WHENย Iย WOKE UP, Iย WAS CONFUSED. IT TOOK ME LONGER THAN IT SHOULDย have
to remember where I was.
The room was too bland to belong anywhere but a hotel. The bedside lamps were bolted to the tables, and the drapes were made from the same fabric as the bedspread.
I tried to remember how Iโd gotten to this room, but nothing came at first.
I remembered the black car, the glass in the windows darker than that on a limousine. The engine was almost silent, though weโd raced across the black freeways at more than twice the legal limit.
And I remembered Archie on the seat next to me, rather than up front with Jessamine. I remembered realizing suddenly that he was there as my bodyguard, that the front seat was apparently not close enough. It should have made the danger seem more real, but it all felt a million miles away. The danger I was in personally wasnโt the danger I was worried about.
I made Archie keep up a strange stream-of-consciousness future watch all night long. There werenโt any details so small they didnโt interest me. Heโd told me turn by turn how Edythe, Carine, and Eleanor would be moving through the forest, and though I didnโt know any of the landmarks he referenced, Iโd been riveted by every word. And then he would go back and describe the same sequence differently, as some decision remapped the future. This happened over and over again, and it was impossible to follow, but I didnโt care. As long as the future never put Edythe and Joss in the
same place, Iโd been able to keep breathing.
Sometimes he would switch to Earnest for me. Earnest and Royal were in my truck, heading east. Which meant the red-haired man was still on their trail.
Archieโd had a more difficult time seeing Charlie. โHumans are harder than vampires,โ he told me. And Iโd remembered that Edythe had said something to me about that once. It had seemed like years ago, when it had been only days. I remembered being disoriented by the way I couldnโt make sense of the time.
I remembered the sun coming up over a low peak somewhere in California. The light had stung my eyes, but Iโd tried not to close them. When I did, the images that flashed behind my lids like still slides were too much. Iโd rather my eyes burn than see them again. Charlieโs broken expressionโฆ Edytheโs bared teethโฆ Royalโs furious glareโฆ the red eyes of the tracker staring at meโฆ the dead look in Edytheโs eyes when sheโd turned away from meโฆ
I kept my eyes open, and the sun moved across the sky.
I remembered my head feeling heavy and light at the same time as we raced through a shallow mountain pass and the sun, behind us now, reflected off the tiled rooftops of my hometown. I hadnโt had enough emotion left to be surprised that weโd made a three-day journey in one. Iโd stared blankly at the city laid out in front of us, realizing slowly that it was supposed to mean something to me. The scrubby creosote, the palm trees, the green golf course amoebas, the turquoise splotches of swimming pools
โthese were supposed to be familiar. I was supposed to feel like I was home.
The shadows of the streetlights had slanted across the freeway with lines that were sharper than I remembered. So little darkness. There was no place to hide in these shadows.
โWhich way to the airport?โ Jessamine had askedโthe first time sheโd spoken since weโd gotten in the car.
โStay on the I-ten,โ Iโd answered automatically. โWeโll pass right by it.โ
It had taken me a few seconds more to process the implications of her question. My brain was foggy with exhaustion.
โAre we flying somewhere?โ Iโd asked Archie. I couldnโt think of the plan. This didnโt sound right, though.
โNo, but itโs better to be close, just in case.โ
I remembered starting the loop around Sky Harbor Internationalโฆ but not ending it. That must have been when my brain had finally crashed.
Though, now that Iโd chased the memories down, I did have a vague impression of leaving the carโthe sun behind the horizon, my arm draped over Archieโs shoulder, his arm dragging me along as I stumbled through the warm, dry shadows.
I had no memory of this room.
I looked at the digital clock on the nightstand. The red numbers claimed it was three oโclock, but there was no way to tell if that meant a.m. or p.m. No light showed around the edges of the thick curtains, but the room was bright with the light from the lamps.
I rose stiffly and staggered to the window, pulling back the drapes.
It was dark outside. Three in the morning, then. The room looked out on a deserted section of the freeway and the new long-term parking garage for the airport. It made me feel betterโby a very small amountโto be able to pinpoint time and place.
I looked down. I was still wearing Earnestโs shirt and too-short pants. I looked around the room and was glad when I saw my duffel bag on top of the low dresser.
A light tap on the door made me jump. โCan I come in?โ Archie asked.
