CONFIDENTIAL
I donโt think I have any words in which to tell the meeting of the mother and daughters. Such hours are beautiful to live, but very hard to describe, so I will leave it to the imagination of my readers, merely saying that the house was full of genuine happiness, and that Megโs tender hope was realized, for when Beth woke from that long, healing sleep, the first objects on which her eyes fell were the little rose and Motherโs face. Too weak to wonder at anything, she only smiled and nestled close in the loving arms about her, feeling that the hungry longing was satisfied at last. Then she slept again, and the girls waited upon their mother, for she would not unclasp the thin hand which clung to hers even in sleep.
Hannah had โdished upโ an astonishing breakfast for the traveler, finding it impossible to vent her excitement in any other way, and Meg and Jo fed their mother like dutiful young storks, while they listened to her whispered account of Fatherโs state, Mr. Brookeโs promise to stay and nurse him, the delays which the storm occasioned on the homeward journey, and the unspeakable comfort Laurieโs hopeful face had given her when she arrived, worn out with fatigue, anxiety, and cold.
What a strange yet pleasant day that was. So brilliant and gay without, for all the world seemed abroad to welcome the first snow. So quiet and reposeful within, for everyone slept, spent with watching, and a Sabbath stillness reigned through the house, while nodding Hannah mounted guard at the door. With a blissful sense of burdens lifted off, Meg and Jo closed their weary eyes, and lay at rest, like storm-beaten boats safe at anchor in a quiet harbor. Mrs. March would not leave Bethโs side, but rested in the big chair, waking often to look at, touch, and brood over her child, like a miser over some recovered treasure.
Laurie meanwhile posted off to comfort Amy, and told his story so well that Aunt March actually โsniffedโ herself, and never once said โI told you soโ. Amy came out so strong on this occasion that I think the good thoughts in the little chapel really began to bear fruit. She dried her tears quickly, restrained her impatience to see her mother, and never even thought of the turquoise ring, when the old lady heartily agreed in Laurieโs opinion, that she behaved โlike a capital little womanโ. Even Polly seemed impressed, for he called her a good girl, blessed her buttons, and begged her to โcome and take a walk, dearโ, in his most affable tone. She would very gladly have gone out to enjoy the bright wintry weather, but discovering that Laurie was dropping with sleep in spite of manful efforts to conceal the fact, she persuaded him to rest on the sofa, while she wrote a note to her mother. She was a long time about it, and when she returned, he was stretched out with both arms under his head, sound asleep, while Aunt March had pulled down the curtains and sat doing nothing in an unusual fit of benignity.
After a while, they began to think he was not going to wake up till night, and Iโm not sure that he would, had he not been effectually roused by Amyโs cry of joy at sight of her mother. There probably were a good many happy little girls in and about the city that day, but it is my private opinion that Amy was the happiest of all, when she sat in her motherโs lap and told her trials, receiving consolation and compensation in the shape of approving smiles and fond caresses. They were alone together in the chapel, to which her mother did not object when its purpose was explained to her.
โOn the contrary, I like it very much, dear,โ looking from the dusty rosary to the well-worn little book, and the lovely picture with its garland of evergreen. โIt is an excellent plan to have some place where we can go to be quiet, when things vex or grieve us. There are a good many hard times in this life of ours, but we can always bear them if we ask help in the right way. I think my little girl is learning this.โ
โYes, Mother, and when I go home I mean to have a corner in the big closet to put my books and the copy of that picture which Iโve tried to make. The womanโs face is not good, itโs too beautiful for me to draw, but the baby is done better, and I love it very much. I like to think He was a little child once, for then I donโt seem so far away, and that helps me.โ
As Amy pointed to the smiling Christ child on his Motherโs knee, Mrs. March saw something on the lifted hand that made her smile. She said nothing, but Amy understood the look, and after a minuteโs pause, she added gravely, โI wanted to speak to you about this, but I forgot it. Aunt gave me the ring today. She called me to her and kissed me, and put it on my finger, and said I was a credit to her, and sheโd like to keep me always. She gave that funny guard to keep the turquoise on, as itโs too big. Iโd like to wear them Mother, can I?โ
โThey are very pretty, but I think youโre rather too young for such ornaments, Amy,โ said Mrs. March, looking at the plump little hand, with the band of sky-blue stones on the forefinger, and the quaint guard formed of two tiny golden hands clasped together.
