To my surprise, one of Columโs kilted men-at-arms was waiting for me near the gate when I returned to the castle. Himself would be obliged, I was told, if I would wait upon him in his chambers.
The long casements were open in the lairdโs private sanctum, and the wind swept through the branches of the captive trees with a rush and a murmur that gave the illusion of being outdoors.
The laird himself was writing at his desk when I entered, but stopped at once and rose to greet me. After a few words of inquiry as to my health and well-being, he led me over to the cages against the wall, where we admired the tiny inhabitants as they chirped and hopped through the foliage, excited by the wind.
โDougal and Mrs. Fitz both say as youโve quite some skill as a healer,โ Colum remarked conversationally, extending a finger through the mesh of the cage. Well accustomed to this, apparently, a small grey bunting swooped down and made a neat landing, tiny claws gripping the finger and wings slightly spread to keep its balance. He stroked its head gently with the callused forefinger of the other hand. I saw the thickened skin around the nail and wondered at it; it hardly seemed likely that he did much manual labor.
I shrugged. โIt doesnโt take that much skill to dress a superficial wound.โ He smiled. โMaybe not, but it takes a bit of skill to do it in the pitch- black dark by the side of a road, eh? And Mrs. Fitz says youโve mended one of her wee ladsโ fingers as was broken, and bound up a kitchen-maidโs
scalded arm this morning as well.โ
โThatโs nothing very difficult, either,โ I replied, wondering what he was getting at. He gestured to one of the attendants, who quickly fetched a small bowl from one of the drawers of the secretary. Removing the lid, Colum began scattering seed from it through the mesh of the cage. The tiny birds
popped down from the branches like so many cricket balls bouncing on a pitch, and the bunting flew down to join its fellows on the ground.
โNo connections to clan Beaton, have ye?โ he asked. I remembered Mrs. FitzGibbons asking at our first meeting,ย Are ye a charmer, then? A Beaton?
โNone. What have the clan Beaton to do with medical treatment?โ
Colum eyed me in surprise. โYouโve not heard of them? The healers of clan Beaton are famous through the Highlands. Traveling healers, many of them. We had one here for a time, in fact.โ
โHad one? What happened to him?โ I asked.
โHe died,โ Colum responded matter-of-factly. โCaught a fever and it carried him off within a week. Weโve not had a healer since, save Mrs. Fitz.โ
โShe seems very competent,โ I said, thinking of her efficient treatment of the young man Jamieโs injuries. Thinking of that made me think of what had caused them, and I felt a wave of resentment toward Colum. Resentment, and caution as well. This man, I reminded myself, was law, jury, and judge to the people in his domainโand clearly accustomed to having things his own way.
He nodded, still intent on the birds. He scattered the rest of the seed, favoring a late-coming grey-blue warbler with the last handful.
โOh, aye. Sheโs quite a hand with such matters, but sheโs more than enough to take care of already, running the whole castle and everyone in it
โincluding me,โ he said, with a sudden charming grin.
โI was wondering,โ he said, taking swift advantage of my answering smile, โseeing as how youโve not a great deal to occupy your time at present, you might think of having a look at the things Davie Beaton left behind him. You might know the uses of a few of his medicines and such.โ
โWellโฆI suppose so. Why not?โ In fact, I was becoming slightly bored with the round between garden, stillroom, and kitchen. I was curious to see what the late Mr. Beaton had considered useful in the way of paraphernalia. โAngus or I could show the lady down, sir,โ the attendant suggested
respectfully.
โDonโt trouble yourself, John,โ Colum said, gesturing the man politely away. โIโll show Mistress Beauchamp myself.โ
His progress down the stair was slow and obviously painful. Just as obviously, he didnโt wish for help, and I offered none.
