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Chapter no 7 – DAVIE BEATONโ€™S CLOSET

Outlander

To my surprise, one of Columโ€™s kilted men-at-arms was waiting for me near the gate when I returned to the castle. Himself would be obliged, I was told, if I would wait upon him in his chambers.

The long casements were open in the lairdโ€™s private sanctum, and the wind swept through the branches of the captive trees with a rush and a murmur that gave the illusion of being outdoors.

The laird himself was writing at his desk when I entered, but stopped at once and rose to greet me. After a few words of inquiry as to my health and well-being, he led me over to the cages against the wall, where we admired the tiny inhabitants as they chirped and hopped through the foliage, excited by the wind.

โ€œDougal and Mrs. Fitz both say as youโ€™ve quite some skill as a healer,โ€ Colum remarked conversationally, extending a finger through the mesh of the cage. Well accustomed to this, apparently, a small grey bunting swooped down and made a neat landing, tiny claws gripping the finger and wings slightly spread to keep its balance. He stroked its head gently with the callused forefinger of the other hand. I saw the thickened skin around the nail and wondered at it; it hardly seemed likely that he did much manual labor.

I shrugged. โ€œIt doesnโ€™t take that much skill to dress a superficial wound.โ€ He smiled. โ€œMaybe not, but it takes a bit of skill to do it in the pitch- black dark by the side of a road, eh? And Mrs. Fitz says youโ€™ve mended one of her wee ladsโ€™ fingers as was broken, and bound up a kitchen-maidโ€™s

scalded arm this morning as well.โ€

โ€œThatโ€™s nothing very difficult, either,โ€ I replied, wondering what he was getting at. He gestured to one of the attendants, who quickly fetched a small bowl from one of the drawers of the secretary. Removing the lid, Colum began scattering seed from it through the mesh of the cage. The tiny birds

popped down from the branches like so many cricket balls bouncing on a pitch, and the bunting flew down to join its fellows on the ground.

โ€œNo connections to clan Beaton, have ye?โ€ he asked. I remembered Mrs. FitzGibbons asking at our first meeting,ย Are ye a charmer, then? A Beaton?

โ€œNone. What have the clan Beaton to do with medical treatment?โ€

Colum eyed me in surprise. โ€œYouโ€™ve not heard of them? The healers of clan Beaton are famous through the Highlands. Traveling healers, many of them. We had one here for a time, in fact.โ€

โ€œHad one? What happened to him?โ€ I asked.

โ€œHe died,โ€ Colum responded matter-of-factly. โ€œCaught a fever and it carried him off within a week. Weโ€™ve not had a healer since, save Mrs. Fitz.โ€

โ€œShe seems very competent,โ€ I said, thinking of her efficient treatment of the young man Jamieโ€™s injuries. Thinking of that made me think of what had caused them, and I felt a wave of resentment toward Colum. Resentment, and caution as well. This man, I reminded myself, was law, jury, and judge to the people in his domainโ€”and clearly accustomed to having things his own way.

He nodded, still intent on the birds. He scattered the rest of the seed, favoring a late-coming grey-blue warbler with the last handful.

โ€œOh, aye. Sheโ€™s quite a hand with such matters, but sheโ€™s more than enough to take care of already, running the whole castle and everyone in it

โ€”including me,โ€ he said, with a sudden charming grin.

โ€œI was wondering,โ€ he said, taking swift advantage of my answering smile, โ€œseeing as how youโ€™ve not a great deal to occupy your time at present, you might think of having a look at the things Davie Beaton left behind him. You might know the uses of a few of his medicines and such.โ€

โ€œWellโ€ฆI suppose so. Why not?โ€ In fact, I was becoming slightly bored with the round between garden, stillroom, and kitchen. I was curious to see what the late Mr. Beaton had considered useful in the way of paraphernalia. โ€œAngus or I could show the lady down, sir,โ€ the attendant suggested

respectfully.

โ€œDonโ€™t trouble yourself, John,โ€ Colum said, gesturing the man politely away. โ€œIโ€™ll show Mistress Beauchamp myself.โ€

His progress down the stair was slow and obviously painful. Just as obviously, he didnโ€™t wish for help, and I offered none.