โIโll try not to be vain,โ said Amy. โI donโt think I like it only because itโs so pretty, but I want to wear it as the girl in the story wore her bracelet, to remind me of something.โ
โDo you mean Aunt March?โ asked her mother, laughing.
โNo, to remind me not to be selfish.โ Amy looked so earnest and sincere about it that her mother stopped laughing, and listened respectfully to the little plan.
โIโve thought a great deal lately about my โbundle of naughtiesโ, and being selfish is the largest one in it, so Iโm going to try hard to cure it, if I can. Beth isnโt selfish, and thatโs the reason everyone loves her and feels so bad at the thoughts of losing her. People wouldnโt feel so bad about me if I was sick, and I donโt deserve to have them, but Iโd like to be loved and missed by a great many friends, so Iโm going to try and be like Beth all I can. Iโm apt to forget my resolutions, but if I had something always about me to remind me, I guess I should do better. May we try this way?โ
โYes, but I have more faith in the corner of the big closet. Wear your ring, dear, and do your best. I think you will prosper, for the sincere wish to be good is half the battle. Now I must go back to Beth. Keep up your heart, little daughter, and we will soon have you home again.โ
That evening while Meg was writing to her father to report the travelerโs safe arrival, Jo slipped upstairs into Bethโs room, and finding her mother in her usual place, stood a minute twisting her fingers in her hair, with a worried gesture and an undecided look.
โWhat is it, deary?โ asked Mrs. March, holding out her hand, with a face which invited confidence.
โI want to tell you something, Mother.โ
โAbout Meg?โ
โHow quickly you guessed! Yes, itโs about her, and though itโs a little thing, it fidgets me.โ
โBeth is asleep. Speak low, and tell me all about it. That Moffat hasnโt been here, I hope?โ asked Mrs. March rather sharply.
โNo. I should have shut the door in his face if he had,โ said Jo, settling herself on the floor at her motherโs feet. โLast summer Meg left a pair of gloves over at the Laurencesโ and only one was returned. We forgot about it, till Teddy told me that Mr. Brooke owned that he liked Meg but didnโt dare say so, she was so young and he so poor. Now, isnโt it a dreadful state of things?โ
โDo you think Meg cares for him?โ asked Mrs. March, with an anxious look.
โMercy me! I donโt know anything about love and such nonsense!โ cried Jo, with a funny mixture of interest and contempt. โIn novels, the girls show it by starting and blushing, fainting away, growing thin, and acting like fools. Now Meg does not do anything of the sort. She eats and drinks and sleeps like a sensible creature, she looks straight in my face when I talk about that man, and only blushes a little bit when Teddy jokes about lovers. I forbid him to do it, but he doesnโt mind me as he ought.โ
โThen you fancy that Meg is not interested in John?โ
โWho?โ cried Jo, staring.
โMr. Brooke. I call him โJohnโ now. We fell into the way of doing so at the hospital, and he likes it.โ
โOh, dear! I know youโll take his part. Heโs been good to Father, and you wonโt send him away, but let Meg marry him, if she wants to. Mean thing! To go petting Papa and helping you, just to wheedle you into liking him.โ And Jo pulled her hair again with a wrathful tweak.
โMy dear, donโt get angry about it, and I will tell you how it happened. John went with me at Mr. Laurenceโs request, and was so devoted to poor Father that we couldnโt help getting fond of him. He was perfectly open and honorable about Meg, for he told us he loved her, but would earn a comfortable home before he asked her to marry him. He only wanted our leave to love her and work for her, and the right to make her love him if he could. He is a truly excellent young man, and we could not refuse to listen to him, but I will not consent to Megโs engaging herself so young.โ
โOf course not. It would be idiotic! I knew there was mischief brewing. I felt it, and now itโs worse than I imagined. I just wish I could marry Meg myself, and keep her safe in the family.โ
This odd arrangement made Mrs. March smile, but she said gravely, โJo, I confide in you and donโt wish you to say anything to Meg yet. When John comes back, and I see them together, I can judge better of her feelings toward him.โ
โSheโll see those handsome eyes that she talks about, and then it will be all up with her. Sheโs got such a soft heart, it will melt like butter in the sun if anyone looks sentimentlly at her. She read the short reports he sent more than she did your letters, and pinched me when I spoke of it, and likes brown eyes, and doesnโt think John an ugly name, and sheโll go and fall in love, and thereโs an end of peace and fun, and cozy times together. I see it all! Theyโll go lovering around the house, and we shall have to dodge. Meg will be absorbed and no good to me any more. Brooke will scratch up a fortune somehow, carry her off, and make a hole in the family, and I shall break my heart, and everything will be abominably uncomfortable. Oh, dear me! Why werenโt we all boys, then there wouldnโt be any bother.โ
Jo leaned her chin on her knees in a disconsolate attitude and shook her fist at the reprehensible John. Mrs. March sighed, and Jo looked up with an air of relief.