The surgery of the late Beaton proved to be in a remote corner of the castle, tucked out of sight behind the kitchens. It was in close proximity to nothing save the graveyard, in which its late proprietor now rested. In the outer wall of the castle, the narrow, dark room boasted only one of the tiny slit windows, set high in the wall so that a flat plane of sunlight knifed through the air, separating the darkness of the high vaulted ceiling from the deeper gloom of the floor below.
Peering past Colum into the dim recesses of the room, I made out a tall cabinet, equipped with dozens of tiny drawers, each with a label in curlicue script. Jars, boxes, and vials of all shapes and sizes were neatly stacked on the shelves above a counter where the late Beaton evidently had been in the habit of mixing medicines, judging from the residue of stains and a crusted mortar that rested there.
Colum went ahead of me into the room. Shimmering motes disturbed by his entry swirled upward into the bar of sunlight like dust raised from the breaking of a tomb. He stood for a moment, letting his eyes grow used to the dimness, then walked forward slowly, looking from side to side. I thought perhaps it was the first time he had ever been in this room.
Watching his halting progress, as he traversed the narrow room, I said, โYou know, massage can help a bit. With the pain, I mean.โ I caught a flash from the grey eyes, and wished for a moment that I hadnโt spoken, but the spark disappeared almost at once, replaced by his usual expression of courteous attention.
โIt needs to be done forcefully,โ I said, โat the base of the spine, especially.โ
โI know,โ he said. โAngus Mhor does it for me, at night.โ He paused, fingering one of the vials. โIt would seem you do know a bit about healing, then.โ
โA bit.โ I was cautious, hoping he didnโt mean to test me by asking what the assorted medicaments were used for. The label on the vial he was holding saidย PURLES OVIS. Anyoneโs guess whatย thatย was. Luckily, he put the vial back, and drew a finger gingerly through the dust on a large chest near the wall.
โBeen some time since anyoneโs been here,โ he said. โIโll have Mrs. Fitz send some of her wee lassies along to clean up a bit, shall I?โ
I opened a cupboard door and coughed at the resulting cloud of dust. โPerhaps youโd better,โ I agreed. There was a book on the lower shelf of the cupboard, a fat volume bound in blue leather. Lifting it, I discovered a smaller book beneath, this one bound cheaply in black cloth, much worn along the edges.
This second book proved to be Beatonโs daily log book, in which he had tidily recorded the names of his patients, details of their ailments, and the course of treatment prescribed. A methodical man, I thought with approval. One entry read: โ2nd February,ย A.D. 1741. Sarah Graham MacKenzie, injury to thumb by reason of catching the appendage on edge of spinning reel. Application of boiled pennyroyal, followed by poultice of: one part each yarrow, St. Johnโs-wort, ground slaters, and mouse-ear, mixed in a base of fine clay.โ Slaters? Mouse-ear? Some of the herbs on the shelves, no doubt.
โDid Sarah MacKenzieโs thumb heal well?โ I asked Colum, shutting the book.
โSarah? Ah,โ he said thoughtfully. โNo, I believe not.โ
โReally? I wonder what happened,โ I said. โPerhaps I could take a look at it later.โ
He shook his head, and I thought I caught a glimpse of grim amusement showing in the lines of his full, curved lips.
โWhy not?โ I asked. โHas she left the castle, then?โ
โYe might say so,โ he answered. The amusement was now apparent. โSheโs dead.โ
I stared at him as he picked his way across the dusty stone floor toward the doorway.
โItโs to be hoped youโll do somewhat better as a healer than the late Davie Beaton, Mrs. Beauchamp,โ he said. He turned and paused at the door, regarding me sardonically. The sunbeam held him as though in a spotlight.
โYe could hardly do worse,โ he said, and vanished into the dark.
I wandered up and down the narrow little room, looking at everything. Likely most of it was rubbish, but there might be a few useful things to be salvaged. I pulled out one of the tiny drawers in the apothecaryโs chest, letting loose a gust of camphor. Well,ย thatย was useful, right enough. I pushed the drawer in again, and rubbed my dusty fingers on my skirt.
