THE WELL
Be wary the blue, Be wary the stone.
Be wary of shadows the water hath shown.
Your enemies wait.
The wolves stalk the gate.
Be wary of shadows the water hath shown.
Everyone was in the great hall. No one saw me slip up the stairs with the Captain of the Destriers. Or, if they did, I was just a maiden, headed into shadow with a tall, handsome man. Not the first, nor the last, of my kind.
A moment later, Jespyr and Elm joined us, taking the stairs in shifts.
โWe need to split up,โ Jespyr said, her eyes turned upward to the long, winding stairwell. โEach of us should take a floor.โ
Ravyn shook his head. โBetter we go in pairs. Itโll look less suspicious if anyone catches us snooping.โ
โWill it?โ Elm tapped his finger on the banisters. His green eyes landed on me. โFine. Spindle. Youโre with me.โ
I blinked. โYou canโt be serious.โ โOh, but I am.โ
Ravynโs voice was low. โShe should come with me.โ
โTrees, Ravyn, youโll survive a moment without her.โ To his cousinโs glare, Elm crossed his arms. โUnless, of course, your priorities lie somewhere beyond finding the Well Card.โ
Ravyn said nothing, his fingers flexing against mine.
โOh, donโt look at me like that. You have a Mirror, and Jes is our best lockpick. Out of the two of us, youโre getting the bargain.โ
โI donโt think it was lock picking that appealed to him,โ Jespyr murmured through her fingers. โOr, perhaps, thatโs exactly whatโโ
โAll of you, shut up, weโre wasting time.โ I slipped my hand out of Ravynโs. โElm and I will search the library, then head up to the guest rooms on the third floor. You two start with my fatherโs bedchamberโitโs on the fourth landingโthen go to the fifth.โ I glanced back at Ravyn. โIf we donโt find it, we meet back in the great hall and search the bottom floor.โ
Elm saluted me. โYes, Captain.โ
โAnd if someone asks what you and the Prince are doing?โ Ravyn said pointedly.
Elm flashed his Scythe in his cousinโs face. โIโll send them on their merry way.โ
โWhat about the sixth landing?โ Jespyr said, her eyes raised once more to the tall, spiraling stairs.
I shook my head. โMy father doesnโt go up there anymore.โ โHow do you know?โ
โBecause thatโs where my room is.โ
We didnโt find the Well Card in the library. Iโd have seen the blue light right away. But Elm insisted on digging through several old tomes and flinging open every drawer of my fatherโs desk. I shadowed him, taming his chaos, making sure everything was put back where it belonged.
We moved to the next room, then the next. When there were no more rooms on the third floor, we hid in shadows, waiting for the stairwell to be clear above and below us.
What little patience Elm had, he was rapidly losing. He ran a hand through his unruly hair. โYou sure you havenโt missed it?โ
I shot him a narrow glance. โIf thereโs a Well Card here, Iโd have seen
it.โ
โPerhaps itโs not here because your father used it.โ His voice lowered.
โAnd saw us in it.โ
I chewed my bottom lip, nerves twisting my stomach.ย To see oneโs enemies, the Nightmare called.ย Betrayed by a friend. Or in this case, his daughter, his successor, a Destrier, and a Prince.
โCan I help you with anything, Miss Spindle?โ
We both jumped, which made my fatherโs steward jump in turn. Balian let out a small cough. โMy apologies,โ he said. โYour father wishes to show the King one of his booksโhe asked me to retrieve it. I did not think anyone would be up here.โ He glanced over my shoulder, his eyes widening when he recognized Elm.
I did not often take pleasure in other peopleโs turmoil. But in that moment, I relished Balianโs utter shock as he surveyed me, the eldest Spindleโupon whom he had cast so much indifference and distrustโ standing, chin high, in a fine black dress next to the Kingโs son.
โWill you be joining us downstairs, Your Grace?โ Balian asked, bowing low.
โShortly,โ Elm said, gnawing at a fingernail, looking decidedlyย un– Princely.
โYou may go, Balian,โ I said under a false smile. โIโm sure you have much to attend to.โ
When I spoke, Balianโs eyes narrowed a moment, the pretense of civility dropped. It seemed it did not matter that I was with a Prince; he did not like taking orders from the eldest childโthe infected child.
โVery good,โ he said, brushing past me.
Elmโs hand lowered to his pocket, bathed in red light. โWhat, no bow for her?โ
Balian hesitated. He looked at me, the lines in his face knit. Suddenly his eyes went bleary and he gave a low, stooping bow. A moment later he snapped upright, his eyes clearer, wider. He shot Elm a frightened glance and then hurried through the hallway before disappearing down the stairs.
Next to me, Elm chuckled, tapping the Scythe three times and twirling it between his long fingers.