I took a deep breath. โSure.โ
He walked in and looked me over. โYou look like you could sleep longer.โ
I shook my head.
He darted silently to the window and pulled the curtains shut. โWeโll need to stay inside,โ he told me.
โOkay.โ My voice was hoarse; it cracked. โThirsty?โ he asked.
I shrugged. โIโm okay. How about you?โ
He smiled. โNothing unmanageable. I ordered some food for youโitโs in the front room. Edythe reminded me that you have to eat a lot more frequently than we do.โ
I was instantly more alert. โShe called?โ
โNo.โ He watched my face fall. โIt was before we left. She gave me lots
of instructions. Come eat something.โ
He was out of the room before I could protest that I wasnโt hungry. I followed slowly behind him.
There was a living room attached to the bedroom. A low buzz of voices was coming from the TV. Jessamine sat at the desk in the corner, her eyes on the TV, but no interest in her expression. Archie went to stand by her. He ran his hand over her honey-colored hair.
โWhatโs the latest?โ I asked.
โEarnest and Royal are back in Forks. The redhead gave up chasing them.โ
I opened my mouth, but Archie was faster.
โTheyโre watching your father. The redhead wonโt get past them.โ โWhat is he doing?โ
โWorking his way through town, looking for you as far as I can tellโhe spent some time at the school.โ
My eyes bulged. โDid he hurt anyone?โ
Archie shook his head. โThey seem pretty committed to the hunt they already started.โ
โEdythe?โ
โFrustrated, it looks like. They turned on the tracker, but she was already running. Sheโs kept going north. Theyโre chasing her.โ
I stood there, not sure what to do.
Edythe was chasing Joss. Sure, she had Carine and Eleanor with her, but Edythe was the fastest.โฆ
โEat something, Beau. Edythe gets really difficult when she thinks her instructions arenโt being followed to the letter.โ
There was a tray on the coffee table with a couple of stainless steel covers over the plates on it. I couldnโt think of anything to do besides follow Archieโs order. I sat on the floor next to the table and pulled off the first plate cover. I didnโt look at the food, I just grabbed something and started eating. I was probably hungry. We hadnโt stopped for food during our drive.
They were quiet and motionless while I ate. I stared at the TV, but I couldnโt make sense of what was happening. Was it a news show? Was it an infomercial? I wasnโt sure. I ate until the plates were empty. I didnโt taste any of it.
When there was nothing left to eat, I stared at the wall.
All I could see was Edythe in the forest, faster than a cheetahโfaster than a bullet. It was obvious she would catch up with the tracker first.
Laurenโs words echoed in my head.ย You canโt bring her down. Sheโs absolutely lethal.
Suddenly Jessamine was standing over me, closer than usual.
โBeau,โ she said in a soothing voice. โYou have nothing to worry about.
You are completely safe here.โ โI know.โ
โThen why are you frightened?โ She sounded confused. She might feel my emotions, but she couldnโt see the reasons behind them.
โYou heard what Lauren said. Joss is lethal. What if something goes wrong, and they get separated? If anything happens, if Carine or Eleanorโ or Edytheโโ My voice broke. โIf that crazy redhead hurts Earnestโhow do I live with myself when itโs my fault? None of you should be risking your lives forโโ
โStop, Beau, stop,โ she interrupted, her words pouring out so quickly they were hard to understand. โYouโre worrying about all the wrong things, Beau. Trust me on thisโnone ofย usย are in jeopardy. You are under enough strain as it is; donโt add to it with imaginary worries. Listen to me!โ she orderedโIโd looked away. โOur family is strong. Our only fear is losing you.โ
โBut why should youโโ
Archie was there then, his arm around Jessamineโs waist. โItโs been almost a century that Edytheโs been alone. Now sheโs found you. You canโt see the changes that we see, we who have been with her for so long. Do you think any of us want to look into her eyes for the next hundred years if she loses you?โ
My guilt started to ease. But even though the calm that spread over me felt totally natural, like it came from inside, I knew better.