โYou donโt like it, Mother? Iโm glad of it. Letโs send him about his business, and not tell Meg a word of it, but all be happy together as we always have been.โ
โI did wrong to sigh, Jo. It is natural and right you should all go to homes of your own in time, but I do want to keep my girls as long as I can, and I am sorry that this happened so soon, for Meg is only seventeen and it will be some years before John can make a home for her. Your father and I have agreed that she shall not bind herself in any way, nor be married, before twenty. If she and John love one another, they can wait, and test the love by doing so. She is conscientious, and I have no fear of her treating him unkindly. My pretty, tender hearted girl! I hope things will go happily with her.โ
โHadnโt you rather have her marry a rich man?โ asked Jo, as her motherโs voice faltered a little over the last words.
โMoney is a good and useful thing, Jo, and I hope my girls will never feel the need of it too bitterly, nor be tempted by too much. I should like to know that John was firmly established in some good business, which gave him an income large enough to keep free from debt and make Meg comfortable. Iโm not ambitious for a splendid fortune, a fashionable position, or a great name for my girls. If rank and money come with love and virtue, also, I should accept them gratefully, and enjoy your good fortune, but I know, by experience, how much genuine happiness can be had in a plain little house, where the daily bread is earned, and some privations give sweetness to the few pleasures. I am content to see Meg begin humbly, for if I am not mistaken, she will be rich in the possession of a good manโs heart, and that is better than a fortune.โ
โI understand, Mother, and quite agree, but Iโm disappointed about Meg, for Iโd planned to have her marry Teddy by-and-by and sit in the lap of luxury all her days. Wouldnโt it be nice?โ asked Jo, looking up with a brighter face.
โHe is younger than she, you know,โ began Mrs. March, but Jo broke in…
โOnly a little, heโs old for his age, and tall, and can be quite grown-up in his manners if he likes. Then heโs rich and generous and good, and loves us all, and I say itโs a pity my plan is spoiled.โ
โIโm afraid Laurie is hardly grown-up enough for Meg, and altogether too much of a weathercock just now for anyone to depend on. Donโt make plans, Jo, but let time and their own hearts mate your friends. We canโt meddle safely in such matters, and had better not get โromantic rubbishโ as you call it, into our heads, lest it spoil our friendship.โ
โWell, I wonโt, but I hate to see things going all crisscross and getting snarled up, when a pull here and a snip there would straighten it out. I wish wearing flatirons on our heads would keep us from growing up. But buds will be roses, and kittens cats, moreโs the pity!โ
โWhatโs that about flatirons and cats?โ asked Meg, as she crept into the room with the finished letter in her hand.
โOnly one of my stupid speeches. Iโm going to bed. Come, Peggy,โ said Jo, unfolding herself like an animated puzzle.
โQuite right, and beautifully written. Please add that I send my love to John,โ said Mrs. March, as she glanced over the letter and gave it back.
โDo you call him โJohnโ?โ asked Meg, smiling, with her innocent eyes looking down into her motherโs.
โYes, he has been like a son to us, and we are very fond of him,โ replied Mrs. March, returning the look with a keen one.
โIโm glad of that, he is so lonely. Good night, Mother, dear. It is so inexpressibly comfortable to have you here,โ was Megโs answer.