The surgery of the late Beaton proved to be in a remote corner of the castle, tucked out of sight behind the kitchens. It was in close proximity to nothing save the graveyard, in which its late proprietor now rested. In the outer wall of the castle, the narrow, dark room boasted only one of the tiny slit windows, set high in the wall so that a flat plane of sunlight knifed through the air, separating the darkness of the high vaulted ceiling from the deeper gloom of the floor below.

Peering past Colum into the dim recesses of the room, I made out a tall cabinet, equipped with dozens of tiny drawers, each with a label in curlicue script. Jars, boxes, and vials of all shapes and sizes were neatly stacked on the shelves above a counter where the late Beaton evidently had been in the habit of mixing medicines, judging from the residue of stains and a crusted mortar that rested there.

Colum went ahead of me into the room. Shimmering motes disturbed by his entry swirled upward into the bar of sunlight like dust raised from the breaking of a tomb. He stood for a moment, letting his eyes grow used to the dimness, then walked forward slowly, looking from side to side. I thought perhaps it was the first time he had ever been in this room.

Watching his halting progress, as he traversed the narrow room, I said, โ€œYou know, massage can help a bit. With the pain, I mean.โ€ I caught a flash from the grey eyes, and wished for a moment that I hadnโ€™t spoken, but the spark disappeared almost at once, replaced by his usual expression of courteous attention.

โ€œIt needs to be done forcefully,โ€ I said, โ€œat the base of the spine, especially.โ€

โ€œI know,โ€ he said. โ€œAngus Mhor does it for me, at night.โ€ He paused, fingering one of the vials. โ€œIt would seem you do know a bit about healing, then.โ€

โ€œA bit.โ€ I was cautious, hoping he didnโ€™t mean to test me by asking what the assorted medicaments were used for. The label on the vial he was holding saidย PURLES OVIS. Anyoneโ€™s guess whatย thatย was. Luckily, he put the vial back, and drew a finger gingerly through the dust on a large chest near the wall.

โ€œBeen some time since anyoneโ€™s been here,โ€ he said. โ€œIโ€™ll have Mrs. Fitz send some of her wee lassies along to clean up a bit, shall I?โ€

I opened a cupboard door and coughed at the resulting cloud of dust. โ€œPerhaps youโ€™d better,โ€ I agreed. There was a book on the lower shelf of the cupboard, a fat volume bound in blue leather. Lifting it, I discovered a smaller book beneath, this one bound cheaply in black cloth, much worn along the edges.

This second book proved to be Beatonโ€™s daily log book, in which he had tidily recorded the names of his patients, details of their ailments, and the course of treatment prescribed. A methodical man, I thought with approval. One entry read: โ€œ2nd February,ย A.D. 1741. Sarah Graham MacKenzie, injury to thumb by reason of catching the appendage on edge of spinning reel. Application of boiled pennyroyal, followed by poultice of: one part each yarrow, St. Johnโ€™s-wort, ground slaters, and mouse-ear, mixed in a base of fine clay.โ€ Slaters? Mouse-ear? Some of the herbs on the shelves, no doubt.

โ€œDid Sarah MacKenzieโ€™s thumb heal well?โ€ I asked Colum, shutting the book.

โ€œSarah? Ah,โ€ he said thoughtfully. โ€œNo, I believe not.โ€

โ€œReally? I wonder what happened,โ€ I said. โ€œPerhaps I could take a look at it later.โ€

He shook his head, and I thought I caught a glimpse of grim amusement showing in the lines of his full, curved lips.

โ€œWhy not?โ€ I asked. โ€œHas she left the castle, then?โ€

โ€œYe might say so,โ€ he answered. The amusement was now apparent. โ€œSheโ€™s dead.โ€

I stared at him as he picked his way across the dusty stone floor toward the doorway.

โ€œItโ€™s to be hoped youโ€™ll do somewhat better as a healer than the late Davie Beaton, Mrs. Beauchamp,โ€ he said. He turned and paused at the door, regarding me sardonically. The sunbeam held him as though in a spotlight.

โ€œYe could hardly do worse,โ€ he said, and vanished into the dark.

 

I wandered up and down the narrow little room, looking at everything. Likely most of it was rubbish, but there might be a few useful things to be salvaged. I pulled out one of the tiny drawers in the apothecaryโ€™s chest, letting loose a gust of camphor. Well,ย thatย was useful, right enough. I pushed the drawer in again, and rubbed my dusty fingers on my skirt.

