Kenji has betrayed me
DAD COMES OVERย SATURDAY MORNING TO FIX MY SHOWER. Iย OFFER TOย help
him, but he waves me off and says he works better alone, so I cook up some omelets for us while I wait. He lumbers out of the bathroom literally ten minutes after he entered it and announces, โWeโre good.โ
I stare at him incredulously. โDo you realize I watched hoursโ worth of how-to videos to try to fix that stupid thing and you did it inย minutes?โ
He shrugs. โJust had to adjust the control valve.โ
โI hate that after all those online tutorials, I still donโt know what youโre talking about. I feel completely useless right now.โ
Dad grins at me. โItโs okay, kiddo. Iโll never ask you to fix my shower temperature, but youโre still the first person Iโd want by my side in a fight.โ
โObviously. Thomas would never have your back.โ
โNah, he would. Heโd throw down. But then heโd feel guilty and start patching up the enemyโs wounds. You, on the other handโฆโ
โIโd crush their skulls to dust,โ I say solemnly. โThatโs my girl.โ
โHere.โ I slide a plate toward him. โLet me butter your toast.โ
We eat our breakfast side by side at the kitchen counter, chatting about what weโve been up to lately. Dad is a SWAT team leader on the Boston PD, so his updates are always way more interesting than mine. He tells me
about a meth lab his squad raided last week, shaking his head when he gets to the part about finding three little kids at the house, cowering in a closet. I donโt know how heโs able to do this job. Kicking in doors of drug houses. Executing high-risk searches. Dealing with hostage crises. All that adrenaline would put me into cardiac arrest. But Dad thrives on it. Heโs honestly the toughest man I know.
โHow about you?โ he asks. โHowโre the dance rehearsals going?โ โReally well! I have high hopes for this yearโs competition. I think
Kenji and I might be able to crack the top ten.โ โOf course you can. Youโre unstoppable.โ
โSo is everyone else whoโs competing,โ I grumble. โThis will definitely be an uphill battle.โ
โYou got this.โ He leans closer and nudges my shoulder with his. โYouโve never shied away from a challenge your entire life. Never met an obstacle you havenโt been able to overcome.โ
My dad is my biggest champion, and thatโs pretty damn great.
Itโs not until after he leaves me with a hug and a promise to stop by next week that I realize the battle Iโm facing is beyond uphillโitโs a vertical line shooting straight up into the heavens.
Kenji calls as Iโm getting ready for my shift at the diner and drops the bomb of all bombs.
โWhat do you mean you canโt do the competition?โ I shriek into the phone. โWhy not?โ
โI need you to brace yourself.โ
โItโs too late! Iโm already keeled over in horror.โ Anxiety flutters through me. He canโt be bailing on me. Heย canโt. Weโre supposed to film our audition video soon.
โI got a job on a superyacht,โ Kenji reveals. โI leave tomorrow for six months.โ
โWhat are you even saying to me right now?โ
โIโm going to be working as a private bartender on a superyacht owned by an eccentric billionaire whose name Iโm not allowed to divulge because
of the nondisclosure agreement I signed, but letโs just say heโs in tech and may or may not be a bigamist.โ
I gasp. โOh my God, youโre working for Constantine Zayn?โ
Zayn is the third richest man in the world. It recently came out that the dude is legally married to two women, one in Greece and the other in America, and now both wives are trying to divorce him and coming after half of his considerable fortune.
โI can neither confirm nor deny,โ Kenji says innocently.
โOkay, first, we will discuss this in detail later. I have faith we can find loopholes in the NDA. Secondโhow could you!โ
He groans loudly in my ear. โI know. Iโm sorry. Like, really, really sorry. I know how important this is to you. Butโฆaย superyacht, Di.โ
โWhat about school?โ Heโs about to go into his junior year at Briar. โYou canโt just disappear for six months.โ
โIโll come back in January for winter semester, then make up the rest of my courses next summer. This is the opportunity of a lifetime.โ
โHow did you even land this job?โ
โGet this! My mother does the mistressโs hair.โ
โThis dude has two wivesย andย a mistress? That feels like overkill.โ
โSo the mistress is sitting in my momโs salon, complaining how they lost half the yachtโs waitstaff because they were all busted for running a human trafficking ring.โ
โIโm sorry.ย What?โ My head is spinning.