Perhaps I should wait until Mrs. Fitzโs merry maids had had a chance to clean the place before I continued my investigations.
I peered out into the corridor. Deserted. No noises, either. But I was not naive enough to assume that no one was nearby. Whether by order or by tact, they were fairly subtle about it, but I knew that I was being watched. When I went to the garden, someone went with me. When I climbed the stair to my room, I would see someone casually glance up from the foot to see which way I turned. And as we had ridden in, I hadnโt failed to note the armed guards sheltering under the overhang from the rain. No, I definitely wasnโt going to be allowed simply to walk out of here, let alone be provided with transport and means to leave.
I sighed. At least I was alone for the moment. And solitude was something I very much wanted, at least for a little.
I had tried repeatedly to think about everything that had happened to me since I stepped through the standing stone. But things moved so rapidly around this place that I had hardly had a moment to myself when I wasnโt asleep.
Apparently I had one now, though. I pulled the dusty chest away from the wall and sat down, leaning back against the stones. They were very solid. I reached back and rested my palms against them, thinking about the stone circle, trying to recall every tiny detail of what had happened.
The screaming stones were the last thing I could truly say I remembered. And even that I had doubts about. The screaming had kept up, all the time. It was possible, I thought, that the noise came not from the stones themselves, but fromโฆwhateverโฆI had stepped into. Were the stones a door of some kind? And into what did they open? There simply were no words for whatever it was. A crack through time, I supposed, because clearly I had beenย then,ย and I wasย now,ย and the stones were the only connection.
And the sounds. They had been overwhelming, but looking back from a short distance, I thought they were very similar to the sounds of battle. The field hospital at which I was stationed had been shelled three times. Even knowing that the flimsy walls of our temporary structures would not protect us, still doctors, nurses and orderlies had all dashed inside at the first alarm, huddling together for courage. Courage is in very short supply when there are mortar shells screaming overhead and bombs going off next door. And
the kind of terror I had felt then was the closest thing to what I had felt in the stone.
I now realized that I did recall some things about the actual trip through the stone. Very minor things. I remembered a sensation of physical struggle, as though I were caught in a current of some kind. Yes, I had deliberately fought against it, whatever it was. There were images in the current, too, I thought. Not pictures, exactly, more like incomplete thoughts. Some were terrifying and I had fought away from them as Iโฆwell, as I โpassed.โ Had I fought toward others? I had some consciousness of fighting toward a surface of some kind. Had I actuallyย chosenย to come to this particular time because it offered some sort of haven from that whirling maelstrom?
I shook my head. I could find no answers by thinking about it. Nothing was clear, except the fact that I would have go back to the standing stones.
โMistress?โ A soft Scottish voice from the doorway made me look up. Two girls, perhaps sixteen or seventeen, hung back shyly in the corridor. They were roughly dressed, with clogs on their feet and homespun scarves covering their hair. The one who had spoken carried a brush and several folded cloths, while her companion held a steaming pail. Mrs. Fitzโs lasses, here to clean the surgery.
โWeโll no be disturbinโ ye, mistress?โ one asked anxiously. โNo, no,โ I assured them. โI was about to leave anyway.โ
โYouโve missed the noon meal,โ the other informed me. โBut Mrs. Fitz said to tell ye as thereโs food for ye in the kitchens whenever ye like to go there.โ
I glanced out the window at the end of the corridor. The sun was, in fact, a little past the zenith, and I became conscious of increasing hunger pangs. I smiled at the girls.
โI might just do that. Thank you.โ
I brought lunch to the fields again, fearing that Jamie might get nothing to eat until dinner otherwise. Seated on the grass, watching him eat, I asked him why he had been living in the rough, raiding cattle and thieving over the Border. I had seen enough by now both of the folk that came and went from the nearby village and of the castle dwellers, to be able to tell that Jamie was both higher born and much better educated than most. It seemed
likely that he came from a fairly wealthy family, judging from the brief description he had given me of their farm estate. Why was he so far from home?
