Who taught you life?
โOH MYย GOD, IโM GOING TO PEE MY PANTS. MOVE! MOVE, DIANA! GETย out of
my way!โ
Gigi Graham barrels through my door and practically knocks me into the hall closet. We have dinner plans tonight, but instead of waiting for me in the driveway outside the Sycamore building like she was supposed to, she used her spare key to access the lobby and showed up at my door in a pee panic.
Her sandals slap the hardwood on her mad race to the bathroom. Sheโs in too much of a hurry to close the door, and seconds later I hear the faint tinkle hitting the porcelain.
โWhere are your manners?โ I call out.
โThey left me after the third iced coffee. I made the mistake of chugging another one right before I left Boston to come get you.โ
โIced coffee, huh? Are you sure youโre notโฆyou knowโฆโ โWhat?โ
โPregnant, Gigi.โ
Thereโs a loud strangled noise. โWhat! God no! Just because I got married doesnโt mean Iโm ready for a kid. I drank too much in the car and didnโt feel like stopping. Trust me, youโd be the first person I called if I got pregnant. Because Iโd be freaking the fuck out.โ
The toilet flushes. I hear her washing her hands and then she returns to the kitchen, much more relaxed.
Her gaze drifts to my coffee table and stops there. โDid you get a cat?โ
Thanks to the chaos of Shane moving in next door, I forgot about Lucy. Sheโs cowering under the table, her tail flicking in agitation. I texted Priya Iโd bring her back when I left for dinner.
When Lucy sees me looking, she gives a whiny meow.
โOh, youโre annoyed at me? Really? I get caught naked in front of my fuckboy neighbor because you decide to body-check me andย Iโmย the bad guy?โ I turn to Gigi, answering her question. โSheโs my neighborโs cat and sheโs a demon. We need to drop her off downstairs on our way out.โ
โWait, were you talking about Shane?โ Gigi bursts out laughing. โShane saw you naked?โ
โI fell when Lucy bolted and lost my towel just as Shane was coming up the stairs.โ I growl. โIย hateย giving Lindley the upper hand. Seeing me naked is totally upper hand ammunition.โ I raise my eyes upward in exasperation. โWhy is this my life?โ
โWhy are you talking to the ceiling?โ
โIโm not talking to the ceiling. Iโm talking to the universe.โ โWhy is the universe up there? Itโs all around us.โ
โFine, Iโm talking to the gods, then. All fifty of them.โ
โYouโre so fucking weird.โ She steps away from the counter. โOkay, shall we head out?โ
The click of her sandals on the kitchen tile is no louder than the drop of a pen to my ears, but to my neighbor Niall, our steps might as well have been an avalanche of pots and pans raining down from the ceiling.
โKeep it down!โ I hear his muffled voice shout from below us.
โAnd I repeat, why is this my life?โ I give the floor a quick stomp. โIf you donโt like basic walking, Niall,โ I shout, โthen youโre really not going to like all the dancing Iโm going to do tomorrow!โ
โI take it Kenjiโs coming over?โ Gigi says in amusement. โYup.โ
Kenji is a friend from school and, more importantly, my dance partner. This marks our third year as aspiring ballroom dance champions, and weโre not entering just any competition either. Onlyย theย biggest amateur dance event in the country, held annually in Boston.
Yes, people. Iโm talking about the National Upper Amateur Ballroom Championships.
It used to be the NABC, minus the U, but too many beginners were treating it like a fun event. God forbid! So now weโre UPPER amateurs, thank you very much. Meaning that no Joe and Sally off the street brandishing a check for the entry amount can just pay their way to compete. The ballroom dance gatekeepers donโt mess around. In fact, you canโt even qualify for an NUABC slot without passing a preliminary round. All potential entrants are required to send a two-minute video featuring a routine from the list of approved dances. A panel of three judges reviews every audition tape and green-lights who gets to compete.
Which means Iโm training for something that might not even result in me competing. Kenji and I qualified last year, though, so I have high hopes weโll do it again.
