Upon failure of three exams, Jesinia Neilwart has been removed from the adept path and stripped of all its responsibilities and sacred privileges as of January 15. Under protest, I transfer her command to Professor Grady at his over-authoritative request.
โOfficial Records: Scribe Quadrant, Colonel Lewis Markham, Commandant
โWhat?โ Rhiannon shrugs and pushes off the wall. โWe didnโt tag along while Violet played inquisitor. We respect boundaries.โ
โDo you evenย haveย boundaries with one another?โ Imogen shoots a look at the three of them. โIf youโre all going with her, then Iโll excuse myself from what Iโm sure will be a fascinating trip to the Archives. See you at formation.โ She gives Rhi a mock salute and heads left, toward the quadrant.
โHe basically said we could be surrounded by venin and never know it,โ I tell them.
โThatโs super comforting,โ Sawyer replies.
โYou look good,โ I add, noting the color in his cheeks as he balances on his crutches. โFresh haircut? Clean shave?โ
โItโs almost like he got up early and prepared for the visit,โ Ridoc teases as we head down the tunnel, keeping Sawyer at our center.
โShut up.โ Sawyer shakes his head. โI was up early trying to fit a godsawful hunk of wood to my leg because itโs the only time the wood-carver had available. Iโm starting to think I should just make something myself.โ
โYou should. And I bet the thought of seeing a certain scribe made the hour tolerable.โ A smile pulls at Rhiโs mouth to my right.
โDo we give you shit about whatever you have going with Tara? Or the fact that Riorson and Sorrengail fight like an old married couple?โ Sawyer glares in our direction, then Ridocโs, but thereโs no hiding his immediate blush, even in the mage lights. โRidoc bedhops like a fucking frog, but no, letโs giveย meย crap.โ
We make it a few steps before none of us can smother our laughs.
โA frog?โ Ridoc grins from Sawyerโs left. โThatโs the best you can do? A frog?โ
โTara and I are old news.โ Rhi shrugs. โLeadership is hard on both our schedules. Weโre together when we have time, but itโs not like weโre seeing other people.โ She shoots a sideways glance my way. โBut heโs right, you and Riorson bicker like youโve been married fifty years and neither of you wants to do the dishes.โ
โThat is not true,โ I protest as Sawyer nods.
โAgreed,โ Ridoc says. โAnd itโs always the same fight.โ He lifts his hand to his chest. โIโll trust you if you stop keeping secrets!โ He drops the hand and scowls. โItโs my secretive nature that attracted you, and why canโt you just stay out of harmโs way for five fucking minutes?โ
Rhi laughs so hard she nearly chokes.
I narrow my gaze on Ridoc. โKeep talking, and Iโll plant my dagger somewhere that prevents all frog-like activity.โ
โDonโt hate on me for being the only truly single one out of us and enjoying every minute.โ We round the corner and the enormous, circular door to the Archives comes into view.
โI bet leadership secretly loves that youโre with Riorson,โ Sawyer says to me, shifting his grip on the handrail of his right crutch. โLegacies usually make for stronger riders, and with as much power as you two wield? Melgren will probably escort you both to a temple of your choosing the second youโre commissioned.โ
โDoubt Loial would let me in,โ I mutter. โCanโt remember the last time I stepped foot in her temple.โ Iโd stopped praying to her years ago, along with Hedeon out of pure spite. Love and wisdom hadnโt exactly shown up when Iโd needed them to.
โIf the general even waits that long.โ Rhi lifts her brows. โRiorsonโs already graduated.โ
โNot something weโve discussed.โ I shake my head. โAnd Iโm not against it in the future, but Iโm more focused on living until graduation. What about you?โ
โMaybe one day,โ she muses. โJust saying that youโre lucky Melgren hasnโt yanked you out of Battle Brief and personally seen to the arrangements in hope that your kid will be the next one with battle foresight in twenty-one years.โ Rhi bumps my shoulder.
