Providence Cards are a gift. Their magic is measured. Neither they, nor those who wield them, risk degeneration. Still, be wary. Be clever. Be good. Nothing comes for free, especially magic.
Providence Cards are a gift.
Morette, Jespyr, and I waited in the parlor, seated strategically one chair apart around a spacious oval table. I wore a dark gray dress paired with a white shawl my aunt had knit, a Hawthorn tree embroidered in its center. I wrapped the shawl around my neck and chest, reveling in its warmth, needing the comfort.
Across from me, Jespyr tugged at her frilled collar. Her mother had insisted, since wearing a dress was out of the question, that she don something more formal than her usual attire, which Morette had deemed with an upturned nose โwoolens unfit for a stable boy.โ
Moretteโs eyes flared when she glanced at her daughter. โAre you drinking?โ
Jespyr shoved a hip flask under the table. โNo.โ โItโs not even midday!โ
โThink of it as medicine.โ When her mother shot her a look cold as murder, Jespyr threw up her hands. โYou canโt expect me to endure Sylvia Pine without a single drop of alcohol.โ
โWe wonโt be enduring her long if she thinks my daughter is a drunkard.โ
Jespyr tossed me the flask. I caught it, its contents swishing in the small
leather encasement. I smelled wine. โHave some,โ Jespyr said. โTrust me, itโll help.โ
I glanced down at the flask, Moretteโs eyes boring into me from the other side of the table.
Go on, then, the Nightmare said.ย Anything to put me out of my misery. Shut it, grumpy.
I undid the stopper and pressed the lid to my lips. The wine was warm, richโtoo strong for so early in the dayโbut a pleasant burn nonetheless. โWill anyone else be joining us?โ
Jespyr eyed me from across the table. โLike who?โ Her lips curled, mischievous as a goblin. โLike Ravyn?โ
I tossed the flask back, hard. Jespyr caught it with one hand, doing a poor job of tucking her smile away. โHe rode back to Stone early this morning. No rest for the Captain.โ
The sound of the carriage wheels rumbled. All three of our heads turned to the parlor door. Outside, hooves clattered against stone. The wheels stopped and the horses whickered, only to be drowned out by the sound of high-pitched chittering, several voices competing for air.
The Pine women had arrived.
โRemember,โ Morette said in a low voice. โConcealment is key. Donโt make it obvious you are interested in the Iron Gate. Just get them toย talk.โ
Their steward opened the parlor door with a bang, so abrasive the silver tea set vibrated. He wasnโt a delicate man, Jon Thistle. โLady Sylvia Pine and her daughters, milady.โ
โThank you, Jon,โ Morette said. Her brows raised. A nod, a smile, a soft gesture to the table. The performance had begun. โPlease have a seat, Sylvia. Farrah, Gerta, Maylene, please make yourselves comfortable.โ
We were flanked by the Pine women. I was seated between Lady Pine and her middle daughter, Gerta. Jespyr sat between the eldest Pine girl, Farrah, and the youngest, Maylene, who was no older than my half sisters.
In the brief moment when the chairs had stopped scraping, before anyone spoke, the silence in the room felt so oppressive I felt it might strangle me. I shot Jespyr a frantic look, but sheโfearsome Jespyr Yew, Blunderโs only female Destrierโlooked as uncomfortable as I felt, gnawing on her fingernail, eyes like a trapped animalโs.
Jon bustled around us, pouring the tea. For such an unfinished-looking
man, he did not spill a single drop. Morette cleared her throat. โDid you ladies enjoy Equinox?โ
Lady Pine opened her pursed lips to answer, but her voice was drowned out by her daughters, who talked over one another like yowling cats, each boasting an Equinox story greater than the next.
I was pinned by Gerta, who leaned close to me and told me, with painstaking embellishments, the exact detailing of her three Equinox dresses. I wouldnโt have minded so muchโthere are worse things to discuss than clothingโif the Nightmare hadnโt been gnashing his teeth the entire time.