โYou always have so many things going on,โ Gigi marvels. โCheerleading, this dance stuffโฆโ
โThatโs two things.โ
โFine, but youโre always throwing yourself headfirst into these side gigs. Your cheer schedule is already hectic enough as it is, and then you go adding ballroom dancing to the mix and somehow manage to give it an equal amount of attention. If I had to concentrate on something other than hockey and put the same effort into it, Iโd be a zombie.โ She shakes her head as another thing occurs to her. โAnd you have two jobs! What the hell. Are you a superhuman?โ
I shrug. โLifeโs too short to not do all the things I want to do.โ
โLife is also exhausting.โ She snorts. โTo everyone but you, apparently.โ I do possess a scary amount of energy. Iโll give her that.
Grabbing my purse off the plaid-upholstered armchair next to the couch, I throw the strap over my shoulder, then kneel in front of the coffee table.
โCome on, demon. Time to go home.โ
Lucy tries to back away, but I pick her up despite her mewled protest. โNo,โ I order. โIโve had enough of your attitude.โ
I manage to keep a firm grip on the tabby while I lock up, and then Gigi and I descend the one flight of stairs to the main floor. Lucy wails in annoyance when I pass her off to a very relieved Priya.
โThanks for keeping her,โ Priya says, her dark eyes shining with gratitude. โI wouldโve run upstairs to grab her earlier, but I couldnโt leave my client alone in the apartment.โ
โItโs no problem. Although Iโm sure Niall didnโt enjoy hearing her meows bouncing off the walls as she prowled the building.โ
The man with the keenest sense of hearing on the planet voices a confirmation. โIt was intolerable!โ comes the muffled complaint behind the door of 1B.
โOh, get over it, Niall!โ Priya calls back.
My best friend shakes her head at me as we exit the tiny lobby and step onto the wide path in front of Red Birch.
โWhat?โ I ask.
โYou know, your mom may have a point about this condo. You canโt even walk in your own kitchen without being yelled at. Itโs ridiculous.โ
After Aunt Jenniferโs estate was settled, my mother wanted me to sell the condo and take the cash like my younger brother did with her Boston apartment. But Thomas and I are very different creatures. Despite what most people think when they meet me, Iโm somewhat of a homebody. I love going out, sure, but Iโm also perfectly content, and often prefer, staying home.
Thomas, on the other hand, is always on the go. His dream is to work for an international organization like Doctors Without Borders after med school. He graduated high school this spring, and now heโs taking a gap year to explore the world and volunteer with a couple of different charities. The money from the sale of Aunt Jenniferโs apartment will not only fund his travels but cover his college and medical school tuition.
I got a full scholarship to Briar, which means I donโt need to pay for school, and Iโm not too interested in global exploration. So really, I donโt need the liquid cash. Except maybe to pay for a real handyman. But Iโd never tell my mother that. I donโt want to give her the satisfaction of knowing my domestic situation is anything other than blissful.
Sheโs always had low expectations of me. But Iโm used to it. It annoys me, sure, but thereโs nothing I can do to change the way she views me. And, truthfully, I harbor no ill will toward my mom. We just arenโt close. After my parents divorced when I was twelve, I chose to live with my father because heโs less regimented. Mom had a laundry list of rules that I had to adhere to. Living away from her created a barrier in our relationship that we couldnโt shake. A distance we couldnโt bridge.
It also doesnโt help that she thinks Iโm an idiot. Truly. In my motherโs eyes, anyone with an IQ below 150 is beneath her.
Gigi and I grab dinner at a burger place in Hastings, where we chat about our summer plans while we wait for our food.
โNo chance you can make it to Tahoe?โ She canโt hide her disappointment.
Gigiโs family spends every August in Lake Tahoe, but this year theyโre only there for two weeks because Gigi is getting married at the end of the month. Seems redundant, considering she and Ryder already eloped in April. But her parentsโwell, her dad mostlyโguilted Gigi into having a proper wedding.
โI really canโt,โ I say regretfully. โI have to work.โ
Itโs nearly impossible finding a job in Hastings, especially during the school year. Anyone who wants solid work usually has to make the hour commute to Boston, which takes even longer when you donโt have a car, like me. When I snagged this waitressing gig at the diner in town, I didnโt think twice. Itโs a necessary sacrificeโI work at Dellaโs during the summer and secure myself a job for the fall. Iโm also coaching at a youth cheer camp in July and August, so either way I wouldnโt have been able to gallivant off to Tahoe.