โShame heโs so short-sighted,โ Ridoc says as we pass the first-year scribe sitting guard at the door.
The scent of parchment and ink hits my lungs, welcoming me home. I stare down the stacks that line the right side of the cavernous space like my father might walk out at any second.
โWeโre here to see Cadet Neilwart,โ Rhi tells the first-year scribe manning the entrance table, which marks the invisible line only those in cream robes are allowed to cross.
The cadet hurries off as Ridoc pulls out a chair for Sawyer, and our friend sits in the same exact place Iโd spent years of my life preparing to enter this quadrant.
โYou all right?โ Rhi asks quietly.
I nod and force a quick smile. โJust caught up in my head.โ
โRelax, Violet.โ Ridoc takes the seat next to Sawyer. โItโs not like the fate of our world rests on you finding whateverโs left of the irids.โ He rubs the back of his neck. โDo you guys think itโs short for iridescent?โ
โYes,โ the three of us simultaneously reply.
โDamn. Letโs go back to picking on Sawyer.โ Ridoc leans in his chair as Jesinia walks our way, her arms full of leather-bound tomes.
A third-year steps into her path, and she skirts him. The incident repeats with a second-year a few rows closer to us.
โTheyโre worse than riders.โ Sawyerโs knuckles whiten on the crutches as he arranges them against the table.
โThey really are,โ I agree, noting with pride that Jesinia keeps her head high as a third-year blatantly glares her way from the first row of study tables.
I narrow my eyes at him, and he flinches when he notices.
โIโm petitioning Grady to be on the quest squad,โ Ridoc says, signing as Jesinia reaches us. โThink heโll say yes?โ He raises his brows in her direction.
She sets six books down on the table and lifts her hands. โIs Violet in need of an ice wielder?โ she signs.
โShe could be,โ Ridoc says and signs. โGuess it all depends on your research.โ
โNo pressure,โ she signs and rolls her eyes, but they soften the second her gaze lands on Sawyer. โYou didnโt have to walkย all the way down here,โ she signs, and Ridoc translates. โI would have come to you.โ
โI. Wanted. Here,โ Sawyer signs slowly.
Rhiannon and I share a grin. Heโs learning quickly.
Two lines of worry appear between Jesiniaโs brows, right beneath the line of her cream hood, but she nods, then looks at me. โIโve brought you six tomes I think may be of some use,โ she signs, and Ridoc translates for Sawyer quietly.
โDo you need me to bury bodies?โ I ask, my hands moving quickly to sign. โBecause Andarna will happily roast some scribes if theyโre acting like assholes.โ
โGladly,โย she chimes in gleefully.
โNo,โย Tairn rebukes.ย โDonโt encourage her.โ
Jesinia glances back at the cadets who are gathering to start their day. โI have seen enough bloodshed,โ she signs. โAnd I can handle the punishment meted out for my desertion of the quadrant.โ
โPunishment?โ My stomach sours.
โThey kickedโโ Sawyer starts but signs the word โpushโย instead and drops his hands. โDamn it,โ he swears at the ceiling. โRidoc?โ
โIโve got you,โ Ridoc says and signs. โAnd I promise, I wonโt make any sexual plans for you later.โ
Jesiniaโs eyes widen.
โGods help us,โ Rhi mutters, then quickly signs it. โRidoc!โ
โTheyโre the ones losing out,โ Ridoc says and signs.
โAnd to think,โ I sign to Jesinia, keeping my mouth shut, โit was almost just the two of us at this table.โ
She presses her lips between her teeth, fighting a smile.
โAs I was saying.โ Sawyer shoots a glare at Ridoc as he translates. โThey kicked her out of the adept program. Made up some bullshit tests they knew sheโd fail.โ
My stomach sinks. I knew Markham would find a way to punish her for choosing Aretia, but never imagined heโd expel his brightest scribe from the path where sheโs so desperately needed.
