There is a rock in my shoe. The same one thatโs been there for the
past half hour, but my hands are too busy keeping me from falling to my death to do anything about it.
Weโve been climbing for hours. There are far fewer trees now, giving way to steep slopes covered in slippery plants. My hands are grasping at large boulders as I catch my breath, turning my eyes toward our destination.
The peak.
Despite our constant climbing, it still looms far above us. Jax is beside me, panting just as hard as I am. โI think weโre out of shape,โ I say breathlessly.
He flashes a smile before rasping, โYou think?โ
I huff out a laugh while forcing my feet to move again. My legs are shaky, strained from climbing nonstop for hours with no food and no water to aid us. I hold out a hand to Jax, helping him over a particularly steep patch of rock, returning a favor he has done for me multiple times.
โHow cute.โ
Jax and I stiffen at the sound of that voice, considering that the owner of it tried to kill the both of us. I bite my tongue, forcing myself to stamp down the flare of anger igniting inside of me and ignore him instead.
Ace sighs dramatically as he continues to climb nearby. โWell, this is awkward. The three of us being paired together to be aย team.โ
Itโs not awkwardโitโs intentional.
Everything the king does is deliberate. Twisted. And this Trial is no exception. The fights, the teams, and the tension between contestants are all calculated.
โWhat? Are you just going to ignore me until we reach the top?โ Ace croons from behind.
Iโm thankful that Jax happens to be the other Elite Iโm paired with, so I donโt have to fight the urge to kill both of my teammates. Though, that may be a bad thing considering that I likely trust Jax too much. But I ignore the thought just like the boy behind me and continue carefully climbing.
โAt leastโโ Aceโs words die on his tongue before he cries out, โPaedyn! Look out!โ
I turn to face him and instead spot the giant snake slithering around my ankles. A strangled scream tears from my throat before I can stop it, and I stumble. My ankle catches on a rock, and I trip, falling backwardโ
The last thing I see before Iโm about to fall down the mountain and likely to my death, is the snake scattering into shadows when my foot connects with it.
Illusion.
But itโs too late. My body is falling and Iโm going to tumble down the slope with no way to stop myself.
What a pathetic way to dieโ
Hands are suddenly at my back, pushing and pulling me to my feet before I can collide with the rocks and roll down the mountain.
โI got you,โ Jax grits out behind me. โI think.โ
I reach out a hand and claw at the closest jagged rock, helping to get my feet beneath me. When Iโm standing mostly upright on unsteady legs, Jax Blinks back in front of me, sweaty and panting. Iโm sure I look no different, but I offer him a weak smile and hope he sees the gratitude in my gaze. This boy Blinked behind his opponent to save me fromโ
The thought vanishes from my head, along with any other rational one that might have been residing there. I whirl on Ace even as I cling to a rock, not trusting my shaking body.
His smile is cold. โCareful. I wouldnโt want my teammate to get hurt.โ โYou,โ I spit. Iโm about to slide down the slope and strangle him with
my bare handsโ
โDonโt,โ Jax says quietly. โNot yet.โ
I hesitate, slowly returning my eyes to his dark ones. After a long pause and a deep breath, I nod. Jax is not only right for reminding me I canโt kill our teammate, but heโs clearly far better at reigning in his rage than I am. So, I stiffly turn back towards the mountain, focusing all my attention on scaling it.
We climb in silence for a moment before I clear my dry throat and say softly, โThank you, Jax. You didnโt have to help me, but you did.โ
โOf course I helped you,โ he says with a shrug. โBesides, Iโm not sure my brothers would forgive me if I hadnโt.โ
His brothers.
That night Kai and I danced during the first Trialโthe night we spoke so openly about our livesโwas when I had first learned of just how close the princes truly are with Jax. Kai briefly told me of the advisersโ shipwreck on the Shallows, and how they took their son in when he was barely six.
