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Chapter no 15 – Julian

Love Redesigned

I

 

didnโ€™t think when I ran out of my office.

Or when I broke five different road rules in my panic to make it back to the Founderโ€™s house.

In fact, my body is running on pure adrenaline and a single brain cell as I rush into the house, shouting Dahliaโ€™s name while searching for the attic.

She cries out from one side of the house, and I rush to the stairs. My shoes slap against the wood, matching the staccato beat of my heart as I hurry up the steps.

The sight of Dahlia cradling her left arm to her chest nearly brings me to my knees.

This is all your fault.

โ€œWhat happened?โ€ I do my best to tamp down the edge in my voice. โ€œOh, thank God you came alone. I donโ€™t think I could deal with my

mom or sister hyperventilating and praying the pain away right now.โ€ Dahliaโ€™s voice cracks, betraying the calm mask sheโ€™s fighting to keep.

My gaze bounces between her, the ladder, and the rolls of paper a few feet away. โ€œWhat the hell were you thinking?โ€

โ€œCan you help me first, lecture me later? Iโ€™m pretty sure I broke my arm.โ€ She points at her limp limb.

โ€œIโ€™m going to call for an ambulance.โ€ I kneel beside her and fumble for my phone.

โ€œNo!โ€

โ€œWhy not?โ€

โ€œNo need for that whole production.โ€

I check out her arm again. โ€œWe could make everything worse by moving you.โ€

โ€œThe thought of being in an ambulanceโ€ฆโ€ Her voice shakes.

Shit.ย In my panic, I nearly forgot about how Dahlia had a front-row seat to her dad dying in the back of an ambulance from a stroke.

โ€œWill you drive?ย Please.โ€ She attempts to sit up.

I hold her down by pressing her shoulders while assessing the situation. โ€œIโ€™m going to have to carry you.โ€

โ€œI can walk! Watch. But help me stand up first.โ€ She attempts to sit up with a hiss.

โ€œStop moving or Iโ€™m calling an ambulance.โ€

โ€œWait! Can you get my phone first? Itโ€™s on the windowsill.โ€ โ€œFine.โ€ I grab her phone and tuck it into my back pocket.

I kneel and slide my arms beneath her. Her eyes water as I hold her against my chest and rise, doing my best to avoid aggravating her injury.

My hands tighten around her. โ€œYou good?โ€

โ€œNever been better.โ€ Her overly cheery voice grates on my frayed nerves.

When she answered the phone, my mind jumped to the worst conclusion based on Dahliaโ€™s muffled, panicked voice. I couldnโ€™t stop the graphic images from playing in my head after years spent working in construction.

Cracked skull. Broken spine. Paralysis.

Youโ€™ve seen it all, yet you never reacted likeย thisย before.

I shake the thought away, only to have it return with a vengeance as Dahlia hides her face against my shirt, dampening the material with her tears.

You still care about her. Mierda.

Iโ€™m not given more than a second to process the thought before Dahlia speaks up again.

She sniffles. โ€œThis is all so stupid.โ€ I stalk toward the exit. โ€œWhat is?โ€ โ€œBreaking my arm like this.โ€

โ€œHow did it happen?โ€ I walk toward the stairwell while doing my best to keep her steady.

โ€œI had a run-in with a spider.โ€ โ€œA spider?โ€

โ€œI know what youโ€™re thinking. But that beast was the size of a tarantula and had a set of fangs like a snake.โ€ She trembles against me when I take the first step down the stairs.

You should have been here.

I knew leaving Dahlia behind to finish what we started wasnโ€™t polite, but I had a phone call I needed to take and a meeting I couldnโ€™t miss.

Couldnโ€™t or wouldnโ€™t?

The best part of my day was doing the walk-through with herโ€”an anomaly in itselfโ€”and the last thing I wanted to do was head back to the office.

The artery in my neck pulses with each annoying thump of my heart.

I missed a part of Dahliaโ€™s ramblings, but itโ€™s easy to catch on as she continues. โ€œThe creature was a thing of nightmares. Iโ€™m lucky to be alive right now to tell the tale.โ€

Dahlia only talks to me like this when she is anxious or in pain. So to keep her occupied, I entertain her with conversation while walking through the mansion.

โ€œShould I contact pest control?โ€™โ€™ I ask.

โ€œPest control? No way. You need the Department of Natural Resources to come out here and drop fumigation bombs because I have a feeling that creature was one of many.โ€

โ€œYou think there are more?โ€

โ€œOf course. Perhaps hundreds.โ€ She glances toward the ceiling. โ€œActually, no.ย Thousands. Make sure the DNR knows all of this when you give them a call tomorrow. When it comes to the government, you need to exaggerate matters to get anyoneโ€™s attention.โ€

โ€œBut by the time they get around to the case, the property will be overrun with spiders the size of people.โ€

She tucks her face against my chest in a poor attempt to hide her smile, only to pull back after a sniffle. โ€œWhat happened to your cologne?โ€

I nearly trip over my own feet. โ€œWhat?โ€

โ€œThe one you wore on the day of the car accident?โ€

Of all the questions to askโ€ฆ

โ€œOh, yeah. I ran out.โ€ย Good job putting that one brain cell to work.

