Garrett
Not only that, but she refuses to go home. Itโs one in the morning and the party has moved from the bar to my house, and no matter how hard I try, I canโt convince Hannah to call it a night.
Itโs becoming crucial that I get her back to her dorm. My living room is full of hockey players and puck bunnies, all of whom score at least an eight on my drunk scale: rapidly on their way to throwing inhibition to the wind and making some huge-ass mistakes.
Dean has just dragged a laughing Hannah to the center of the living room and the two of them start dancing to ODBโs โBaby, I like it Raw,โ which blasts out of the speakers at top-volume.
Hannah hadnโt been moving suggestively when sheโd belted out Lady Gaga earlier, but she sure as shit is moving suggestively now. Sheโs gone from Disney Channel Miley Cyrus to Full-on Twerk Mode Miley, and itโs officially time for me to put a stop to it before she moves straight to Letโs Make a S*x Tape Miley. Waitโhas Miley ever made a s*x tape? Fuck, who am I kidding? Of course she has.
I march up to Hannah and Dean and forcibly break them apart, laying a firm hand on Hannahโs shoulder. โI need to talk to you,โ I shout over the music.
She pouts. โIโm dancing!โ
โWeโre dancing,โ Dean slurs.
I level a hard glare at my teammate. โDance with someone else,โ I snap.
As if on cue, a willing female partner appears like an apparition and yanks Dean into her arms. Dean all but forgets about Hannah, which allows me to drag her out of the living room without any further objections.
I curl my hand around her arm and lead her upstairs, and I donโt release her until weโre in the quiet safety of my bedroom. โPartyโs over,โ I
announce.
โBut Iโm having fun,โ she whines.
โI know you are.โ I cross my arms. โYouโre havingย too muchย fun.โ
โYouโre mean.โ With an exaggerated sigh, Hannah flops down on the bed and falls onto her back. โIโm sleepy.โ
I grin. โCome on, Iโll drive you back to the dorm.โ
โI donโt wanna go.โ She sticks out her arms and legs and proceeds to do snow angels on my bed. โYour bed is so big and comfy.โ
Then her eyelids flutter closed and she goes still, another deep sigh escaping her lips.
I smother a groan as I realize sheโs seconds away from falling asleep, but then I decide it might be better if I let her crash here and drive her home in the morning. Because if I take her home now and she gets a second wind, I wonโt be there to keep her out of trouble.
โFine,โ I say with a nod. โStay here and sleep it off, Cinderella.โ She snorts. โDoes that make you my prince?โ
โDamn straight.โ I duck into the bathroom and rummage around in the medicine cabinet until I find some ibuprofen. Then I pour a glass of water and head back to the bed, sitting at the edge as I force Hannah to sit up. โTake two of these and chug the water,โ I order, slapping the two pills into her palm. โTrust me, youโll thank me in the morning.โ
Shoving pills and water down someoneโs throat is nothing new to me. I do it often with my teammates. Dean, in particular, who takes drinking to a whole new level, and not just on his birthday.
Hannah obediently follows my instructions before collapsing on the mattress again.
โGood girl.โ
โIโm hot,โ she mumbles. โWhy is it so hot in here?โ
My heart literally stops beating when she starts wiggling out of her leggings.
The material snags on her knees, eliciting a loud groan from her. โGarrett!โ
I have to chuckle. Taking pity on her, I lean in to help her out, peeling the pants off her legs and doing my best to ignore the smooth, silky skin beneath my fingertips.
โThere you go,โ I say thickly. โBetter?โ
โMmm-hmmm.โ She reaches for the hem of her shirt. Sweet Jesus.
I tear my gaze off her and stumble toward my dresser to find her something to sleep in. I grab an old T-shirt, take a deep breath, and turn around to face her.
Her shirt is off.
Fortunately, sheโs wearing a bra.
Unfortunately, the bra is black and lacy and see-through, and I have a perfect view of her nipples behind that transparent fabric.
Donโt look. Sheโs drunk.
I heed the stern internal voice and forbid my gaze from lingering. And since thereโs no way in hell I can take off her bra without coming in my pants, I shove the T-shirt over her head and hope sheโs not one of those girls who hates sleeping in her bra.
โI had so much fun tonight,โ Hannah babbles happily. โSee? I might be broken but I can still have fun.โ
I freeze. โWhat?โ
But she doesnโt answer. Her bare legs kick at the blanket and then she slides beneath it, rolling over on her side with a tiny sigh.
She passes out within seconds.
I battle a rush of unease as I turn off the light. Sheโs broken? What the
hellย does that mean?
Frowning, I slip out of the bedroom and quietly close the door behind me. Hannahโs cryptic words continue to echo in my head, but I donโt have the opportunity to dwell on them because when I go downstairs, Logan and Dean waste no time dragging me into the kitchen for a round of shots.
โItโs his birthday, dude.โ Logan says when I object. โYouโve gotta take a shot.โ
I cave in and accept the shot glass. The three of us clink our glasses together, slugging back the whiskey. The alcohol burns my throat and heats my stomach, and I welcome the hot buzz that floats through my body. This whole night, Iโve beenโฆoff. That stupid song. Hannahโs tears at the bar. The confusing way she makes me feel.
