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Chapter no 39 – SOMETHING FORBIDDEN

Phantasma (Wicked Games, #1)

NIGHT SEVEN OF PHANTASMA

There was a hopeless feeling deep inside Opheliaโ€™s bones. After a restless night, she spent the entirety of the next morning tearing through every room she had access to in this wing of the manor. But there wasnโ€™t a single thing that she thought might be Blackwellโ€™s key.

She suspected that the object they were looking for was either in a part of Phantasma she could not reach, or lost forevermore.

Why else would no one have found it yet?ย she reasoned.ย Why else wouldย heย not have found it yet?

They had both known it from the start, but now that time was running out, it was really starting to sink in for Ophelia: she had made a very risky gamble, and she was going to lose. The only option she had left was to win the competition and ask for her debt to be forgiven. Which meant all of this was truly for naught. She and Genevieve would still lose Grimm Manor. Theyโ€™d be exactly where they startedโ€”just with a little extra trauma.

She was so numb as she padded her way down the hall, back to her room, that when Sinclair appeared next to her, she barely acknowledged him.

โ€œI see youโ€™re beginning to realize the gravity of your situation,โ€ Sinclair mocked. โ€œHave you reached the point of reconsidering my offer yet?โ€

โ€œNo.โ€

โ€œThen perhaps I just need to wait you out a few more hours,ย hmm? Youโ€™d really rather give up a decade to him than make one tiny little bargain with me?โ€ Sinclair pressed. โ€œIf all of you mortals stopped giving him the years of your own lives to sustain him, maybe heโ€™d fade away and be unable to do this to further victims.โ€

Ophelia glanced at the Devil to her left with apathy. โ€œI will not be taking on the responsibility of whether or not he makes deals with others in the future. He doesnโ€™t force anyone into a bargain, and he doesnโ€™tย wantย everyone to keep failing.โ€

She wasnโ€™t sure why she felt the burning need to defend Blackwellโ€”she was still furious with him after allโ€”but it made her blood boil that Sinclair had the audacity to say a single disparaging thing about her Phantom considering the Devilโ€™s own warped sense of morals.

Sinclair looked at her as if he thought she were pathetic. โ€œYouย doย care for him. Jasper said as much.โ€

โ€œDevils are shameless gossips,โ€ she muttered without acknowledging his statement.

โ€œMortals are pitiful romantics,โ€ he countered. โ€œFalling in love no matter the cost.โ€

โ€œI didnโ€™t fall inย love,โ€ she gritted out, a fire beginning to ignite in her belly. โ€œI wish everyone would stop assuming things they know nothing about.โ€

โ€œIt was just mindless pleasure, then?ย A distraction?โ€ Sinclairโ€™s lips curled up in a taunting grin.

Her own lips curled with disdain. โ€œHow much did you watch us?โ€

โ€œEnough.โ€ Sinclair slid in front of her, halting her steps. โ€œEnough to know youโ€™re lying to yourself about your feelings as some sort of last ditch resort to spare yourself from the inevitable pain to come.โ€

โ€œIโ€™m not,โ€ she insisted, but even she could hearย the shaky conviction in her voice. โ€œItโ€™s beenย seven days,โ€โ€”she swallowedโ€”โ€˜and heโ€™s been an absolute nuisance for most of them.โ€

Sinclair laughed. โ€œExcept when heโ€™s making you scream his name, right?โ€

Yes, she thought, her teeth grinding together.ย Except when heโ€™s making grand speeches about every little thing he admires about me, or making the voice in my head shut up, or giving me the sort of unearthly pleasure that makes me see stars.

Sinclair reached out and dragged his index finger along her clenched jaw and beneath her chin, tilting her face up to look directly into his. โ€œBut if you insist it was just a distractionโ€”prove it. Letย meย distract you. I guarantee I can do it better.โ€

โ€œNever,โ€ she whispered.

