Hannah
THE NEXT MORNING, I leave Garrett asleep in my bed and get ready for work. Although Iโm still shaken up over what happened last night, I meant every word I said to him. Iย donโtย blame him for losing his temper. In fact, some spiteful part of me is glad that Rob took a fist to the face. He deserves it after what he did to me. Lying under oath, providing testimony that allowed the case against Aaron to be dismissedโฆwhat kind of person does something so cruel and vindictive?
But I know Garrett is upset about what he did, and I know Iโm going to have to work hard to make him see that heโs not the monster he thinks he is.
But I also canโt bail on work, so Operation Reassurance will have to wait.
Once Iโm dressed and ready to go, I sit on the edge of the bed and touch Garrettโs cheek. โI have to go to work,โ I whisper.
โMmmddrvโฆyuouโฆ?โ
I deduce that heโs offering to drive me, and a smile tugs on the corner of my mouth. โIโve got Tracyโs car today. Go back to sleep if you want. Iโll be back around five.โ
โโKay.โ His eyelids flutter and a second later heโs asleep again.
I make myself a cup of instant coffee in the kitchen and chug it to jumpstart my barely functioning brain. My gaze shifts to Allieโs bedroom door, which is wide open. The glimpse of her perfectly made bed worries me only for a second, because when I check my phone, I find a text from last night that tells me Allie spent the night at Seanโs frat house.
My shift at the diner is chaotic from moment one. The breakfast crowd arrives in droves and itโs a good two hours before the rush finally dissipates. I donโt even have time to take a breath once it clears out, because Della asks me to reorganize the supplies under the counter before the lunch rush hits. I spend the next hour on my knees, moving stacks of napkins and packets of
sugar from one shelf to another, and switching the coffee mug shelf with the drinking glass shelf.
When I hop to my feet, Iโm startled to find a man sitting on the stool directly in front of me.
Itโs Garrettโs father.
โMr. Graham,โ I squeak in surprise. โHi.โ
โHello, Hannah.โ His voice is as chilly as the December air outside the diner. โWe need to talk.โ
We do?
Shit. Why do I have a feeling I knowย exactlyย what he wants to talk about?
โIโm working,โ I answer in an awkward tone. โI can wait.โ
Double shit. Itโs only ten oโclock and Iโm not off until five. Is he actually going to sit around and wait forย sevenย hours? Because thereโs no way Iโll be able to get through my shift if heโs in the diner, staring at me the whole time.
โLet me see if I can take a break,โ I say hastily.
He nods. โIt wonโt take long. I assure you, I only need a few minutes of your time.โ
I donโt know if thatโs a promise, or a threat.
Gulping, I pop into the back office to talk to Della, who signs off on a five-minute break after I tell her that my boyfriendโs father has something urgent to discuss with me.
The moment Mr. Graham and I step outside, I get the answer to that age-old promise vs. threat questionโbecause his body language emits some serious menace.
โI bet youโre quite pleased with yourself.โ I frown. โWhat are you talking about?โ
He shoves both hands in the pockets of his long black coat, and he looks so much like Garrett itโs actually kind of upsetting. But he doesnโt sound like Garrett, because Garrettโs voice isnโt this harsh, and Garrettโs eyes definitely donโt carry this much animosity.
โIโve been with a lot of women, Hannah.โ Mr. Graham laughs, but without an ounce of humor or a shred of warmth. โYou think I donโt know
what an ego boost it is for a woman when she has two men fighting over her?โ
Isย thatย what he thinks last night was about? That Garrett and Rob were fighting a duel for my love? Jesus.
โThatโs not why they were fighting,โ I say weakly.
His lips curl in a sneer. โOh really? So the fight hadย nothingย to do with you?โ When I donโt answer, he laughs again. โThatโs what I thought.โ
I donโt like the way heโs looking at me with such blatant hostility. And I wish I hadnโt forgotten my gloves inside, because my hands feel like two blocks of ice.
I shove them in my pockets and meet his eyes. โWhat do you want?โ
โI want you to stop distracting my son,โ he says briskly. โDo you realize heโs facing a one-game suspension for that stunt? Because ofย you,ย Hannah. Because instead of concentrating on winning games, heโs panting over you like a puppy dog and fighting battles on your behalf.โ
My throat tightens. โThatโs not true.โ
He takes a step closer and Iโm genuinely frightened for a moment. I chastise myself for it, though, because come on, heโs not going to hurt me when weโre out in public. When the diner window is right behind me and anyone can see us.
