Hannah
โSTOP RIGHT THERE!โ a sharp voice booms as I hurry toward my bedroom. โWhere do you think youโre going, young lady?โ
I spin around, startled to find Allie lying on the couch in our common area, balancing one of her icky juice cups on her knee. In my haste, I hadnโt even noticed her.
โWhat are you doing home?โ I ask in surprise. โI thought you have econ on Wednesdays.โ
โIt got cancelled because the prof has Ebola.โ I gasp. โHoly shit! Are you serious?โ
She snickers. โWell, no. I mean, maybe. He sent out an email saying heโs come down with anย illnessโโ she uses air quotes โโbut he didnโt say what the illness was. I like to imagine itโs something bad, though. Because then he wonโt be able to teach for the rest of the term and weโll all get automatic Aโs.โ
โYou are an evil person,โ I inform her. โAnd one day that voodoo black magic of yours is going to come back to haunt you. Seriously, donโt come crawling to me when you get Ebola. Anyway, I have to go. I just popped in to drop off my stuff before I head to rehearsal.โ
โNo way, Han-Han. Youโre going to sit your pretty butt down on this couch, because we need to have a little chat.โ
โI really canโt be late for rehearsal.โ
โHow many times hasย Cassย been late for rehearsal?โ she challenges. Good point.
With a sigh, I walk over to the couch and flop down. โOkay. Whatโs up?
And make it snappy.โ
โFine, you want snappy? Howโs thisโwhat on Godโs green planet is going on with you and Garrett?โ
My mouth snaps closed. Crap. Busted. I mean, Iย hadย texted her last night saying โover at Garrettโsโbe home lateโย but Allie lives in her own Sean-centered bubble for so much of the time that Iโd been hoping she wouldnโt bring up the subject.
โNothingโs going on,โ I answer.
Ha, if by โnothingโ I mean โI went over to his house and we both got naked and masturbated in front of each other and then I had an orgasm andย heย had an orgasm and it was the best feelingย ever.โ
Allie sees right through my feeble attempt at lying. โIโm going to ask you this one time, and one time onlyโHannah Julie Wells, are you dating Garrett Graham?โ
โNo.โ
She narrows her eyes. โFine. Iโm going to ask you twice. Are you dating
โโ
โIโm not dating him.โ I sigh. โBut we are fooling around.โ
Her jaw falls open. A second ticks by, then another, and then her blue
eyes light up in victory. โHa! Iย knewย you were into him! Oh my God! Hold my juiceโI think I need to break out in a happy dance! Do you know how to do the running man? If so, can you teach meย right now?โ
I laugh. โOh God, please donโt do a happy dance. And itโs not a big deal, okay? Itโll probably fizzle out soon.โ
Yeah, when I go out with Justin.
And double crapโthis is the first time since Deanโs birthday that Justin has even crossed my mind. Iโve been entirely focused on Garrett, on the way he turns me on, the things I want to do with him. But now that Iโm reminded of my impending date, I experience a sharp tug of guilt.
Can I really go out with someone else after what Garrett and I did last night?
Butโฆ Itโs not like Iโm dating Garrett. Heโs not my boyfriend, and thereโs no way he considers me his girlfriend, soโฆwhy not?
Still, the urge to cancel on Justin refuses to go away, but I push it aside as Allie continues to gush about the awesomeness of this hookup.
โDid you sleep with him? Oh, please say yes! And please say that it was good! I know you and Devon didnโt have Brangelina-level chemistry in the sack, but from what Iโve heard, Garrett Graham has some serious moves.โ
Yep. He certainly does.
โI didnโt sleep with him.โ
She looks disappointed. โWhy not?โ
โBecauseโฆI donโt know, because it didnโt happen. We did other stuff.โ My face burns hotter. โAnd thatโs all Iโm saying about the subject, okay?โ
โNot okay. BFFs are supposed to tell each other everything. I mean,ย youย know everything about my sex life. You know about the time Sean and I tried anal, and you know how big Seanโs dick isโโ
โWhich is above and beyond TMI,โ I interject. โI love you to death, but I never, ever wanted to know about the butt sex, and I definitely couldโve lived without you bringing out a ruler and demonstrating the size of your boyfriendโs penis!โ
Allie pouts. โYouโre the worst. But donโt worry, Iโll get all the dirty details eventually. Iโm very good at prying out details.โ
Itโs true. She is. But sheโs not getting a single one right now.
