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Chapter no 1

Romancing Mister Bridgerton (Bridgertons, #4)

Matchmaking mamas are united in their gleeโ€”Colin Bridgerton has returned from Greece!

For those gentle (and ignorant) readers who are new to town this year, Mr. Bridgerton is third in the legendary string of eight Bridgerton siblings (hence the name Colin, beginning with C; he follows Anthony and Benedict, and precedes Daphne, Eloise, Francesca, Gregory, and Hyacinth).

Although Mr. Bridgerton holds no noble title and is unlikely ever to do so (he is seventh in line for the title of Viscount Bridgerton, behind the two sons of the current viscount, his elder brother Benedict, and his three sons) he is still considered one of the prime

catches of the season, due to his fortune, his face, his form, and most of all, his charm. It is difficult, however, to predict whether Mr.

Bridgerton will succumb to matrimonial bliss this season; he is certainly of an age to marry (three-and-thirty), but he has never

shown a decided interest in any lady of proper parentage, and to

make matters even more complicated, he has an appalling tendency to leave London at the drop of a hat, bound for some exotic destination.

LADYย WHISTLEDOWNโ€™Sย SOCIETYย PAPERS, 2 APRILย 1824

โ€œLook at this!โ€ Portia Featherington squealed. โ€œColin Bridgerton is back!โ€

Penelope looked up from her needlework. Her mother was clutching the latest edition ofย Lady Whistledownโ€™s Society Papersย the way Penelope might clutch, say, a rope while hanging off a building. โ€œI know,โ€ she murmured.

Portia frowned. She hated when someoneโ€”anyoneโ€”was aware of gossip before she was. โ€œHow did you get toย Whistledownย before I did? I told Briarly to set it aside for me and not to let anyone touchโ€”โ€

โ€œI didnโ€™t see it inย Whistledown,โ€ Penelope interrupted, before her mother went off to castigate the poor, beleaguered butler. โ€œFelicity told me. Yesterday afternoon. Hyacinth Bridgerton told her.โ€

โ€œYour sister spends a great deal of time over at the Bridgerton household.โ€

โ€œAs do I,โ€ Penelope pointed out, wondering where this was leading.

Portia tapped her finger against the side of her chin, as she always did when she was plotting or scheming. โ€œColin Bridgerton is of an age to be looking for a wife.โ€

Penelope managed to blink just before her eyes bugged right out of her head. โ€œColin Bridgerton is not going to marry Felicity!โ€

Portia gave a little shrug. โ€œStranger things have happened.โ€ โ€œNot that Iโ€™ve ever seen,โ€ Penelope muttered.

โ€œAnthony Bridgerton married that Kate Sheffield girl, and she was even less popular thanย you.โ€

That wasnโ€™t exactly true; Penelope rather thought theyโ€™d been on equally low rungs of the social ladder. But there seemed little point in

telling this to her mother, who probably thought sheโ€™d complimented her third daughter by saying sheโ€™d not been the least popular girl that season.

Penelope felt her lips tightening. Her motherโ€™s โ€œcomplimentsโ€ had a habit of landing rather like wasps.

โ€œDo not think I mean to criticize,โ€ Portia said, suddenly all concern. โ€œIn truth, I am glad for your spinsterhood. I am alone in this world save for my daughters, and itโ€™s comforting to know that one of you shall be able to care for me in my older years.โ€

Penelope had a vision of the futureโ€”the future as described by her motherโ€”and she had a sudden urge to run out and marry the chimney sweep. Sheโ€™d long since resigned herself to a life of eternal spinsterhood, but somehow sheโ€™d always pictured herself off in her own neat little terrace house. Or maybe a snug cottage by the sea.

But lately Portia had been peppering her conversations with references to her old age and how lucky she was that Penelope could care for her.

Never mind that both Prudence and Philippa had married well-heeled men and possessed ample funds to see to their motherโ€™s every comfort. Or that Portia was moderately wealthy in her own right; when her family had settled money on her as a dowry, one-fourth had been set aside for her own personal account.

