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Chapter no 30

One Dark Window (The Shepherd King, 1)

THE WELL

Be wary the blue, Be wary the stone.

Be wary of shadows the water hath shown.

Your enemies wait.

The wolves stalk the gate.

Be wary of shadows the water hath shown.

 

Everyone was in the great hall. No one saw me slip up the stairs with the Captain of the Destriers. Or, if they did, I was just a maiden, headed into shadow with a tall, handsome man. Not the first, nor the last, of my kind.

A moment later, Jespyr and Elm joined us, taking the stairs in shifts.

โ€œWe need to split up,โ€ Jespyr said, her eyes turned upward to the long, winding stairwell. โ€œEach of us should take a floor.โ€

Ravyn shook his head. โ€œBetter we go in pairs. Itโ€™ll look less suspicious if anyone catches us snooping.โ€

โ€œWill it?โ€ Elm tapped his finger on the banisters. His green eyes landed on me. โ€œFine. Spindle. Youโ€™re with me.โ€

I blinked. โ€œYou canโ€™t be serious.โ€ โ€œOh, but I am.โ€

Ravynโ€™s voice was low. โ€œShe should come with me.โ€

โ€œTrees, Ravyn, youโ€™ll survive a moment without her.โ€ To his cousinโ€™s glare, Elm crossed his arms. โ€œUnless, of course, your priorities lie somewhere beyond finding the Well Card.โ€

Ravyn said nothing, his fingers flexing against mine.

โ€œOh, donโ€™t look at me like that. You have a Mirror, and Jes is our best lockpick. Out of the two of us, youโ€™re getting the bargain.โ€

โ€œI donโ€™t think it was lock picking that appealed to him,โ€ Jespyr murmured through her fingers. โ€œOr, perhaps, thatโ€™s exactly whatโ€”โ€

โ€œAll of you, shut up, weโ€™re wasting time.โ€ I slipped my hand out of Ravynโ€™s. โ€œElm and I will search the library, then head up to the guest rooms on the third floor. You two start with my fatherโ€™s bedchamberโ€”itโ€™s on the fourth landingโ€”then go to the fifth.โ€ I glanced back at Ravyn. โ€œIf we donโ€™t find it, we meet back in the great hall and search the bottom floor.โ€

Elm saluted me. โ€œYes, Captain.โ€

โ€œAnd if someone asks what you and the Prince are doing?โ€ Ravyn said pointedly.

Elm flashed his Scythe in his cousinโ€™s face. โ€œIโ€™ll send them on their merry way.โ€

โ€œWhat about the sixth landing?โ€ Jespyr said, her eyes raised once more to the tall, spiraling stairs.

I shook my head. โ€œMy father doesnโ€™t go up there anymore.โ€ โ€œHow do you know?โ€

โ€œBecause thatโ€™s where my room is.โ€

 

 

We didnโ€™t find the Well Card in the library. Iโ€™d have seen the blue light right away. But Elm insisted on digging through several old tomes and flinging open every drawer of my fatherโ€™s desk. I shadowed him, taming his chaos, making sure everything was put back where it belonged.

We moved to the next room, then the next. When there were no more rooms on the third floor, we hid in shadows, waiting for the stairwell to be clear above and below us.

What little patience Elm had, he was rapidly losing. He ran a hand through his unruly hair. โ€œYou sure you havenโ€™t missed it?โ€

I shot him a narrow glance. โ€œIf thereโ€™s a Well Card here, Iโ€™d have seen

it.โ€

โ€œPerhaps itโ€™s not here because your father used it.โ€ His voice lowered.

โ€œAnd saw us in it.โ€

I chewed my bottom lip, nerves twisting my stomach.ย To see oneโ€™s enemies, the Nightmare called.ย Betrayed by a friend. Or in this case, his daughter, his successor, a Destrier, and a Prince.

โ€œCan I help you with anything, Miss Spindle?โ€

We both jumped, which made my fatherโ€™s steward jump in turn. Balian let out a small cough. โ€œMy apologies,โ€ he said. โ€œYour father wishes to show the King one of his booksโ€”he asked me to retrieve it. I did not think anyone would be up here.โ€ He glanced over my shoulder, his eyes widening when he recognized Elm.