Jesiniaโs attention snaps from Ridoc to Sawyer, and I wouldnโt wish the look she gives him on my worst enemy. โThat was not your information to share,โ she signs.
Ridoc repeats.
โThat one, I understood,โ Sawyer mutters. โThey needed to know, based on your new orders.โ
โI disagree,โ she signs back, then blatantly looks away, her gaze finding mine. โDo not worry about me. Iโm not out there fighting venin.โ She spells out the word.
โIโm so sorry,โ I whisper and sign.
โDonโt be.โ She shakes her head. โIโve been given the one assignment with which they know I can be trustedโhelping you with research. Well, officially under Grady, but itโs really you.โ
And they narrowed her scope of knowledge? It takes all the grace in my body to swallow the boulder of anger rising in my throat. โI didnโt want that for you.โ
She makes a face at me. โOh please,โ she signs. โIโm left on my own with a treasure trove of royal tomes no one has read in at least the last four hundred years. Look at me suffering.โ She rolls her eyes and smiles.
โDid you find mention of the irids?โ Ridoc asks.
Jesinia blinks once, giving Ridoc a look Iโve seen enough times to wince on his behalf as she begins to sign. โYes, in the second tome I pulled.โ
โReally?โ His face lights up.
โAbsolutely,โ she signs, her face completely deadpan. โIt was recorded that when the last irid hatches and bonds the cadet born of rider and scribe, sheโll be gifted with two signets.โ
โYouโre kidding!โ he signs excitedly. โThereโs a prophecy?โ He turns toward me. โViolet, youโre aโโ
I shake my head quickly, wrinkling my nose.
Ridoc sighs and lifts his hands toward Jesinia. โYou really are kidding, arenโt you? Thereโs no prophecy.โ
โOh, youโre so fucked,โ Sawyer whispers.
Jesinia leans over the table slightly in his direction. โOf course thereโs no prophecy.โ She signs with abrupt motions, her eyes narrowed on him, and this time Rhiannon translates for Sawyer. โJust research. Iโve barely finished translating Lyraโs journal and now have six hundred years of personal accounts to read through. Do you really think I found the answer in the first week of accessing the vault, or that I wouldnโt have gone straight to Violet with that information?โ
I rock back on my heels.
โI was hoping,โ Ridoc says and signs. โAnd youโre kind of scary when youโre angry.โ
โI am not some oracle high off whatever theyโre serving in the temple that day. I am an extremely educated scribe. Treat me as such, and I wonโt get angry,โ she replies, then turns toward me. โNow, I gathered these six for you to read, which mostly cover the southernmost isle of Deverelli, since thatโs the last isle we had communication with. Figured thatโs where you might start, but Iโll warn you that Grady has requested tomes about Emerald Sea exploration in the north.โ She pushes the tomes across the table and lifts her hands again. โHonestly, Iโm appalled with what isnโt in the vault. Thank gods Queen Maraya sent her list for you, because weโre missingโฆโ She cocks her head to the side. โI donโt even know what weโre missing. I was reading General Cadaoโs journal yesterday, and a whole section of pages is ripped out after he notes that there may have been an outside isle supporting the second Krovlan uprising.โ She drops her arms in exasperation. โI canโt research what we donโt have.โ
โThe second Krovlan uprising was supported by an isle kingdom?โ I say and sign slowly just to be sure I have it right. โBut that was in the four hundreds, right? And it was assumed that Cordyn sent soldiers. We severed all communication with most isles after they sided with Poromiel around 206, and they in turn killed every emissary we sent in the centuries that followed, so how would General Cadao know that?โ
โExactly,โ she signs. โI can only think of one scribe who might have that answer.โ She lifts her brows at me.
Oh.ย I blink, quickly processing the information, then swearing as I reach the inevitable, damning conclusion.
โIs it you?โ Rhi asks me, simultaneously signing. โOh no. Is itย Markham?โ
I shake my head. โMy father. And all his research, the work he had yet to publish, is nowย reallyย hard to access.โ My shoulders dip. Iโd been so focused on getting out of Momโs quarters with her journals after she died that Iโd completely forgotten what my father had left hidden.