No, when Portia talked about being โ€œcared for,โ€ she wasnโ€™t referring to money. What Portia wanted was a slave.

Penelope sighed. She was being overly harsh with her mother, if only in her own mind. She did that too often. Her mother loved her. She knew her mother loved her. And she loved her mother back.

It was just that sometimes she didnโ€™t muchย likeย her mother.

She hoped that didnโ€™t make her a bad person. But truly, her mother could try the patience of even the kindest, gentlest of daughters, and as Penelope was the first to admit, she could be a wee bit sarcastic at times.

โ€œWhy donโ€™t you think Colin would marry Felicity?โ€ Portia asked.

Penelope looked up, startled. Sheโ€™d thought they were done with that subject. She should have known better. Her mother was nothing if not tenacious. โ€œWell,โ€ she said slowly, โ€œto begin with, sheโ€™s twelve years younger than he is.โ€

โ€œPfft,โ€ Portia said, waving her hand dismissively. โ€œThatโ€™s nothing, and you know it.โ€

Penelope frowned, then yelped as she accidentally stabbed her finger with her needle.

โ€œBesides,โ€ Portia continued blithely, โ€œheโ€™sโ€โ€”she looked back down atย Whistledownย and scanned it for his exact ageโ€”โ€œthree-and-thirty! How is he meant to avoid a twelve-year difference between him and his wife? Surely you donโ€™t expect him to marry someoneย yourย age.โ€

Penelope sucked on her abused finger even though she knew it was hopelessly uncouth to do so. But she needed to put something in her mouth to keep her from saying something horribleย andย horribly spiteful.

Everything her mother said was true. Manyย tonย weddingsโ€”maybe even most of themโ€”saw men marrying girls a dozen or more years their junior. But somehow the age gap between Colin and Felicity seemed even larger,

perhaps becauseโ€ฆ

Penelope was unable to keep the disgust off her face. โ€œSheโ€™s like a sister to him. A little sister.โ€

โ€œReally, Penelope. I hardly thinkโ€”โ€

โ€œItโ€™s almost incestuous,โ€ Penelope muttered. โ€œWhat did you say?โ€

Penelope snatched up her needlework again. โ€œNothing.โ€ โ€œIโ€™m sure you said something.โ€

Penelope shook her head. โ€œI did clear my throat. Perhaps you heardโ€”โ€ โ€œI heard you saying something. Iโ€™m sure of it!โ€

Penelope groaned. Her life loomed long and tedious ahead of her. โ€œMother,โ€ she said, with the patience of, if not a saint, at least a very devout nun, โ€œFelicity is practically engaged to Mr. Albansdale.โ€

Portia actually began rubbing her hands together. โ€œShe wonโ€™t be engaged to him if she can catch Colin Bridgerton.โ€

โ€œFelicity wouldย dieย before chasing after Colin.โ€

โ€œOf course not. Sheโ€™s a smart girl. Anyone can see that Colin Bridgerton is a better catch.โ€

โ€œBut Felicity loves Mr. Albansdale!โ€

Portia deflated into her perfectly upholstered chair. โ€œThere is that.โ€ โ€œAnd,โ€ Penelope added with great feeling, โ€œMr. Albansdale is in

possession of a perfectly respectable fortune.โ€

Portia tapped her index finger against her cheek. โ€œTrue. Not,โ€ she said sharply, โ€œas respectable as a Bridgerton portion, but itโ€™s nothing to sneeze at, I suppose.โ€

Penelope knew it was time to let it go, but she couldnโ€™t stop her mouth from opening one last time. โ€œIn all truth, Mother, heโ€™s a wonderful match for Felicity. We should be delighted for her.โ€

โ€œI know, I know,โ€ Portia grumbled. โ€œItโ€™s just that I so wanted one of my daughters to marry a Bridgerton. What a coup! I would be the talk of London for weeks. Years, maybe.โ€

Penelope stabbed her needle into the cushion beside her. It was a rather foolish way to vent her anger, but the alternative was to jump to her feet and yell,ย What about me?ย Portia seemed to think that once Felicity was wed, her

hopes for a Bridgerton union were forever dashed. But Penelope was still unmarriedโ€”didnโ€™t that count for anything?