โ€œHm.โ€ She falls quiet.

โ€œI have an idea.โ€ I speak a little too fast. โ€œWhat?โ€

โ€œWhat if we burn down the house?โ€

She clutches the fabric of my shirt with her good hand. โ€œNo!โ€ โ€œBut we could be saving the world from super-spiders.โ€

โ€œAnd anger the ghosts who live here? Hell no! Iโ€™ve seen enough horror movies to know better.โ€

My brows crinkle. โ€œWhat ghosts?โ€

โ€œDidnโ€™t you research the house before you signed the paperwork?โ€

Iโ€™m not sure I was entirely thinking straight when I bought the house, let alone researching the past owners.

She looks around before whispering, โ€œYou didnโ€™t think to ask why a treasure of a house like this would be put up for sale?โ€

โ€œEasy answer. Itโ€™s a pain in the ass to fix.โ€ Based on the century-old electrical wiring, ancient drainpipes, and faulty foundation, the repairs would cost anyone hundreds of thousands of dollars.

Her eyes shut, whether out of pain or frustration, Iโ€™m not too sure. โ€œIโ€™m surprised you didnโ€™t hear about the ghosts. Everyone in town knows about them.โ€

โ€œProbably because I donโ€™t believe in ghosts to begin with.โ€ She shushes me. โ€œYouโ€™re going to make them angry.โ€

โ€œTheyย donโ€™t exist.โ€

โ€œAll right.โ€ Except everything about her tone suggests the complete opposite.

The soft slap of my shoes against the wood floor fills the silence between us. In a stupid move to open the front door, I end up jostling her. โ€œSorry.โ€

Her chin trembles, making me feel even shittier. โ€œAnyway, we canโ€™t burn down the house. If you do, I will never forgive you.โ€

โ€œShould I add it to the list of reasons?โ€

She cuts into me with a single glare. โ€œJulian.โ€

An uncustomary fluttering sensation erupts in my stomach. I kick the front door harder than intended, making both Dahlia and the glass windowpane shudder as it closes.

Shit.

She stares up at me with glassy eyes. โ€œPerhaps we can call a truce with the spider. Itโ€™s not like it tried to bite me or anything, which it could have. Iโ€™m the one who went into its territory.โ€

โ€œIs the attic off-limits then?โ€

โ€œSure, so long as you go back for the rolls of paper I dropped.โ€ โ€œOf course, you wantย meย to go in there.โ€

โ€œYouโ€™ll be my hero. Iโ€™ll get you a custom medal and everything.โ€ Her eyes brighten despite the tears pooling near her bottom lashes.

I help Dahlia get into the truck with only a couple of hisses before I slide into the driverโ€™s seat and start the engine. โ€œIโ€™m taking you to Lake Aurora.โ€

โ€œWhy?โ€ she cries. โ€œDocโ€™s is down the road.โ€ โ€œAbsolutely not.โ€

She huffs. โ€œWhat do you have against Doc? Heโ€™s been fixing broken arms since before our time.โ€

โ€œExactly.ย Iโ€™m pretty sure the man worked the front lines during the last World War.โ€

โ€œSince when is being experienced a crime?โ€

โ€œSince said experience means still using paper charts and a head mirror.โ€ I glare at her out of the corner of my eye.

โ€œNot everyone knows how to use electronic medical charts.โ€

โ€œI plan on not stopping until I find you someone who does. End of discussion.โ€

She grumbles something under her breath as I drive down the gravel driveway toward the main road. The uneven path pushes her around, which only pisses me off more.

โ€œCan you play some music?โ€ Her voice cuts through my noisy breathing.

โ€œSure.โ€ I pull out my phone and hit shuffle on my favorite playlist.

Dahlia goes quiet as I drive us away from the house and out of Lake Wisteria. The tension in her shoulders fades away with each song. I check on her a few times during the thirty-minute drive to Lake Aurora, but she remains in the same position with her eyes closed and her head leaned against the glass.

Despite my hesitation to wake her, I park my truck in the emergency bay and open her door. โ€œCome on.โ€

She raises a single sassy brow. โ€œIโ€™m going to need you to move out of the way first.โ€

โ€œIโ€™d rather carry you.โ€

Her eyes widen. โ€œWhat for?โ€ โ€œYou broke your arm.โ€

She frowns. โ€œFunny. I didnโ€™t know I needed one to walk.โ€

I resist the temptation to pinch the bridge of my nose. โ€œIโ€™d rather you not trip and fall, seeing as you couldnโ€™t even stand up earlier.โ€

โ€œIโ€™m surprised you care about that.โ€ โ€œOnly under certain circumstances.โ€

Her eyes sparkle. โ€œLike when Iโ€™m about to sue your company for damages?โ€

โ€œIโ€™d expect nothing less. Should I give my lawyer a courtesy call?โ€ โ€œSure. I heard from a good source you have a nice liability insurance

policy.โ€

I bite back a laugh. โ€œStop stalling, and letโ€™s go.โ€ โ€œWaiโ€”โ€

I swoop in and pick her up before she can argue her way out of this one.