Iโm raw and on edge, and when Logan pours me another drink, this time I donโt object.
After the third shot, Iโm no longer thinking about how confused I am.
After the fourth one, Iโm not thinking at all.
ITโS TWO–THIRTY INย the morning when I finally drag my drunken ass upstairs. The party has all but fizzled. Only Deanโs puck bunnies remain, lying on the couch with him in a tangle of bare arms and legs. I pass the kitchen and spot Tucker asleep at the counter, his hand still curled around an empty beer bottle. Logan had disappeared into his bedroom a while ago with a cute brunette, and as I walk past his room, I hear the kind of groans and moans that tell me heโs VBF.
My bedroom is bathed in shadows when I walk inside. I blink a few times, and my eyes adjust to the darkness to find a Hannah-shaped lump on the bed. Iโm too tired to brush my teeth or follow my own hangover- prevention regimenโI just strip to my boxers and climb in next to Hannah.
I try to be as quiet as possible as I get comfortable, but the rustling of the sheets causes Hannah to stir. A soft moan ripples through the darkness, and then she rolls over and a warm hand presses against my bare chest.
I stiffen. Or rather, my chest does. Down below, Iโm softer than pudding. Thatโs whiskey dick for you, which is damn sad considering I only had five shots. Man. Me and alcoholย reallyย donโt mix.
Even if I wanted to take advantage of Hannah right now, Iโd be totally useless. And shit, thatโs a totally repulsive thing to think, because Iโdย neverย take advantage of her. Iโd rip my own dick off before forcing myself on someone.
But apparently thereโs only one person with honorable intentions in this bed tonight.
My pulse speeds up when soft lips latch onto my shoulder. โHannahโฆโ I say warily.
Thereโs a beat of silence. A part of me prays that sheโs asleep, but Hannah shoots down that hope by murmuring, โUh-huh?โ Her voice is throaty, and s*xy as fuck.
โWhat are you doing?โ I whisper.
Her lips meander from my shoulder to my neck, and then she sucks on my suddenly feverish flesh, finding a sweet spot that sends a zing of heat straight to my balls. Jesus. My cock might not be working properly right now, but that doesnโt mean Iโm incapable of feeling arousal. And holy hell,
thereโs no word to describe how aroused I am as Hannahโs greedy mouth explores my neck like sheโs sampling a damn buffet.
I smother a groan, touching her shoulder to still her. โYou donโt want to do this.โ
โNuh-uh. Youโre wrong. I totally do.โ
The groan Iโve been holding rumbles out as she climbs on top of me. Her firm thighs straddle mine. Her hair tickles my collarbone as she leans forward.
My heart takes off in a fast, pounding gallop. โStop being difficult,โ she tells me.
Then she kisses me.
Ohย hell.
I should stop her. I really, really should. But sheโs warm and soft and she smells so good I canโt fucking think straight. Her mouth moves eagerly over mine, and I kiss her back hungrily, wrapping my arms around her and stroking her lower back as our lips mold together. She tastes like piรฑa coladas, and she makes the s*xiest sounds Iโve ever heard as she takes deep pulls on my tongue like she canโt get enough.
โHannah,โ I mumble against her eager lips. โWe canโt.โ
She licks my bottom lip, then bites it hard enough to summon a growl from my throat. Fuck. Fuck, fuck,ย fuck. I need to derail this lust train before it hurtles to the point of no return.
โI love your chest,โ she breathes, and holy hell, now sheโs rubbing her breasts against my pecs and I can feel her nipples poking right through her shirt.
I want to rip that fucking shirt off. I want to draw those puckered nipples deep into my mouth and suck. But I canโt. I wonโt.
โNo.โ I thrust my hand in her hair and bunch it between my fingers. โWe canโt do this. Not tonight.โ
โBut I want to,โ she whispers. โI want you so bad.โ
Sheโs just uttered the words every guy wants to hearโI want you so bad
โbut damn it, sheโs drunk and I canโt let her do this.
Her tongue circles my earlobe and my hips shoot off the bed. Oh Jesus.
I want to be inside her.
It takes superhuman strength on my part to push her off my body. She whimpers in protest, but when I gently touch her cheek, the whimper turns
into a happy sigh.
โWe canโt do this,โ I say gruffly. โYou trusted me to look out for you, remember? Well, this is me looking out for you.โ
I canโt see her expression in the dark, but she sounds surprised as she says, โOh.โ Then she nestles closer and I instantly tense. Iโm prepared to lay down the law again, but she simply snuggles against my body and rests her head on my chest. โOkay. Goodnight.โ
Okay? Goodnight?
Does she actually think Iโll be able to sleep after what just happened?
But sheโs not thinking at all. Nope, sheโs out like a light again, and as her steady breathing tickles my nipple, I swallow another groan and close my eyes, doing my best to ignore the hot lust pulsating in my groin.
Itโs a long, long time before I fall asleep.