Perhaps I should wait until Mrs. Fitzโ€™s merry maids had had a chance to clean the place before I continued my investigations.

I peered out into the corridor. Deserted. No noises, either. But I was not naive enough to assume that no one was nearby. Whether by order or by tact, they were fairly subtle about it, but I knew that I was being watched. When I went to the garden, someone went with me. When I climbed the stair to my room, I would see someone casually glance up from the foot to see which way I turned. And as we had ridden in, I hadnโ€™t failed to note the armed guards sheltering under the overhang from the rain. No, I definitely wasnโ€™t going to be allowed simply to walk out of here, let alone be provided with transport and means to leave.

I sighed. At least I was alone for the moment. And solitude was something I very much wanted, at least for a little.

I had tried repeatedly to think about everything that had happened to me since I stepped through the standing stone. But things moved so rapidly around this place that I had hardly had a moment to myself when I wasnโ€™t asleep.

Apparently I had one now, though. I pulled the dusty chest away from the wall and sat down, leaning back against the stones. They were very solid. I reached back and rested my palms against them, thinking about the stone circle, trying to recall every tiny detail of what had happened.

The screaming stones were the last thing I could truly say I remembered. And even that I had doubts about. The screaming had kept up, all the time. It was possible, I thought, that the noise came not from the stones themselves, but fromโ€ฆwhateverโ€ฆI had stepped into. Were the stones a door of some kind? And into what did they open? There simply were no words for whatever it was. A crack through time, I supposed, because clearly I had beenย then,ย and I wasย now,ย and the stones were the only connection.

And the sounds. They had been overwhelming, but looking back from a short distance, I thought they were very similar to the sounds of battle. The field hospital at which I was stationed had been shelled three times. Even knowing that the flimsy walls of our temporary structures would not protect us, still doctors, nurses and orderlies had all dashed inside at the first alarm, huddling together for courage. Courage is in very short supply when there are mortar shells screaming overhead and bombs going off next door. And

the kind of terror I had felt then was the closest thing to what I had felt in the stone.

I now realized that I did recall some things about the actual trip through the stone. Very minor things. I remembered a sensation of physical struggle, as though I were caught in a current of some kind. Yes, I had deliberately fought against it, whatever it was. There were images in the current, too, I thought. Not pictures, exactly, more like incomplete thoughts. Some were terrifying and I had fought away from them as Iโ€ฆwell, as I โ€œpassed.โ€ Had I fought toward others? I had some consciousness of fighting toward a surface of some kind. Had I actuallyย chosenย to come to this particular time because it offered some sort of haven from that whirling maelstrom?

I shook my head. I could find no answers by thinking about it. Nothing was clear, except the fact that I would have go back to the standing stones.

โ€œMistress?โ€ A soft Scottish voice from the doorway made me look up. Two girls, perhaps sixteen or seventeen, hung back shyly in the corridor. They were roughly dressed, with clogs on their feet and homespun scarves covering their hair. The one who had spoken carried a brush and several folded cloths, while her companion held a steaming pail. Mrs. Fitzโ€™s lasses, here to clean the surgery.

โ€œWeโ€™ll no be disturbinโ€™ ye, mistress?โ€ one asked anxiously. โ€œNo, no,โ€ I assured them. โ€œI was about to leave anyway.โ€

โ€œYouโ€™ve missed the noon meal,โ€ the other informed me. โ€œBut Mrs. Fitz said to tell ye as thereโ€™s food for ye in the kitchens whenever ye like to go there.โ€

I glanced out the window at the end of the corridor. The sun was, in fact, a little past the zenith, and I became conscious of increasing hunger pangs. I smiled at the girls.

โ€œI might just do that. Thank you.โ€

 

I brought lunch to the fields again, fearing that Jamie might get nothing to eat until dinner otherwise. Seated on the grass, watching him eat, I asked him why he had been living in the rough, raiding cattle and thieving over the Border. I had seen enough by now both of the folk that came and went from the nearby village and of the castle dwellers, to be able to tell that Jamie was both higher born and much better educated than most. It seemed

likely that he came from a fairly wealthy family, judging from the brief description he had given me of their farm estate. Why was he so far from home?