The kiss her mother gave her was a very tender one, and as she went away, Mrs. March said, with a mixture of satisfaction and regret, โShe does not love John yet, but will soon learn to.โ
CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
LAURIE MAKES MISCHIEF, AND JO MAKES PEACE
Joโs face was a study next day, for the secret rather weighed upon her, and she found it hard not to look mysterious and important. Meg observed it, but did not trouble herself to make inquiries, for she had learned that the best way to manage Jo was by the law of contraries, so she felt sure of being told everything if she did not ask. She was rather surprised, therefore, when the silence remained unbroken, and Jo assumed a patronizing air, which decidedly aggravated Meg, who in turn assumed an air of dignified reserve and devoted herself to her mother. This left Jo to her own devices, for Mrs. March had taken her place as nurse, and bade her rest, exercise, and amuse herself after her long confinement. Amy being gone, Laurie was her only refuge, and much as she enjoyed his society, she rather dreaded him just then, for he was an incorrigible tease, and she feared he would coax the secret from her.
She was quite right, for the mischief-loving lad no sooner suspected a mystery than he set himself to find it out, and led Jo a trying life of it. He wheedled, bribed, ridiculed, threatened, and scolded; affected indifference, that he might surprise the truth from her; declared he knew, then that he didnโt care; and at last, by dint of perseverance, he satisfied himself that it concerned Meg and Mr. Brooke. Feeling indignant that he was not taken into his tutorโs confidence, he set his wits to work to devise some proper retaliation for the slight.
Meg meanwhile had apparently forgotten the matter and was absorbed in preparations for her fatherโs return, but all of a sudden a change seemed to come over her, and, for a day or two, she was quite unlike herself. She started when spoken to, blushed when looked at, was very quiet, and sat over her sewing, with a timid, troubled look on her face. To her motherโs inquiries she answered that she was quite well, and Joโs she silenced by begging to be let alone.
โShe feels it in the airโlove, I meanโand sheโs going very fast. Sheโs got most of the symptomsโis twittery and cross, doesnโt eat, lies awake, and mopes in corners. I caught her singing that song he gave her, and once she said โJohnโ, as you do, and then turned as red as a poppy. Whatever shall we do?โ said Jo, looking ready for any measures, however violent.
โNothing but wait. Let her alone, be kind and patient, and Fatherโs coming will settle everything,โ replied her mother.
โHereโs a note to you, Meg, all sealed up. How odd! Teddy never seals mine,โ said Jo next day, as she distributed the contents of the little post office.
Mrs. March and Jo were deep in their own affairs, when a sound from Meg made them look up to see her staring at her note with a frightened face.
โMy child, what is it?โ cried her mother, running to her, while Jo tried to take the paper which had done the mischief.
โItโs all a mistake, he didnโt send it. Oh, Jo, how could you do it?โ and Meg hid her face in her hands, crying as if her heart were quite broken.
โMe! Iโve done nothing! Whatโs she talking about?โ cried Jo, bewildered.
Megโs mild eyes kindled with anger as she pulled a crumpled note from her pocket and threw it at Jo, saying reproachfully, โYou wrote it, and that bad boy helped you. How could you be so rude, so mean, and cruel to us both?โ
Jo hardly heard her, for she and her mother were reading the note, which was written in a peculiar hand.
โMy Dearest Margaret,
โI can no longer restrain my passion, and must know my fate before I return. I dare not tell your parents yet, but I think they would consent if they knew that we adored one another. Mr. Laurence will help me to some good place, and then, my sweet girl, you will make me happy. I implore you to say nothing to your family yet, but to send one word of hope through Laurie to,
โYour devoted John.โ
โOh, the little villain! Thatโs the way he meant to pay me for keeping my word to Mother. Iโll give him a hearty scolding and bring him over to beg pardon,โ cried Jo, burning to execute immediate justice. But her mother held her back, saying, with a look she seldom wore…
โStop, Jo, you must clear yourself first. You have played so many pranks that I am afraid you have had a hand in this.โ
โOn my word, Mother, I havenโt! I never saw that note before, and donโt know anything about it, as true as I live!โ said Jo, so earnestly that they believed her. โIf I had taken part in it Iโd have done it better than this, and have written a sensible note. I should think youโd have known Mr. Brooke wouldnโt write such stuff as that,โ she added, scornfully tossing down the paper.
โItโs like his writing,โ faltered Meg, comparing it with the note in her hand.
โOh, Meg, you didnโt answer it?โ cried Mrs. March quickly.
โYes, I did!โ and Meg hid her face again, overcome with shame.
โHereโs a scrape! Do let me bring that wicked boy over to explain and be lectured. I canโt rest till I get hold of him.โ And Jo made for the door again.
