We bought dish towels at a 7-Eleven on I-Drive and tried our best to wash the slime and stink from the moat off our clothes and skin, and I filled the gas tank to where it had been before we drove the circumference of Orlando. The Chrysler’s seats were going to be a little bit wet when Mom drove to work, but I held out hope that she wouldn’t notice, since she was pretty oblivious. My parents generally believed that I was the most well-adjusted and not-likely-to-break-into-SeaWorld person on the planet, since my psychological well-being was proof of their professional talents.
I took my time going home, avoiding interstates in favor of back roads. Margo and I were listening to the radio, trying to figure out what station had been playing “Stars Fell on Alabama,” but then she turned it down and said, “All in all, I think it was a success.”
“Absolutely,” I said, although by now I was already wondering what tomorrow would be like. Would she show up by the band room before school to hang out? Eat lunch with me and Ben? “I do wonder if it will be different tomorrow,” I said.
“Yeah,” she said. “Me, too.” She left it hanging in the air, and then said, “Hey, speaking of tomorrow, as thanks for your hard work and dedication on this remarkable evening, I would like to give you a small gift.” She dug around beneath her feet and then produced the digital camera. “Take it,” she said. “And use the Power of the Tiny Winky wisely.”
I laughed and put the camera in my pocket. “I’ll download the pic when we get home and then give it back to you at school?” I asked. I still wanted her to say, Yes, at school, where things will be different, where I will be your friend in public, and also decidedly single, but she just said, “Yeah, or whenever.”
It was 5:42 when I turned into Jefferson Park. We drove down Jefferson Drive to Jefferson Court and then onto our road, Jefferson Way. I turned off the headlights one last time and eased up my driveway. Neither of us knew what to say. We filled a 7-Eleven bag with trash to erase any trace of the past six hours from the Chrysler. In another bag, Margo handed me the leftover Vaseline, spray paint, and a full Mountain Dew. My brain was a blur of exhaustion.
With a bag in each hand, I paused outside the van and looked at her. “Well, that was quite a night,” I finally said.
“Come here,” she said. I stepped closer, and she hugged me. The bags made it awkward to return the hug fully, but I didn’t want to drop them and risk waking someone. I felt her standing on tiptoe, and then her mouth was right by my ear. She whispered clearly, “I. Will. Miss. Hanging. Out. With. You.”
“You don’t have to,” I said, trying to mask my disappointment. “If you’re done with them, just hang out with me. My friends are actually pretty nice.”
I could feel her smile as her lips were so close to mine. “I’m afraid that’s not possible,” she whispered. She let go but continued to watch me as she stepped backward. Raising her eyebrows and smiling, I believed the smile. I watched her climb a tree and then pull herself onto the roof outside her second-floor window. She managed to open her window and crawl inside.
I walked through my unlocked front door, tiptoed through the kitchen, and headed to my bedroom. I peeled off my jeans, tossed them into a corner of the closet by the window screen, downloaded the picture of Jase, and climbed into bed, my mind racing with the things I wanted to say to her at school.