Death by a thousand cuts, he groaned.ย Ask her where the bloody Iron Gate is and be done with it.
And invite a world of suspicion once itโs stolen? Just because they talk too much doesnโt make them idiots.
Thatโs precisely what it makes them.
I rested my cheek on my hand, checking that my face was still calmโ neutral.
โSpeaking of beautiful frocks,โ Gerta said, taking a long sip of tea, โyour cousin Ione looked beyond stunning when they announced her engagement.โ Her brow wrinkled, straw-yellow hair falling over her eyes. She swept it away. โI donโt remember her looking quite so becomingโand I saw her at court nigh last year.โ
A rock dropped in my stomach. I didnโt want to talk about much, but I especially didnโt want to talk about Ione.
Is this why they wanted my helpโto use my relationship with Ione to stir talk of Cards?ย I glanced at Morette.ย Seems a bit unfeeling.
A family trait, perhaps.
I turned back to Gerta, picking up my teacup, my voice even. โIone is luckier than most. She was given a Maiden upon their betrothal.โ
Gertaโs face bloomed, her eyes wide, her lips curling up, the gossip so sweet it was as if Iโd handed her the key to the city. โSheโs got a Maiden Card?โ
โIndeed.โ I reached to the platter of sweetbread in the center of the table, though my stomach was in knots and I couldnโt take a bite. โIt was part of the arrangement my uncle made. He gifted the King his Nightmare Card. The rest you saw at Equinox.โ
Gerta nodded. She glanced around the room. โAnd you, Elspeth? Youโve done well enough for yourself as wellโinvited to stay in a castle most of us have never seen the inside of.โ She took a sip of tea. โHas your father done the same and offered the Captain of the Destriers a Card as your dowry?โ
I coughed. Across the table, Jespyr glanced at me. Heat climbed, unwelcome, into my cheeks. โIโm not betrothed to anyone,โ I managed. โEspecially not Ravyn Yew.โ
Gerta gave me a knowing smile. โOf course not.โ
Noise from around the table buzzed, but I tried to ignore the othersโ voices. The Nightmare scratched his claws idly across my mind.ย Keep going, he said, his voice slick with oil.
I took a deep breath. โThen again,โ I said to Gerta, โmy father was given a Card as my motherโs dowry. I suppose someday it will be mine.โ I smiled, praying I looked welcoming and not too eager. โDoes your father have Cards set aside for your dowry?โ
Gerta took a bite of bread, covering her mouth with her hand when she spoke. โIn theory.โ She rolled her eyes. โThough I suspect Papa is too fond of them to let them go. Heโs always carrying them with him, wherever he goesโlike a boy with his toys.โ
My heart quickened. But Gertaโs face remained soft, her tone conversational, her eyes easy at the corners. She showed no sign of knowing sheโd revealed too much. I shot Jespyr a tight look. Her brown eyes caught mine, her brow perked.
We were close.
โWho could blame him?โ I said, ripples forming in my tea from my shaking hand. I put the cup down. โAre they very rare, his Cards?โ
โNot enough for him to make such a fuss over,โ Gerta said, forlorn. โJust a measly Prophet.โ She took a sip of tea. I held my breath. โThat and an Iron Gate. Pity, isnโt it? I would so love a Maiden, like Ione.โ
I smiled. Only this time, it wasnโt pretend. โPity.โ
We waved at the Pine carriage as it passed through the statuary, stilling our
hands only when it disappeared into evening shadow, made darker by the looming yew trees above the drive.
โCome,โ Morette said, her stern mouth bent by a grin. โFenir will want to know at once.โ
Castle Yew was dark, old, rich, and oddly delicate. Its ceilings were vaulted, so high I had to crane my neck to see them. Along every way there hung tapestries, some depicting maidens and landscapes and woodland creatures, others Providence Cards.
And some, always with his visor shut, the same knight with gilded armor from the carpet in my room.
I smelled leather and wood and cloves, warm, rich, old. I fought the urge to walk the corridors on tiptoe, my echo so unusual against the castle walls it might have been a specter tucked away behind tapestries, lingering along the long corridors.
