Seรฑor Castillo was in charge of the boat. No one had officially appointed him captain or held a vote, but he had built the boat and was steering it, which naturally put him in charge. Despite this, he looked far from pleased. He kept scrutinizing the motor and the rudder, as if something was amiss. Aside from a quick fix with a sock stuffed into a bullet hole, everything seemed to be in order. The lights of Havana had dwindled to a distant speck on the horizon, and they had left all the other boats behind.
Isabel gripped the wooden bench she was wedged into, squeezed between Ivรกn and her grandfather. The boat was barely large enough for seven people, and with Luis and his girlfriend added to the mix, they were practically sitting on top of one another.
โI think itโs time we met the other person on board with us,โ Isabelโs grandfather said. Isabel assumed he was referring to Luisโs girlfriend. Instead, he moved some sacks of food and jugs of water aside and pointed to the bottom of the boat.
There, staring back at them, was the enormous face of Fidel Castro!
Luisโs girlfriend gasped, then burst into laughter. Soon, everyone was laughing along with her. Isabel laughed so hard her stomach ached. Even the usually grumpy Seรฑor Castillo cracked a smile. โI needed something big and sturdy for the bottom of the boat,โ he explained. โAnd seeing as there were so…
many signs around withย El Presidenteโs head on them โฆ โ
It was true. Castroโs face was everywhere in Cubaโon billboards, on taxis, in picture frames on schoolroom walls, painted on the sides of buildings.
Underneath this painting were the words,ย FIGHT AGAINST THE IMPOSSIBLE AND WIN.
โWell, Fidelย isย thickheaded,โ Luis said.
Isabel put her hands to her mouth but couldnโt help laughing again with everyone else. You werenโt allowed to say things like that in Cuba. But they werenโt in Cuba anymore, were they?
โDo you know what the greatest achievements of the Cuban Revolution are?โ Isabelโs father asked.
โEducation, public health, and sports,โ they all said together. It was a constant refrain in Castroโs lengthy speeches.
โAnd do you know what the greatest failures are?โ he asked.
โBreakfast, lunch, and dinner!โ the adults answered back, as though theyโd heard that one many times before too. Isabel smiled.
That prompted someone to break out food and drinks, even though it was late.
Isabel sipped from a bottle of soda. โHow long will it take to get to Florida?โ she asked.
Seรฑor Castillo shrugged. โBy tomorrow night, maybe. Tomorrow morning weโll have the sun to guide us.โ
โAll that matters now is we get as far away from Cuba as we can,โ said Luisโs girlfriend.
โAnd what is your name, pretty one?โ Lito asked her.
โAmara,โ she said. She was very pretty, even in her blue police uniform.
She had flawless olive skin, long black hair, and full red lips.
โNo, no, no,โ Lito said. He fanned his face. โYour name must be Summer, because youโre making me sweat!โ
The girl smiled, but Isabelโs mother slapped Lito on the leg. โPapi, stop it. Youโre old enough to be her grandfather.โ
Lito just took that as a challenge. He put his hands over his heart. โI wish I was your favorite song,โ he told Amara, โso I could be on your lips forever. If your eyes were the sea, I would drown in them.โ
Lito was giving herย piropos, the flirtatious compliments Cuban men said to women on the street. Not everyone did it anymore, but to Lito it was like an art form. Amara laughed and Luis smiled.
โMaybe we shouldnโt talk about drowning,โ Papi said, clutching to the side of the boat as they chopped into a wave.
โWhat do you think the States will be like?โ Isabelโs mother asked everyone.
Isabel had to stop and think about that. Whatย wouldย the United States be like? She hadnโt had much time to even imagine it.
โShelves full of food at the store,โ Seรฑora Castillo said.
โBeing able to travel anywhere we want, anytime we want!โ said Amara.
โI want to be able to choose who I vote for,โ Luis said.
โI want to play baseball for the New York Yankees!โ Ivรกn said. โI want you to go to college first,โ his mother told him.
โI want to watch American television,โ Ivรกn said. โThe Simpsons!โ โIโmย going to open my own law office,โ Seรฑora Castillo said.
Isabel listened as everyone listed more and more things they were looking forward to in the States. Clothes, food, sports, movies, travel, school, opportunity. It all sounded so wonderful, but when it came down to it, all Isabel really wanted was a place where she and her family could be together, and happy.
โWhat doย youย thinkย el norteย will be like, Papi?โ Isabel asked. Her father looked surprised at the question.
โNo more โMinistry of Telling People What to Think or Else,โ โ he said. โNo more getting thrown in jail for disagreeing with the government.โ
โBut what do you want to do when you get there?โ Seรฑor Castillo asked.
He hesitated while everyone stared at him, his eyes searching Castroโs face on the bottom of the boat as though there were answers hidden there.
โBe free,โ Papi said finally.
โLetโs have a song,โ Lito said. โChabela, play us a song on your trumpet.โ
Isabelโs chest tightened. Sheโd told her parents what sheโd done, but not Lito. She knew he would never have let her do it.
โI traded my trumpet,โ she confessed. โFor the gasoline.โ
Her grandfather was shocked. โBut that trumpet was everything to you!โ
No, not everything, Isabel thought.ย It wasnโt my mother and father, and you, Lito.
โIโll get another one in the States,โ she said.
Lito shook his head. โHere, letโs have a song anyway.โ He began singing a salsa song and tapping out the rhythm on the side of the metal boat. Soon the whole boat was singing, and Lito stood and held out a hand to Amara, inviting her to dance.
โPapi! Sit down! Youโll fall out of the boat!โ Isabelโs mother told him.
โI canโt fall out of the boat, because I have already fallen for this princess of the sea!โ he said.
Amara laughed and took his hand, and the two of them danced as best they could in the swaying boat. Mami started countingย claveย by clapping, and Isabel frowned, trying to follow the beat.
โStill canโt hear it, Chabela?โ Lito asked.
Isabel closed her eyes and focused. She could almost hear it โฆ almost
โฆ
And then the motor spluttered and died, and the music stopped.