They found the box hidden behind some loose panels in the back of the closet. Grayson examined it.ย Wooden, large enough to hold a laptop or a stack of paper files.ย The wood was hard and sandy in color, and there was no visible hinge or lid on the box, nothing to indicate how to open it.
Clearing a space on the bed, Grayson set the box down. His sisters came closer.
โCrowbar?โ Gigi suggested. โOr a hammer of the sledge variety?โ
Grayson shook his head. The top of the boxโassuming thatย wasย the top
โappeared to be made of individual strips of wood the width and length of a ruler, bound tightly together. Seams were visible, but impenetrable, so Grayson did what any Hawthorne would have done in his position. He turned the box ninety degrees and pushed at the ends of each and every one of those strips of wood.
On the seventh, he was rewarded: The piece slid out from the others. He pushed it gently until it fell off the box, then examined what lay underneath: another wood panel, solid but for a single hole, just large enough to fit a finger in.
Grayson probed both the panel and the hole before attempting to use the hole to lift the lid of the box.
No dice.
โWhat are you doing?โ Savannah asked.
โItโs a puzzle box.โ Grayson kept his reply brief as he turned his attention to the strip of wood heโd removed. Turning it over in his hand, he was rewarded. Carved into the back of the strip of wood, was a long, thin
spaceโand that space held a tool. It was roughly the length of a toothbrush but very thin. One side had a point like the tip of a pen. The other was flat and heavier.ย Magnetic, most likely, Grayson thought.
โWhat do you mean a puzzle box?โ Gigi asked earnestly.
โThe puzzle is finding your way into the box,โ Grayson replied. โCall it an added level of security, in case your aunt decided she wanted to know what was inside.โ
He dipped the tool into the hole heโd uncovered, first the pen side, then the probable magnet. Nothing happened, so Grayson began running the magnet end over the rest of the boxโthe top, the sides, then he turned the box over and tried the bottom.
The magnet stuck, and when Grayson pulled, another small wooden panel came off the box, this one in the shape of a T. A quick examination revealed another holeโjust large enough for the pen end of the tool. Grayson stuck the pen in. He heard a click, then tested the penโs movement and realized that he could slide the holeโfrom the top left corner of the T to the bottom center.
When he did, there was another click. Grayson turned the box back over.
โSeriously,โ Gigi said. โWhat is happening here?โ
โMy grandfather was fond of puzzle boxes,โ Grayson told her. โI just unlocked something. We need to figure out what.โ
He attempted to remove the top of the box again, but that didnโt work. โWhy donโt we just get a saw?โ Savannah asked.
โAnd risk destroying whatโs inside?โ Grayson replied mildly.
โIโm ninety-seven percent sure that I can very delicately saw that thing open,โ Gigi said.
โAnd what if itโs tamper-proof?โ Grayson asked. โFor example, there could be two vials of liquid suspended inside in thin glass tubes designed to break if the box is ruptured. And if those liquids mixโฆโ He trailed off ominously.
โSeriously,โ Savannah replied. โYou think our dadย booby-trappedย his
puzzle box?โ
โI think,โ Grayson replied, โthat he didnโt want anyone but himself accessing whateverโs inside.โ
He returned his attention to the box.ย Somethingย had been unlocked.
Grayson tried coming at the top from the side again. None of the remaining strips were loose; none could be pushed out. But when he pressed on the edge of one of those strips, it depressed with a pop, the other end of the strip rising.
Grayson tried using the hole to lift the top again, no dice.
Gigi reached forward and touched another strip. It went down, the same way the one Grayson touched had. She grinned. โLetโs try all of them!โ
Before Grayson could say a single word, Gigi had worked her way down the strips, like she was playing a scale on a piano.ย Pop, pop, pop, pop, pop, pop, pop.ย This time, she was the one who tried snaking a finger down into the hole and lifting the panel.
No go.
โItโs a combination.โ Savannah stared at the box but didnโt move to touch it. โWe just have to figure out the right keys to hit.โ
Grayson stared at the board.ย Seven keys, which can be pushed down on either side or left neutral.ย โThereโs more than two thousand possible combinations,โ he said.
Gigi grinned. โThen we better get started!โ
It took forty minutes of systematic attempts before they got lucky and hit on the right combination. When they did, there was another audible click, and this time, when Grayson hooked his finger through the hole in the wood panel, he was able to remove the entire top of the box.
Underneath, they were faced with more wood. Darker, smoother, polished. Grayson ran his hand lightly over its surface. It was made from a single a piece of wood. There wasnโt a single seam, no parts that could be moved or removed.