Was it so much to wish that her mother thought of her with the same pride she felt for her other three daughters? Penelope knew that Colin

wasnโ€™t going to choose her as his bride, but shouldnโ€™t a mother be at least a little bit blind to her childrenโ€™s faults? It was obvious to Penelope that neither Prudence, Philippa, nor even Felicity had ever had a chance with a Bridgerton. Why did her mother seem to think their charms so exceeded Penelopeโ€™s?

Very well, Penelope had to admit that Felicity enjoyed a popularity that exceeded that of her three older sisters combined. But Prudence and

Philippa had never been Incomparables. Theyโ€™d hovered on the perimeters of ballrooms just as much as Penelope had.

Except, of course, that they were married now. Penelope wouldnโ€™t have wanted to cleave herself unto either of their husbands, but at least they were wives.

Thankfully, however, Portiaโ€™s mind had already moved on to greener pastures. โ€œI must pay a call upon Violet,โ€ she was saying. โ€œSheโ€™ll be so relieved that Colin is back.โ€

โ€œIโ€™m sure Lady Bridgerton will be delighted to see you,โ€ Penelope said. โ€œThat poor woman,โ€ Portia said, her sigh dramatic. โ€œShe worries about

him, you knowโ€”โ€ โ€œI know.โ€

โ€œTruly, I think it is more than a mother should be expected to bear. He goes gallivanting about, the good Lord only knows where, to countries that are positivelyย unheathenโ€”โ€

โ€œI believe they practice Christianity in Greece,โ€ Penelope murmured, her eyes back down on her needlework.

โ€œDonโ€™t be impertinent, Penelope Anne Featherington, and theyโ€™re

Catholics!โ€ Portia shuddered on the word.

โ€œTheyโ€™re not Catholics at all,โ€ Penelope replied, giving up on the needlework and setting it aside. โ€œTheyโ€™re Greek Orthodox.โ€

โ€œWell, theyโ€™re not Church of England,โ€ Portia said with a sniff. โ€œSeeing as how theyโ€™re Greek, I donโ€™t think theyโ€™re terribly worried

about that.โ€

Portiaโ€™s eyes narrowed disapprovingly. โ€œAnd how do you know about this Greek religion, anyway? No, donโ€™t tell me,โ€ she said with a dramatic flourish. โ€œYou read it somewhere.โ€

Penelope just blinked as she tried to think of a suitable reply.

โ€œI wish you wouldnโ€™t read so much,โ€ Portia sighed. โ€œI probably could have married you off years ago if you had concentrated more on the social graces and less onโ€ฆless onโ€ฆโ€

Penelope had to ask. โ€œLess on what?โ€

โ€œI donโ€™t know. Whatever it is you do that has you staring into space and daydreaming so often.โ€

โ€œIโ€™m just thinking,โ€ Penelope said quietly. โ€œSometimes I just like to stop and think.โ€

โ€œStop what?โ€ Portia wanted to know.

Penelope couldnโ€™t help but smile. Portiaโ€™s query seemed to sum up all that was different between mother and daughter. โ€œItโ€™s nothing, Mother,โ€ Penelope said. โ€œReally.โ€

Portia looked as if she wanted to say more, then thought the better of it. Or maybe she was just hungry. She did pluck a biscuit off the tea tray and pop it into her mouth.

Penelope started to reach out to take the last biscuit for herself, then decided to let her mother have it. She might as well keep her motherโ€™s mouth full. The last thing she wanted was to find herself in another conversation about Colin Bridgerton.

โ€œColinโ€™s back!โ€

Penelope looked up from her bookโ€”A Brief History of Greeceโ€”to see Eloise Bridgerton bursting into her room. As usual, Eloise had not been announced. The Featherington butler was so used to seeing her there that he treated her like a member of the family.