I force out a quiet laugh. โI donโt know, Iโm sure Kai wouldnโt mind having less competition.โ
He gives me an odd look, clearly trying not to laugh. โNot if that competition is you.โ I huff in response, but Jax carries on cheerfully. โSpeaking of Kai, I wonder how he is handling this.โ
โHandling what?โ
Jax pulls himself over a jagged rock with a grunt before breathlessly saying, โThe mountain.โ When my expression remains confused, Jax adds, โHe hates heights.โ
โWhat?โ I choke out. โBut I watched him climb up one of the pines in the Whispers during the first Trial. He seemedโโ
โFine?โ Jax finishes for me with a laugh. โCalm even? Yeah, heโs pretty good at hiding what he feels.โ
โJust another mask he slips on,โ I mutter under my breath.
Jax nods, causing a bead of sweat to roll down his face. โHeโs gotten a lot better with heights though, but only because of all the training the king put him through.โ
I knew enough about the kingโs twistedย training, but Kai had never mentioned anything about his fear of heights. โWhat did the king do?โ
โHe…he made him climb the highest trees in the Whispers, over and over again until he was convinced Kai had gotten over his fear.โ
โWhat?โ My voice is as shaky as the legs carrying me up this mountain.
His own father forced him to relive his worst fear over and over again.
It seems that the torture Kai spoke of enduring was not all physical.
โI was little when Kai was going through most of his training to be the future Enforcer, but Iโll never forget the nights he would come home covered in blood and tears.โ Jax looks down at his feet, suddenly more serious than Iโve ever seen him before. โI think he was afraid that Iโd be scared of him, so heโd sneak back into his room every night. But I still caught glimpses of him, heard him hacking at his bedposts with a sword.โ
We climb in silence for a moment, and I ignore my screaming thoughts just as I ignore the tightness in my throat and the pressure behind my eyes. Then a weary smile spreads across Jaxโs lips as he says, โBut I couldnโt ask for better brothers.โ
โIโd hate to interrupt your cute conversation,โ Ace drawls, โbut am I the only one who feels that?โ
Iโm about to dismiss what is likely another attempt to trick me with an illusion when I start to feel it. A slight tremor runs through me, coming from the mountain. The small rocks are rattling around us, and I bend closer to the ground, clutching at anything to hold on to.
โRockslide,โ I breathe.
Dread floods me, followed quickly be determination.
I will not die today. Least of all, from rocks.
I swallow down my panic at the sound of heavy boulders tumbling towards us, crashing against one another as they race to crush us. โSo,โ Jax pants beside me, โwhatโs the plan?โ
โDonโt die,โ I say simply.
โHow incredibly helpful,โ Ace mutters, far too casually for our current situation.
The rumble of rocks grows louder as I watch the boulders come tumbling towards us. Dodging them is far easier said than done. The mountainside is steep, making it hard to jump around without fear of falling to our deaths. Iโm grasping at plants and divots in the rocks beneath me as I scramble out of the way of the rolling boulders.
Jax is Blinking out of the path of falling rocks, flickering in and out of my vision. Ace is somewhere behind me, and if Iโm lucky, a boulder has already sent him tumbling down the mountain.
I scramble to the right, barely saving my arm from being crushed. Then I jump to the left andโ
Something collides with the side of my head.
Spots dance in my vision. Iโm dizzy, dazed, only vaguely comprehending that my name is being shouted. I look up just in time to see that Iโm about to be flattened by a boulder. I dive out of the way, landing hard as I claw at anything to grab hold of. And as quickly as it happened, the mountain seems to still beneath me as the rocks slowly stop their slide.
I struggle to my feet, blinking away the hot, heavy liquid that is threatening to spill into my eyes. I can feel the blood oozing down the side of my face, can feel the pounding pain of the wound there. Iโm almost certain I have a concussion, just like Iโm almost certain Iโm going to puke.
โJax? Are you alright?โ I call, taking a step forward and reaching out to steady myself against the rocks. Yes, I think Iโm going to be sick.
โIโm okay,โ he calls, Blinking in front of me. We are both covered in scrapes and bruises already beginning to bloom across our skin.
โThank you for asking, Paedyn. I am quite alright,โ Ace says, his voice lacking any tone or tenderness.
I wipe the back of my hand over my eye, clearing it of the blood that is dripping from my wound. โHow unfortunate.โ