โHard to access like we need Aaric and a midnight mission?โ Sawyer asks, and Ridoc translates.
โHard to access like we need Dain to betray his father.โ Which is highly unlikely.
โAfter disowning him in front of the quadrant, that shouldnโt be hard,โ Rhiannon says, lifting her brows as she signs.
โAnd itโs not like Dain hasnโt already betrayed him,โ Sawyer adds.
I shake my head. โHe left Navarre, not his father, and believe me when I tell you thereโs a difference.โ I glance at the books, then back up at Jesinia. โThank you for these and all the work youโre doing. Iโll start here.โ
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Three days later, Iโm in Battle Brief still pondering the Dain problem as Devera flicks her wrist and the largest map of the Continent Iโve ever seen unfurls over the quadrantโs rendering. And itโs a terrifying sight.
โIโm guessing they delivered that with our things from Aretia yesterday,โ Cat notes from my left.
โThere is way more red on that map than Iโm comfortable with,โ Rhi remarks, tapping her pen on her notebook.
The damning color spans from the Barrens, up the Stonewater River, and ends just short of Samara before spreading along the wardline, like the enemy is searching for weaknesses. But Samara still stands. Xadenโs safe, at least for now. Heโs been gone more than ten days, and Tairn is at his witsโ end, which makes two of us. Every day heโs out there, he risks his soul and sanity. Either he has to produce that solution he promised, or we have to find a way to get him off the border.
Most of Braevick is saturated with red flags, especially along the Dunness River, but Cygnisen hasnโt been recently attackedโฆnor have they sent their cadets yet.
Braevickโs capitalโZolyaโfell months ago, but the kingdomโs seat of power, Suniva, still stands in the provinceโs north. I canโt help but wonder where Queen Marayaโs summer houseโand her libraryโare. And hope theyโre at least well protected.
โCordynโs still safe,โ I whisper to Cat.
โFor how long at this rate?โ Her mouth purses, but I donโt take it personally. My sister is stationed in Aretia. Hers is beyond the wards.
โAs you can see,โ Devera says, quieting the room, โthere is a defined, supported assault happening along the wards, centered at the Samara outpost. We believe itโs simply because itโs the straightest path that leads to hereโthe hatching grounds.โ
I lift my eyebrows. Itโs not like her to give us the answers.
โOur knowledge of the venin up until this point has been somewhatโฆimpeded,โ Devera admits.
โThat is an understatement,โ Ridoc mumbles under his breath.
โAnd Iโm sure some of you have been frustrated at the lack of instruction for the last couple of weeks. If you reach beneath your seats, youโll discover why weโve been waiting.โ
I bend at the waist like every other cadet, finding a thick, canvas-bound book under my chair and retrieving it. I blink through the head rush as I sit up too quickly, then glance at the plain spine before flipping to the table of contents. โCaptain Lera Dorrellโs Guide to Vanquishing the Venin,โ I read. โVenin, A Compendium, andโฆmore. Look, they made us a little anthology.โ
โYouโve already read them all, havenโt you?โ Rhi asks, thumbing through her copy.
โAll but the last.ย Dark Wielders and Dark Times.ย Tecarus sent them to me in Aretia.โ
โMy cousin Drake wrote the compendium.โ Cat preens.
โYes, we get it, Cat. Youโre better.โ Ridoc glances at Rhi. โWe need a copy for Sawyer.โ
Rhi nods. โWe canโt let him fall too behind or heโll struggle to get caught up when he decides to return.โ
โHavenโt seen too many one-legged riders around here.โ Cat slips her anthology under her notebook. โOrโฆany. Maybe you should ask him what he wants before making assumptions.โ
She has a point, so I donโt snap at her for the first comment.