โHush! Let me handle this, for it is worse than I thought. Margaret, tell me the whole story,โ commanded Mrs. March, sitting down by Meg, yet keeping hold of Jo, lest she should fly off.
โI received the first letter from Laurie, who didnโt look as if he knew anything about it,โ began Meg, without looking up. โI was worried at first and meant to tell you, then I remembered how you liked Mr. Brooke, so I thought you wouldnโt mind if I kept my little secret for a few days. Iโm so silly that I liked to think no one knew, and while I was deciding what to say, I felt like the girls in books, who have such things to do. Forgive me, Mother, Iโm paid for my silliness now. I never can look him in the face again.โ
โWhat did you say to him?โ asked Mrs. March.
โI only said I was too young to do anything about it yet, that I didnโt wish to have secrets from you, and he must speak to father. I was very grateful for his kindness, and would be his friend, but nothing more, for a long while.โ
Mrs. March smiled, as if well pleased, and Jo clapped her hands, exclaiming, with a laugh, โYou are almost equal to Caroline Percy, who was a pattern of prudence! Tell on, Meg. What did he say to that?โ
โHe writes in a different way entirely, telling me that he never sent any love letter at all, and is very sorry that my roguish sister, Jo, should take liberties with our names. Itโs very kind and respectful, but think how dreadful for me!โ
Meg leaned against her mother, looking the image of despair, and Jo tramped about the room, calling Laurie names. All of a sudden she stopped, caught up the two notes, and after looking at them closely, said decidedly, โI donโt believe Brooke ever saw either of these letters. Teddy wrote both, and keeps yours to crow over me with because I wouldnโt tell him my secret.โ
โDonโt have any secrets, Jo. Tell it to Mother and keep out of trouble, as I should have done,โ said Meg warningly.
โBless you, child! Mother told me.โ
โThat will do, Jo. Iโll comfort Meg while you go and get Laurie. I shall sift the matter to the bottom, and put a stop to such pranks at once.โ
Away ran Jo, and Mrs. March gently told Meg Mr. Brookeโs real feelings. โNow, dear, what are your own? Do you love him enough to wait till he can make a home for you, or will you keep yourself quite free for the present?โ
โIโve been so scared and worried, I donโt want to have anything to do with lovers for a long while, perhaps never,โ answered Meg petulantly. โIf John doesnโt know anything about this nonsense, donโt tell him, and make Jo and Laurie hold their tongues. I wonโt be deceived and plagued and made a fool of. Itโs a shame!โ
Seeing Megโs usually gentle temper was roused and her pride hurt by this mischievous joke, Mrs. March soothed her by promises of entire silence and great discretion for the future. The instant Laurieโs step was heard in the hall, Meg fled into the study, and Mrs. March received the culprit alone. Jo had not told him why he was wanted, fearing he wouldnโt come, but he knew the minute he saw Mrs. Marchโs face, and stood twirling his hat with a guilty air which convicted him at once. Jo was dismissed, but chose to march up and down the hall like a sentinel, having some fear that the prisoner might bolt. The sound of voices in the parlor rose and fell for half an hour, but what happened during that interview the girls never knew.
When they were called in, Laurie was standing by their mother with such a penitent face that Jo forgave him on the spot, but did not think it wise to betray the fact. Meg received his humble apology, and was much comforted by the assurance that Brooke knew nothing of the joke.
โIโll never tell him to my dying day, wild horses shanโt drag it out of me, so youโll forgive me, Meg, and Iโll do anything to show how out-and-out sorry I am,โ he added, looking very much ashamed of himself.
โIโll try, but it was a very ungentlemanly thing to do, I didnโt think you could be so sly and malicious, Laurie,โ replied Meg, trying to hide her maidenly confusion under a gravely reproachful air.
โIt was altogether abominable, and I donโt deserve to be spoken to for a month, but you will, though, wonโt you?โ And Laurie folded his hands together with such and imploring gesture, as he spoke in his irresistibly persuasive tone, that it was impossible to frown upon him in spite of his scandalous behavior.
Meg pardoned him, and Mrs. Marchโs grave face relaxed, in spite of her efforts to keep sober, when she heard him declare that he would atone for his sins by all sorts of penances, and abase himself like a worm before the injured damsel.
Jo stood aloof, meanwhile, trying to harden her heart against him, and succeeding only in primming up her face into an expression of entire disapprobation. Laurie looked at her once or twice, but as she showed no sign of relenting, he felt injured, and turned his back on her till the others were done with him, when he made her a low bow and walked off without a word.
