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Chapter no 48

Shatter Me

Castle uses the key in his hand to open the door.

โ€œWhy does the medical wing have to be locked?โ€ I ask him.

He turns to me. He’s not very tall, I realize for the first time. โ€œIf you’d known where to find himโ€”would you have waited patiently behind this door?โ€

I drop my eyes. Don’t answer. Hope I’m not blushing.

He tries to be encouraging. โ€œHealing is a delicate process. It can’t be interrupted or influenced by erratic emotions. We’re lucky enough to have two healers among usโ€”a set of twins, in fact. But most fascinating is that they each focus on a different elementโ€”one on the physical incapacitations, and one on the mental. Both facets must be addressed, otherwise the healing will be incomplete, weak, insufficient.โ€ He turns the door handle. โ€œBut I think it’s safe for Adam to see you now.โ€

I step inside and my senses are almost immediately assaulted by the scent of jasmine. I search the space for the flowers but find none. I wonder if it’s a perfume. It’s intoxicating.

โ€œI’ll be just outside,โ€ Castle says to me.

The room is filled with a long row of beds, simply made. All 20 or so of them are empty except for Adam’s. There’s a door at the end of the room that probably leads to another space, but I’m too nervous to be curious right now.

I pull up an extra chair and try to be as quiet as possible. I don’t want to wake him, I just want to know he’s okay. I clasp and unclasp my hands. I’m too aware of my racing heart. And I know I probably shouldn’t touch him, but I can’t help myself. I cover his hand with mine. His fingers are warm.

His eyes flutter for just a moment. They don’t open. He takes a sudden breath and I freeze.

I almost collapse into tears. โ€œWhat are youย doing?โ€

My neck snaps at the sound of Castle’s panicked voice.

I drop Adam’s hand. Push away from the bed, eyes wide, worried. โ€œWhat do you mean?โ€

โ€œWhy are youโ€”you justโ€”you canย touchย himโ€”?โ€ I never thought I’d see Castle so confused, so perplexed. He’s lost his composure, one arm half extended in an effort to stop me.

โ€œOf course I can touโ€”โ€ I stop. Try to stay calm. โ€œKenji didn’t tell you?โ€

โ€œThis young man has immunity from your touch?โ€ Castle’s words are whispered, astonished.

โ€œYes.โ€ I look from him to Adam, still sound asleep.ย So does Warner. โ€œThat’s . . .ย astounding.โ€

โ€œIs it?โ€

โ€œVery.โ€ Castle’s eyes are bright, so eager. โ€œIt certainly isn’t coincidence. There is no coincidence in these kinds of situations.โ€ He pauses. Paces. โ€œFascinating. So many possibilitiesโ€”so many theoriesโ€”โ€ He’s not even talking to me anymore. His mind is working too quickly for me to keep up. He takes a deep breath. Seems to remember I’m still in the room. โ€œMy apologies. Please, carry on. The girls will be out soon

โ€”they’re assisting James at the moment. I must report this new information as soon as possible.โ€

โ€œWaitโ€”โ€

He looks up. โ€œYes?โ€

โ€œYou have theories?โ€ I ask him. โ€œYouโ€”you know why these things are happening . . . to me?โ€

โ€œYou mean toย us?โ€ Castle offers me a gentle smile. I try not to blush. I manage to nod.

โ€œWe have been doing extensive research for years,โ€ he says. โ€œWe think we have a pretty good idea.โ€

โ€œAnd?โ€ I can hardly breathe.

โ€œIf you should decide to stay at Omega Point, we’ll have that conversation very soon, I promise. Besides, I’m sure now is probably not the best time.โ€ He nods at Adam.

โ€œOh.โ€ I feel my cheeks burn. โ€œOf course.โ€ Castle turns to leave.

โ€œBut do you think that Adamโ€”โ€ The words tumble out of my mouth

too quickly. I try to pace myself. โ€œDo you think he’s . . . likeย us, too?โ€

Castle pivots back around. Studies my eyes. โ€œI think,โ€ he says carefully, โ€œthat it is entirely possible.โ€

I gasp.

โ€œMy apologies,โ€ he says, โ€œbut I really must get going. And I wouldn’t want to interrupt your time together.โ€

I want to say yes, sure, of course, absolutely. I want to smile and wave and tell him it’s no problem. But I have so many questions, I think I might explode; I want him to tell me everything he knows.

โ€œI know this is a lot of information to take in at once.โ€ Castle pauses at the door. โ€œBut we’ll have plenty of opportunities to talk. You must be exhausted and I’m sure you’d like to get some sleep. The girls will take care of youโ€”they’re expecting you. In fact, they’ll be your new roommates at Omega Point. I’m sure they’ll be happy to answer any questions you might have.โ€ He clasps my shoulders before he goes. โ€œIt’s an honor to have you with us, Ms. Ferrars. I hope you will seriously consider joining us on a permanent basis.โ€

I nod, numb. And he’s gone.

We have been doing extensive research for years, he said.ย We think we have a pretty good idea, he said.ย Weโ€™ll have that conversation very soon, I promise.

For the first time in my life I might finally understand what I am and it doesn’t seem possible. And Adam.ย Adam.ย I shake myself and take my seat next to him. Squeeze his fingers. Castle could be wrong. Maybe thisย isย all coincidence.

I have to focus.

