The twins are still asleep when someone knocks. Sonya and Sara showed me where the girls’ bathrooms are so I had a chance to shower last night, but I’m still wearing Kenji’s oversized clothes. I feel a little ridiculous as I pad my way toward the door.
I open it.
Blink. โHey, Winston.โ
He looks me up and down. โCastle thought you might like to change out of those clothes.โ
โYou have something for me to wear?โ โYeahโremember? We made you something custom.โ โOh. Wow. Yeah, that sounds great.โ
I slip outside silently, following Winston through the dark halls. The underground world is quiet, its inhabitants still asleep. I ask Winston why we’re up so early.
โI figured you’d want to meet everyone at breakfast. This way you can jump into the regular routine of things around hereโeven get started on your training.โ He glances back. โWe all have to learn how to harness our abilities in the most effective manner possible. It’s no good having no control over your body.โ
โWaitโyou have anย ability, too?โ
โThere are exactly fifty-six of us who do. The rest are our family members, children, or close friends who help out with everything else. So yes, I’m one of those fifty-six. So are you.โ
I’m nearly stepping on his feet in an effort to keep up with his long legs. โSo what can you do?โ
He doesn’t answer. And I can’t be sure, but I think he’s blushing.
โI’m sorryโโ I backpedal. โI don’t mean to pryโ I shouldn’t have askedโโ
โIt’s okay,โ he cuts me off. โI just think it’s kind of stupid.โ He laughs a short, hard laugh. โOf all the things I should be able to do,โ he sighs. โAt least you can do somethingย interesting.ย โ
I stop walking, stunned. Horrified. โYou think this is a competition? To see which magic trick is more twisted? To see who can inflict the most pain?โ
โThat’s not what I meantโโ
โI don’t think it’sย interestingย to be able to kill someone by accident. I don’t think it’sย interestingย to be afraid to touch a living thing.โ
His jaw is tense. โI didn’t mean it like that. I just . . . I wish I were more useful. That’s all.โ
I cross my arms. โYou don’t have to tell me if you don’t want to.โ
He rolls his eyes. Runs a hand through his hair. โI’m justโI’m very . .
. flexible,โ he says.
It takes me a moment to process his admission. โLikeโ you can bend yourself into a pretzel?โ
โSure. Or stretch myself if I need to.โ
I’m gawking so openly I must be embarrassing myself. โCan I see?โ
He bites his lip. Readjusts his glasses. Looks both ways down the empty hall. And loops one arm around his waist. Twice.
I’m gaping like a dead fish. โWow.โ
โIt’s stupid,โ he grumbles. โAnd useless.โ
โAre you insane?โ I lean back to look at him. โThat’sย incredible.โ
But his arm is back to normal and he’s walking away again. I have to run to catch up.
โDon’t be so hard on yourself,โ I try to tell him. โIt’s nothing to be ashamed of.โ But he’s not listening and I’m wondering when I became a motivational speaker. When I made the switch from hating myself to accepting myself. When it became okay for me to choose my own life.
Winston leads me to the room I met him in. The same white walls. The same small bed. Only this time, Adam and Kenji are waiting inside. My heart kicks into gear and I’m suddenly nervous.
Adam is up. He’s standing on his own and he looks perfect. Beautiful. Unharmed. There’s not a single drop of blood on his body. He walks forward with only a slight discomfort, smiles at me with no difficulty. His skin is a little paler than normal, but positively radiant compared to his complexion the night we arrived. His natural tan offsets a pair of eyes a shade of blue in a midnight sky.
โJuliette,โ he says.
I can’t stop staring at him. Marveling at him. Amazed by how incredible it feels to know that he’s all right. โHey.โ I manage to smile.
โGood morning to you, too,โ Kenji interjects.
I startle. I’m pinker than a summer sunset, and shrinking just as quickly. โOh, hi.โ I wave a limp hand in his direction.
He snorts.
โAll right. Let’s get this over with, shall we?โ Winston walks toward one of the walls, which turns out to be a closet. There’s one pop of color inside. He pulls it off the hanger.