As soon as he had gone, she wished she had been more forgiving, and when Meg and her mother went upstairs, she felt lonely and longed for Teddy. After resisting for some time, she yielded to the impulse, and armed with a book to return, went over to the big house.
โIs Mr. Laurence in?โ asked Jo, of a housemaid, who was coming downstairs.
โYes, Miss, but I donโt believe heโs seeable just yet.โ
โWhy not? Is he ill?โ
โLa, no Miss, but heโs had a scene with Mr. Laurie, who is in one of his tantrums about something, which vexes the old gentleman, so I dursnโt go nigh him.โ
โWhere is Laurie?โ
โShut up in his room, and he wonโt answer, though Iโve been a-tapping. I donโt know whatโs to become of the dinner, for itโs ready, and thereโs no one to eat it.โ
โIโll go and see what the matter is. Iโm not afraid of either of them.โ
Up went Jo, and knocked smartly on the door of Laurieโs little study.
โStop that, or Iโll open the door and make you!โ called out the young gentleman in a threatening tone.
Jo immediately knocked again. The door flew open, and in she bounced before Laurie could recover from his surprise. Seeing that he really was out of temper, Jo, who knew how to manage him, assumed a contrite expression, and going artistically down upon her knees, said meekly, โPlease forgive me for being so cross. I came to make it up, and canโt go away till I have.โ
โItโs all right. Get up, and donโt be a goose, Jo,โ was the cavalier reply to her petition.
โThank you, I will. Could I ask whatโs the matter? You donโt look exactly easy in your mind.โ
โIโve been shaken, and I wonโt bear it!โ growled Laurie indignantly.
โWho did it?โ demanded Jo.
โGrandfather. If it had been anyone else Iโd have…โ And the injured youth finished his sentence by an energetic gesture of the right arm.
โThatโs nothing. I often shake you, and you donโt mind,โ said Jo soothingly.
โPooh! Youโre a girl, and itโs fun, but Iโll allow no man to shake me!โ
โI donโt think anyone would care to try it, if you looked as much like a thundercloud as you do now. Why were you treated so?โ
โJust because I wouldnโt say what your mother wanted me for. Iโd promised not to tell, and of course I wasnโt going to break my word.โ
โCouldnโt you satisfy your grandpa in any other way?โ
โNo, he would have the truth, the whole truth, and nothing but the truth. Iโd have told my part of the scrape, if I could without bringing Meg in. As I couldnโt, I held my tongue, and bore the scolding till the old gentleman collared me. Then I bolted, for fear I should forget myself.โ
โIt wasnโt nice, but heโs sorry, I know, so go down and make up. Iโll help you.โ
โHanged if I do! Iโm not going to be lectured and pummelled by everyone, just for a bit of a frolic. I was sorry about Meg, and begged pardon like a man, but I wonโt do it again, when I wasnโt in the wrong.โ
โHe didnโt know that.โ
โHe ought to trust me, and not act as if I was a baby. Itโs no use, Jo, heโs got to learn that Iโm able to take care of myself, and donโt need anyoneโs apron string to hold on by.โ
โWhat pepper pots you are!โ sighed Jo. โHow do you mean to settle this affair?โ
โWell, he ought to beg pardon, and believe me when I say I canโt tell him what the fussโs about.โ
โBless you! He wonโt do that.โ
โI wonโt go down till he does.โ
โNow, Teddy, be sensible. Let it pass, and Iโll explain what I can. You canโt stay here, so whatโs the use of being melodramatic?โ
โI donโt intend to stay here long, anyway. Iโll slip off and take a journey somewhere, and when Grandpa misses me heโll come round fast enough.โ
โI dare say, but you ought not to go and worry him.โ
โDonโt preach. Iโll go to Washington and see Brooke. Itโs gay there, and Iโll enjoy myself after the troubles.โ
โWhat fun youโd have! I wish I could run off too,โ said Jo, forgetting her part of mentor in lively visions of martial life at the capital.
