Iย went around and opened the door of the truck for her, andย immediately started second-guessing my plan. I also regretted calling it a chariot.
The bench seat she got in on had duct tape over the cracks in the leather. Damn. I should have put a blanket down on it. Even clean, the inside of my truck smelled like gasoline and oil. I never really noticed it before, but I was noticing it now.
I pulled out of the driveway, overthinking everything.
I couldnโt give two shits what any of my last girlfriends thought about my truck, but Alexis was too fancy for this. Even out of the cocktail dress and heels, she was too fancy.
It was in everything about her. She was so polished. The clothes she wore for Hunter to jump on looked like theyโd never been worn before. The denim was too dark to have been washed even once. Diamond earrings, perfectly painted fingernails. Even the duffel bag she brought was a brand name so far out of my reach, I couldnโt even afford it at a yard sale.
Once, a cardinal flew down into the chimney in the living room, and I remembered how startling it had been to see this beautiful, bright red bird perched in the ashes. It was just like this. The ruin of my shitty Ford just highlighted the contrast, how out of place she was.
Women like Alexis didnโt live in ashes. They didnโt live in small towns in the middle of nowhere where you couldnโt get a damn steak in the off- season. They didnโt ride around in tired work trucks and hold hands with
men who had calluses. They lived in big cities with accomplished men who had important jobs.
I stared at the road, feeling for the first time in my life like I wished I was the kind of man who owned a tieโor a nicer car.
She must have been thinking the same thing, because she put a finger to the hole where the radio dial used to be. โIโve never been in a truck before.โ
I glanced at her. โYouโve never been in a truck? Ever?โ She shook her head.
โWell, youโre gonna love the tractor ride later.โ
She laughed, and I felt a little better. At least she thought I was funny. โSo where are we going?โ she asked.
โItโs a surprise.โ
I slowed down and turned onto the dark, unpaved, wooded road to our destination, and she sat up a little straighter. Then she saw the sign illuminated at the entry of the lot, and she broke out into a dazzling smile. โA drive-in?โ
I grinned. โI got Brian to open it just for us.โ
โIโve never been to one,โ she said, almost in awe. She beamed at me, and all my reservations about the night slipped away.
โYouโve never been to a drive-in?โ
โNo. We never really did this kind of stuff growing up.โ
I pulled into the lot and parked us with the bed of the truck facing the screen.
โWhat kind of stuff did you do?โ I asked, putting us in park. โNot stuff like this,โ she said.
I guess that tracked. She didnโt really strike me as a swimming-hole, pinball-machine-in-the-pharmacy-during-the-summer kind of woman. But I
liked that I was giving her an experience sheโd never had. It somehow seemed impossible that Iย could.
โStay here for a second while I set us up,โ I said.
I jumped out of the truck and went to the bed. I blew up a twin-size air mattress and covered it with a thick, red, patterned Aztec blanket. Iโd brought some heavy blankets and pillows and propped them against the back window so we had something to lean on. I lit a citronella candle for the one or two mosquitoes that might be out this time of year and put it on the roof. Then I plugged in some white Christmas lights to a portable power inverter and ran those along the sides to give us some light to eat by. When I was done, I went to get her.
I opened her door for her. โAll ready.โ
She hopped out and came around the back. โOh wow,โ she said when she saw it, smiling.
I helped her up and climbed in after her. Then I grabbed the picnic basket Doug dropped off and started pulling things out.
Doug had outdone himself. There was homemade goat cheese with sliced pears drizzled in honey, dried fruits, bruschetta sandwiches on his fresh baked crusty bread that he made himself with his own sourdough starter, two thermoses with hot chocolate in themโDoug was a lot of things. But when it came down to it, he was a very,ย veryย good friend.
Annndย I think he was trying to make up for the pig.
She watched me set it all up. But when I handed her her thermos, I noticed she looked a little serious.
โWhatโs wrong?โ
She shook her head. โThis is all so nice.โ I sensed a โbutโ coming.
โBut I feel like I do have to remind you that Iโm really not looking to date right now. You didnโt have to make such a big deal about me coming,โ she said.
I stopped what I was doing. โOkay. We need to clear something up,โ I said, looking her in the eye. โWhen you come downโno matter what you come downย forโIโm going to make a big deal over it. Because itย isย a big deal. Youโre driving four hours, round-trip, to be here. Thatโs not nothing. And if youโre staying the night, this isnโt going to be a quickie situation. While Iโd like to say that I could spend all twelve hours of your stay pleasuring you, I canโt.โ
She laughed.