โIโm an outlaw,โ he said, as though surprised that I didnโt know. โThe English have a price of ten pounds sterling on my head. Not quite so much as a highwayman,โ he said, deprecatingly, โbut a bit more than a pickpocket.โ
โJust for obstruction?โ I said, unbelievingly. Ten pounds sterling here was half the yearly income of a small farm; I couldnโt imagine a single escaped prisoner was worth that much to the English government.
โOch, no. Murder.โ I choked on a mouthful of bread-and-pickle. Jamie pounded me helpfully on the back until I could speak again.
Eyes watering, I asked, โWh-who did you k-kill?โ
He shrugged. โWell, itโs a bit odd. I didna actually kill the man whose murder Iโm outlawed for. Mind ye, Iโve done for a few other redcoats along the way, so I suppose itโs not unjust.โ
He paused and shifted his shoulders, as though rubbing against some invisible wall. I had noticed him do it before, on my first morning in the castle, when I had doctored him and seen the marks on his back.
โIt was at Fort William. I could hardly move for a day or two, after Iโd been flogged the second time, and then I had fever from the wounds. Once I could stand again, though, someโฆfriends made shift to get me out of the camp, by means Iโd best not go into. Anyhow, there was some ruckus as we left, and an English sergeant-major was shotโby coincidence, it was the man that gave me the first flogging. Iโd not haโ shot him, though; I had nothing personal against him, and I was too weak to do more than hang onto the horse, in any case.โ The wide mouth tightened and thinned. โThough had it been Captain Randall, I expect Iโd haโ made the effort.โ He eased his shoulders again, stretching the rough linen shirt taut across his back, and shrugged.
โThere it is, though. Thatโs one reason I do not go far from the castle alone. This far into the Highlands, thereโs little chance of running into an English patrol, but they do come over the Border quite often. And then thereโs the Watch, though theyโll not come near the castle, either. Columโs not much need of their services, having his own men to hand.โ He smiled,
running a hand through his bright cropped hair โtil it stood on end like porcupine quills.
โIโm no precisely inconspicuous, ye ken. I doubt thereโs informers in the castle itself, but there might be a few here and there about the countryside as would be glad enough to earn a few pence by letting the English know where I was, did they know I was a wanted man.โ He smiled at me. โYeโll have gathered the nameโs not MacTavish?โ
โDoes the laird know?โ
โThat Iโm an outlaw? Oh, aye, Colum knows. Most people through this part of the Highlands likely know that; what happened at Fort William caused quite a bit of stir at the time, and news travels fast here. What they wonโt know is that Jamie MacTavish is the man thatโs wanted; provided nobody that knows me by my own name sees me.โ His hair was still sticking up absurdly. I had a sudden impulse to smooth it for him, but resisted.
โWhy do you wear your hair cropped?โ I asked suddenly, then blushed. โIโm sorry, itโs none of my business. I only wondered, since most of the other men Iโve seen here wear it long.โฆโ
He flattened the spiky licks, looking a bit self-conscious.
โI used to wear mine long as well. Itโs short now because the monks had to shave the back of my head and itโs had but a few months to grow again.โ He bent forward at the waist, inviting me to inspect the back of his head.
โSee there, across the back?โ I could certainly feel it, and see it as well when I spread the thick hair aside; a six-inch weal of freshly healed scar tissue, still pink and slightly raised. I pressed gently along its length. Cleanly healed, and a nice neat job by whoever had stitched it; a wound like that must have gaped and bled considerably.
โDo you have headaches?โ I asked professionally. He sat up, smoothing the hair down over the wound. He nodded.
โSometimes, though none so bad as it was. I was blind for a month or so after it happened, and my head ached like fury all the time. The headache started to go away when my sight came back.โ He blinked several times, as though testing his vision.