โCome on, then! Why not? You go and surprise your father, and Iโll stir up old Brooke. It would be a glorious joke. Letโs do it, Jo. Weโll leave a letter saying we are all right, and trot off at once. Iโve got money enough. It will do you good, and no harm, as you go to your father.โ
For a moment Jo looked as if she would agree, for wild as the plan was, it just suited her. She was tired of care and confinement, longed for change, and thoughts of her father blended temptingly with the novel charms of camps and hospitals, liberty and fun. Her eyes kindled as they turned wistfully toward the window, but they fell on the old house opposite, and she shook her head with sorrowful decision.
โIf I was a boy, weโd run away together, and have a capital time, but as Iโm a miserable girl, I must be proper and stop at home. Donโt tempt me, Teddy, itโs a crazy plan.โ
โThatโs the fun of it,โ began Laurie, who had got a willful fit on him and was possessed to break out of bounds in some way.
โHold your tongue!โ cried Jo, covering her ears. โโPrunes and prismsโ are my doom, and I may as well make up my mind to it. I came here to moralize, not to hear things that make me skip to think of.โ
โI know Meg would wet-blanket such a proposal, but I thought you had more spirit,โ began Laurie insinuatingly.
โBad boy, be quiet! Sit down and think of your own sins, donโt go making me add to mine. If I get your grandpa to apologize for the shaking, will you give up running away?โ asked Jo seriously.
โYes, but you wonโt do it,โ answered Laurie, who wished to make up, but felt that his outraged dignity must be appeased first.
โIf I can manage the young one, I can the old one,โ muttered Jo, as she walked away, leaving Laurie bent over a railroad map with his head propped up on both hands.
โCome in!โ and Mr. Laurenceโs gruff voice sounded gruffer than ever, as Jo tapped at his door.
โItโs only me, Sir, come to return a book,โ she said blandly, as she entered.
โWant any more?โ asked the old gentleman, looking grim and vexed, but trying not to show it.
โYes, please. I like old Sam so well, I think Iโll try the second volume,โ returned Jo, hoping to propitiate him by accepting a second dose of Boswellโs Johnson, as he had recommended that lively work.
The shaggy eyebrows unbent a little as he rolled the steps toward the shelf where the Johnsonian literature was placed. Jo skipped up, and sitting on the top step, affected to be searching for her book, but was really wondering how best to introduce the dangerous object of her visit. Mr. Laurence seemed to suspect that something was brewing in her mind, for after taking several brisk turns about the room, he faced round on her, speaking so abruptly that Rasselas tumbled face downward on the floor.
โWhat has that boy been about? Donโt try to shield him. I know he has been in mischief by the way he acted when he came home. I canโt get a word from him, and when I threatened to shake the truth out of him he bolted upstairs and locked himself into his room.โ
โHe did wrong, but we forgave him, and all promised not to say a word to anyone,โ began Jo reluctantly.
โThat wonโt do. He shall not shelter himself behind a promise from you softhearted girls. If heโs done anything amiss, he shall confess, beg pardon, and be punished. Out with it, Jo. I wonโt be kept in the dark.โ
Mr. Laurence looked so alarming and spoke so sharply that Jo would have gladly run away, if she could, but she was perched aloft on the steps, and he stood at the foot, a lion in the path, so she had to stay and brave it out.
โIndeed, Sir, I cannot tell. Mother forbade it. Laurie has confessed, asked pardon, and been punished quite enough. We donโt keep silence to shield him, but someone else, and it will make more trouble if you interfere. Please donโt. It was partly my fault, but itโs all right now. So letโs forget it, and talk about theย Ramblerย or something pleasant.โ
โHang theย Rambler!ย Come down and give me your word that this harum-scarum boy of mine hasnโt done anything ungrateful or impertinent. If he has, after all your kindness to him, Iโll thrash him with my own hands.โ
The threat sounded awful, but did not alarm Jo, for she knew the irascible old gentleman would never lift a finger against his grandson, whatever he might say to the contrary. She obediently descended, and made as light of the prank as she could without betraying Meg or forgetting the truth.
โHum… ha… well, if the boy held his tongue because he promised, and not from obstinacy, Iโll forgive him. Heโs a stubborn fellow and hard to manage,โ said Mr. Laurence, rubbing up his hair till it looked as if he had been out in a gale, and smoothing the frown from his brow with an air of relief.
โSo am I, but a kind word will govern me when all the kingโs horses and all the kingโs men couldnโt,โ said Jo, trying to say a kind word for her friend, who seemed to get out of one scrape only to fall into another.