โTrust me, this story is a labyrinth that would take years to navigate. So Mom goes, hey, my son tends bar to pay for college, heโd be perfect for this job. Next day? I get a call from Consโmy new unnamed employer,โ he corrects quickly. โI spoke to a billionaire, Diana.โ
โIโm happy for you. I truly am. Butโฆgoddamn it, Kenji. This is NUABC!โ
โI know. Iโm sure youโll be able to find someone else, though.โ
โYes, Iโll have my pick of all those ballroom dance enthusiasts wandering the streets of Hastings hoping to compete one day.โ
โPost an SOS video on Ride or Dance. See if anyone in the Boston area wants to audition to be your partner.โ
โOkay, thatโs not a terrible idea. But Iโm still mad at you.โ
โIโm sorry. I was having fun at rehearsals. But letโs be honestโweโre never going to place.โ
โThatโs not true,โ I protest. โWe might make the top ten. Thatโs like two grand in winnings.โ
He snorts loudly. โWe both know weโre not winning any money. We came in fifteenth in our category last year. Out of twenty.โ
Heโs right. Itโs unlikely. But I donโt like seeing my dream balloon burst like this. Itโs nicer when itโs floating around signifying hope and glory. Like maybe this year weโll nail the Viennese waltz, and the judges will sit there in awe, weeping from the sheer beauty of our bodies in motion. Maybe all the other competitors will break their legs in a tragic summer skiing accident the night before. I really donโt understand why Kenji is being so pessimistic. The dream balloon is full of endless possibilities!
โPlease donโt go. Please?โ I make a last-ditch begging effort, but Kenji was lost to me from the wordย billionaire.
As I change into my waitressing uniform, Iโm grumbling under my breath the entire time. I donโt handle disappointment well, especially when itโs due to something that isnโt in my control. Itโd be one thing if I backed out myself, but the choice was taken from me, damn it.
Iโm officially adding Constantine Zayn to my list of archenemies, under my old gymnastics coach and Shane Lindley.
My mood only worsens when I start my shift at Dellaโs Diner. Each customer I serve is worse than the last. One man makes me return his pie three times because he doesnโt like the way the crust looks. Iโm finally forced to get my manager, who informs the picky patron that he has to pay for two out of the three pieces because despite the offensive crust, he still ate nearly half of each slice.
After work, I duck into the bathroom to change out of my uniform and into denim shorts and a striped T-shirt. Iโm meeting Gigi for dinner at Maloneโs down the street.
My white tennis shoes slap the pavement as I hurry down the sidewalk toward the sports bar at the corner of Main Street. Gigi texted to say sheโd already arrived and grabbed us a booth.
โKenji has betrayed me,โ I announce as I slide across from her.
She lifts her eyes from the menu. Her lips are twitching with humor. โThatโs a pity.โ
I glare at her. โItโs not funny.โ โWhat happened?โ
โHe bailed on the competition.โ โNo! Okay, that is pretty bad.โ โSee? I told you.โ
โCan you find another partner?โ
I moan. โWho, Gigi? Who is going to spend their summer learning the tango well enough to execute a routine good enough to qualify for the most important dance competition of all time?โ
โI donโt think itโs the most important of all timeโโ โAll time for eternity,โ I say stubbornly.
I can tell sheโs trying not to laugh at me again. To her credit, she spends the next ten minutes brainstorming where I can find a new partner, but Iโm not feeling hopeful. The dream balloon is completely deflated. Doesnโt seem like NUABC is in the cards this year, and Iโm bummed.
We spend the rest of dinner chatting about the wedding, for which Gigi has very little involvement. Her aunt is running the show and weโre all just along for the ride. We have a fitting scheduled for next week, and Iโm looking forward to seeing my dress. Mya complained via text the other day how we werenโt allowed to pick our own dress styles, but I had to remind her that Summer Di Laurentis is a highly-in-demand fashion designer. No way sheโs going to steer us wrong. Plus, the bridal party is wearing sage. I rock a mean sage.
โOh, I actually wanted to talk to you about that,โ Gigi says when I mention that Mya and I have a video call scheduled tomorrow to discuss all things bachelorette. โWould you guys be super offended if we donโt have one?โ
โAre you serious?โ
โFuck, I guess that means yes.โ
โNo, it means no!โ Relief washes over me. โYou have no idea what a logistical nightmare this has been. Everyone on your hockey team is scattered all over the country, you have five thousand aunts and cousins, everyone has jobs or are away on summer trips. No jokeโMya and I have been struggling here, and youย knowย the two of us can normally plan the hell out of a girlsโ trip. We can still make something happen, butโโ
โOh my God, letโs skip it, then,โ Gigi cuts in, equally relieved. โThere are way too many things going on this summer. We leave for Arizona tomorrow and Iโm not even packed. Thatโs why we have to bail on the party tonight.โ
โWhat party?โ
โThe party at your apartment complex? Beckettโs goodbye thing.โ โWhat! Is he moving? Why didnโt I know about this?โ
She grins. โHeโs not moving. Heโs going on vacation.โ โOh. Wow. Thatโs extra.โ
โBeyond extra.โ
I purse my lips for a moment. โEh. Iโd still suck his dick.โ She bursts out laughing.