โFades a bit sometimes,โ he explained, โif Iโm verra tired. Things get blurry round the edges.โ
โItโs a wonder it didnโt kill you,โ I said. โYou must have a good thick skull on you.โ
โThat I have. Solid bone, according to my sister.โ We both laughed.
โHow did it happen?โ I asked. He frowned, and a look of uncertainty came over his face.
โWeel, thereโs just the question,โ he answered slowly. โI dinna remember anything about it. I was down near Carryarick Pass with a few lads from Loch Laggan. Last I knew, I was pushing my way uphill through a wee thicket; I remember pricking my hand on a hollybush and thinking the blood drops looked just like the berries. And the next thing I remember is waking in France, in the Abbey of Sainte Anne de Beauprรฉ, with my head throbbing like a drum and someone I couldnโt see giving me something cool to drink.โ
He rubbed the back of his head as though it ached yet.
โSometimes I think I remember little bits of thingsโa lamp over my head, swinging back and forth, a sort of sweet oily taste on my lips, people saying things to meโbut I do not know if any of itโs real. I know the monks gave me opium, and I dreamed nearly all the time.โ He pressed his fingers flat over closed eyelids.
โThere was one dream I had over and over. Tree roots growing inside my head, big gnarled things, growing and swelling, pushing out through my eyes, thrusting down my throat to choke me. It went on and on, with the roots twisting and curling and getting bigger all the time. Finally theyโd get big enough to burst my skull and Iโd wake hearing the sound of the bones popping apart.โ He grimaced. โSort of a juicy, cracking noise, like gunshots under water.โ
โUgh!โ
A shadow fell suddenly over us and a stout boot shot out and nudged Jamie in the ribs.
โIdle young bastard,โ the newcomer said without heat, โstuffinโ yerself while the horses run wild. And whenโs that filly goinโ to be broke, hey, lad?โ
โNone the sooner for my starving myself, Alec,โ Jamie replied. โMeanwhile, have a bit; thereโs plenty.โ He reached a chunk of cheese up to a hand knotted with arthritis. The fingers, permanently curled in a half-grip, slowly closed on the cheese as their owner sank down on the grass.
With unexpectedly courtly manners, Jamie introduced the visitor; Alec McMahon MacKenzie, Master of Horse of Castle Leoch.
A squat figure in leather breeks and rough shirt, the Master of Horse had an air of authority sufficient, I thought, to quell the most recalcitrant stallion. An โeye like Mars, to threaten or command,โ the quotation sprang at once to mind. A single eye it was, the other being covered with a black cloth patch. As if to make up for the loss, his eyebrows sprouted profusely from a central point, sporting long grey hairs like insectsโ antennae that waved threateningly from the basic brown tufts.
After an initial nod of acknowledgment, Old Alec (for so Jamie referred to him, no doubt to distinguish him from the Young Alec who had been my guide) ignored me, dividing his attention instead between the food and the three young horses switching their tails in the meadow below. I rather lost interest during a long discussion involving the parentage of several no doubt distinguished horses not among those present, details of breeding records of the entire stable for several years, and a number of incomprehensible points of equine conformation, dealing with hocks, withers, shoulders, and other items of anatomy. Since the only points I noticed on a horse were nose, tail, and ears, the subtleties were lost on me.
I leaned back on my elbows and basked in the warming spring sun. There was a curious peace in this day, a sense of things working quietly in their proper courses, nothing minding the upsets and turmoils of human concerns. Perhaps it was the peace that one always finds outdoors, far enough away from buildings and clatter. Maybe it was the result of gardening, that quiet sense of pleasure in touching growing things, the satisfaction of helping them thrive. Perhaps just the relief of finally having found work to do, rather than rattling around the castle feeling out of place, conspicuous as an inkblot on parchment.