โ€œIs he?โ€ Penelope asked, managing to feign (in her opinion) rather

realistic indifference. Of course, she did setย A Brief History of Greeceย down behindย Mathilda, the novel by S.R. Fielding that had been all the rage a year earlier. Everyone had a copy ofย Mathildaย on their bedstand. And it was thick enough to hideย A Brief History of Greece.

Eloise sat down in Penelopeโ€™s desk chair. โ€œIndeed, and heโ€™s very tanned.

All that time in the sun, I suppose.โ€ โ€œHe went to Greece, didnโ€™t he?โ€

Eloise shook her head. โ€œHe said the war there has worsened, and it was too dangerous. So he went to Cyprus instead.โ€

โ€œMy, my,โ€ Penelope said with a smile. โ€œLady Whistledown got something wrong.โ€

Eloise smiled that cheeky Bridgerton smile, and once again Penelope realized how lucky she was to have her as her closest friend. She and Eloise had been inseparable since the age of seventeen. Theyโ€™d had their London

seasons together, reached adulthood together, and, much to their mothersโ€™ dismay, had become spinsters together.

Eloise claimed that she hadnโ€™t met the right person.

Penelope, of course, hadnโ€™t been asked. โ€œDid he enjoy Cyprus?โ€ Penelope inquired.

Eloise sighed. โ€œHe said it was brilliant. How I should love to travel. It seems everyone has been somewhere but me.โ€

โ€œAnd me,โ€ Penelope reminded her.

โ€œAnd you,โ€ Eloise agreed. โ€œThank goodness for you.โ€

โ€œEloise!โ€ Penelope exclaimed, throwing a pillow at her. But she thanked goodness for Eloise, too. Every day. Many women went through their entire lives without a close female friend, and here she had someone to whom she could tell anything. Well, almost anything. Penelope had never told her of her feelings for Colin, although she rather thought Eloise suspected the truth. Eloise was far too tactful to mention it, though, which only validated Penelopeโ€™s certainty that Colin would never love her. If Eloise had thought, for even one moment, that Penelope actually had a chance at snaring Colin as a husband, she would have been plotting her matchmaking strategies with a ruthlessness that would have impressed any army general.

When it came right down to it, Eloise was a rather managing sort of person.

โ€œโ€ฆand then he said that the water was so choppy that he actually cast up his accounts over the side of the boat, andโ€”โ€ Eloise scowled. โ€œYouโ€™re not listening to me.โ€

โ€œNo,โ€ Penelope admitted. โ€œWell, yes, actually, parts of it. I cannot believe Colin actually told you he vomited.โ€

โ€œWell, Iย amย his sister.โ€

โ€œHeโ€™d be furious with you if he knew youโ€™d told me.โ€

Eloise waved off her protest. โ€œHe wonโ€™t mind. Youโ€™re like another sister to him.โ€

Penelope smiled, but she sighed at the same time.

โ€œMother asked himโ€”of courseโ€”whether he was planning to remain in town for the season,โ€ Eloise continued, โ€œandโ€”of courseโ€”he was terribly evasive, but then I decided to interrogate him myselfโ€”โ€

โ€œTerribly smart of you,โ€ Penelope murmured.

Eloise threw the pillow back at her. โ€œAnd I finally got him to admit to me that yes, he thinks he will stay for at least a few months. But he made me promise not to tell Mother.โ€

โ€œNow, thatโ€™s notโ€โ€”Penelope cleared her throatโ€”โ€œterribly intelligent of him. If your mother thinks his time here is limited, she will redouble her efforts to see him married. I should think that was what he wanted most to avoid.โ€

โ€œIt does seem his usual aim in life,โ€ Eloise concurred.

โ€œIf he lulled her into thinking that there was no rush, perhaps she might not badger him quite so much.โ€

โ€œAn interesting idea,โ€ Eloise said, โ€œbut probably more true in theory than in practice. My mother is so determined to see him wed that it matters not if she increases her efforts. Her regular efforts are enough to drive him mad as it is.โ€

โ€œCan one go doubly mad?โ€ Penelope mused.