She stays quiet as I walk us into the waiting room and set her down before heading to the nursesโ€™ station. After a quick assessment, Dahlia is taken away for triage.

I spend the next twenty minutes on the phone with Dahliaโ€™s mother, reassuring Rosa that Dahlia is safe and receiving medical attention. Rosa offers to drive over, but I recommend against it.

โ€œWe should be done soon.โ€ At worst, Dahlia needs surgery, although I doubt her injury is anything a cast canโ€™t fix.

โ€œThank God you were there to help her,โ€ her mom says.

My fingers dig into my thighs. Thing is, Iย shouldย have been there earlier so this never happened in the first place.

My phone buzzes repeatedly from our family group chat checking in on Dahlia. It hasnโ€™t stopped since I told them about her hospital visit, although Dahlia has remained silent until now.

LILY

Howโ€™s it going?

 

S.S.

Never been better.

 

Dahlia attaches a photo of her broken arm that makes my stomach churn.

ROSA

Dahlia!

 

LILY

Add a content warning next time, freak.

 

She adds three green-faced emojis after.

MAMI

How are you texting right now?

 

S.S.

One-handed.

 

LILY

The talent.

 

S.S.

More like boredom.

 

RAFA

Nico wants to know if he can draw something on your cast this Sunday.

 

S.S.

Sure.

 

The night goes by painstakingly slow as I wait for Dahlia, giving me plenty of time to mull over my selfish decision to leave her all alone.

I told myself a hundred different times that I donโ€™t care about Dahliaโ€” that any romantic feelings I had toward her died long agoโ€”yet here I am, making myself sick over how she got hurt because of me.

Truth is, Iย doย care about Dahlia, regardless of whether I want to or not.

Caring about someone isnโ€™t the end of the world, I tell myself. Except Dahlia isnโ€™t someone.

She is so muchย more.

The thought has me jumping out of my chair. Instead of sitting around and stewing in my thoughts, I end up raiding the vending machine and purchasing a few wraps from the cafeteria. I like being useful, and everything about today has me feeling the complete opposite.

After another hour, Dahlia walks out of the two doors with her left arm wrapped in a purple cast and a reminder card for an appointment booked four weeks from now.

Relief hits me instantly like a wrecking ball to the chest.

Sheโ€™s okay.

Of course sheโ€™s okay, you dumbass. Itโ€™s a broken arm, not open-heart surgery.

โ€œHey.โ€ She fidgets with a loose thread on her sling. โ€œNice color.โ€

โ€œItโ€™s my favorite.โ€

I know. I pick up the plastic bag from the floor and offer it to her. โ€œWhatโ€™s this?โ€ She looks at it like itโ€™s a ticking time bomb. โ€œFood.โ€ My twitching eye says more than my words ever could.

She digs through the bag. โ€œMini M&Mโ€™s!โ€ The excited squeal that escapes her makes the effort I put into finding them totally worth it. โ€œI havenโ€™t had these in years!โ€

โ€œWhy not?โ€ I canโ€™t picture her going a week without them, let alone years.

Her cheeks turn pink. โ€œFilming diet and all that nonsense.โ€

โ€œThatโ€™s ridiculous.โ€ With the weight sheโ€™s lost, she could afford all the M&Mโ€™s she wants.

She rolls her eyes. โ€œI didnโ€™t expect you to get it.โ€ She struggles to rip the plastic off the tube, but she stubbornly refuses to ask for help, so I take the container from her.

โ€œGive it back!โ€ She tries to swipe it back with her good arm.

I hold it above her head and tear the wrapper off. To annoy her, I pop a few into my mouth before handing it back.

She peeks inside the tube. โ€œYou ate almost half!โ€

I reach back into the bag and pull out a second tube hidden beneath the turkey wrap and chips.

Her gasp of surprise feels like a win. โ€œYou got me two? Why?โ€

โ€œThey were on sale.โ€ The lie slips out easily.

โ€œIf you keep this up, I might start thinking youโ€™re a nice guy or something.โ€

โ€œWe canโ€™t have that.โ€ I reach for the bag again, but she sidesteps me. โ€œNever mind. Your reputation as an asshole is intact.โ€

โ€œAnd donโ€™t you forget it.โ€ I turn and head for the exit, trying to hide my smile from the one person who always manages to bring it out, whether she knows it or not.

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