โThe cadets in the Scribe Quadrant have worked tirelessly over the last couple of weeks, printing enough copies for you each to have one.โ Devera sits back against the table. โNothing in this book is new to the fliers, of course, so I expect you all to pass the first test of your new history class with flying colors.โ She gestures to Kiandra. โThis particular course will be taught byย Professor Kiandra and, for the sake of speed and convenience, will take place in this room on Tuesdays and Thursdays. As our runes expert has declined to come to us, you will also be rotating in two-week cycles to Aretia for rune intensives. Check with your section leaders for the new schedule regarding sharing the flight field and your rune dates.โ
A class-wide grumble fills the room, even from the third-years behind us. I glance over my shoulder and note Dain in the top row. Heโs been gone so often I havenโt had a chance to ask him about helping me get to Dadโs research.
โDonโt complain,โ Devera warns, lifting her finger. โWeโre only adding three classes to the schedule, all of which will save your lives.โ
โThree more classes?โ Ridoc moans, and the sentiment is echoed around the room. โOn top of quest squad research?โ He glances my way. โIโm only halfway through the first Deverelli text as it is.โ
A smile pulls at my mouth that heโs jumped in with both feet, regardless of knowing thereโs absolutely no chance of him going.
โI mean it. Whiners donโt wear black,โ Professor Devera snaps. โRead the book and live. Donโt and die.โ She sighs, then squares her shoulders and looks around the room. โI do, however, regret to inform you that a crucial piece of information surfaced during printing and therefore is not included. It has now been confirmed by three different sources that high-level veninโwe believe Sage and Mavenโcan and do wield signets.โ
Silence falls thicker than the snow outside, every cadet besides those of us who already knew freezing completely. It took themย ten daysย to confirm?
โI know,โ Devera says with uncharacteristic gentleness. โItโs a shock. Iโll give you a second to sit with it.โ
I spot more than one head dropping in the rows ahead of us, like weโve just been handed our defeat. I canโt blame them; most of us have only been taught to battle fliers with lesser magics.
โAnd thatโs all the time you get.โ Devera stands. โWelcome to the new face of battle, where we are not only outnumbered in the sky but now equally matched on the field in terms of the skill of our opponents. You can and should expect to face a dark wielder with the same abilities as your friends, your squadmatesโโshe glances my wayโโand yourselves.โ
Another murmur rises, and Professor Devera silences it by raising her hand.
โWith that in mind, the nature of challenges will change under the supervision of Professor Emetterio to include wielding in order to better prepare you for actual combat.โ Her voice rises above the growing number of worried conversations. โBut death is no longer an acceptable outcome when you face your classmates. The days of settling your scores on the mat are over. We need each and every one of you to survive to graduation.โ
โEasy to say when youโre not facing Sorrengail,โ Caroline Ashton calls out.
Fair point. I have no business wielding on a challenge mat.
โWe arenโt going to throw you to the wolves,โ Devera tells her. โThe third class youโll be adding will be a hands-on approach to prepare you for signet-against-signet combat. Youโll have a rotating roster of professors to benefit from all signet types, and the Eastern Wing has temporarily loaned us their most powerful rider to start your instruction.โ
My throat tightens, and my heart starts to pound.
โAnd on that note.โ Devera gestures to the door at the back of the room, and I turn so fast my vision swims. โLook who just arrived.โ
Xaden stands next to Professor Kaori in the doorway, casually leaning against the frame with his arms crossed, with a tiny, yet undeniable tilt to his mouth as our eyes lock.
I smile instantly. Thank you, gods, he found a way to stay within the wards by teachingโ
Teaching.
Oh shit.ย Article Eight, Section One of the Basgiath Code of Conduct.
My face falls, and Xaden tilts his head as shadows brush against my shields.
โWhatโs wrong?โย he asks when I let him in.
โEveryone, welcome our newest member of your leadership team. Professor Riorson,โ Devera announces.
My ribs strain, as if they can hold my heart together if they just squeeze tight enough.ย โI think our relationship just ended.โ