The Nightmareโs wakefulness was stirred by the strange, aged stone. I could feel the flutter of his consciousnessโhis curiosity. I followed Morette and Jespyr up a second winding staircase. I ran my hand along the stonework, smelling the cherrywood banisters, watching the fading sunlight cast itself on thousands of tiny dust particles.
The staircase led us to a balcony, laden with books, and a wide entryway. The doors, wood and engraved with designs I did not understand, looked extremely heavy. They stood ajar. Morette did not bother to knock, her shoulders flexing as she pushed them open.
Evening light poured into the wide room from a row of arched windows. Ceiling-to-floor shelves filled with candles, plantsโalive or driedโand books covered all four walls, save in front of the windows. A partition, painted with the yew tree insignia, kept me from seeing much of the bed.
Fenir Yew sat at the long chestnut table in the center of the room, poring over scattered parchment. When he looked up and saw us, his brown eyes widened. โWell?โ
Jespyr vaulted toward the table. She took a chair and spun it on a single leg until it faced the table backward. She sat with a plop, folding her arms over the back of the chair. โWayland Pine has an Iron Gate. On his person. Right now.โ
Fenirโs eyes shot to Morette. โTruly?โ
She nodded. โHeโs still at Stone, enjoying Equinox. Heโs set to travel
home tomorrow.โ
It was strange, watching Fenir Yew smile. I wouldnโt have guessed a face that severe could boast one. But it suited him. For a moment, I saw Emory in his face.
โWeโll have to let Ravyn and Elm know at once.โ โShould they act before Pine leaves Stone?โ
Fenir shook his head. โToo many opportunities to get caught. Better out in the open, where they can be properly disguised.โ He turned to his daughter. โYou must go tell them.โ
Jespyr ran a hand over her brow. โNo rest for the Captain, nor his sister, it seems.โ She pushed out of her chair with a sigh. When she passed me, she put a hand on my shoulder. โGood work today. Rest up. Youโre going to need it.โ
She slipped out of the room. I watched her, a question stirring my thoughts. I took the chair sheโd abandoned, pulling myself to the table. โThese men whose Cards you take,โ I said to Fenir, โmen like Pine. Do you hurt them?โ
Fenir raised his brows. โYou take us for brute thugs, Miss Spindle?โ
I raised my brows back at him. โTwo of your children are Destriers, are they not?โ
Morette cleared her throat. โThatโs where you come in, Miss Spindle. With your keen eyes, we should be able to locate and retrieve the Card as hastily as possible. Violence is something we avoid.โ
I shifted in my chair, Ravynโs ivory-hilted dagger flashing across my mind.
โMy steward will join us in a moment.โ Fenir walked to a far shelf and pulled free an old, sooty tome. โBut while we wait, there is something Iโd like you to see, Miss Spindle.โ
The tomeโs leather cover was embroidered with two alder trees, tall and narrow, which stood next to each other in perfect unison. One tree was sewn with black fabric, the otherโgrayed with ageโwith white. It was older than my auntโs copy, its binding more frayed.
I recognized it immediately.
Fenir placed the volume upon the table. โHave you studiedย The Old Book of Alders, Miss Spindle?โ
I wanted to laugh. Had he asked it of me, I could have recited the text
from cover to cover. โA bit.โ
Fenir opened the cover and coughed, turning the aged parchment until heโd reached the last page. He read it aloud.
The twelve call for each other when the shadows grow longโ When the days are cut short and the Spirit is strong.
They call for the Deck and the Deck calls them back.
Unite us, they say, and weโll cast out the black.
At the Kingโs namesake tree, with the black blood of salt, All twelve shall, together, bring sickness to halt.
Theyโll lighten the mist from mountain to sea.
New beginningsโnew endsโฆ But nothing comes free.
โThe Cards, the mist, the blood,โ I said under my breath.