Rolling my eyes, I stand up. โAll right, are we done here? Because I really need to go.โ
โFine, go. And no, we are not done.โ She grins at me. โWe wonโt be done until you bust out that ruler and put an end to the age old question,ย how big is Garrett Grahamโsโโ
โGoodbye, perv.โ
THE FIRST THINGย I see when I walk into the choir room fifteen minutes later is a cellist.
Question: How do you know when things have spiraled out of your control?
Answer: When you find a cellist in your rehearsal space and donโt even bat an eye.
Ever since MJ endorsed Cassโs choir idea, Iโve given up on arguing with either one of them. At this point, they can do whatever the hell they wantโ AKA whatever the hellย Cassย wantsโbecause I simply donโt have the mental energy to play his game.
โYouโre late.โ Cass tsks with disapproval as I unzip my coat. โI know.โ
He waits for me to apologize. I donโt apologize.
โHannah, this is Kim Jae Woo,โ MJ says with a hesitant smile. โHeโs going to be accompanying you guys during the second verse.โ
Uh-huh. Of course he is.
I donโt bother asking when this decision was made. I just nod and mutter, โSounds good.โ
For the next hour, we concentrate only on the middle section of the song. Normally Cass would be stopping us every two seconds to criticize something Iโve done, but today the brunt of his criticism lands on poor Kim Jae Woo. The Korean freshman shoots me a panicked look every time Cass bitches at him, but all I can do is offer a shrug and a sympathetic smile.
Itโs sad. Iโve lost all enthusiasm for this song. The only thing that brings me comfort now is the knowledge that if we donโt win the scholarship thanks to Cassโs theatrics, Iโll get a second chance in April during the spring showcase.
At two oโclock, Cass calls an end to rehearsal, and I breathe a sigh of relief as I pull on my coat. When I step into the hall, Iโm startled to find Garrett standing there. Heโs wearing his Briar jacket and holding two coffee cups, and he greets me with a crooked smile that makes my pulse race.
โHey!โ I wrinkle my forehead. โWhat are you doing here?โ
โI stopped by your room, but Allie said you were rehearsing, so I figured Iโd come by and wait until you were done.โ
โYou were standing out here the whole time?โ
โNaah, I grabbed some coffee and wandered around for a bit. Just got back now.โ He glances past my shoulder into the music room. โIs rehearsal over?โ
โYep.โ I take the cup he hands me and pop the plastic lid. โWe have a cellist now.โ
Garrettโs lips twitch. โMmm-hmmm. And I bet youโre positivelyย thrilled
about that.โ
โMore like indifferent.โ
A sharp voice snaps from behind me. โYouโre blocking the door, Hannah. Some people have somewhere to be.โ
Rolling my eyes, I move away from the doorway and allow Cass and Mary Jane to exit. Cass doesnโt spare so much as a look at me, but when he notices who Iโm talking to, his blue eyes fly in my direction.
โCass, have you met Garrett?โ I ask politely.
He warily turns back to the tall, strapping hockey player at my side. โNaah, I havenโt. Nice to meet you, man.โ
โYou too, Chazz.โ
My duet partner stiffens. โItโs Cass.โ
Garrett blinks innocently. โOh, sorryโwasnโt that what I said?โ Cassโs nostrils flare.
โSo I hear youโre singing a duet with my girl,โ Garrett adds. โI hope youโre not giving her any trouble. Iโm not sure you know this, but my Han- Han has a bad habit of letting people walk all over her.โ He arches one dark brow. โBut you wouldnโt do that, right, Chazz?โ
Despite the pang of embarrassment his words evoke in me, Iโm also fighting hard not to laugh.
โItโs. Cass.โ
โThatโs what I said, no?โ
Thereโs one long moment of very obvious macho posturing as the two guys stare each other down. As I expect, Cass is first to break the eye contact.
โWhatever,โ he mutters. โCome on, MJ, weโre gonna be late.โ
As he drags the sweet blond girl away like a piece of luggage, I turn to Garrett with a sigh. โWas that necessary?โ
โFuck yeah it was.โ โOkay. Just checking.โ
Our eyes lock, and a burst of heat goes off inside me. Oh boy. I know exactly what heโs thinking right now. Or rather, what heโs thinking aboutย doing.
Me.
Iโm thinking the same damn thing.
I might have told Allie that this thing between us would fizzle out, but at the moment, itโs blazing even hotter than it did last night.
โMy place?โ he murmurs.
Those two words, low and husky, make my thighs clench so hard Iโm surprised I donโt pull a muscle.
Rather than answerโmy throat has clogged with desireโI take the coffee from his hand and proceed to dump both our cups in the trashcan behind him.
Garrett chuckles. โIโll take that as a yes.โ