โYou didnโt have to do that,โ I said, mounting the stairwell. โHeโs just a pompous little man.โ
The Princeโs steps echoed behind mine. โWhatโs the point of owning a Scythe if you canโt have a little fun now and then?โ
I had to lift the front of my dress, the stairs at Spindle House treacherously steep. โIt doesnโt always look fun. You seemed like you might fall over after the Market Day bedlam.โ
Elmโs voice was dispassionate. โEverything has a cost.โ
โThe Scythe Card higher than most,โ I said. โIโve heard, if used too long, the pain is excruciating.โ
Elm feigned a gasp. โNo one told meโIโll stop using it at once!โ I scowled. โItโs a risk.โ
โSo is treason,โ the Prince bit back. โAnd yet, here we are.โ
We reached the fourth landing off the main stairwell and took a sharp right, following a long, chilly corridor before reaching a spiral staircase, a servantsโ corridor to the fourth-floor bedrooms.
The Nightmareโs gaze lightened the dimly lit stairs, and though he did not speak, I could hear his breath in my ears.
โWhat made you do it?โ I asked Elm, winded as I climbed the stairs. โYouโre a Destrierโa Prince, second in line for the crown. Why risk it at all?โ
โEmoryโs dying. I do what I have to do to save him. Thatโs what family does.โ
โArenโt the Rowans your family, too?โ
โArenโt they yours?โ he said, gesturing to the walls of Spindle House.
I slowed my step. โMy father could have turned me in when I caught the fever. But he didnโt.โ I wrinkled my nose. โHe broke the rules for me. And thatโs what he sees when he looks at meโa broken rule.โ
โWhat if he didnโt?โ Elm countered. โSuppose he, or someone else, risked their titleโtheir lifeโfor yours freely? Someone who saw all your secrets and sicknesses and did not fear you. Wouldnโt you choose them over all the others?โ
I tried not to think about Ione. I pictured my auntโher tight, warm hugs, her wisdom. I thought of how sheโd stayed up late with me those first few weeks, when the fever held me in its grip. I thought of her letter and how, should I come home, sheโd embrace me once again.
I thought of the Yews, steadfast, loyal. Fenir, Morette, Jespyrโeven Jon Thistleโwho looked at me without fear and offered nothing but kindness.
And Ravyn.
Just like the bird of his namesake, there was pronounced intelligence in
Ravyn Yewโs gray eyes. When he looked at me, I felt seen, known. There was a line between us, drawn by fate and magic, that stretched out over space and time. Ravyn and I had walked that line our entire lives, unaware we were headed straight for each other. I saw myself in his cautious eyes and in the darkness that swam in my veins, and though I had not realized it until that very moment, there was magic between us that had nothing to do with blood or Providence Cards or anything in between.
โI think I understand,โ I said as we reached the top of the winding staircase. โAnd yes, I think I would do anything for someone like that. I truly would.โ
โAnd wouldnโt you do anything to protect them?โ Elm said, his words trailing me like a shadow.
I turned, caught by something in his voice. When our gaze met, the Nightmare stirred, watching Elm through my eyes. โYouโre worried about Ravyn,โ I said, already knowing the truth. โYou think, because I have secrets, that I will betray himโbetray all of you.โ
Elm did not deny it. Had I not been assured he carried only his Scythe, I might have thought there existed a Nightmare Card between usโa knowing, a reading of my mind. Just like in Ravyn, there lived a great intelligence behind the young Princeโs gaze, and though they shone Rowan green, they were just as seeing, just as comprehending.
Only, Elmโs eyes were filled with distrust.
โI would never betray you.โ When the Nightmareโs laugh filled my mind like smoke, I flinched. โAt least, not knowingly.โ
Elm raised his brows. โWhat does that mean?โ
I turned away, a cool tear falling from my chin to the top stair below my feet. โTime will tell,โ I said, stepping into the first of several bedchambers. โOne way or another, the truth will out.โ
An hour later we met Ravyn and Jespyr at the bottom of the stairwell at the lip of the great hall. My chest sankโthere was no blue light coming from either of them.
Jespyr was gnawing at the hem of her sleeve. When she saw us, her voice was tight. โPlease, tell me you found it.โ
I shook my head. Jespyr swore under her breath. Elm ran a hand over his face. โWhat time is it?โ
Ravyn turned toward the great hall, the muscles tense along his jaw. โThey just sounded the ninth gong.โ
โThe festivities wonโt end until late tomorrow nightโwe still have another day to search.โ
I could feel panic knitting itself into me. My jaw ached from clenching, my shoulders rigid, my hands locked in fists. โYou three should go inโlet the King and his court see you.โ Ravyn opened his mouth to disagree, but I cut him off, brushing against him. โIโll find you once Iโve spotted the Well.โ
Jespyr and Elm exchanged glances. โYou sure?โ Jespyr said.