Eloise cocked her head. โ€œI donโ€™t know,โ€ she said. โ€œI donโ€™t think I should want to find out.โ€

They both fell silent for a moment (a rare occurrence, indeed) and then Eloise quite suddenly jumped to her feet and said, โ€œI must go.โ€

Penelope smiled. People who didnโ€™t know Eloise very well thought she had a habit of changing the subject frequently (and abruptly), but Penelope knew that the truth was something else altogether. When Eloise had her mind set on something, she was completely unable to let it go. Which meant

that if Eloise suddenly wanted to leave, it probably had to do with something theyโ€™d been talking about earlier in the afternoon, andโ€”

โ€œColin is expected for tea,โ€ Eloise explained. Penelope smiled. She loved being right.

โ€œYou should come,โ€ Eloise said.

Penelope shook her head. โ€œHeโ€™ll want it to be just family.โ€

โ€œYouโ€™re probably right,โ€ Eloise said, nodding slightly. โ€œVery well, then, I must be off. Terribly sorry to cut my visit so short, but I wanted to be sure that you knew Colin was home.โ€

โ€œWhistledown,โ€ย Penelope reminded her.

โ€œRight. Where does that woman get her information?โ€ Eloise said, shaking her head in wonder. โ€œI vow sometimes she knows so much about my family I wonder if I ought to be frightened.โ€

โ€œShe canโ€™t go on forever,โ€ Penelope commented, getting up to see her friend out. โ€œSomeone will eventually figure out who she is, donโ€™t you

think?โ€

โ€œI donโ€™t know.โ€ Eloise put her hand on the doorknob, twisted, and pulled. โ€œI used to think so. But itโ€™s been ten years. More, actually. If she were going to be caught, I think it would have happened already.โ€

Penelope followed Eloise down the stairs. โ€œEventually sheโ€™ll make a mistake. She has to. Sheโ€™s only human.โ€

Eloise laughed. โ€œAnd here I thought she was a minor god.โ€ Penelope found herself grinning.

Eloise stopped and whirled around so suddenly that Penelope crashed right into her, nearly sending both of them tumbling down the last few steps on the staircase. โ€œDo you know what?โ€ Eloise demanded.

โ€œI couldnโ€™t begin to speculate.โ€

Eloise didnโ€™t even bother to pull a face. โ€œIโ€™d wager that sheย hasย made a mistake,โ€ she said.

โ€œI beg your pardon?โ€

โ€œYou said it yourself. Sheโ€”or it could be he, I supposeโ€”has been writing the column for over a decade. No one could do that for so long without making a mistake. Do you know what I think?โ€

Penelope just spread her hands in an impatient gesture.

โ€œI think the problem is that the rest of us are too stupid to notice her mistakes.โ€

Penelope stared at her for a moment, then burst out laughing. โ€œOh, Eloise,โ€ she said, wiping tears from her eyes. โ€œI do love you.โ€

Eloise grinned. โ€œAnd itโ€™s a good thing you do, spinster that I am. We shall have to set up a household together when we are thirty and truly

crones.โ€

Penelope caught hold of the idea like a lifeboat. โ€œDo you think we

could?โ€ she exclaimed. And then, in a hushed voice, after looking furtively up and down the hall, โ€œMother has begun to speak of her old age with alarming frequency.โ€

โ€œWhatโ€™s so alarming about that?โ€

โ€œIโ€™m in all of her visions, waiting on her hand and foot.โ€ โ€œOh, dear.โ€

โ€œA milder expletive than had crossed my mind.โ€ โ€œPenelope!โ€ But Eloise was grinning.

โ€œI love my mother,โ€ Penelope said.

โ€œI know you do,โ€ Eloise said, in a rather placating sort of voice. โ€œNo, I really do.โ€

The left corner of Eloiseโ€™s mouth began to twitch. โ€œI know you really do. Really.โ€

โ€œItโ€™s just thatโ€”โ€

Eloise put up a hand. โ€œYou donโ€™t need to say any more. I understand perfectly. Iโ€”Oh! Good day, Mrs. Featherington!โ€

โ€œEloise,โ€ Portia said, bustling down the hall. โ€œI didnโ€™t realize you were here.โ€

โ€œIโ€™m sneaky as always,โ€ Eloise said. โ€œCheeky, even.โ€

Portia gave her an indulgent smile. โ€œI heard your brother is back in town.โ€

โ€œYes, we are all overjoyed.โ€

โ€œIโ€™m sure you must be, especially your mother.โ€

โ€œIndeed. She is beside herself. I believe she is drawing up a list right now.โ€

Portiaโ€™s entire aspect perked up, as it did at the mention of anything that might be construed as gossip. โ€œA list? What sort of list?โ€

โ€œOh, you know, the same list she has made for all of her adult children.