โUgh. Stupid Shane, though. Why is he throwing a party? I just wanted one quiet night to catch up onย Fling or Forever.โ
โHoly shit, we didnโt even get to talk about that!โ Her gray eyes become animated. โDid youย seeย that Leni and Donovan date? Iโve never heard so much bullshit escape a manโs mouth.โ
I nod my agreement. โDonovan is as shady as they come. Heโs not there for the right reasons. Heโs only pretending to like Leni, and I feel so bad for her because sheโs so sweet and she genuinely likes him.โ
โThat relationship is a dumpster fire waiting to happen,โ Gigi sighs. Speaking of dumpster fires, Shaneโs about to invite the wrath of the
Meadow Hill HOA, judging by the amount of noise I hear coming from the pool when I get home. Granted, itโs only nine oโclock. Technically Niall canโt start complaining until midnight.
On the other hand, I assume after the pool lights automatically turn off, Shane will move the party to Red Birch, which will give Niall a nervous breakdown.
I let myself into my apartment, kick off my sneakers, and go to feed Skip. As I sprinkle fish food into his tank, he stares up at me with those lifeless eyes and I stare back until he feels self-conscious and swims away. Thatโs right, Skip. Youโre not the boss.
Even with the balcony door shut, noise drifts in from the pool area. Muffled laughter, music, and the drone of voices. Curious to see who Shane paid to attend his party (because nobody would willingly be his friend), I slide the glass door open and step up to the white railing.
Itโs a decent-sized gathering. Maybe two dozen people, half of them in the pool, the others draped over lounge chairs or sitting around the white tables on the deck. An outdoor speaker plays a chill pop song on low volume, which tells me Shane is trying to be mindful of our neighbors so they donโt hate him. Jokeโs on him. All the neighbors already hate him.
Iโm trying to back away when Shane spots me, his dark head swinging toward my balcony. Heโs standing in the middle of the pool in waist-level water, wearing red swim trunks and holding a beer. The sun has already set, but the moon is nearly full and sits high in the sky, illuminating every chiseled feature of Shaneโs face.
When our gazes lock, he raises the beer bottle. โDixon,โ he calls. โCome join.โ
โSorry, canโt hear you over the music.โ I point to my ears, feigning cluelessness.
Effortlessly, he hoists himself out of the pool. Water drips from his hair and runs down his body in twisting lines. His ab muscles glisten as the moonlight shines off the droplets. I try to peel my eyes away, but I canโt even blink as I watch him move toward me.
Then I realize whatโs happening and almost gag in revulsion. Oh my God. I was admiring Shane Lindleyโs body.
I need an intervention.
โI said come join us,โ he repeats, walking barefoot across the grass. He stops about ten yards from the balcony. โItโs a good time.โ
โNo, thank you.โ โWhy not?โ
โBecause that would be breaking a Dixon rule. You and I donโt fraternize.โ
โWhat about us? Do we fraternize?โ Beckett Dunne sidles up to Shane, also barefoot and shirtless. His blond hair is wet and nearly reaches his shoulders.
Lord, heโs an Australian god, so delicious I canโt help but ogle him. At leastย himย Iโm allowed to ogle.
โIโm lonely, Juliet,โ Beckett drawls up to the balcony. โCome keep me company.โ
I flash him a sweet smile. โHard pass, Romeo.โ โCโmon, one drink.โ
โDi!โ someone shouts.
I peer past the guysโ broad shoulders and spot Fatima from cheer camp. Sheโs wearing a sleek black one-piece and waving at me from one of the lounge chairs. Damn it, they luredย herย into this? And is that Lily and Gia in the pool? Lily is another counselor, while Gia is on the Briar squad with me. The two bikini-clad young women are in the shallow end, laughing with Will Larsen and a couple guys I donโt recognize.
Why are all my friends here?
My gaze flicks back to Shaneโs and Beckettโs muscular bare chests. I mean. Thatโs why.
โFine,โ I relent, although I make a point to grimace at Shane. โIโll be right down.โ