โIโll have some free weekends and a lot of weeknights,โ I tell Gigi. โSo Iโll definitely be able to come see you in Boston or help with wedding stuff. Attend dress fittings and all that.โ
โOh, donโt worry. My aunt Summer is handling it all.โ She sighs. โSo you can expect at least two emails a day.โ
She doesnโt know the half of it. Itโs already started. Iโm planning Gigiโs bachelorette with my coโmaid of honor, Mya, Gigiโs former roommate. And Aunt Summer has already unleashed herself on us. She insists on being involved in our plans, despite not even being in the wedding party. The woman is a chaos tornado in designer threads.
โI canโt believe I wonโt have a plus-one for your wedding,โ I realize. โYou could go with Shane.โ
I laugh so loudly that the couple in the next booth glances over.
โGot it. No Shane.โ She looks ill at ease now. โIโd suggest asking Percy, since you insist on staying friends with him, but honestly, Iโd rather he didnโt come. Iโd also rather you ditched this friend idea.โ
โYou donโt have to worry. I was just being nice when I told him that.โ I hesitate. โAnd now Iโm regretting it. He texted me earlier asking to hang out.โ
โI hope you said no.โ โI didnโt answer.โ โGood. Donโt.โ
I crack a smile. โYou really didnโt like him, huh?โ
โNo. He was kind of a dick,โ she admits, and itโs not the first time sheโs said that.
We frequently hashed and rehashed Gigiโs thoughts toward my ex- boyfriend during my six-month relationship with Percy. Her biggest beef was with our age difference, although if Iโm honest, that was part of his appeal and a major factor in why I stuck it out for so long when it was obvious after only a few months that we were incompatible.
Percyโs twenty-six, and while five years isnโt a massive gap in the grand scheme of things, it does make a difference in your twenties. So many guys I
know who are twenty or twenty-one seem like little boys compared to those Iโve met who are twenty-five or twenty-six.
Percyโs maturity drew me to him. I canโt deny it was exciting being with someone older. He was confident, so grounded in his opinions, his goals. He was sweet and attentive. He treated me like a valued partner, rather than a glorified s*x doll like a lot of guys Iโve had the displeasure of encountering. He was a perfect gentleman.
For a while.
Once I got to know him better, I realized heโs not confident but thin- skinned. Heโs opinionated, yes, but in a condescending way. And that sweet, attentive man had a habit of sulking when something didnโt go his way.
โHe was so possessive when we all went out that one time,โ Gigi reminds me. She makes a face. โOh, and he said he loved you duringย s*x. Thatโs so cringey.โ
I donโt disagree. Percy could beโฆintense when it came to sharing his feelings. The first time he dropped the L-Bomb was mid-ejaculation. I didnโt say it back, and I could tell by the displeased flash in his eyes that he didnโt loveย that. I jokingly told him I-love-yous during s*x canโt be taken seriously because of all the endorphins. So a few weeks later he took me out to dinner and, over dessert he insisted we share usingย oneย fork, said it for real that time.
Again, I didnโt say it back.
Iโm more of a slow burner. Iโve only told one boyfriend I loved him, and that was after six months of dating. But when Percy and I hit the six-month mark and I still didnโt feel anything deeper than โI guess I like him,โ it was a sure sign we werenโt a match.
That, and he threw a glass against the wall. Yeah.
I never told Gigi about this. Didnโt want to give her any more ammo in her dislike for my boyfriend. But after a phone argument with his older brother, Percy hurled a full wineglass at his living room wall while I sat on the couch in stunned silence, watching shards of glass explode and bloodred drops soak into the rug.
Not gonna lieโit was a massive turnoff. I know some people need an outlet for their anger. I mean, Iโve heard about those โrage roomsโ where people pay actual money to smash old TVs and vases with baseball bats. And while I have a temper myself, Iโve never broken anything out of anger. Seeing Percy lose his temper like that over a silly fight about his brother bailing on Thanksgiving had given me a serious case of the ick. I broke up with him three days later.
My exโs ears must be burning because he chooses that moment to text again. Uh-oh, heโs double texting.
I know I should respond, but I donโt know how to act around him. Every time I give him an inch, he tries to win me back.
โMan, he really wants to come over tonight,โ I say, glancing at my phone.