Prospective spouses and all that.โ€

โ€œIt makes me wonder,โ€ Penelope said in a dry voice, โ€œwhat constitutes โ€˜all that.โ€™ โ€

โ€œSometimes she includes one or two people who are hopelessly unsuitable so as to highlight the qualities of theย realย possibilities.โ€

Portia laughed. โ€œPerhaps sheโ€™ll put you on Colinโ€™s list, Penelope!โ€

Penelope didnโ€™t laugh. Neither did Eloise. Portia didnโ€™t seem to notice. โ€œWell, Iโ€™d best be off,โ€ Eloise said, clearing her throat to cover a

moment that was awkward to two of the three people in the hall. โ€œColin is expected for tea. Mother wants the entire family in attendance.โ€

โ€œWill you all fit?โ€ Penelope asked. Lady Bridgertonโ€™s home was large, but the Bridgerton children, spouses, and grandchildren numbered twenty- one. It was a large brood, indeed.

โ€œWeโ€™re going to Bridgerton House,โ€ Eloise explained. Her mother had moved out of the Bridgertonsโ€™ official London residence after her eldest son had married. Anthony, who had been viscount since the age of eighteen, had told Violet that she neednโ€™t go, but she had insisted that he and his wife needed their privacy. As a result, Anthony and Kate lived with their three children in Bridgerton House, while Violet lived with her unmarried children (with the exception of Colin, who kept his own lodgings) just a

few blocks away at 5 Bruton Street. After a year or so of unsuccessful attempts to name Lady Bridgertonโ€™s new home, the family had taken to calling it simply Number Five.

โ€œDo enjoy yourself,โ€ Portia said. โ€œI must go and find Felicity. We are late for an appointment at the modiste.โ€

Eloise watched Portia disappear up the stairs, then said to Penelope, โ€œYour sister seems to spend a great deal of time at the modiste.โ€

Penelope shrugged. โ€œFelicity is going mad with all the fittings, but sheโ€™s Motherโ€™s only hope for a truly grand match. Iโ€™m afraid sheโ€™s convinced that Felicity will catch a duke if sheโ€™s wearing the right gown.โ€

โ€œIsnโ€™t she practically engaged to Mr. Albansdale?โ€

โ€œI imagine heโ€™ll make a formal offer next week. But until then, Mother is keeping her options open.โ€ She rolled her eyes. โ€œYouโ€™d best warn your brother to keep his distance.โ€

โ€œGregory?โ€ Eloise asked in disbelief. โ€œHeโ€™s not even out of university.โ€ โ€œColin.โ€

โ€œColin?โ€ย Eloise exploded with laughter. โ€œOh, thatโ€™s rich.โ€

โ€œThatโ€™s what I told her, but you know how she is once she gets an idea in her head.โ€

Eloise chuckled. โ€œRather like me, I imagine.โ€ โ€œTenacious to the end.โ€

โ€œTenacity can be a very good thing,โ€ Eloise reminded her, โ€œat the proper time.โ€

โ€œRight,โ€ Penelope returned with a sarcastic smile, โ€œand at the improper time, itโ€™s an absolute nightmare.โ€

Eloise laughed. โ€œCheer up, friend. At least she let you rid yourself of all those yellow frocks.โ€

Penelope looked down at her morning dress, which was, if she did say so herself, a rather flattering shade of blue. โ€œShe stopped choosing my clothing once she finally realized I was officially on the shelf. A girl with no marriage prospects isnโ€™t worth the time and energy it takes her to offer fashion advice. She hasnโ€™t accompanied me to the modiste in over a year! Bliss!โ€