There was, however, a small rectangular hole cut into its surface.ย No, Grayson realized.ย Not a hole.
โWe need something to insert in that, right?โ Gigi said. She leaned over him and aimed the light from her phone at the rectangle. โSomething with teeny tiny pins?โ
Savannah reached for the tool that Grayson had uncovered earlier, but it
was much too big. The entire rectangle wasnโt much bigger thanโฆ
A USB port.ย Grayson stilled. He thought of the object heโd found, hidden in a frame in Sheffield Graysonโs office. The object that wasnโt a USB.
The object that was, quite obviously now, a key.
SIX YEARS
ELEVEN MONTHS AGO
Fourth of July at Hawthorne House meant a carnivalโa private one complete with Ferris wheel, bumper cars, a massive roller coaster, and dozens of challenges and games. From his perch on top of the tree house, Jameson could see it all.
And no one could see him.
โYou donโt have to carry me, Grayson.โย Emily.ย Jameson would have recognized her voice anywhere. He couldnโt make out Graysonโs reply, but soon, the two of them were ensconced in the tree house, and Jameson could hear every word.
โBe careful, Em.โ
โIโm not going to fall.โ Her tone was teasing. There werenโt many people who made a habit of teasing Hawthornes. โThough it would serve my mother right for trying to make me stay in tonight. I mean, honestly, I think my heart could handle one little roller coaster.โ
The roller coaster in question wasnโt little, and with Emily, there was never justย oneย anything. She always wanted more.
Jameson and Emily were alike in that way.
I should have been the one to sneak her out, Jameson thought.ย I should have brought her up here.
But he hadnโt. Grayson had. Perfect, never-broke-the-rules Grayson was breaking them now. At twelve, Jameson had an inkling of why that might be the case. Emily was twelve, too, Grayson thirteen.
And he brought her toย ourย tree house.
โIโm going to kiss you, Grayson Hawthorne.โ Emily, her voice as clear as day.
โWhat?โ Grayson, stupefied.
โDonโt tell me no. I am so tired ofย no. My entire life isย no. Just this once, canโt the answer beย yes?โ
Jameson waited, unnaturally still, for his brotherโs reply. It never came, and Emily spoke again. โWhen youโre scared,โ she told Grayson, โyou look straight ahead.โ
โHawthornes donโt get scared,โ Grayson said stiffly.
โNo,โ Emily shot back. โIย donโt get scared. Youโre scared all the time.โ
Jameson knew an opening when he saw one. He dropped from the branch he was sitting on, catching it with his hands and swinging his body in through the tree house window. He landed rough but smiled. โIโm not.โย Scared.ย He didnโt say the word, and Emily didnโt need him to.
โYouโre not scared of anything,โ she told him with a toss of her hair. โEven when you probably should be.โ
Jameson looked at Grayson, then back at Emily. She and her sister, Rebecca, were the only two non-Hawthorne children allowed to spend any significant amount of time on this side of the gates.ย The Hawthorne brothers. The Laughlin sisters.ย It was a thing.
โIโll kiss you,โ Jameson offered boldly. Emily stepped toward him. โDo it.โ
He did.ย His first kissโand hers.ย Emily smiled. And then she turned to Grayson. โNow you.โ
Jameson felt his brotherโs eyes dart to his, but they didnโt stay there long. โI canโt,โ Grayson said.
โCanโt. Shouldnโt. Will anyway.โ Emily placed a hand on the side of Graysonโs face, and Jameson watched as the girl heโd kissed a moment before brought her lips very close to his brotherโs.
Jameson didnโt let himself turn away as Grayson kissed her, too. Their kiss seemed to last longer. Aย lotย longer. When it was finally over, Emily stared at Grayson. Justย staredย at him. And then she threw her head back and laughed. โItโs like spin the bottleโฆ without the bottle.โ For a second, she looked like she might kiss Grayson again.
โHere you are, boys.โ Tobias Hawthorneโs voice was deep and smooth as he climbed into the tree house. โThe festivities werenโt to your liking?โ
Jameson recovered first. โYou rigged the carnival games,โ he accused.
That was why heโd taken to the tree house to begin with.
โThen rig them back,โ the old man replied. His discerning gaze seemed to miss absolutely nothing as he raked it over first Jameson, then his brother, and Emily last.
โAbout what you just heardโฆโ Grayson started to say.