โHe can suck a dick.โ
I grin and polish off the last bite of my burger. After dinner, we take a walk along Main Street, popping into some shops to browse handcrafted knickknacks and one-of-a-kind clothing, and then Gigi drives me home. She still has to get back to Boston tonight; sheโs staying with her parents until she and Ryder move into their own place in September.
โI wish you were in the dorms this summer, so you wouldnโt have to drive more than an hour to hang out with me.โ I pout.
โHonestly, Iโm barely going to be around these next couple months. Iโve got wedding-planning shit. Then Arizona next week, so Ryder is super stressed. Then Tahoe with the fam, Italy with the husband, and the wedding itself.โ
I whistle. โJeez. World traveler over here. And stop doing things backward, will you? Elopement, Italian honeymoon, andย thenย wedding? Who taught you life?โ
She snorts.
I donโt comment on the Arizona trip because itโs an awkward subject. Theyโre going out there for Ryderโs dadโs parole hearing. Itโs tragic, really. Ryderโs dad killed his mother when Ryder was little. He took a plea deal and is up for parole after only fifteen years, but the prosecutors donโt think he
stands a chance of getting out. Still, I can see how it would be stressful for Gigiโs new husband.
She slows down at the massive white sign that readsย MEADOW HILLย and pulls into the circular driveway in front of the Sycamore building.
Gigi puts the car in park. โIโll see you this weekend?โ We have dinner
plans again.
โDefinitely. And if youโre able to get away from your fam before that, let me know. Come over and swim. You might have to watch a dance rehearsal depending on the day, but Kenji and I only practice for about an hour.โ
โIโll let you know. Love you.โ โLove you.โ
I give her a side hug and slide out of the SUV, tucking my purse over my shoulder. Gigi drives away just as another vehicle pulls up. Iโm naturally curiousโfine, nosyโso I glance over in time to see a familiar face emerge from the back seat.
I narrow my eyes. Itโs Crystal Haller, one of my fellow cheerleaders. Oh, come on.
That fucking asshole. Why!?! Weย justย had a talk about this. โDiana. Hey.โ Crystal approaches with an awkward smile.
Weโre not close. As captain of the team, I make an effort to try to bond with every squad member, but I canโt be expected to become best friends with dozens of people with different personalities. Crystal and I have never clicked. Sheโs a bit snooty, to be honest. Weโre both counselors at cheer camp this summer, and sheโs dropped several comments since camp began about how she doesnโtย reallyย need the money, but itโs nice to have a little โpocket change.โ
For me, this isnโt โpocket change.โ Itโs what pays my mortgage.
We approach the main doors of the Sycamore, pausing out front. โI forgot you lived here,โ Crystal says. โIโm here to seeโโ
โYeah, I know. Lindley.โ
Sheโs startled. โHow did you know that?โ
โHeโs my new neighbor. I assumed it was only a matter of time before the girl parade started.โ
That gets me a deep frown.
โSorry,โ I hedge. โI didnโt mean it like that.โ I pause. โActually. I did.
You do know heโs a player, right?โ
She rolls her eyes. โYes, Di. I am fully aware that heโs a player.โ
I relax at her use of my nickname. Means she canโt be that mad about the girl-parade remark.
โOkay, good. Just, you know, temper your expectations. Audrey sprained her ankle because of the guy.โ
โThatโs unfair.ย Heย didnโt sprain her ankle.โ
โNo,โ I grudgingly admit, โnot personally. But she fell because she was so distracted by her will-he-or-wonโt-he-call obsession. And then spoiler alertโhe didnโt call.โ I purse my lips. โOkay, heย didย call. But that was to tell her he wouldnโt be calling anymore.โ I give Crystal a firm look. โHe is a very dangerous man.โ
โItโs all right,โ she answers, clearly amused. โYou donโt have to worry about me. Iโm a big girl.โ
โYouโve been warned,โ I say as I use my key fob to buzz myself in. She trails after me into the well-lit lobby.
โEvening, Diana.โ
Richard, the guard who works the night shift, greets me with a smile. Heโs in his fifties, with pale skin that always holds a reddish tinge to it as if heโs perpetually sunburned.