โWeโre going to do other things,โ I said, going on. โWeโre going to eat, and weโre going to hang out. And Iโm going to put effort into that because youโre putting in effort to be here. And itโs going to be like that every time. Okay?โ
The corner of her lip twitched. โOkay.โ I smiled.
Part of this was my hospitality background and my upbringing. It was in my blood. I was raised to cater to the needs of tourists. My life and the lives of everyone in this town were dependent upon people enjoying themselves while in Wakan. But the other part was something else.
I liked her.
I wanted her to like coming here, because I wanted her to come back. I knew the second I saw her pull into my driveway that this couldnโt be the last time.
If all she wanted was sex for now, it could be just sex. I preferred sex with someone I liked and looked forward to seeing. This worked for me.
But there was a connection. Iโd sensed it before, and it was the same now. I couldnโt explain it. I didnโt know if it meant anything or if it would lead to something else. Probably not, all things considered. All I knew for sure was that she needed to come back.
โWhat are we watching?โ she asked, sitting with her legs crossed under her.
โWe can pick. Here are the options,โ I said, swiping open my phone to read the text Brian sent. โOkay, weโve gotย Gremlins,ย Pretty Woman,ย Breakfast Club,ย Princess Brideโโ
โPrincess Bride,โ she said quickly. โAs you wish.โ
She smiled, and I shot a text to Brian, who was waiting in the projection room above the closed snack bar. A moment later the movie flickered to life.
A message came up on the massive screen:
He must really like you. He begged me to do this. Enjoy the show.
Alexis laughed.
Fucking Brian.ย I felt my cheeks heat. I was grateful for the dim lighting. โYou begged him, huh?โ She smiled.
โHe didnโt fold until I cried.โ
She shook her head, still laughing.
The screen went into a preโmovie reel. Silent ads for places in town that were closed until June.
Black bugs zipped around in front of the screen. โWhat are those?โ she asked, nodding at them.
โDragonflies,โ I said, wiping my hands on a napkin. โThough itโs a little early for them. Itโs been kind of warm this spring.โ
She squinted at them. โThereโs so many.โ
I leaned back on my hands. โMy grandma used to say that dragonflies mean change is coming.โ
She went quiet for a moment. โMust be a lot of change.โ โIt must.โ
I kept glancing at her while we ate in the white glow.
She was so beautiful. I couldnโt believe Iโd gotten her to come back here.
Made me a little proud of my sex skills.
โDoes Brian own the drive-in?โ she asked, eating a dried apricot. I nodded. โThat and the grocery store.โ
โAnd youโre the mayor, and you run a bed-and-breakfast?โ
โWe all wear multiple hats around here. Liz works at the VFW and waits on tables at Janeโs three days a week. Doug does odd jobs. And the mayor thing really isnโt a big deal. Itโs mostly town hall meetings.โ
โFor what?โ
I snorted, picking up a cracker. โFor me to resolve petty squabbles.โ โLike?โ
I chewed and swallowed. โWell, like telling the Lutsens they canโt have chickens on the roof of the barbershop because the feathers are blowing into the candy store across the street. Barking dog complaints, judging the butter carving contest in Dougโs barn on Halloween. You know, important stuff like that.โ
She laughed.
I took a sip of hot chocolate. โSo are you going to tell me whatย youย do for a living?โ
She gave me hooded eyes. โI mean, isnโt it more fun if Iโm mysterious?โ โI think itโs more fun if I get to know you.โ
She twisted her lips.
She didnโt want to tell me.
โIs there something nefarious you think Iโm going to do with this information?โ I teased.
She tucked her hair behind her ear. โIโm in the family business.โ โWhich isโฆโ
โHow about I give you three guesses.โ
I smiled. โOkay. And what do I get if I guess right?โ She arched a playful eyebrow. โWhat do you want?โ โI want you to come back next weekend.โ
She gave me an amused smile. โOkay,โ she said. โYou have a deal.โ I rubbed my hands together. โDo I get any questions before I guess?โ She shook her head. โNope. You have to go in cold.โ
Crap. This was going to be hard. I tried to think of the little I knew about her. She was polished and elegant. Smart. My guess was a white-collar job. She obviously came from money, so she probably made a lot, whatever she did.
โA lawyer,โ I said.