I did not often take pleasure in other peopleโ€™s turmoil. But in that moment, I relished Balianโ€™s utter shock as he surveyed me, the eldest Spindleโ€”upon whom he had cast so much indifference and distrustโ€” standing, chin high, in a fine black dress next to the Kingโ€™s son.

โ€œWill you be joining us downstairs, Your Grace?โ€ Balian asked, bowing low.

โ€œShortly,โ€ Elm said, gnawing at a fingernail, looking decidedlyย un– Princely.

โ€œYou may go, Balian,โ€ I said under a false smile. โ€œIโ€™m sure you have much to attend to.โ€

When I spoke, Balianโ€™s eyes narrowed a moment, the pretense of civility dropped. It seemed it did not matter that I was with a Prince; he did not like taking orders from the eldest childโ€”the infected child.

โ€œVery good,โ€ he said, brushing past me.

Elmโ€™s hand lowered to his pocket, bathed in red light. โ€œWhat, no bow for her?โ€

Balian hesitated. He looked at me, the lines in his face knit. Suddenly his eyes went bleary and he gave a low, stooping bow. A moment later he snapped upright, his eyes clearer, wider. He shot Elm a frightened glance and then hurried through the hallway before disappearing down the stairs.

Next to me, Elm chuckled, tapping the Scythe three times and twirling it between his long fingers.

โ€œYou didnโ€™t have to do that,โ€ I said, mounting the stairwell. โ€œHeโ€™s just a pompous little man.โ€

The Princeโ€™s steps echoed behind mine. โ€œWhatโ€™s the point of owning a Scythe if you canโ€™t have a little fun now and then?โ€

I had to lift the front of my dress, the stairs at Spindle House treacherously steep. โ€œIt doesnโ€™t always look fun. You seemed like you might fall over after the Market Day bedlam.โ€

Elmโ€™s voice was dispassionate. โ€œEverything has a cost.โ€

โ€œThe Scythe Card higher than most,โ€ I said. โ€œIโ€™ve heard, if used too long, the pain is excruciating.โ€

Elm feigned a gasp. โ€œNo one told meโ€”Iโ€™ll stop using it at once!โ€ I scowled. โ€œItโ€™s a risk.โ€

โ€œSo is treason,โ€ the Prince bit back. โ€œAnd yet, here we are.โ€

We reached the fourth landing off the main stairwell and took a sharp right, following a long, chilly corridor before reaching a spiral staircase, a servantsโ€™ corridor to the fourth-floor bedrooms.

The Nightmareโ€™s gaze lightened the dimly lit stairs, and though he did not speak, I could hear his breath in my ears.

โ€œWhat made you do it?โ€ I asked Elm, winded as I climbed the stairs. โ€œYouโ€™re a Destrierโ€”a Prince, second in line for the crown. Why risk it at all?โ€

โ€œEmoryโ€™s dying. I do what I have to do to save him. Thatโ€™s what family does.โ€

โ€œArenโ€™t the Rowans your family, too?โ€

โ€œArenโ€™t they yours?โ€ he said, gesturing to the walls of Spindle House.

I slowed my step. โ€œMy father could have turned me in when I caught the fever. But he didnโ€™t.โ€ I wrinkled my nose. โ€œHe broke the rules for me. And thatโ€™s what he sees when he looks at meโ€”a broken rule.โ€

โ€œWhat if he didnโ€™t?โ€ Elm countered. โ€œSuppose he, or someone else, risked their titleโ€”their lifeโ€”for yours freely? Someone who saw all your secrets and sicknesses and did not fear you. Wouldnโ€™t you choose them over all the others?โ€

I tried not to think about Ione. I pictured my auntโ€”her tight, warm hugs, her wisdom. I thought of how sheโ€™d stayed up late with me those first few weeks, when the fever held me in its grip. I thought of her letter and how, should I come home, sheโ€™d embrace me once again.

I thought of the Yews, steadfast, loyal. Fenir, Morette, Jespyrโ€”even Jon Thistleโ€”who looked at me without fear and offered nothing but kindness.