โYou know Iโd do this anyway,โ Archie added. โEven if Edythe hadnโt ask me to.โ
โWhy?โ
He grinned. โItโs hard to explain without sounding slightly schizo- phrenic.โฆ Time doesnโt mean the same thing to me that it does to youโor Jess, or anyone else.โ Jessamine grinned and tweaked his ear. โSo this
wonโt make sense to you. But for me, itโs like weโve already been friends for a long time, Beau. The first second you became a part of Edytheโs life, for me it was like weโd already spent hundreds of hours together. Weโve laughed at Edytheโs overreactions together, weโve annoyed Royal right out of the house together, weโve stayed up all night talking with Carine together.โฆโ
I stared and he shrugged. โItโs how I experience the world.โ โWeโre friends?โ I asked, my voice full of wonder.
โBest friends,โ he told me. โSomeday. It was nice of my favorite sister, donโt you think, to fall in love with my best friend? I guess I owe her one.โ
โHuh,โ was all I could think to say. Archie laughed.
Jessamine rolled her eyes. โThanks so much, Archie. I just got him calm.โ
โNo, Iโm good,โ I promised. Archie could be lying to make me feel better, but either way it worked. It wasnโt so bad if Archie wanted to help me, too. If he wasnโt just doing it for Edythe.
โSo what do we do now?โ I asked. โWe wait for something to change.โ It was a very long day.
We stayed in the room. Archie called down to the front desk and asked them to suspend our housekeeping service. The curtains stayed shut, the TV on, though no one watched it. At regular intervals, food was delivered for me.
It was funny how I was suddenly comfortable with Archie. It was like his vision of our friendship, spoken out loud, had made it real. He sat in the chair next to the sofa where I sprawled, and answered all the questions Iโd been too nervous to ask before. Sometimes heโd answer them before I asked them. It was a little weird, but I figured that was how everyone else felt around Edythe all the time.
โYes,โ he said, when I thought about asking him that. โItโs exactly the same. She tries hard not to be obnoxious about it.โ
He told me about waking up.
โI only remembered one thing, but Iโm not even sure itย wasย a memory. I thought I remembered someone saying my nameโcalling me Archie. But maybe I was remembering something that hadnโt happened yetโseeing that
someday someoneย wouldย call me Archie.โ He smiled at my expression. โI know, itโs a circular dilemma, isnโt it?โ
โThe hair?โ He ran a hand over his scalp, unselfconscious. The stubble was just long enough to see that his hair would have been dark brown, nearly black, like his eyebrows. โIt was a rather extreme look for 1920. A little too early for me to have been a skinhead, thank heavens. My best guess is disease or bad behavior.โ
โBad behavior?โ I asked.
He shrugged. โI might have been in prison.โ
โYou couldnโt have been much older than me,โ I protested.
He steepled his fingers thoughtfully. โI like to believe that if Iย wasย a criminal, I was both a mastermind and a prodigy.โ
Jessamineโback at the desk and mostly silentโlaughed with me.
โIt wasnโt confusing the way it probablyย shouldย have been,โ Archie said when I asked him what his first visions were like. โIt seemed normalโI knew what I was seeing hadnโt happened. I think maybe Iโd seen things before I was changed. Or maybe I just adapt quickly.โ He smiled, already knowing the question I had waiting. โIt was Jess. She was the first thing I saw.โ And then, โNo, I didnโt actually meet her in person until much later.โ
Something about his tone made me wonder. โHow long?โ โTwenty-eight years.โ
โTwenty-eightโฆ? You had to wait twenty-eightย years? But couldnโt youโฆ?โ
He nodded. โI could have found her earlier. I knew where she was. But she wasnโt ready for me yet. If Iโd come too early, she would have killed me.โ
I gasped and stared at her. She raised an eyebrow at me, and I looked back at Archie. He laughed.
โBut Edythe said you were the only one who could hold your own against herโ?โ
Jessamine hissedโnot like she was mad, like she was annoyed. I glanced at her again and she was rolling her eyes.
โWeโll never know,โ Archie said. โIf Jess was really trying to kill Edythe, rather than just playingโฆ? Well, Jess has a lot of experience. Seeing the future isnโt the only reason why I can keep up with Edytheโitโs also because it was Jess who taught me how to fight. Laurenโs coven all had
their eyes on Eleanorโsheโs pretty spectacular, I grant you. But if it had come to a fight, Eleanor wouldnโt have been their problem. If theyโd taken a closer look at my darlingโโhe blew her a kissโโthey would have forgotten all about the strong girl.โ
I remembered the first time Iโd seen Jessamine, in the cafeteria with her family. Beautiful, like the others, but with that edge. Even before Iโd put it into words inside my own head, Iโd sensed there was something about her that matched up with what Archie was telling me now.