Eloise smiled at her friend, whose complexion turned the loveliest

peaches and cream whenever she wore cooler hues. โ€œIt was apparent to all, the moment you were allowed to choose your own clothing. Even Lady Whistledown commented upon it!โ€

โ€œI hid that column from Mother,โ€ Penelope admitted. โ€œI didnโ€™t want her feelings to be hurt.โ€

Eloise blinked a few times before saying, โ€œThat was very kind of you, Penelope.โ€

โ€œI have my moments of charity and grace.โ€

โ€œOne would think,โ€ Eloise said with a snort, โ€œthat a vital component of charity and grace is the ability not to draw attention to oneโ€™s possession of them.โ€

Penelope pursed her lips as she pushed Eloise toward the door. โ€œDonโ€™t you need to go home?โ€

โ€œIโ€™m leaving! Iโ€™m leaving!โ€ And she left.

It was, Colin Bridgerton decided as he took a sip of some truly excellent brandy, rather nice to be back in England.

It was quite strange, actually, how he loved returning home just as much as he did the departure. In another few monthsโ€”six at the mostโ€”heโ€™d be itching to leave again, but for now, England in April was positively brilliant.

โ€œItโ€™s good, isnโ€™t it?โ€

Colin looked up. His brother Anthony was leaning against the front of his massive mahogany desk, motioning to him with his own glass of brandy.

Colin nodded. โ€œHadnโ€™t realized how much I missed it until I returned.

Ouzo has its charms, but thisโ€โ€”he lifted his glassโ€”โ€œis heaven.โ€

Anthony smiled wryly. โ€œAnd how long do you plan to remain this time?โ€

Colin wandered over to the window and pretended to look out. His eldest brother made little attempt to disguise his impatience with Colinโ€™s wanderlust. In truth, Colin really couldnโ€™t blame him. Occasionally, it was difficult to get letters home; he supposed that his family often had to wait a month or even two for word of his welfare. But while he knew that he

would not relish being in their shoesโ€”never knowing if a loved one was dead or alive, constantly waiting for the knock of the messenger at the front doorโ€”that just wasnโ€™t enough to keep his feet firmly planted in England.

Every now and then, he simply had to getย away. There was no other way to describe it.

Away from theย ton,ย who thought him a charming rogue and nothing else, away from England, which encouraged younger sons to enter the military or the clergy, neither of which suited his temperament. Even away from his family, who loved him unconditionally but had no clue that what he really wanted, deep down inside, was something to do.

His brother Anthony held the viscountcy, and with that came myriad responsibilities. He ran estates, managed the familyโ€™s finances, and saw to the welfare of countless tenants and servants. Benedict, his elder by four years, had gained renown as an artist. Heโ€™d started with pencil and paper, but at the urging of his wife had moved on to oils. One of his landscapes now hung in the National Gallery.

Anthony would be forever remembered in family trees as the seventh Viscount Bridgerton. Benedict would live through his paintings, long after he left this earth.

But Colin had nothing. He managed the small property given to him by his family and he attended parties. He would never dream of claiming he didnโ€™t have fun, but sometimes he wanted something a little more than fun.

He wanted a purpose. He wanted a legacy.

He wanted, if not to know then at least to hope, that when he was gone, heโ€™d be memorialized in some manner other than inย Lady Whistledownโ€™s

Society Papers.

He sighed. No wonder he spent so much time traveling.

โ€œColin?โ€ his brother prompted.

Colin turned to him and blinked. He was fairly certain Anthony had asked him a question, but somewhere in the meanderings of his mind, heโ€™d forgotten what.

โ€œOh. Right.โ€ Colin cleared his throat. โ€œIโ€™ll be here for the rest of the season, at least.โ€

Anthony said nothing, but it was difficult to miss the satisfied expression on his face.