โ€œIโ€™m an outlaw,โ€ he said, as though surprised that I didnโ€™t know. โ€œThe English have a price of ten pounds sterling on my head. Not quite so much as a highwayman,โ€ he said, deprecatingly, โ€œbut a bit more than a pickpocket.โ€

โ€œJust for obstruction?โ€ I said, unbelievingly. Ten pounds sterling here was half the yearly income of a small farm; I couldnโ€™t imagine a single escaped prisoner was worth that much to the English government.

โ€œOch, no. Murder.โ€ I choked on a mouthful of bread-and-pickle. Jamie pounded me helpfully on the back until I could speak again.

Eyes watering, I asked, โ€œWh-who did you k-kill?โ€

He shrugged. โ€œWell, itโ€™s a bit odd. I didna actually kill the man whose murder Iโ€™m outlawed for. Mind ye, Iโ€™ve done for a few other redcoats along the way, so I suppose itโ€™s not unjust.โ€

He paused and shifted his shoulders, as though rubbing against some invisible wall. I had noticed him do it before, on my first morning in the castle, when I had doctored him and seen the marks on his back.

โ€œIt was at Fort William. I could hardly move for a day or two, after Iโ€™d been flogged the second time, and then I had fever from the wounds. Once I could stand again, though, someโ€ฆfriends made shift to get me out of the camp, by means Iโ€™d best not go into. Anyhow, there was some ruckus as we left, and an English sergeant-major was shotโ€”by coincidence, it was the man that gave me the first flogging. Iโ€™d not haโ€™ shot him, though; I had nothing personal against him, and I was too weak to do more than hang onto the horse, in any case.โ€ The wide mouth tightened and thinned. โ€œThough had it been Captain Randall, I expect Iโ€™d haโ€™ made the effort.โ€ He eased his shoulders again, stretching the rough linen shirt taut across his back, and shrugged.

โ€œThere it is, though. Thatโ€™s one reason I do not go far from the castle alone. This far into the Highlands, thereโ€™s little chance of running into an English patrol, but they do come over the Border quite often. And then thereโ€™s the Watch, though theyโ€™ll not come near the castle, either. Columโ€™s not much need of their services, having his own men to hand.โ€ He smiled,

running a hand through his bright cropped hair โ€™til it stood on end like porcupine quills.

โ€œIโ€™m no precisely inconspicuous, ye ken. I doubt thereโ€™s informers in the castle itself, but there might be a few here and there about the countryside as would be glad enough to earn a few pence by letting the English know where I was, did they know I was a wanted man.โ€ He smiled at me. โ€œYeโ€™ll have gathered the nameโ€™s not MacTavish?โ€

โ€œDoes the laird know?โ€

โ€œThat Iโ€™m an outlaw? Oh, aye, Colum knows. Most people through this part of the Highlands likely know that; what happened at Fort William caused quite a bit of stir at the time, and news travels fast here. What they wonโ€™t know is that Jamie MacTavish is the man thatโ€™s wanted; provided nobody that knows me by my own name sees me.โ€ His hair was still sticking up absurdly. I had a sudden impulse to smooth it for him, but resisted.

โ€œWhy do you wear your hair cropped?โ€ I asked suddenly, then blushed. โ€œIโ€™m sorry, itโ€™s none of my business. I only wondered, since most of the other men Iโ€™ve seen here wear it long.โ€ฆโ€

He flattened the spiky licks, looking a bit self-conscious.

โ€œI used to wear mine long as well. Itโ€™s short now because the monks had to shave the back of my head and itโ€™s had but a few months to grow again.โ€ He bent forward at the waist, inviting me to inspect the back of his head.

โ€œSee there, across the back?โ€ I could certainly feel it, and see it as well when I spread the thick hair aside; a six-inch weal of freshly healed scar tissue, still pink and slightly raised. I pressed gently along its length. Cleanly healed, and a nice neat job by whoever had stitched it; a wound like that must have gaped and bled considerably.

โ€œDo you have headaches?โ€ I asked professionally. He sat up, smoothing the hair down over the wound. He nodded.

โ€œSometimes, though none so bad as it was. I was blind for a month or so after it happened, and my head ached like fury all the time. The headache started to go away when my sight came back.โ€ He blinked several times, as though testing his vision.