Morette joined us at the table. โKings of Blunder have long tried to do what the Shepherd King instructed. But none could bring the Deck of Twelve together. None could find the Twin Alders.โ
I tapped my fingers on the table. โDoes King Rowan know where to find it?โ
โNo,โ Fenir answered. โHe consults with the kingdomโs best cartographers. They gather over an old map of Blunder. Over the years, the map has been colored in with all the places the Kingโs men have searched. Still, no Twin Alders. There is no record of it being traded, no history of its use. The only two documents that even speak of it areย The Old Book of Aldersย and the history of Brutus Rowan, the first Rowan King.โ
The Nightmare hissed through his teeth at the Rowan Kingโs name. It took all of me not to react. โAnd what does Brutus say about the Twin
Alders?โ I asked.
โThe same thing everyone else says,โ Morette replied. โThat the Shepherd King took it into the mist one day and returned without it.โ
I frowned. โSurely the Shepherd King has his own historyโhis own documents.โ
Fenirโs voice was grave. โMost of what we know of the Shepherd King we take from lore. His histories were destroyed, and none of his children survived to claim the throne. Brutus Rowan, his Captain of the Guard, became the next King of Blunder.โ
The Nightmareโs tail twitched, stirring the darkness in my mind.
I paused. โSuppose we manage to find the Twin Alders.โ I looked up at the Yews. โWhose blood do you intend to use to unite the Deck?โ
Fenir leaned forward. โYou may have met him. Heโs head of the Kingโs Physicians.โ
The tall, narrow man with eerily pale eyes. โOrithe Willow?โ I cried. โHeโs infected?โ
Fenir picked upย The Old Book of Alders, gingerly placing it back onto his shelf. โLike yourself,โ he said, โOrithe caught the infection as a child. But the King kept him alive for one reason. Oritheโs magic allows him to spot the infection in others. Surely youโve seen the apparatus he wears around his hand?โ
I had. It was a metal claw, with long, angry spikes reaching out from each of his pale fingers. I felt the blood drain from my face. โOrithe uses thatโthat deviceโto see the infection in others?โ
Fenirโs voice was grave. โHe claims he can see the infection in their blood.โ His brow lowered in a deep frown. โHe hunts and bleeds anyone he suspects has caught the fever. That is why the King appointed him head of the Physicians.โ
I placed my fingers along my temples to soothe my spinning head. โSpare Emoryโs blood, spill Oritheโs,โ I murmured.ย A man responsible for the deaths of dozens of infected children. Two birdsโฆ
One stone, said the Nightmare.
Fenirโs steward opened the door. Jon Thistle regarded me with a nod, then placed a leather pouch teeming with brilliant colors onto the table ahead of Fenir.
Light filled the room as Fenir opened the pouch. โOur collection, Miss
Spindle,โ he said.
I surveyed the Cards through a squint. โTheyโre not all here.โ
โNo,โ Morette said. โThe Destriers keep their Black Horses close. And Elm, as you know by now, is reticent to go anywhere without the Scythe. The Mirror and the Nightmare are often with Ravyn.โ
I searched the colors, blinked, then searched again. Gray, the Prophet.
Pink, the Maiden. Turquoise, the Chalice. Yellow, the Golden Egg. White, the White Eagle.
โThree Cards are missing,โ Fenir said. โThe Well, the Iron Gate, and the Twin Alders.โ
I stared at the pile, the unity of colors strange and beautiful, like a stained glass window. โDo you have a plan for finding the Well?โ
โThe Well will be tricky to claim,โ Jon Thistle said, rubbing his beard. โGiven the nature of the Card, men keen to have it are usually wary to begin with.โ
The Yews were quiet, their brows knit.
I chewed my lip, clicking my fingernails against the table. The Nightmare slithered behind my eyes, waiting for me to speak. When I did not, his voice filled my mind like steam off a kettle.ย Go on, he said.ย Tell them.
My eyes fell back to the collage of color radiating off the Providence Cards. The Cards. The mist. The blood.
I raised my gaze to the Yews. โI know someone who owns a Well Card,โ I said. โHe lives just down the street.โ