AOIFE
TEARS.
I couldnโt stop them from falling.
It was ridiculous because Iโd always thought of myself as a strong girl, but lately, all I seemed to do was cry.
And lie.
Oh yeah, I seemed to be doing a whole heap of lying these days.
When I arrived at the maternity hospital earlier, Iโd lied through my teeth and told the admissions nurse in the A&E that a car had backed into mine and I needed to get checked out.
I mean, seriously?
Too worked up to think straight, Iโd sat in the waiting room all alone bawling my eyes out while I waited to be called in for an ultrasound. The one that assured me what Joey had; everything was fine with the baby.
Knowing that I couldnโt go home in my current state, I somehow made it to Caseyโs flat feeling overwhelmed with regret and disappointment in myself. The minute she opened the flat door, I barreled into my best friendโs arms, crying hard and ugly. โThey arrested him.โ
The text message Iโd received from Shannon had confirmed it.
โOh shit, what did he do this time?โ Casey spluttered in surprise, wrapping her arms around me and pulling me inside. โWait โwe are talking about Joey here, arenโt we?โ
โYeah, Case,โ I choked out, chest heaving. โObviously.โ
โObviously,โ she agreed, walking us over to the couch. โOkay, you sit and start explaining, and Iโll boil the kettle.โ
โI donโt want you to make tea,โ I cried, dropping my head in my hands. โI want you to help me get him out.โ
โOf jail?โ Her brows shot up. โHow?โ
โI donโt know, but I canโt just leave him there.โ
โHow about you explain why heโs there in the first place and then we can make a plan.โ
Sucking in a shuddering breath, word for word I delved right into the dayโs events at Tommen, leaving no stone unturned.
โCome on, Aoif, this is Joey weโre talking about,โ Casey tried to coax once I was finished regaling her with my tale of woe. โHeโs like a cat with nine lives. Heโll get a slap on the wrist and be out in no time.โ
โNo.โ Sniffling, I shook my head. โYou donโt get it. Heโs over eighteen now.โ
โShit, youโre right,โ my best friend agreed, flopping down on the couch beside me. โThe Gards in this town have been dreaming about this day. Theyโre going to throw the book at him.โ
โNot helping.โ
โYeah, sorry, I just heard myself out loud.โ Slapping her forehead, she twisted sideways on the couch and offered me a supportive hug. โListen, I know itโs really fucking scary, but you need to listen to what Joe said.โ She squeezed me tighter. โYou need to look after that baby.โ
โAnd whoโs going to look afterย Joey?โ