โHey, Richard.โ I approach the desk. โThis is Crystal. Sheโs here to see Shane Lindley. Red Birch, apartment 2B.โ
He nods and jots it down in his ledger. โCome on,โ I tell her. โItโs this way.โ
We leave through the double doors at the back and emerge onto the winding, paved path. Red Birch is the third building from the Sycamore. We pass Cherry Blossom and Silver Pine before I lead her into our own mini lobby.
โWeโre up here,โ I say, heading for the staircase. โOh, you werenโt kidding. You really are neighbors.โ โUgh. Yeah.โ
โDonโt sound so thrilled about it.โ
โI donโt like hockey players,โ I mutter.
Well, thatโs not true. My best friend is a hockey player. So is her husband, and I likeย him.
And I like Beckett. And Will.
Huh. I guess the only one I donโt like is Shane. You learn something new every day.
We reach the top of the stairs. I walk toward my door, which displays a small silver plate that reads 2A. Directing Crystal, I point toward 2B. โHeโs over there.โ
โThanks.โ
I let myself in and lock the door behind me. From the hall, I hear the murmur of voices. A deep rumble of laughterโShaneโs. Then the faint sound of his door closing.
In my kitchen, I shoot Gigi a quick text.
ME:
Whatโs Shaneโs number? I need it.
I brew myself a cup of herbal tea while I chat with Skip, whoโs swimming laps around his tank. My plan for the rest of the night is to tune in to TRN, the reality show network Iโm obsessed with. Theyโre airing a meet- the-cast special tonight for my favorite show, and Iโm dying to see whoโs going to be in the hacienda this season.
Iโm making myself cozy on the couch when my phone dings. Itโs Percy again.
PERCY:
I only ask because I thought it would be nice to see each other and catch up. I totally get it if you donโt want to, but we agreed to be friends, soโฆ
He punctuates that with a shrugging emoji.
I stifle a sigh. Iย didย tell him we could be friends, but it was a way to soften the blow. Except now I look like a total ass if I take it back.
ME:
Hey, sorry for not getting back to you sooner. I was out with Gigi. If you want to watch some reality TV with me, you can come by for a bit, but I warn you Iโm planning to go to bed early. Iโm working the breakfast shift tomorrow.
PERCY:
Iโll stay an hour, tops. See you soon.
I can practically feel the excitement pouring off his words. And I see that same enthusiasm in his smile when I swing the door open less than twenty minutes later.
โHowโve you been?โ I ask after I let him in.
โGood. I was just at Maloneโs meeting with a realtor.โ โAt eight thirty at night?โ
โYeah, he met up with me after work. I told you my landlords are selling the house, right? This real estate agent is trying to help me track down another place, but thereโs really nothing available. I might be screwed.โ
Percyโs been renting a townhouse in town, but just like how jobs in Hastings are scarce, so is housing. Although Briar is only a ten-minute drive, Hastings is not technically a college town, which means weโre not set up to house thousands of students. Only in the last couple of years did the Hastings town council even agree to allow buildings taller than three stories. โOh my God, will you have to live in the graduate dorms?โ I ask
sympathetically.
Percy sighs and runs a hand through his hair. He has such great hair. A sweep of thick, brown strands that are perpetually wind-tousled even when itโs not windy. He also has chiseled cheekbones and pale skin, a combo that
gives off Victorian prince vibes. Heโs always seemed so much older to me and not simply because he is. I would honestly buy it if youโd told me he was some immortal creature whoโs been alive for centuries.
Groaning, he kicks off his loafers and follows me into the living area. โI canโt live in the dorms. Some of the singles are nice, but the only ones left have a communal bathroom. Christ. Iโm a total germaphobe. You know I need my own bathroom.โ
โI donโt blame you. So do I.โ
I offer him some tea and we chat more about his living arrangements while waiting for the kettle to boil. It isnโt until weโre seated on opposite ends of the couch that he inquires about me.
โSo how are you doing?โ he asks awkwardly.
โIโm good. Itโs shaping out to be a busy summer.โ I wrap both hands around my mug. โJuggling two jobs is going to be rough. Iโm basically working every day of the week.โ
โI love your work ethic. Reminds me of myself. I worked three jobs when I was doing my undergrad.โ
โRight, I remember you telling me that.โ
We both sip our tea. I notice him watching me over the rim of his mug and know he wants to ask me something else. Probably if Iโm seeing someone. Fortunately, he squashes that impulse.