And Ravyn.

Just like the bird of his namesake, there was pronounced intelligence in

Ravyn Yewโ€™s gray eyes. When he looked at me, I felt seen, known. There was a line between us, drawn by fate and magic, that stretched out over space and time. Ravyn and I had walked that line our entire lives, unaware we were headed straight for each other. I saw myself in his cautious eyes and in the darkness that swam in my veins, and though I had not realized it until that very moment, there was magic between us that had nothing to do with blood or Providence Cards or anything in between.

โ€œI think I understand,โ€ I said as we reached the top of the winding staircase. โ€œAnd yes, I think I would do anything for someone like that. I truly would.โ€

โ€œAnd wouldnโ€™t you do anything to protect them?โ€ Elm said, his words trailing me like a shadow.

I turned, caught by something in his voice. When our gaze met, the Nightmare stirred, watching Elm through my eyes. โ€œYouโ€™re worried about Ravyn,โ€ I said, already knowing the truth. โ€œYou think, because I have secrets, that I will betray himโ€”betray all of you.โ€

Elm did not deny it. Had I not been assured he carried only his Scythe, I might have thought there existed a Nightmare Card between usโ€”a knowing, a reading of my mind. Just like in Ravyn, there lived a great intelligence behind the young Princeโ€™s gaze, and though they shone Rowan green, they were just as seeing, just as comprehending.

Only, Elmโ€™s eyes were filled with distrust.

โ€œI would never betray you.โ€ When the Nightmareโ€™s laugh filled my mind like smoke, I flinched. โ€œAt least, not knowingly.โ€

Elm raised his brows. โ€œWhat does that mean?โ€

I turned away, a cool tear falling from my chin to the top stair below my feet. โ€œTime will tell,โ€ I said, stepping into the first of several bedchambers. โ€œOne way or another, the truth will out.โ€

 

 

An hour later we met Ravyn and Jespyr at the bottom of the stairwell at the lip of the great hall. My chest sankโ€”there was no blue light coming from either of them.

Jespyr was gnawing at the hem of her sleeve. When she saw us, her voice was tight. โ€œPlease, tell me you found it.โ€

I shook my head. Jespyr swore under her breath. Elm ran a hand over his face. โ€œWhat time is it?โ€

Ravyn turned toward the great hall, the muscles tense along his jaw. โ€œThey just sounded the ninth gong.โ€

โ€œThe festivities wonโ€™t end until late tomorrow nightโ€”we still have another day to search.โ€

I could feel panic knitting itself into me. My jaw ached from clenching, my shoulders rigid, my hands locked in fists. โ€œYou three should go inโ€”let the King and his court see you.โ€ Ravyn opened his mouth to disagree, but I cut him off, brushing against him. โ€œIโ€™ll find you once Iโ€™ve spotted the Well.โ€

Jespyr and Elm exchanged glances. โ€œYou sure?โ€ Jespyr said.

โ€œYes.โ€ I gave a low laugh. โ€œTrust me, no one in there is going to notice my absence.โ€

Something shifted in my periphery, accompanied by the swell of a soft, birdlike voice. โ€œCome now, Bess,โ€ it called. โ€œYou give me so little credit.โ€

When I turned, Ione was there, clad in a deep violet dress I had never seen before. Its embroidered neckline was low, revealing her porcelain neck and the top swell of her breasts. She wore her hair in a loose braid, unadorned but for a single gold ribbon woven into her plait.

She looked like a moonbeam, mistress of the night, beautiful beyond measure. I stared at her, slack-jawed, captivated by every curve and edge of her. All but for her hazel eyes, which, even before the Maiden Card, had shone with their own special light, as if lit from within.

Only now they were clouded. Unfocused. Lost.

โ€œCome sit with me,โ€ she said, nodding toward the great hall. She waved at Ravyn and Jespyr and Elm. โ€œYou too.โ€

When she turned, I shot Ravyn a desperate glance.ย The Well, I mouthed.