โYou think Iโm not kind to him, hey?โ was the sharp answer.
โOh, dear no, Sir. You are rather too kind sometimes, and then just a trifle hasty when he tries your patience. Donโt you think you are?โ
Jo was determined to have it out now, and tried to look quite placid, though she quaked a little after her bold speech. To her great relief and surprise, the old gentleman only threw his spectacles onto the table with a rattle and exclaimed frankly, โYouโre right, girl, I am! I love the boy, but he tries my patience past bearing, and I know how it will end, if we go on so.โ
โIโll tell you, heโll run away.โ Jo was sorry for that speech the minute it was made. She meant to warn him that Laurie would not bear much restraint, and hoped he would be more forebearing with the lad.
Mr. Laurenceโs ruddy face changed suddenly, and he sat down, with a troubled glance at the picture of a handsome man, which hung over his table. It was Laurieโs father, who had run away in his youth, and married against the imperious old manโs will. Jo fancied he remembered and regretted the past, and she wished she had held her tongue.
โHe wonโt do it unless he is very much worried, and only threatens it sometimes, when he gets tired of studying. I often think I should like to, especially since my hair was cut, so if you ever miss us, you may advertise for two boys and look among the ships bound for India.โ
She laughed as she spoke, and Mr. Laurence looked relieved, evidently taking the whole as a joke.
โYou hussy, how dare you talk in that way? Whereโs your respect for me, and your proper bringing up? Bless the boys and girls! What torments they are, yet we canโt do without them,โ he said, pinching her cheeks good-humoredly. โGo and bring that boy down to his dinner, tell him itโs all right, and advise him not to put on tragedy airs with his grandfather. I wonโt bear it.โ
โHe wonโt come, Sir. He feels badly because you didnโt believe him when he said he couldnโt tell. I think the shaking hurt his feelings very much.โ
Jo tried to look pathetic but must have failed, for Mr. Laurence began to laugh, and she knew the day was won.
โIโm sorry for that, and ought to thank him for not shaking me, I suppose. What the dickens does the fellow expect?โ and the old gentleman looked a trifle ashamed of his own testiness.
โIf I were you, Iโd write him an apology, Sir. He says he wonโt come down till he has one, and talks about Washington, and goes on in an absurd way. A formal apology will make him see how foolish he is, and bring him down quite amiable. Try it. He likes fun, and this way is better than talking. Iโll carry it up, and teach him his duty.โ
Mr. Laurence gave her a sharp look, and put on his spectacles, saying slowly, โYouโre a sly puss, but I donโt mind being managed by you and Beth. Here, give me a bit of paper, and let us have done with this nonsense.โ
The note was written in the terms which one gentleman would use to another after offering some deep insult. Jo dropped a kiss on the top of Mr. Laurenceโs bald head, and ran up to slip the apology under Laurieโs door, advising him through the keyhole to be submissive, decorous, and a few other agreeable impossibilities. Finding the door locked again, she left the note to do its work, and was going quietly away, when the young gentleman slid down the banisters, and waited for her at the bottom, saying, with his most virtuous expression of countenance, โWhat a good fellow you are, Jo! Did you get blown up?โ he added, laughing.
โNo, he was pretty mild, on the whole.โ
โAh! I got it all round. Even you cast me off over there, and I felt just ready to go to the deuce,โ he began apologetically.
โDonโt talk that way, turn over a new leaf and begin again, Teddy, my son.โ
โI keep turning over new leaves, and spoiling them, as I used to spoil my copybooks, and I make so many beginnings there never will be an end,โ he said dolefully.
โGo and eat your dinner, youโll feel better after it. Men always croak when they are hungry,โ and Jo whisked out at the front door after that.
โThatโs a โlabelโ on my โsectโ,โ answered Laurie, quoting Amy, as he went to partake of humble pie dutifully with his grandfather, who was quite saintly in temper and overwhelmingly respectful in manner all the rest of the day.
Everyone thought the matter ended and the little cloud blown over, but the mischief was done, for though others forgot it, Meg remembered. She never alluded to a certain person, but she thought of him a good deal, dreamed dreams more than ever, and once Jo, rummaging her sisterโs desk for stamps, found a bit of paper scribbled over with the words, โMrs. John Brookeโ, whereat she groaned tragically and cast it into the fire, feeling that Laurieโs prank had hastened the evil day for her.