โ€œFades a bit sometimes,โ€ he explained, โ€œif Iโ€™m verra tired. Things get blurry round the edges.โ€

โ€œItโ€™s a wonder it didnโ€™t kill you,โ€ I said. โ€œYou must have a good thick skull on you.โ€

โ€œThat I have. Solid bone, according to my sister.โ€ We both laughed.

โ€œHow did it happen?โ€ I asked. He frowned, and a look of uncertainty came over his face.

โ€œWeel, thereโ€™s just the question,โ€ he answered slowly. โ€œI dinna remember anything about it. I was down near Carryarick Pass with a few lads from Loch Laggan. Last I knew, I was pushing my way uphill through a wee thicket; I remember pricking my hand on a hollybush and thinking the blood drops looked just like the berries. And the next thing I remember is waking in France, in the Abbey of Sainte Anne de Beauprรฉ, with my head throbbing like a drum and someone I couldnโ€™t see giving me something cool to drink.โ€

He rubbed the back of his head as though it ached yet.

โ€œSometimes I think I remember little bits of thingsโ€”a lamp over my head, swinging back and forth, a sort of sweet oily taste on my lips, people saying things to meโ€”but I do not know if any of itโ€™s real. I know the monks gave me opium, and I dreamed nearly all the time.โ€ He pressed his fingers flat over closed eyelids.

โ€œThere was one dream I had over and over. Tree roots growing inside my head, big gnarled things, growing and swelling, pushing out through my eyes, thrusting down my throat to choke me. It went on and on, with the roots twisting and curling and getting bigger all the time. Finally theyโ€™d get big enough to burst my skull and Iโ€™d wake hearing the sound of the bones popping apart.โ€ He grimaced. โ€œSort of a juicy, cracking noise, like gunshots under water.โ€

โ€œUgh!โ€

A shadow fell suddenly over us and a stout boot shot out and nudged Jamie in the ribs.

โ€œIdle young bastard,โ€ the newcomer said without heat, โ€œstuffinโ€™ yerself while the horses run wild. And whenโ€™s that filly goinโ€™ to be broke, hey, lad?โ€

โ€œNone the sooner for my starving myself, Alec,โ€ Jamie replied. โ€œMeanwhile, have a bit; thereโ€™s plenty.โ€ He reached a chunk of cheese up to a hand knotted with arthritis. The fingers, permanently curled in a half-grip, slowly closed on the cheese as their owner sank down on the grass.

With unexpectedly courtly manners, Jamie introduced the visitor; Alec McMahon MacKenzie, Master of Horse of Castle Leoch.

A squat figure in leather breeks and rough shirt, the Master of Horse had an air of authority sufficient, I thought, to quell the most recalcitrant stallion. An โ€œeye like Mars, to threaten or command,โ€ the quotation sprang at once to mind. A single eye it was, the other being covered with a black cloth patch. As if to make up for the loss, his eyebrows sprouted profusely from a central point, sporting long grey hairs like insectsโ€™ antennae that waved threateningly from the basic brown tufts.

After an initial nod of acknowledgment, Old Alec (for so Jamie referred to him, no doubt to distinguish him from the Young Alec who had been my guide) ignored me, dividing his attention instead between the food and the three young horses switching their tails in the meadow below. I rather lost interest during a long discussion involving the parentage of several no doubt distinguished horses not among those present, details of breeding records of the entire stable for several years, and a number of incomprehensible points of equine conformation, dealing with hocks, withers, shoulders, and other items of anatomy. Since the only points I noticed on a horse were nose, tail, and ears, the subtleties were lost on me.

I leaned back on my elbows and basked in the warming spring sun. There was a curious peace in this day, a sense of things working quietly in their proper courses, nothing minding the upsets and turmoils of human concerns. Perhaps it was the peace that one always finds outdoors, far enough away from buildings and clatter. Maybe it was the result of gardening, that quiet sense of pleasure in touching growing things, the satisfaction of helping them thrive. Perhaps just the relief of finally having found work to do, rather than rattling around the castle feeling out of place, conspicuous as an inkblot on parchment.