In spite of the fact that I took no part in the horsey conversation, I didnโt feel out of place here at all. Old Alec acted as though I were merely a part of the landscape, and while Jamie cast an occasional glance my way, he, too, gradually ignored me as their conversation segued into the sliding rhythms of Gaelic, sure sign of a Scotโs emotional involvement in his subject matter. Since I gathered no sense from the talk, it was as soothing as listening to bees humming in the heather blossoms. Oddly contented and drowsy, I pushed away all thoughts of Columโs suspicions, my own
predicament, and other disturbing ideas. โSufficient unto the day,โ I thought sleepily, picking up the biblical quotation from some recess of memory.
It may have been the chill from a passing cloud, or the changed tone of the menโs conversation that woke me sometime later. The talk had switched back to English, and the tone was serious, no longer the meandering chat of the horse-obsessed.
โItโs no but a week โtil the Gathering, laddie,โ Alec was saying. โHave ye made up your mind what youโll do then?โ
There was a long sigh from Jamie. โNo, Alec, that I havena. Sometimes I think one way, sometimes the other. Granted that itโs good here, working wiโ the beasts and with you.โ There was a smile somewhere in the young manโs voice, which disappeared as he went on. โAnd Columโs promised me toโฆwell, youโll not know about that. But kiss the iron and change my name to MacKenzie, and forswear all Iโm born to? Nay, I canna make up my mind to it.โ
โStubborn as your Da, ye are,โ remarked Alec, though the words held a tone of grudging approval. โYouโve the look of him about ye sometimes, for all youโre tall and fair as your motherโs folk.โ
โKnew him, did ye?โ Jamie sounded interested.
โOh, a bit. And heard more. Iโve been here at Leoch since before your parents wed, ye ken. And to hear Dougal and Colum speak of Black Brian, yeโd think he was the deโil himself, if not worse. And your ma the Virgin Mary, swept awaโ to the Bad Place by him.โ
Jamie laughed. โAnd Iโm like him, am I?โ
โYe are and all that, laddie. Aye, I see why itโd stick in your craw to be Columโs man, weel enough. But thereโs considerations the other way, no? If it comes to fighting for the Stuarts, say, and Dougal has his way. Come out on the right side inย thatย fight, laddie, and youโll haโ your land back and more besides, whatever Colum does.โ
Jamie replied with what I had come to think of as a โScottish noise,โ that indeterminate sound made low in the throat that can be interpreted to mean almost anything. This particular noise seemed to indicate some doubt as to the likelihood of such a desirable outcome.
โAye,โ he said, โand if Dougal doesna get his way, then what? Or if the fight goes against the house of Stuart?โ
Alec made a guttural sound of his own. โThen you stay here, laddie. Be master of horse in my place; Iโll not last so much longer, and thereโs no better hand Iโve seen wiโ a horse.โ
Jamieโs modest grunt indicated appreciation of the compliment.
The older man went on, disregarding such interruptions. โThe MacKenzies are kin to ye, too; itโs not a matter of forswearing your blood. And thereโs other considerations, tooโโhis voice took on a teasing note
โโlike Mistress Laoghaire, perhaps?โ
He got another noise in response, this one indicating embarrassment and dismissal.
โHey now, lad, a young feller doesna let himself be beaten for the sake of a lass he cares nothinโ for. And ye know her father will no let her wed outside the clan.โ
โShe was verra young, Alec, and I felt sorry for her,โ said Jamie defensively. โThereโs nothinโ more to it than that.โ This time it was Alec who made the Scottish noise, a guttural snort full of derisory disbelief.
โTell that one to the barn door, laddie; itโs no more brains than to believe ye. Weel, even if itโs no Laoghaireโand ye could do a deal worse, mark me
โyeโd be a better prospect for marriage did ye haโ a bit of money and a future; as ye would if yeโre next Master. Ye could take yer choice of the lassesโif one doesna chooseย youย first!โ Alec snorted with the half-choked mirth of a man who seldom laughs. โFlies round a honeypot would be nothinโ to it, lad! Penniless and nameless as ye are now, the lasses still sigh after yeโIโve seen โem!โ More snorting. โEven this Sassenach wench can no keep away from ye, and her a new widow!โ
Wishing to prevent what promised to be a series of increasingly distasteful personal remarks, I decided it was time to be officially awake. Stretching and yawning, I sat up, ostentatiously rubbing my eyes to avoid looking at either of the speakers.