โSo, are you ready for this?โ With my free hand, I grab the remote off the coffee table. โThe new season ofย Fling or Foreverย starts next week.โ
He grimaces. โCanโt believe you made me watch a whole season of that junk.โ
โThree episodes, Percival. You only watchedย three.โ
โThatโs three too many.โ Humor dances in his moss-green eyes. Okay, this isnโt too bad. Maybe weย canย be friends.
I find TRN and curl up against the arm of the couch with my tea asย Fling or Foreverโs โMeet the Castโ special flashes on the screen. For the next thirty minutes, Percy and I watch the show, offering running commentary about this seasonโs first ten contestants.
โHoly shit, thatโs Steven Price,โ I exclaim.
โWho?โ Percy asks blankly.
โNFL player. Well, former player. He was injured a few seasons ago, tried to make a comeback, and then got hurt again. So now heโs officially retired.โ
โChrist. Here I am toiling away to earn my masterโs and this guy is my age and already retired.โ Percyโs tone is wry.
I study the next contestant. Zoey, a gorgeous brunette with big eyes and incredible lips. โSheโs a cellist,โ I remark, reading the bio that overlays the screen.
โPoor girl. What the hell is she doing on a show like this?โ
โOh my God. Okayโhim. Thatโs my guy.โ I grin at the next contestant who slides onto a stool and introduces himself to the camera. โThatโs who Iโm rooting for.โ
โHe goes by โThe Connor,โ Diana. And he talks like a douchebag.โ Distaste drips from Percyโs tone, which makes me laugh.
โDonโt judge a radio DJ by his cover,โ I chide. โI bet you heโs a secret softie. Oh, hold on. Getting a text.โ
Itโs from Gigi. Sheโs sent me Shaneโs contact info.
GIGI:
Please be nice to him. Heโs basically my brother-in-law now.
Nice? Has she met me?
I open a new message thread and start typing. For some reason Shane strikes me as the type of guy who would check his texts in the middle of s*x, so just to annoy him, I send my message one line at a time.
The tally is up to ten when Iโm done. โWho are you texting?โ
โOh, sorry. Just my new neighbor. Heโs so cocky and obnoxious. And this whole year heโs been fucking up my life.โ
Thereโs a slight narrowing of Percyโs eyes. โWhat do you mean?โ
โHeโs the one that keeps sleeping with all my cheerleaders. I told you about him, remember? The hockey player?โ
โI donโt think you ever mentioned him.โ His mouth is a bit tight.
โOh, I thought I had. Anyway, he plays for Briar and heโs a total fuckboy. I just caught my teammate Crystal going to his apartment tonight after I specifically told him to leave the cheer team alone.โ
โHow do you know this guy?โ Percyโs displeasure is now perfectly outlined in every crease of his face. โAre you dating him?โ
โWhat? No.โ I stare at him. โI hate him.โ
โReally? Because you seem very invested in the s*x life of a complete stranger.โ
โHeโs not a complete stranger. I just told you, heโs a hockey player. I know him through Gigi.โ
โAnd youโre trying to, what, sabotage his date?โ Percy curses softly. โIs that why Iโm here right now?โ
โWhat the hell are you talking about?โ โWhy am I here?โ
โBecause you wanted to hang out. As friends,โ I say pointedly. โRight. You made that very clear.โ
โOf course I made that clear. Because we broke up.โ My teeth grind against each other. I clear my throat to hide any agitation. โActually,ย thisย is why we broke up.โ
โWhy? Because I donโt understand why youโre texting this guy? Why do you even have his phone number?โ
โI donโt have his phone number.โ โYou texted him!โ
โNo, I know, but I didnโt have it before. I literally just got it from Gigi.โ Percy looks doubtful.
โAre you serious right now?โ I open Gigiโs text and hold the phone in front of his face. โSee? I texted her asking for his number. I never had it before tonight.โ
Andย whyย am I even explaining myself?