In spite of the fact that I took no part in the horsey conversation, I didnโ€™t feel out of place here at all. Old Alec acted as though I were merely a part of the landscape, and while Jamie cast an occasional glance my way, he, too, gradually ignored me as their conversation segued into the sliding rhythms of Gaelic, sure sign of a Scotโ€™s emotional involvement in his subject matter. Since I gathered no sense from the talk, it was as soothing as listening to bees humming in the heather blossoms. Oddly contented and drowsy, I pushed away all thoughts of Columโ€™s suspicions, my own

predicament, and other disturbing ideas. โ€œSufficient unto the day,โ€ I thought sleepily, picking up the biblical quotation from some recess of memory.

It may have been the chill from a passing cloud, or the changed tone of the menโ€™s conversation that woke me sometime later. The talk had switched back to English, and the tone was serious, no longer the meandering chat of the horse-obsessed.

โ€œItโ€™s no but a week โ€™til the Gathering, laddie,โ€ Alec was saying. โ€œHave ye made up your mind what youโ€™ll do then?โ€

There was a long sigh from Jamie. โ€œNo, Alec, that I havena. Sometimes I think one way, sometimes the other. Granted that itโ€™s good here, working wiโ€™ the beasts and with you.โ€ There was a smile somewhere in the young manโ€™s voice, which disappeared as he went on. โ€œAnd Columโ€™s promised me toโ€ฆwell, youโ€™ll not know about that. But kiss the iron and change my name to MacKenzie, and forswear all Iโ€™m born to? Nay, I canna make up my mind to it.โ€

โ€œStubborn as your Da, ye are,โ€ remarked Alec, though the words held a tone of grudging approval. โ€œYouโ€™ve the look of him about ye sometimes, for all youโ€™re tall and fair as your motherโ€™s folk.โ€

โ€œKnew him, did ye?โ€ Jamie sounded interested.

โ€œOh, a bit. And heard more. Iโ€™ve been here at Leoch since before your parents wed, ye ken. And to hear Dougal and Colum speak of Black Brian, yeโ€™d think he was the deโ€™il himself, if not worse. And your ma the Virgin Mary, swept awaโ€™ to the Bad Place by him.โ€

Jamie laughed. โ€œAnd Iโ€™m like him, am I?โ€

โ€œYe are and all that, laddie. Aye, I see why itโ€™d stick in your craw to be Columโ€™s man, weel enough. But thereโ€™s considerations the other way, no? If it comes to fighting for the Stuarts, say, and Dougal has his way. Come out on the right side inย thatย fight, laddie, and youโ€™ll haโ€™ your land back and more besides, whatever Colum does.โ€

Jamie replied with what I had come to think of as a โ€œScottish noise,โ€ that indeterminate sound made low in the throat that can be interpreted to mean almost anything. This particular noise seemed to indicate some doubt as to the likelihood of such a desirable outcome.

โ€œAye,โ€ he said, โ€œand if Dougal doesna get his way, then what? Or if the fight goes against the house of Stuart?โ€

Alec made a guttural sound of his own. โ€œThen you stay here, laddie. Be master of horse in my place; Iโ€™ll not last so much longer, and thereโ€™s no better hand Iโ€™ve seen wiโ€™ a horse.โ€

Jamieโ€™s modest grunt indicated appreciation of the compliment.

The older man went on, disregarding such interruptions. โ€œThe MacKenzies are kin to ye, too; itโ€™s not a matter of forswearing your blood. And thereโ€™s other considerations, tooโ€โ€”his voice took on a teasing note

โ€”โ€œlike Mistress Laoghaire, perhaps?โ€

He got another noise in response, this one indicating embarrassment and dismissal.

โ€œHey now, lad, a young feller doesna let himself be beaten for the sake of a lass he cares nothinโ€™ for. And ye know her father will no let her wed outside the clan.โ€

โ€œShe was verra young, Alec, and I felt sorry for her,โ€ said Jamie defensively. โ€œThereโ€™s nothinโ€™ more to it than that.โ€ This time it was Alec who made the Scottish noise, a guttural snort full of derisory disbelief.

