MEG PACKED UPย her house, gave up her role inย Suits. After seven seasons. A difficult moment for her, because she loved that show, loved the
character she was playing, loved her cast and crewโloved Canada. On the other hand life there had become untenable. Especially on set. The show writers were frustrated, because they were often advised by the Palace comms team to change lines of dialogue, what her character would do, how she would act.
Sheโd also shut down her website and abandoned all social media, again at the behest of the Palace comms team. Sheโd said goodbye to her friends, goodbye to her car, goodbye to one of her dogsโBogart. Heโd been so traumatized by the siege of her house, by the constant ringing of the doorbell, that his demeanor changed when Meg was around. Heโd become an aggressive guard dog. Megโs neighbors had graciously agreed to adopt him.
But Guy came. Not my friend, Megโs other dog, her beat-up little beagle, who was even more beat-up of late. He missed Bogart, of course, but more, he was badly injured. Days before Meg left Canada, Guy had run away from his minder. (Meg was at work.) Heโd been found miles from Megโs house, unable to walk. His legs were now in casts.
I often had to hold him upright so he could pee.
I didnโt mind in the least. I loved that dog. I couldnโt stop kissing him, petting him. Yes, my intense feelings for Meg spilled over onto anyone or anything she loved, but also Iโd wanted a dog for so long, and Iโd never been able to have one because Iโd been such a nomad. One night, not long after Megโs arrival in Britain, we were at home, making dinner, playing with Guy, and the kitchen of Nott Cott was as full of love as any room Iโd ever been in.
I opened a bottle of champagneโan old, old gift Iโd been saving for a special occasion.
Meg smiled.ย Whatโs the occasion? No occasion.
I scooped up Guy, carried him outside, into the walled garden, put him down on a blanket Iโd spread on the grass. Then I ran back inside and asked Meg to grab her champagne flute and come with me.
Whatโs up? Nothing.
I led her out to the garden. Cold night. We were both wrapped in big coats, and hers had a hood lined with fake fur that framed her face like a cameo. I set electric candles around the blanket. I wanted it to look like Botswana, the bush, where Iโd first thought of proposing.
Now I knelt on the blanket, Guy at my side. Both of us looked up searchingly at Meg.
My eyes already full of tears, I brought the ring out of my pocket and said my piece. I was shivering, and my heart was audibly thumping, and my voice was unsteady, but she got the idea.
Spend your life with me? Make me the happiest guy on this planet? Yes.
Yes?
Yes!
I laughed. She laughed. What other reaction could there be? In this mixed-up world, this pain-filled life, weโd done it. Weโd managed to find each other.
Then we were cryingย andย laughing, and petting Guy, who looked frozen solid.
We started for the house.
Oh, wait. Donโt you want to see the ring, my love?
She hadnโt even thought about it.
We hurried inside, finished our celebration in the warmth of the kitchen. It was November 4.
We managed to keep it secret for about two weeks.