I take a breath and rise from the couch. โOkay. Itโs time for you to go.โ
Immediately, a note of panic enters his voice. โDiana, come on.โ
โNo, this is why we broke up, Percy. Because weโre not compatible. Because youโre so distrustful of me when I never give you any reason not to trust me. I didnโt evenย lookย at another guy when we were together, and Iโve never cheated on anyone in my life, yet you interrogate me about every single guy I talk to, including this jerk.โ I gesture at my phone. โI donโt even like him. So yes, clearly weโre mismatched in what we need from a relationship.โ
โBecause I need reassurance every now and then?โ he says bitterly.
โYes,โ I admit. โAnd thereโs nothing wrong with that. Iโm sure youโll find a woman who will be happy to offer tons of reassurance. Whereas I need to find a man who trusts me completely.โ
โI do,โ he insists.
I ignore that. โI mean it. Itโs time to go. I want to go to bed.โ
Something flashes in his eyes. It gets my back up. But then he inhales deeply. โAll right. Sorry. Iโll get out of your way.โ
At the door, he tries to hug me goodbye. I step away from it. โNo,โ I say. โIโm really not in the mood. Please.โ
โIโm sorry.โ His expression conveys defeat. โIโll text you tomorrow.โ
Please donโt, I want to shout, but heโs already gone.
When I return to the living room, I find a message from Shane on my phone. A response to my lengthy and not-so-niceย Leave my cheerleaders alone.
SHANE:
Aww, sounds like someoneโs feeling left out. Come join us.
I glare at the phone before responding.
ME:
Never.
Meet the Cast of Fling or Forever Season 2!
Keep Itย Real.com Byline: Trina Banner
Original Publication Date: July 5
Itโs that time of year again, gals and guys!
Summer. Beautiful, splendid summer. And you know what that meansโฆ
Five new guys and five new gals will be arriving at the hacienda to flirt the summer away in a brand-new season of TRNโsย Fling or Forever.
The drama! The spice! The Sugar Suite! Get ready for eight weeks of nonstop action, in every sense of the word. Ten OG boys and girls will be joined by other singles throughout the summer, each determined to find love and create chaos.
Keep scrolling to meet this seasonโs contestantsโฆ
ZOEY, 21
New york native Zoey is a cello prodigy with dreams of playing in the London Symphony Orchestra one day. She also rocks a mean bikini. Be warned: you need to level up to win this talented hottieโs heart.
CONNOR, 24
THE CONNOR! Yes, folks. Love him or hate him, shock-jock Connor is coming to the hacienda. Thereโs a reason he has the women in Nashville glued to their earbuds. Heโs loud, brash, and ready to smash!
LENI, 24
Swimsuit model, part-time salesgirl, and avid hiker, Leni has all the boys in LA wrapped around her little finger. A self-proclaimed girlโs girl, Leni hopes to find both friendship and love at the hacienda.
STEVEN, 26
Youโre not hallucinating. Yes, that is former NFL fullback Steven Price, and yes, those abs are delicious. After years of playing the field (literally), this secret softie is finally ready to find love.
ZEKE, 22
Miami-based model and personal trainer Zeke is no stranger to reality shows. You might recognize him from his stint on TRNโsย Friend Zone, where he made it to Proposal Day only for Christa to shatter his heart and send him to the F-zone. Now heโs back, looking to get a second chance at love. And a tan.
TODD, 22
Club promoter Todd spends most of his time enjoying the Manhattan nightlife. Heโs cheated on every girlfriend heโs ever had but is hoping heโll find someone in the hacienda that he doesnโt want to stray from.
DONOVAN, 20
British accent, anyone? International student Donovan studies fine arts during the day, and the fine art of fuc*boying at night. He says it will take a very special girl to make him change his wild-man ways.
KY, 21
LA-based, aspiring actress Ky is ready to meet her Prince Charming. But only if that prince has a bit of a wild streak. Sheโs too young and too hot to be bored in a relationship. Donโt excite her? Thank you, next.
JAS, 22
NYU law student Jasmine AKA Jas is not afraid to speak her mind. One strike and youโre out with her. Sheโs got a short temper and she doesnโt give second chances. With that ass, why should she?
FAITH, 27
โOffice supply sales from Georgiaโ?? Boring! Donโt worry, Faith moonlights as an Instagram model with over 2M followers. The self-proclaimed queen of thirst traps, Faith isnโt interested in boys. She wants a MAN.