โCan I, uh, have a moment alone with her?โ
Winston takes off his glasses. Rubs his eyes. โI need to follow protocol. I have to explain everythingโโ
โI knowโthat’s fine,โ Adam says. โYou can do it after. I just need a minute, I promise. I haven’t really had a chance to talk to her since we got here.โ
Winston frowns. Looks at me. Looks at Adam. Sighs.
โAll right. But then we’ll be back. I need to make sure everything fits and I have to check theโโ
โPerfect. That sounds great. Thanks, manโโ And he’s shoving them out the door.
โWait!โ Winston slams the door back open. โAt least get her to put the suit on while we’re outside. That way it won’t be a complete waste of my time.โ
Adam stares at the material in Winston’s outstretched hand. Winston rubs his forehead and mumbles something about people always wasting his time, and Adam suppresses a grin. Glances at me. I shrug. โOkay,โ he says, grabbing the suit. โBut now you have to get outโโ And pushes them both back into the hallway.
โWe’re going to beย right outside,โ Kenji shouts. โLike five seconds awayโโ
Adam closes the door behind them. Turns around. His eyes are burning into me.
I don’t know how to calm my heart. I try to speak and fail.
He finds his voice first. โI never had a chance to say thank you,โ he says.
I drop my eyes. Pretend heat isn’t fighting its way up my face. Pinch myself for no real reason.
He steps forward. Leans in. Takes my hands. โJuliette.โ I peek up at him.
โYou saved my life.
โ
I bite the inside of my cheek. It seems so silly to say โYou’re welcomeโ for saving someone’s life. I don’t know what to do. โI’m just so happy you’re okay,โ is all I manage.
He’s staring at my lips and I’m aching everywhere. If he kisses me right now I don’t think I’ll let him stop. He takes a sharp breath. Seems to remember he’s holding something. โOh. Maybe you should put this on?โ He hands me a slinky piece of something purple. It looks tiny. Like a jumpsuit that could fit a small child. It weighs less than nothing.
I offer Adam a blank stare. He grins. โTry it on.โ
I stare differently.
โOh.โ He jumps back, a little bashful. โRightโI’ll justโ I’ll turn aroundโโ
I wait until his back is to me before I exhale. I look around. There don’t seem to be any mirrors in this room. I shed the oversized outfit. Drop each piece on the floor. I’m standing here, completely naked, and for a moment I’m too petrified to move. But Adam doesn’t turn around. He doesn’t say a word. I examine the shiny purple material. I imagine it’s supposed to stretch.
It does.
In fact, it’s unexpectedly easy to slip onโlike it was designed specifically for my body. There’s built-in lining for where underwear is supposed to be, extra support for my chest, a collar that goes right up to my neck, sleeves that touch my wrists, legs that touch my ankles, a zipper that pulls it all together. I examine the ultrathin material. It feels like I’m wearing nothing. It’s the richest shade of purple, skintight but not tight at all. It’s breathable, oddly comfortable.
โHow does it look . . . ?โ Adam asks. He sounds nervous. โCan you help me zip it up?โ
He turns around. His lips part, falter, form an incredible smile. His eyebrows are touching the ceiling. I’m blushing so hard I don’t even know where to look. He steps forward and I turn around, only too eager to hide my face, the butterflies racing through my chest. Adam touches my hair and I realize it’s almost all the way down my back. Maybe it’s time I cut it.
His fingers are so careful. He pushes the waves over my shoulder so they won’t get caught in the zipper. Trails a line from the base of my neck down to the start of the seam, down to the dip in my lower back. I can hardly keep myself upright. My spine is conducting enough electricity to power a city. He takes his time zipping me up. Runs his hands down the length of my silhouette. โGod you look incredible,โ is the first thing he says to me.
I turn around. He’s pressing his fist to his mouth, trying to hide his smile, trying to stop the words from tumbling out of his lips.
I touch the material. Decide I should probably say something. โIt’s very . . . comfortable.โ
โSexy.โ
I look up.
He’s shaking his head. โIt’s sexy as hell.โ He steps forward. Slips me into his arms. โI look like a gymnast,โ I mumble.
โNo,โ he whispers, hot hot hot against my lips. โYou look like a superhero.โ