โMmmm. I seem to have fallen asleep,โ I said, blinking prettily at them. Jamie, rather red around the ears, was taking an exaggerated interest in packing up the remains of the picnic. Old Alec stared down at me, apparently taking notice of me for the first time.
โInterested in horses, are ye, lass?โ he demanded. I could hardly say no, under the circumstances. Agreeing that horses were most interesting, I was
treated to a detailed exegesis on the filly in the paddock, now standing drowsily at rest, tail twitching for the occasional fly.
โYeโre welcome to come and watch any time, lass,โ Alec concluded, โso long as ye dinna get so close ye distract the horses. They need to work, ye ken.โ This was plainly intended as a dismissal, but I stood my ground; remembering my original purpose in coming here.
โYes, Iโll be careful next time,โ I promised. โBut before I go back to the castle, I wanted to check Jamieโs shoulder and take the dressings off.โ
Alec nodded slowly, but to my surprise, it was Jamie who refused my attentions, turning away to go back to the paddock.
โAh, itโll wait awhile, lass,โ he said, looking away. โThereโs much to be done yet today; perhaps later, after supper, hey?โ This seemed very odd; he hadnโt been in any hurry to return to work earlier. But I could hardly force him to submit to my ministrations if he didnโt want to. Shrugging, I agreed to meet him after supper, and turned uphill to go back to the castle.
As I made my way back up the hill, I considered the shape of the scar on Jamieโs head. It wasnโt a straight line, as might be made by an English broad-sword. The wound was curved, as though made by a blade with a definite bend. A blade like a Lochaber ax? But so far as I knew, the murderous axes had beenโno, were, I corrected myselfโcarried only by clansmen.
It was only as I walked away that it occurred to me. For a young man on the run, with unknown enemies, Jamie had been remarkably confiding to a stranger.
Leaving the picnic basket in the kitchens, I returned to the late Beatonโs surgery, now dustless and pristine after a visitation by Mrs. Fitzโs energetic assistants. Even the dozens of glass vials in the cupboard gleamed in the dim light from the window.
The cupboard seemed a good place to start, with an inventory of the herbs and medicaments already on hand. I had spent a few moments the night before, before sleep overcame me, thumbing through the blue leather- bound book I had taken from the surgery. This proved to beย The Physicianโs Guide and Handbook,ย a listing of recipes for the treatment of assorted
symptoms and diseases, the ingredients for which were apparently displayed before me.
The book was divided into several sections: โCentauries, Vomitories, and Electuaries,โ โTroches and Lodochs,โ โAssorted Plasters and Their Virtus,โ โDecoctions and Theriacs,โ and a quite extensive section ominously headed with the single word โPurges.โ
Reading through a few of the recipes, the reason for the late Davie Beatonโs lack of success with his patients became apparent. โFor headache,โ read one entry, โtake ye one ball of horse dunge, this to be carefully dried, pounded to powder, and the whole drunk, stirred into hot ale.โ โFor convulsions in children, five leeches to be applied behind the ear.โ And a few pages later, โdecoctions made of the roots of celandine, turmeric, and juice of 200 slaters cannot but be of great service in a case of jaundice.โ I closed the book, marveling at the large number of the late doctorโs patients who, according to his meticulous log, had not only survived the treatment meted out to them but actually recovered from their original ailments.
There was a large brown glass jar in the front containing several suspicious-looking balls, and in view of Beatonโs recipes, I had a good idea what it might be. Turning it around, I triumphantly read the hand-lettered label:ย DUNGE OF HORSES. Reflecting that such a substance likely didnโt improve much with keeping, I gingerly set the jar aside without opening it.