He laughed. โ€œWhy? Because Iโ€™m a Devil?โ€

โ€œAmongst other things.โ€

โ€œYou arenโ€™t even a little curious?โ€ The slit in the center of his eyes widened, black swallowing his ruby-colored irises. โ€œAbout what I can give you thatย heย canโ€™t?โ€

She swallowed. Truthfully, sheย wasย curious, but probably not for the reasons he assumed.

And as if he saw that very thought in her eyes, he laughed.

โ€œThatโ€™s right,โ€ he purred. โ€œJust say the word, sweetheart. If you donโ€™t ask me to touch you, I wonโ€™t.โ€

She hardened her heart to what she was about to do. โ€œKiss me. Touch me.โ€

Wicked laughter rumbled in Sinclairโ€™s chest as he granted her request, bringing her lips to his and sweeping his tongue over hers with a confidence that made her feel utterly unprepared for what she had asked for. He wasnโ€™t tender or gentle. His movements were sharp, his body hard, as he pressed her back into the wall and roamed a hand down over her side, to her hip, to the back of her knee, lifting her leg up toย hook around him.

Though there was lust in their kiss, there was absolutely no heat. Her stomach did not flutter, her skin did not flush with anticipation. And though she could feel herself become wet between her legs, it was simply from the motions of the act itself, a biologically driven reaction. Not a passionate one.

His hand began to move between them, and he pulled back just enough to ask, โ€œMay I?โ€

โ€œYes,โ€ she answered. Clear. Short.

โ€œYou can command me to stop any time,โ€ he told her sincerely. โ€œI do not ever take anything that isnโ€™t freely givenโ€”as is the nature of Devils and our bargains. Do you understand?โ€

A single nod.

โ€œNo,โ€ he told her. โ€œI want to hear you verbalize it. Do you understand that you can tell me to stop, and I will?โ€

โ€œYes,โ€ she confirmed.

Without another word, he kissed her again and pulled up the side of her skirt to slip his hand beneath them, pushing two fingers inside of her when he reached her core. Curling them forward with a beckoning motion to hit that sensitive spot deep within her, he used the pad of his thumb to rub her clit at the same time. Her body barely reacted, the pleasure so much less intense than it had been with Blackwell.

Blackwell, who made her whimper and writhe with ecstasy, who made her blood boil and often had her ready to beg for more despite her vow to never do so.

With Sinclair, it felt like her senses had been dulled.

She broke the kiss, grimacing as she flattened her palms against the Devilโ€™s chest to push him away. He removed himself from her in an instant, dropping her leg and transporting himself several feet away.

โ€œNo. I canโ€™t, itโ€™s not right.โ€ She shook her head. โ€œYouโ€™reย not right.โ€

โ€œOh, it didnโ€™t look all that bad from here,โ€ a sultry, feminine voice said from the right.

Ophelia whipped her head to find Rayea leaning a hip against the wall, watching them. Sinclair gave the other Devil a languid smile in greeting.

โ€œThenย youย have him,โ€ Ophelia spat as she straightened her skirts to leave.

โ€œBeen there, done that,โ€ Rayea remarked. โ€œYouโ€™re missing a good time. But I understand. Blackwell just has something about him, doesnโ€™t he? Those eyes, that mouth, thatย tongueโ โ€”โ€

โ€œIโ€™m not going to let you get under my skin,โ€ Ophelia told her.

โ€œOh, sweetheart, you donโ€™t have to let me do anything.โ€ Rayea laughed. โ€œI think Iโ€™m already there. Iโ€™ll be sure to let Blackwell know youโ€™ve moved on perfectly well next time I see him. Make sure Iโ€™m there toโ€ฆย comfort him.โ€

With a wink, Rayea disappeared, leaving her alone with Sinclair once more.

โ€œHave a good rest of your night, darling,โ€ Sinclair drawled.

Ophelia ran back to her room. She slammed the door shut behind her and slid down its frame to the floor as a deep sense of dread shattered through her. Something had taken root in her heart, something forbidden, without her realization. And now it was too intertwined with her very being to cut it out. Her heart had finally grown teeth of its own, and it was ready to tear itself to shreds if the time came.

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