โI see the way he looks at you, and I donโt like it. And I certainly donโt like that youโve divided his attention. Which is why Iโve decided youโre no longer going to be seeing my son.โ
I canโt stop a laugh of disbelief. โWith all due respect, sir, but thatโs not your decision to make.โ
โYouโre right. Itโs going to beย yourย decision.โ My stomach lurches. โWhat does that mean?โ
โIt means youโre going to break up with my son.โ I gape at him. โUmโฆno. Iโm sorry, but no.โ
โI thought youโd say that. Itโs all right. Iโm confident I can change your mind.โ Those cold, gray eyes bore into my face. โDo you care about Garrett?โ
โOf course I do.โ My voice cracks. โI love him.โ
The confession brings a flash of annoyance to his eyes. He studies my face, then makes a derisive sound. โI believe you mean that.โ He shrugs
dismissively. โBut that just means you want him to be happy, donโt you, Hannah? You want him to succeed.โ
I have no idea where heโs going with this, but I know that I hate him for
it.
โDo you want to know why heโs succeeding right now? What enables
him to do that?โ Mr. Graham smirks. โItโs because of me. Becauseย myย signature is on the tuition checks I send to Briar. He goes to school because of me. He buys his textbooks and pays for his booze because of me. His car? Insurance? Who do you think makes the payments for that? And his gear? The boy doesnโt even have a jobโhow do you think heโs able to live? Because ofย me.โ
I feel sick. Because now Iย doย know where heโs going.
โI generously allow him these luxuries because I know his goals align with mine. I know what he wants to achieve, and I know heโs capable of achieving it.โ His jaw hardens. โBut weโve hit a little speed bump, havenโt we?โ
He gives me a pointed stare, and yep,ย Iโmย the speed bump.
โSo this is whatโs going to happen.โ His tone is deceptively pleasant. Garrett is right. This manย isย a monster. โYouโre going to break up with my son. You wonโt see him anymore, you wonโt remain friends with him. This will be a clean break with absolutely no further contact. Do you understand?โ
โOr what?โ I whisper, because I need to hear him say it.
โOr I cut the boy off.โ He shrugs. โBye-bye tuition and books and cars and food. Is that what you want, Hannah?โ
My brain snaps into overtime, rapidly running over my options. Iโm not about to let some asshole blackmail me into ending things with Garrett, not when there are clearly other solutions available to us.
But I havenโt given Phil Graham enough credit, because apparently heโs not just a jerk, but a mind reader.
โYouโre considering what will happen if you say no?โ he guesses. โTrying to think of a way you can still be with Garrett without him losing everything heโs worked so hard for?โ He chuckles. โWell, letโs see, shall we? He can always apply for financial aid.โ
I silently curse him for raising the idea that had just entered my mind.
โBut wait, he didnโt qualify for financial aid.โ Graham looks like he might actually be enjoying himself. โWhen your familyโs income is as substantial as ours, schools donโt give you money, Hannah. Believe me, Garrett applied. Briar turned him down on the spot.โ
Shit.
โA bank loan?โ Garrettโs father suggests. โWell, thatโs hard to get approved for when you have no credit or assets.โ
My brain scrambles to keep up. Garrettย mustย have credit, though. Some kind of income. He told me he works during the summer.
But Mr. Graham is like a sniper, shooting down every thought that enters my head.
โHe gets paid in cash for his construction work. What a pity, huh? No record of income, no credit, not needy enough to warrant help from Briar.โ Heย tsksย with his tongue and I almost smack him in the face. โSo where does that leave us? Oh, right, the other option youโre considering. My son will find a job and pay for his own education and expenses.โ
Yep, that idea has also occurred to me.
โDo you know how much an Ivy League education costs? Do you think he can pay that kind of tuition working part-time?โ Garrettโs father shakes his head. โNo, heโll have to work full-time in order to do that. He might be able to keep attending school, but heโll have to drop hockey, wonโt he? And how happy will he be then?โ His smile chills me to the bone. โOr letโs assume he can juggle it allโfull-time job, school, and hockeyโฆthere wonโt be much time left for you, will there, Hannah?โ
Which is exactly what he wants.
I feel like I might throw up. I know heโs not fucking around. Heย willย cut Garrett off if I donโt do what he says.
I also know that if Garrett found out about his fatherโs threat, heโd tell him to fuck right off. Heโd pick me over the money, but that only makes me sicker, because Mr. Graham is right. Garrett would have to drop out or work his ass off, which either means no hockey altogether, or no time to focus on hockey. And Iย wantย him to focus on it, damn it. Itโs hisย dream.
My mind continues to spin.
If I break up with Garrett, Mr. Graham wins.
If I donโt break up with Garrett, Mr. Graham still wins.
Tears well up in my eyes. โHeโs yourย sonโฆโ I choke on the words. โHow can you be so cruel?โ
He looks bored. โIโm not cruel. Iโm just practical. And unlike some people, I have my priorities in order. Iโve invested a lot of time and money in that boy, and I refuse to see all that hard work go to waste over a piece of coed pussy.โ
I flinch in repulsion.
โGet it done, Hannah,โ he says harshly. โI mean it, donโt fucking test me, and donโt think Iโm bluffing.โ His icy stare pierces my face. โDo I look like a man who bluffs?โ
Acid burns my throat as I slowly shake my head. โNo. You donโt.โ