Tobias Hawthorne held up a hand. โEmily.โ He cast her a mild look. โYour grandfather is down below with a golf cart. Your mother is on the verge of calling in the National Guard.โ
โThen I guess I should go. But donโt worry, Mr. Hawthorne.โฆโ Emily looked at Jameson again, then Grayson, her gaze lingering there. โMy heart and its defect are just fine.โ
The old man didnโt say another word until Emily was long gone. The silence was uncomfortable. It was almost certainly meant to be uncomfortable, but Jameson and Grayson both knew better than to say a single word to break it.
Tobias Hawthorne reached one hand toward each of his grandsons, took them by their shoulders, and turned them toward the nearest tree house window.
โLook out there,โ the old man instructed. Jameson watched as purple and gold exploded in the sky, points of light streaming downward, painting the air like a weeping willow. โMagic, isnโt it?โ the old man whispered.
Jameson heard the words that went unspoken:ย I give you boys everything, and all I ask in return is focus.
โI didnโt have brothers,โ Tobias Hawthorne commented, as another round of fireworks colored the sky red and white and blue. โDidnโt have what the four of you have.โ The old manโs hands were still on their shoulders. โNo one else will ever understand you the way that your brothers do. No one. Itโs the four of you against the world, and it always will be.โ
โFamily first.โย Grayson said the words, and Jameson knew, just by the way heโd said them, that heโd been told them before.
โEmily was right, you know,โ Tobias Hawthorne said, suddenly dropping his hold on them. โYou do look straight ahead when youโre scared, Grayson.โ
He heard it all.ย Jameson didnโt have time to process that realization because their grandfather wasnโt done yet.
โHave I ever given you reason to fear me?โ he askedโno,ย demanded. โEver raised a hand to either of you?โ
โNo.โ Jameson beat his brother to the answer. โWould I?โ the old man challenged. โEver?โ Grayson answered this time. โNo.โ
โWhy not?โ Tobias Hawthorne posed that question like it was a riddle. โIf it would push you to be what I need you to be, if it would make you betterโwhyย wouldnโtย I get physical?โ
Jameson felt like he had to answer firstโand answer well. โBecause itโs beneath you.โ
โBecause I love you.โ The correction felt brutal, despite the sentiment being conveyed. โAnd Hawthornes protect those we love.ย Always.โ He nodded to the window again. โLook out there. See it.โ He wasnโt talking about the fireworks. โAll of it. All we have, all we are, all Iโve built.โ
Jameson looked. Beside him, Grayson did the same. โIt was just a kiss,โ Grayson said stubbornly.
โTwo kisses, I believe,โ the old man replied. โYou tread dangerous ground, boys. Some kisses are just kisses. A frivolity, really.โ
Jameson thought of the moment heโd pressed his lips to Emilyโs.
โYou hardly have time for such things,โ the old man scoffed. โA kiss is nothing. But love?โ Tobias Hawthorneโs voice was quiet now. โWhen youโre old enough, when youโre ready, be warned: There isย nothingย frivolous about the way a Hawthorne man loves.โ
Jameson thought suddenly of the grandmother heโd never even met, the woman whoโd died before he was born.
โMen like us love only once,โ the old man said quietly. โFully. Wholeheartedly. Itโs all-consuming and eternal. All these years your grandmother has been gone.โฆโ Tobias Hawthorneโs eyes closed. โAnd there hasnโt been anyone else. There canโt and wonโt be. Because when you love a woman or a man or anyone the way we love, there is no going back.โ
That felt like a warning more than a promise.
โAnything less, and youโll destroy her. And if she is the oneโฆโ The old man looked first at Jameson, then at Grayson, then back at Jameson again. โSomeday, sheโll destroy you.โ
He didnโt make that sound like a bad thing.
โWhat would she have thought of us?โ Jameson asked the question on impulse, but he didnโt regret it. โOur grandmother?โ
โYouโre still works in progress,โ the old man replied. โLetโs save my Aliceโs judgment for when youโre done.โ
With that, Tobias Hawthorne turned away from them, away from the window, away from the fireworks. When he spoke again, it was in a tone
that Jameson recognized all too well. โThere are thousands of boards in this tree house. I have weakened one. Find it.โ
A test. A challenge. A game.
By the time they found the board, the fireworks were long over. โBreak the board,โ the old man ordered.
Jameson wordlessly held it up. Grayson assumed the proper stance, then threw his body into the strike. The heel of his hand hit the board just above the crack, and it split.
โNow,โ Tobias Hawthorne ordered, โfind me a board that cannot be weakened. And when you find it,โ the old man continued, leaning back against the tree house wall, his eyes narrowed but burning with a familiar kind of fire, โyou can tell me: Which kind of board are the two of you?โ