โYes.โ I gave a low laugh. โTrust me, no one in there is going to notice my absence.โ
Something shifted in my periphery, accompanied by the swell of a soft, birdlike voice. โCome now, Bess,โ it called. โYou give me so little credit.โ
When I turned, Ione was there, clad in a deep violet dress I had never seen before. Its embroidered neckline was low, revealing her porcelain neck and the top swell of her breasts. She wore her hair in a loose braid, unadorned but for a single gold ribbon woven into her plait.
She looked like a moonbeam, mistress of the night, beautiful beyond measure. I stared at her, slack-jawed, captivated by every curve and edge of her. All but for her hazel eyes, which, even before the Maiden Card, had shone with their own special light, as if lit from within.
Only now they were clouded. Unfocused. Lost.
โCome sit with me,โ she said, nodding toward the great hall. She waved at Ravyn and Jespyr and Elm. โYou too.โ
When she turned, I shot Ravyn a desperate glance.ย The Well, I mouthed.
He watched Ione turn into the great hall. When she glanced over her shoulder, he put his arm around me, and together we followed her. โTen minutes,โ he said into my hair, nodding at Jespyr and Elm to follow suit. โThen you can continue your search.โ
Ione led us up the aisle of tables, the great hall clamorous, laughter and music warring for dominance as they bounced off the hallโs looming ceiling. The King sat next to my father at the main table, their heads bent
low in conversation. Down the line was Nerium, her lips tight as she surveyed her guests, and next to her, the twins, their cheeks rosy with drink. Ione steered us past them to an empty table along the east wall. There,
waiting on a silver tray, were six goblets of wine.
โPlease, sit,โ she said, gesturing to the table. โShall we make a toast?โ
We lowered ourselves to the table, slow and rigid, as if our joints had all rusted over. I sat between Ravyn and Ione, Jespyr and Elm opposite us. Each of us took a goblet from the tray and held it up. โTo Nya and Dimia,โ Ione said, taking a long, deep swill. โMany happy returns.โ
โMany happy returns,โ the rest of us repeated, our voices small. I drank from my cup and winced, the wine more bitter than Iโd expected.
No one spoke. I shot Jespyr a glance and she shrugged, eyes wide. I turned to Elmโcounting on him to say somethingโanythingโto break the unbearable quiet.
But Elm was silent, leaning forward in his seat, his gaze honed entirely on Ione. A moment later he reached across the table and gripped her face, his fingers pressing into her cheeks.
โElm, whatโโ
โShut up.โ He searched my cousinโs face. โMiss Hawthorn,โ he said, his voice unusually soft. โIone.โ
She did not respond, did not move his hand away, did not blink, her eyes just as unfocused as before.
Something was wrong. I gripped the table. โWhatโs going on?โ
โLook at her eyes,โ Elm murmured. โSomeoneโs used a Scythe on her.โ He reached into his pocket, his eyes never leaving Ioneโs face. He tapped his Scythe three times, his voice gentle. โTell me what youโve done, Hawthorn.โ
She blinked. When she spoke, her voice sounded strangled. โOnly what he bade me,โ she said.
I went cold. Thatโs when I realized that there were five of us seated at the table. Five of us.
And six goblets.
I turned to Ravyn. But the Captain of the Destriers had gone still, his hand so tight in mine it felt like a vise.
Then, mouth twisted in a cruel smile, cloaked in Scythe red and the turquoise light of a Chalice Card, Hauth Rowan took his seat at the end of
the table. He cast his gaze across the table and barked a laugh. โCome now,โ he said. โItโs a nameday tradition. Surely you wonโt begrudge me a little fun.โ
He pulled his Scythe from his pocket and tapped it three times. โThank you, my dear.โ
The light in Ioneโs eyes returned. Her gaze jerked from Elm to Hauth to her empty goblet. Not even the glamour of the Maiden could hide the pale in her cheeks.
Elmโs fingers slipped from her face, his eyes burning as he turned to his brother. โYou didnโt,โ he snapped. He threw his empty goblet to the floor, rage broiling in the low notes of his voice.
โI did.โ Hauth smiled, draining the sixth goblet. โNow I have, too. Fair enough for you, brother?โ
The Nightmare understood before I did. His anger burned through me, filling my thoughts with smoke.
I called out for him.ย Whatโs happening?
The wine sat on my tongue, bitter, sour, unlike any drink Iโd had before.
The turquoise light in his pocket. The Chalice.
I stared open-mouthed at my goblet, my face reflected grotesquely in the last dregs of wine at the bottom of the cup.
No.ย My fingers shook.ย He wouldnโt.
But it was written all over the High Princeโs face, a smug, triumphant smile sewn across his lips as he slid the Chalice Card onto the table for us to see. โOnly a few moments now,โ he said, his eyes turning to Ravyn. โWho wants to tell the truth first?โ