I wonder if anyone has heard from Warner lately. โ€œJuliette?โ€

His eyes are half open. He’s staring at me like he’s not sure if I’m real.

โ€œAdam!โ€ I have to force myself to be still.

He smiles and the effort seems to exhaust him. โ€œGod it’s good to see you.โ€

โ€œYou’reย okay.โ€ I grip his hand, resist pulling him into my arms. โ€œYou’re really okay.โ€

His grin gets bigger. โ€œI’m so tired. I feel like I could sleep for a few years.โ€

โ€œDon’t worry, the sedative will wear off soon.โ€

I spin around. Two girls with exactly the same green eyes are staring at us. They smile at the same time. Their long brown hair is thick and stick-straight in high ponytails on their heads. They’re wearing matching silver bodysuits. Gold ballet flats.

โ€œI’m Sonya,โ€ the girl on the left says. โ€œI’m Sara,โ€ her sister adds.

I have no idea how to tell them apart.

โ€œIt’s so nice to meet you,โ€ they say at exactly the same time. โ€œI’m Juliette,โ€ I manage. โ€œIt’s a pleasure to meet you, too.โ€ โ€œAdam is almost ready for release,โ€ one says to me.

โ€œSonya is an excellent healer,โ€ the other one chimes in. โ€œSara is better than I am,โ€ says the first.

โ€œHe should be okay to leave just as soon as the sedative is out of his system,โ€ they say together, smiling.

โ€œOhโ€”that’s greatโ€”thank you so muchโ€”โ€ I don’t know who to look at. Who to answer. I glance back at Adam.

He seems thoroughly amused. โ€œWhere’s James?โ€ he asks.

โ€œHe’s playing with the other children.โ€ I think it’s Sara who says it. โ€œWe just took him on a bathroom break,โ€ says the other.

โ€œWould you like to see him?โ€ Back to Sara.

โ€œThere are other children?โ€ My eyes are as wide as my face. The girls nod at the same time.

โ€œWe’ll go get him,โ€ they chorus. And disappear. โ€œThey seem nice,โ€ Adam says after a moment. โ€œYeah. They do.โ€ This whole place seems nice.

Sonya and Sara come back with James, who seems happier than I’ve ever seen him, almost happier than seeing Adam for the first time. He’s thrilled to be here. Thrilled to be with the other kids, thrilled to be with โ€œthe pretty girls who take care of me because they’re so nice and there’s so much food and they gave meย chocolate,ย Adamโ€”have you ever tastedย chocolate?โ€ and he has a big bed and tomorrow he’s going to class with the other kids and he’s already excited.

โ€œI’m so happy you’re awake,โ€ he says to Adam, practically jumping up and down on his bed. โ€œThey said you got sick and that you were resting and now you’re awake so that means you’re better, right? And we’re safe? I don’t really remember what happened on our way here,โ€ he admits, a little embarrassed. โ€œI think I fell asleep.โ€

I think Adam is looking to break Kenji’s neck at this point.

โ€œYeah, we’re safe,โ€ Adam tells him, running a hand through his messy blond hair. โ€œEverything is okay.โ€

James runs back to the playroom with the other kids. Sonya and Sara invent an excuse to leave so we have some privacy. I’m liking them more and more.

โ€œHas anyone told you about this place yet?โ€ Adam asks me. He manages to sit up. His sheet slides down. His chest is exposed. His skin is perfectly healedโ€”I can hardly reconcile the image I have in my memory with the one in front of me. I forget to answer his question.

โ€œYou have no scars.โ€ I touch his skin like I need to feel it for myself.

He tries to smile. โ€œThey’re not very traditional in their medical practices around here.โ€

I look up, startled. โ€œYou . . . know?โ€ โ€œDid you meet Castle yet?โ€

I nod, bewildered.

He shifts. Sighs. โ€œI’ve heard rumors about this place for a long time. I got really good at listening to whispers, mostly because I was looking out for myself. But in the army we hear things. Any and all kinds of enemy threats. Possible ambushes. There was talk of an unusual underground movement from the moment I enlisted. Most people said it was crap. That it was some kind of garbage concocted to scare peopleโ€” that there was no way it could be real. But I always hoped it had some basis in truth, especially after I found out about youโ€”I hoped we’d be able to find others with similar abilities. But I didn’t know who to ask. I had no connectionsโ€”no way of knowing how to find them.โ€ He shakes his head. โ€œAnd all this time, Kenji was working undercover.โ€

โ€œHe said he was looking for me.โ€

Adam nods. Laughs. โ€œJust like I was looking for you. Just like Warner was looking for you.โ€

โ€œI don’t understand,โ€ I mumble. โ€œEspecially now that I know there are others like meโ€”stronger, evenโ€”why did Warner wantย me?โ€

โ€œHe discovered you before Castle did,โ€ Adam says. โ€œHe felt like he claimed you a long time ago.โ€ Adam leans back. โ€œWarner’s a lot of things, but he’s not stupid. I’m sure he knew there was some truth to those rumorsโ€”and he was fascinated. Because as much as Castle wanted to use his abilities for good, Warner wanted to manipulate those abilities for his own cause. He wanted to become some kind of superpower.โ€ A pause. โ€œHe invested a lot of time and energy just studying you. I don’t think he wanted to let that effort go to waste.โ€

โ€œAdam,โ€ I whisper.

He takes my hand. โ€œYeah?โ€ โ€œI don’t think he’s dead.โ€

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