โ€œIf nothing else,โ€ Colin added, affixing his legendary crooked grin on his face, โ€œsomeone has to spoil your children. I donโ€™t think Charlotte has nearly enough dolls.โ€

โ€œOnly fifty,โ€ Anthony agreed in a deadpan voice. โ€œThe poor girl is horribly neglected.โ€

โ€œHer birthday is at the end of this month, is it not? I shall have to neglect her some more, I think.โ€

โ€œSpeaking of birthdays,โ€ Anthony said, settling into the large chair behind his desk, โ€œMotherโ€™s is a week from Sunday.โ€

โ€œWhy do you think I hurried to return?โ€

Anthony raised a brow, and Colin had the distinct impression that he was trying to decide if Colin had truly rushed home for their motherโ€™s birthday, or if he was simply taking advantage of some very good timing.

โ€œWeโ€™re holding a party for her,โ€ Anthony said.

โ€œSheโ€™s letting you?โ€ It was Colinโ€™s experience that women of a certain age did not enjoy birthday celebrations. And although his mother was still exceedingly lovely, she was definitely of a certain age.

โ€œWe were forced to resort to blackmail,โ€ Anthony admitted. โ€œShe agreed to the party or we revealed her true age.โ€

Colin shouldnโ€™t have taken a sip of his brandy; he choked on it and just barely managed to avert spraying it all over his brother. โ€œI should have liked to have seenย that.โ€

Anthony offered a rather satisfied smile. โ€œIt was a brilliant maneuver on my part.โ€

Colin finished the rest of his drink. โ€œWhat, do you think, are the chances she wonโ€™t use the party as an opportunity to find me a wife?โ€

โ€œVery small.โ€ โ€œI thought so.โ€

Anthony leaned back in his chair. โ€œYouย areย thirty-three now, Colinโ€ฆโ€

Colin stared at him in disbelief. โ€œGod above, donโ€™tย youย start on me.โ€ โ€œI wouldnโ€™t dream of it. I was merely going to suggest that you keep

your eyes open this season. You neednโ€™t actively look for a wife, but thereโ€™s no harm in remaining at least amenable to the possibility.โ€

Colin eyed the doorway, intending to pass through it very shortly. โ€œI assure you I am not averse to the idea of marriage.โ€

โ€œI didnโ€™t think you were,โ€ Anthony demurred. โ€œI see little reason to rush, however.โ€

โ€œThereโ€™s never a reason to rush,โ€ Anthony returned. โ€œWell, rarely, anyway. Just humor Mother, will you?โ€

Colin hadnโ€™t realized he was still holding his empty glass until it slipped through his fingers and landed on the carpet with a loud thunk. โ€œGood

God,โ€ he whispered, โ€œis she ill?โ€

โ€œNo!โ€ Anthony said, his surprise making his voice loud and forceful. โ€œSheโ€™ll outlive us all, Iโ€™m sure of it.โ€

โ€œThen what is this about?โ€

Anthony sighed. โ€œI just want to see you happy.โ€ โ€œI am happy,โ€ Colin insisted.

โ€œAre you?โ€

โ€œHell, Iโ€™m the happiest man in London. Just read Lady Whistledown.

Sheโ€™ll tell you so.โ€

Anthony glanced down at the paper on his desk.

โ€œWell, maybe not this column, but anything from last year. Iโ€™ve been called charming more times than Lady Danbury has been called opinionated, and we both know what a featย thatย is.โ€

โ€œCharming doesnโ€™t necessarily equal happy,โ€ Anthony said softly.

โ€œI donโ€™t have time for this,โ€ Colin muttered. The door had never looked so good.

โ€œIf you were truly happy,โ€ Anthony persisted, โ€œyou wouldnโ€™t keep leaving.โ€

Colin paused with his hand on the doorknob. โ€œAnthony, Iย likeย to travel.โ€ โ€œConstantly?โ€

โ€œI must, or I wouldnโ€™t do it.โ€

โ€œThatโ€™s an evasive sentence if ever Iโ€™ve heard one.โ€ โ€œAnd thisโ€โ€”Colin flashed his brother a wicked smileโ€” โ€œis an evasive maneuver.โ€

โ€œColin!โ€

But heโ€™d already left the room.

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