He watched Ione turn into the great hall. When she glanced over her shoulder, he put his arm around me, and together we followed her. โ€œTen minutes,โ€ he said into my hair, nodding at Jespyr and Elm to follow suit. โ€œThen you can continue your search.โ€

Ione led us up the aisle of tables, the great hall clamorous, laughter and music warring for dominance as they bounced off the hallโ€™s looming ceiling. The King sat next to my father at the main table, their heads bent

low in conversation. Down the line was Nerium, her lips tight as she surveyed her guests, and next to her, the twins, their cheeks rosy with drink. Ione steered us past them to an empty table along the east wall. There,

waiting on a silver tray, were six goblets of wine.

โ€œPlease, sit,โ€ she said, gesturing to the table. โ€œShall we make a toast?โ€

We lowered ourselves to the table, slow and rigid, as if our joints had all rusted over. I sat between Ravyn and Ione, Jespyr and Elm opposite us. Each of us took a goblet from the tray and held it up. โ€œTo Nya and Dimia,โ€ Ione said, taking a long, deep swill. โ€œMany happy returns.โ€

โ€œMany happy returns,โ€ the rest of us repeated, our voices small. I drank from my cup and winced, the wine more bitter than Iโ€™d expected.

No one spoke. I shot Jespyr a glance and she shrugged, eyes wide. I turned to Elmโ€”counting on him to say somethingโ€”anythingโ€”to break the unbearable quiet.

But Elm was silent, leaning forward in his seat, his gaze honed entirely on Ione. A moment later he reached across the table and gripped her face, his fingers pressing into her cheeks.

โ€œElm, whatโ€”โ€

โ€œShut up.โ€ He searched my cousinโ€™s face. โ€œMiss Hawthorn,โ€ he said, his voice unusually soft. โ€œIone.โ€

She did not respond, did not move his hand away, did not blink, her eyes just as unfocused as before.

Something was wrong. I gripped the table. โ€œWhatโ€™s going on?โ€

โ€œLook at her eyes,โ€ Elm murmured. โ€œSomeoneโ€™s used a Scythe on her.โ€ He reached into his pocket, his eyes never leaving Ioneโ€™s face. He tapped his Scythe three times, his voice gentle. โ€œTell me what youโ€™ve done, Hawthorn.โ€

She blinked. When she spoke, her voice sounded strangled. โ€œOnly what he bade me,โ€ she said.

I went cold. Thatโ€™s when I realized that there were five of us seated at the table. Five of us.

And six goblets.

I turned to Ravyn. But the Captain of the Destriers had gone still, his hand so tight in mine it felt like a vise.

Then, mouth twisted in a cruel smile, cloaked in Scythe red and the turquoise light of a Chalice Card, Hauth Rowan took his seat at the end of

the table. He cast his gaze across the table and barked a laugh. โ€œCome now,โ€ he said. โ€œItโ€™s a nameday tradition. Surely you wonโ€™t begrudge me a little fun.โ€

He pulled his Scythe from his pocket and tapped it three times. โ€œThank you, my dear.โ€

The light in Ioneโ€™s eyes returned. Her gaze jerked from Elm to Hauth to her empty goblet. Not even the glamour of the Maiden could hide the pale in her cheeks.

Elmโ€™s fingers slipped from her face, his eyes burning as he turned to his brother. โ€œYou didnโ€™t,โ€ he snapped. He threw his empty goblet to the floor, rage broiling in the low notes of his voice.

โ€œI did.โ€ Hauth smiled, draining the sixth goblet. โ€œNow I have, too. Fair enough for you, brother?โ€

The Nightmare understood before I did. His anger burned through me, filling my thoughts with smoke.

I called out for him.ย Whatโ€™s happening?

The wine sat on my tongue, bitter, sour, unlike any drink Iโ€™d had before.

The turquoise light in his pocket. The Chalice.

I stared open-mouthed at my goblet, my face reflected grotesquely in the last dregs of wine at the bottom of the cup.

No.ย My fingers shook.ย He wouldnโ€™t.

But it was written all over the High Princeโ€™s face, a smug, triumphant smile sewn across his lips as he slid the Chalice Card onto the table for us to see. โ€œOnly a few moments now,โ€ he said, his eyes turning to Ravyn. โ€œWho wants to tell the truth first?โ€

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