She tilted her head. โDo I seem like someone who negotiates for a living?โ
โYou hustled Doug,โ I pointed out. She laughed. โNo. Not a lawyer.โ โCEO.โ
โNope.โ
โDamn,โ I whispered.
โThatโs two,โ she said, smiling. โOne more.โ I pursed my lips.
โBanking?โ
She shook her head. โNo.โ
I puffed air into my cheeks. โSo what are my chances of getting you to come down next weekend anyway?โ I gave her a raised eyebrow.
โNot good.โ
โSo youโre saying thereโs a chanceโฆโ
She laughed at the movie screen. โLetโs just see how tonight goes.โ
We finished the food right as the movie started, and I put everything in the picnic basket and pulled out a blanket so we could lie down. I was glad it was a little cold, because she needed me for warmth. She scooted over and let me put an arm around her. She snuggled into the crook of my elbow, and it was so familiar and comfortable I had to remind myself this was only the second time weโd been together.
And damn, she smelled good. It was intoxicating. I didnโt even want to watch the movie, I just wanted to put my nose to her neck, and I knew if I did, both of us would end up with hickeys again before we drove out of here.
I tried to behave myself and watch the show, but I got the sense her attention wasnโt faring much better. I made a mental note to take her upstairs before taking her out next time. Neither of us could focus.
Westley was sword fighting Inigo Montoya when I glanced down at Alexis again. But she wasnโt looking at the screen. She was looking at the sky.
She noticed me and turned so her lips were an inch from mine. โI donโt remember the last time I looked at stars,โ she said quietly. โMaybe never. Itโs so peaceful here.โ
โWe donโt have the light pollution,โ I said. โThe stars are always really nice in Wakan.โ
I dropped my eyes to her mouth.
She cleared her throat and looked down at the arm I had lying across my stomach. โTell me about your tattoos.โ
I held up my arm to show her. โItโs roses on both sides.โ โWhy?โ
โThese are the flowers from the banister on the stairs. They were one of the first things I remember as a kid. One of my favorite things in the house. And Grandpa always brought Grandma roses.โ
She traced a finger over a petal, and I watched her. I felt my heart picking up just from this tiny contact, like even this minor attention from her was enough to put my body on alert. When she got to my wrist, I threaded my fingers in hers. She closed her hand around mine and I smiled.
Maybe women like thisย didย hold hands with men with callusesโฆ
She tipped her head up again to look at me. โWhy donโt you have a girlfriend?โ she asked.
โWhat?โ
โYouโre sweet. Youโre thoughtful. Youโre not hard to look at, and the sex isโฆwhy donโt you have one?โ
โThe sex is what?โ I beamed.
She propped herself on her elbow, our hands still clasped between us. โWell?โ
I propped myself too. โI was seeing someone up until a few months ago.
It wasnโt serious.โ
โWhy wasnโt it serious?โ she asked.
I shrugged. โI donโt know. I just couldnโt ever see her past a day I guess.โ
โWhat doesย thatย mean?โ
โI never envisioned her in the future. I only ever wanted to see her the day I wanted to see her. You know how when you like someone, you want
to make plans with them? I never wanted to make plans with her.โ โBut you want to make plans with me next weekend, huh?โ
I grinned. โBusted.โ
She laughed. โI get that whole day thing,โ she said. โAt the end I couldnโt even see my ex past a minute.โ
โOh yeah? What was he like?โ
She gave me a one-shoulder shrug. โArrogant. A surgeon.โ
I felt myself deflate. So Iโd been right about the kind of men she liked.
Educated. Accomplished.
The opposite of me.
Surgeon. Maybe thatโs what she did for a living? โAre you a surgeon?โ I asked.
Her smile fell a little. โThatโs four guesses. But no.โ
There was something a little tight about the way she said no. I didnโt know how to respond, so I did the only thing I could think of to fill the silence. I leaned forward and kissed her.
Turns out, it was the right move.
Iโd had chemistry with other women, but Iโd never experienced animal magnetism before. Itโs the kind of thing thatโs unmistakable when itโs happeningโand it happened with her. The same as last time, only stronger. The sexual tension between the two of us was like a sunflower turned to the sky. Iโd felt it even when she was gone, I realized. Like my body was looking for her even though I didnโt know where she was. It was a shift in gravity. Two bodies in a hammock, or an old mattress that dips in the middle. I could feel us rolling toward each other.
Itโs the kind of pull thatโs easier to give in to than it is to get out of.