Subsequent investigation provedย PURLES OVISย to be a latinate version of a similar substance, this time from sheep.ย MOUSE-EARย also proved to be animal in nature, rather than herbal; I pushed aside the vial of tiny pinkish dried ears with a small shudder.
I had been wondering about the โslaters,โ spelt variously as โslatters,โ โsclaters,โ and โslatears,โ which seemed to be an important ingredient in a number of medicines, so I was pleased to see a clear cork-stoppered vial with this name on the label. The vial was about half-full of what appeared to be small grey pills. These were no more than a quarter-inch in diameter, and so perfectly round that I marveled at Beatonโs dispensing skill. I brought the vial up close to my face, wondering at its lightness. Then I saw the fine striations across each โpillโ and the microscopic legs, folded into the central crease. I hastily set the vial down, wiping my hand on my apron,
and made another entry in the mental list I had been compiling. For โslaters,โ read โwoodlice.โ
There were a number of more or less harmless substances in Beatonโs jars, as well as several containing dried herbs or extractions that might actually be helpful. I found some of the orrisroot powder and aromatic vinegar that Mrs. Fitz had used to treat Jamie MacTavishโs injuries. Also angelica, wormwood, rosemary, and something labeledย STINKING ARAG. I opened this one cautiously, but it proved to be nothing more than the tender tips of fir branches, and a pleasant balsamic fragrance floated out of the unsealed bottle. I left the bottle open and set it on the table to perfume the air in the dark little room as I went on with my inventory.
I discarded jars of dried snails;ย OIL OF EARTHWORMSโwhich appeared to be exactly that;ย VINUM MILLEPEDATUMโmillipedes, these crushed to pieces and soaked in wine;ย POWDER OF EYGYPTIANE MUMMIEโan indeterminate- looking dust, whose origin I thought more likely a silty streambank than a pharaohโs tomb;ย PIGEONS BLOOD, ant eggs, a number of dried toads painstakingly packed in moss, andย HUMAN SKULL, POWDERED. Whose? I wondered.
It took most of the afternoon to finish my inspections of the cupboard and multidrawered cabinet. When I had finished, there was a great heap of discarded bottles, boxes, and flasks set outside the door of the surgery for disposal, and a much smaller collection of possibly useful items stowed back into the cupboard.
I had considered a large packet of cobwebs for some time, hesitating between the piles. Both Beatonโsย Guideย and my own dim memories of folk medicine held that spiderโs web was efficacious in dressing wounds. While my own inclination was to consider such usage unhygienic in the extreme, my experience with linen bandages by the roadside had shown me the desirability of having something with adhesive as well as absorbent properties for dressings. At last, I set the cobwebs back in the cupboard, resolving to see whether there might be a way of sterilizing them. Not boiling, I thought. Maybe steam would cleanse them without destroying the stickiness?
I rubbed my hands against my apron, considering. I had inventoried almost everything nowโexcept the wooden chest against the wall. I flung back the lid, and recoiled at once from the stench that gusted out.
The chest was the repository of the surgical side of Beatonโs practice. Within were a number of sinister-looking saws, knives, chisels, and other tools looking more suited to building construction than to use on delicate human tissues. The stench apparently derived from the fact that Davie Beaton had seen no particular benefit to cleaning his instruments between uses. I grimaced in distaste at the sight of the dark stains on some of the blades, and slammed shut the lid.
I dragged the chest toward the door, intending to tell Mrs. Fitz that the instruments, once safely boiled, should be distributed to the castle carpenter, if there were such a personage.
A stir behind alerted me, in time to avoid crashing into the person who had just come in. I turned to see two young men, one supporting the other, who was hopping on one foot. The lame foot was bound up in an untidy bundle of rags, stained with fresh blood.
I glanced around, then gestured at the chest, for lack of anything else. โSit down,โ I said. Apparently the new physician of Castle Leoch was now in practice.