โ€œTell that one to the barn door, laddie; itโ€™s no more brains than to believe ye. Weel, even if itโ€™s no Laoghaireโ€”and ye could do a deal worse, mark me

โ€”yeโ€™d be a better prospect for marriage did ye haโ€™ a bit of money and a future; as ye would if yeโ€™re next Master. Ye could take yer choice of the lassesโ€”if one doesna chooseย youย first!โ€ Alec snorted with the half-choked mirth of a man who seldom laughs. โ€œFlies round a honeypot would be nothinโ€™ to it, lad! Penniless and nameless as ye are now, the lasses still sigh after yeโ€”Iโ€™ve seen โ€™em!โ€ More snorting. โ€œEven this Sassenach wench can no keep away from ye, and her a new widow!โ€

Wishing to prevent what promised to be a series of increasingly distasteful personal remarks, I decided it was time to be officially awake. Stretching and yawning, I sat up, ostentatiously rubbing my eyes to avoid looking at either of the speakers.

โ€œMmmm. I seem to have fallen asleep,โ€ I said, blinking prettily at them. Jamie, rather red around the ears, was taking an exaggerated interest in packing up the remains of the picnic. Old Alec stared down at me, apparently taking notice of me for the first time.

โ€œInterested in horses, are ye, lass?โ€ he demanded. I could hardly say no, under the circumstances. Agreeing that horses were most interesting, I was

treated to a detailed exegesis on the filly in the paddock, now standing drowsily at rest, tail twitching for the occasional fly.

โ€œYeโ€™re welcome to come and watch any time, lass,โ€ Alec concluded, โ€œso long as ye dinna get so close ye distract the horses. They need to work, ye ken.โ€ This was plainly intended as a dismissal, but I stood my ground; remembering my original purpose in coming here.

โ€œYes, Iโ€™ll be careful next time,โ€ I promised. โ€œBut before I go back to the castle, I wanted to check Jamieโ€™s shoulder and take the dressings off.โ€

Alec nodded slowly, but to my surprise, it was Jamie who refused my attentions, turning away to go back to the paddock.

โ€œAh, itโ€™ll wait awhile, lass,โ€ he said, looking away. โ€œThereโ€™s much to be done yet today; perhaps later, after supper, hey?โ€ This seemed very odd; he hadnโ€™t been in any hurry to return to work earlier. But I could hardly force him to submit to my ministrations if he didnโ€™t want to. Shrugging, I agreed to meet him after supper, and turned uphill to go back to the castle.

As I made my way back up the hill, I considered the shape of the scar on Jamieโ€™s head. It wasnโ€™t a straight line, as might be made by an English broad-sword. The wound was curved, as though made by a blade with a definite bend. A blade like a Lochaber ax? But so far as I knew, the murderous axes had beenโ€”no, were, I corrected myselfโ€”carried only by clansmen.

It was only as I walked away that it occurred to me. For a young man on the run, with unknown enemies, Jamie had been remarkably confiding to a stranger.

 

Leaving the picnic basket in the kitchens, I returned to the late Beatonโ€™s surgery, now dustless and pristine after a visitation by Mrs. Fitzโ€™s energetic assistants. Even the dozens of glass vials in the cupboard gleamed in the dim light from the window.

The cupboard seemed a good place to start, with an inventory of the herbs and medicaments already on hand. I had spent a few moments the night before, before sleep overcame me, thumbing through the blue leather- bound book I had taken from the surgery. This proved to beย The Physicianโ€™s Guide and Handbook,ย a listing of recipes for the treatment of assorted

symptoms and diseases, the ingredients for which were apparently displayed before me.

The book was divided into several sections: โ€œCentauries, Vomitories, and Electuaries,โ€ โ€œTroches and Lodochs,โ€ โ€œAssorted Plasters and Their Virtus,โ€ โ€œDecoctions and Theriacs,โ€ and a quite extensive section ominously headed with the single word โ€œPurges.โ€

Reading through a few of the recipes, the reason for the late Davie Beatonโ€™s lack of success with his patients became apparent. โ€œFor headache,โ€ read one entry, โ€œtake ye one ball of horse dunge, this to be carefully dried, pounded to powder, and the whole drunk, stirred into hot ale.โ€ โ€œFor convulsions in children, five leeches to be applied behind the ear.โ€ And a few pages later, โ€œdecoctions made of the roots of celandine, turmeric, and juice of 200 slaters cannot but be of great service in a case of jaundice.โ€ I closed the book, marveling at the large number of the late doctorโ€™s patients who, according to his meticulous log, had not only survived the treatment meted out to them but actually recovered from their original ailments.

