Grandma is leaning against her doorframe as I pull up to the tiny house, still looking smug as hell.
โYou headed to the airport?โ she asks as I climb out of the car and walk to her.
โYes. Finally.โ I canโt believe I just spent over three weeks in my hometown. I deserve a medal. โYouโre coming to visit me next time. This town doesnโt get the pleasure of my company ever again.โ
She snorts. โThatโs fair.โ She steps back, letting me step into the air- conditioning. I flop down on her couch.
Grandma goes into the kitchen to make a drink and then slides into a chair at the table with her drink.
โIt isnโt everything,โ I say quietly. โWhat isnโt?โ
โThe story Ben told on the podcast. It isnโt the whole truth.โ I meet her gaze. โI know you know that.โ
โI do,โ she says softly.
โIโd tell you, but itโs the only thing left I can do for her.โ I lean forward, resting my elbows on my thighs. โKeeping the secrets. Itโs all I can do.โ
โOh, hon, I understand.โ She reaches forward, taking one of my hands in hers. โYou donโt owe anyone your whole story. Or Savvyโs.โ
I nod, swallowing hard.
โLet Ben think he found the truth. He did what we needed him to do. Youโre right that some people will never believe you, no matter how hard you explain yourself. Trust me, thereโs no pleasing people. If theyโre determined to think the worst of you, they will.โ
โThey think the best of Savvy, so I guess thatโs really all I can ask for.โ
โAbsolutely. Who she actually was, and the secrets you two shared, thatโs just for you.โ
I scoot forward, wrapping my arms around her. โThank you for badgering me into coming back and doing this.โ
โYouโre very welcome. I am happy to badger you into doing the right thing anytime.โ
My phone dings, followed up immediately by a second ding. I suppress a sigh as I sit back and glance at the screen. Iโve been getting a strange mix of messages these daysโsome from people I know, saying they knew I was innocent all along (I never really doubted you, Nathan sent this morning, a text too absurd to warrant a response), andย manyย comments on my Eva Knightley social media accounts, ripping into me for all sorts of things. A substantial portion of the internet hates me more than ever. Some of them acknowledge that I didnโt kill Savvy butย stillย hate me.
Itโs an email from a journalist, asking for comment on an article heโs writing about me. Linked is a video that is apparently making the rounds on social media. Itโs titled,ย Lucy Chase: How a Manipulative Psychopath Framed Emmett Chapman.
I shake my head in amusement and delete the email. As usual, Grandma is right.
There really is no pleasing people.
โDid you see Ben before he left yesterday?โ she asks. I nod.
I have a text from Ben on my phone, sitting there unanswered since last night. I still canโt decide if heโs the best or worst idea I ever had.
Can I take you out when you get back to LA? I promise to ask fewer intrusive questions this time.
โAre you two going to see each other when you get back to Los Angeles?โ
Savvy appears behind Grandma, casually leaning against the door. The dress from the wedding gone, replaced by jeans and the white tank top I used to see her in so often. A red bra strap peeks out at the shoulder. She grins at me.
โFuck yeah you are,โ she says. I canโt help but laugh, grin back at her, even as Grandma gives me a puzzled look.
I pull out my phone and type a reply to Ben.