figure out. โSee you, shithead.โ
โEndearment?โ Cole calls.
โDerogatory,โ I call back. Eliโs laughter follows me up the path before itโs cut off by Coleโs low murmur.
I force my curiosity away. Whateverโs happening between them isnโt my business. I canโt get distracted by the overwhelmingness of this brand-new Eli Mora. Itโs already wrapping around me like a vine, and thereโs nothing I want less than to get caught up in it, especially on land where vines are meant to grow.