There was a large brown glass jar in the front containing several suspicious-looking balls, and in view of Beatonโ€™s recipes, I had a good idea what it might be. Turning it around, I triumphantly read the hand-lettered label:ย DUNGE OF HORSES. Reflecting that such a substance likely didnโ€™t improve much with keeping, I gingerly set the jar aside without opening it.

Subsequent investigation provedย PURLES OVISย to be a latinate version of a similar substance, this time from sheep.ย MOUSE-EARย also proved to be animal in nature, rather than herbal; I pushed aside the vial of tiny pinkish dried ears with a small shudder.

I had been wondering about the โ€œslaters,โ€ spelt variously as โ€œslatters,โ€ โ€œsclaters,โ€ and โ€œslatears,โ€ which seemed to be an important ingredient in a number of medicines, so I was pleased to see a clear cork-stoppered vial with this name on the label. The vial was about half-full of what appeared to be small grey pills. These were no more than a quarter-inch in diameter, and so perfectly round that I marveled at Beatonโ€™s dispensing skill. I brought the vial up close to my face, wondering at its lightness. Then I saw the fine striations across each โ€œpillโ€ and the microscopic legs, folded into the central crease. I hastily set the vial down, wiping my hand on my apron,

and made another entry in the mental list I had been compiling. For โ€œslaters,โ€ read โ€œwoodlice.โ€

There were a number of more or less harmless substances in Beatonโ€™s jars, as well as several containing dried herbs or extractions that might actually be helpful. I found some of the orrisroot powder and aromatic vinegar that Mrs. Fitz had used to treat Jamie MacTavishโ€™s injuries. Also angelica, wormwood, rosemary, and something labeledย STINKING ARAG. I opened this one cautiously, but it proved to be nothing more than the tender tips of fir branches, and a pleasant balsamic fragrance floated out of the unsealed bottle. I left the bottle open and set it on the table to perfume the air in the dark little room as I went on with my inventory.

I discarded jars of dried snails;ย OIL OF EARTHWORMSโ€”which appeared to be exactly that;ย VINUM MILLEPEDATUMโ€”millipedes, these crushed to pieces and soaked in wine;ย POWDER OF EYGYPTIANE MUMMIEโ€”an indeterminate- looking dust, whose origin I thought more likely a silty streambank than a pharaohโ€™s tomb;ย PIGEONS BLOOD, ant eggs, a number of dried toads painstakingly packed in moss, andย HUMAN SKULL, POWDERED. Whose? I wondered.

It took most of the afternoon to finish my inspections of the cupboard and multidrawered cabinet. When I had finished, there was a great heap of discarded bottles, boxes, and flasks set outside the door of the surgery for disposal, and a much smaller collection of possibly useful items stowed back into the cupboard.

I had considered a large packet of cobwebs for some time, hesitating between the piles. Both Beatonโ€™sย Guideย and my own dim memories of folk medicine held that spiderโ€™s web was efficacious in dressing wounds. While my own inclination was to consider such usage unhygienic in the extreme, my experience with linen bandages by the roadside had shown me the desirability of having something with adhesive as well as absorbent properties for dressings. At last, I set the cobwebs back in the cupboard, resolving to see whether there might be a way of sterilizing them. Not boiling, I thought. Maybe steam would cleanse them without destroying the stickiness?

I rubbed my hands against my apron, considering. I had inventoried almost everything nowโ€”except the wooden chest against the wall. I flung back the lid, and recoiled at once from the stench that gusted out.

The chest was the repository of the surgical side of Beatonโ€™s practice. Within were a number of sinister-looking saws, knives, chisels, and other tools looking more suited to building construction than to use on delicate human tissues. The stench apparently derived from the fact that Davie Beaton had seen no particular benefit to cleaning his instruments between uses. I grimaced in distaste at the sight of the dark stains on some of the blades, and slammed shut the lid.

I dragged the chest toward the door, intending to tell Mrs. Fitz that the instruments, once safely boiled, should be distributed to the castle carpenter, if there were such a personage.

A stir behind alerted me, in time to avoid crashing into the person who had just come in. I turned to see two young men, one supporting the other, who was hopping on one foot. The lame foot was bound up in an untidy bundle of rags, stained with fresh blood.

I glanced around, then gestured at the chest, for lack of anything else. โ€œSit down,โ€ I said. Apparently the new physician of Castle Leoch was now in practice.

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