I looked at Archie.
โYou can ask her,โ he said. โBut itโs not going to happen.โ
โHe wants to know my story?โ Jessamine guessed. She laughed onceโit was a dark sound. โYouโre not ready for that, Beau. Believe me.โ
And though I was still curious, I did believe her.
โYou said humans were harderโฆ but you seem to see me pretty well,โ I noted.
โIโm paying attention, and youโre right here,โ Archie said. โAlso, the two-second head starts are simpler than the weather. Itโs the long term that wonโt hold still. Even an hour complicates things.โ
Archie kept me updated on what was happening with the othersโwhich was mostly nothing. Joss was good at running away. There were tricks, Archie told me. Scents couldnโt be tracked through water, for example. Joss seemed to know the tricks. A half dozen times the trail took them back toward Forks, only to race off in the other direction again. Twice Archie called Carine to give her instructions. Once it was something about the direction in which Joss had jumped off a cliff, the other time it was where they would find her scent on the other side of a river. From the way he described it, he wasnโt seeing the hunter, he was seeing Edythe and Carine. I guessed he would see his family the most clearly. I wanted to ask for the phone, but I knew there wasnโt time for me to hear Edytheโs voice. They were hunting.
I also knew I was supposed to be rooting for Edythe and the others to succeed, but I could only feel relieved as the distance between her and Joss got larger, despite Archieโs help. If it meant I would be stuck here in this hotel room forever, I wouldnโt complain. Whatever kept her safe.
There was one question that I wanted to ask more than the others, but I hesitated. I think if Jessamine hadnโt been there, I might have done it
sooner. I didnโt feel the same ease in her presence that I did now with Archie. Which was probably only because she wasnโtย tryingย to make me feel that way.
When I was eatingโdinner? Maybe, I couldnโt remember which meal I was onโI was thinking about different ways to ask. And then I caught a look on Archieโs face and I knew that he already knew what I was trying to ask, and unlike my dozens of other questions, he was choosing not to answer this one.
My eyes narrowed.
โWas this on Edytheโs lists of instructions?โ I asked sourly.
I thought I heard a very faint sigh from Jessamineโs corner. It was probably annoying listening to half a conversation. But she should be used to that. Iโd bet Edythe and Archie never had to speak out loud at all when they talked to each other.
โIt was implied,โ Archie answered.
I thought about their fight in the Jeep. Was this what it was about?
โI donโt suppose our future friendship is enough to shift your loyalties?โ He frowned. โEdythe is my sister.โ
โEven if you disagree with her on this?โ We stared at each other for a minute.
โThatโs what you saw,โ I realized. I felt my eyes get bigger. โAnd then she got so upset. You already saw it, didnโt you?โ
โIt was only one future among many. I also saw you die,โ he reminded me.
โBut you saw it. Itโs a possibility.โ He shrugged.
โDonโt you think I deserve to know, then? Even if thereโs only the slightest chance?โ
He stared at me, deliberating.
โYou do,โ he finally said. โYou have the right to know.โ I waited.
โYou donโt know fury like Edythe when sheโs thwarted,โ he warned me. โItโs none of her business. This is between you and me. As your friend,
Iโm begging you.โ
He paused, then made his choice. โI can tell you the mechanics of it, but I donโt remember it myself, and Iโve never done it or seen it done, so keep
in mind that I can only tell you the theory.โ โHow does someone become a vampire?โ
โOh, isย thatย all?โ Jessamine muttered behind me. Iโd forgotten she was listening.
I waited.
โAs predators,โ Archie began, โwe have a glut of weapons in our physical arsenalโmuch, much more than we need for hunting easy prey like humans. Strength, speed, acute senses, not to mention those of us like Edythe, Jessamine, and me who have extra senses as well. And then, like a carnivorous flower, we are physically attractive to our prey.โ
I was seeing it all in my head againโhow Edythe had illustrated the same concept for me in the meadow.
He smiled wideโhis teeth glistened. โWe have one more, fairly superfluous weapon. Weโre also venomous. The venom doesnโt killโitโs merely incapacitating. It works slowly, spreading through the bloodstream, so that, once bitten, our prey is in too much physical pain to escape us. Mostly superfluous, as I said. If weโre that close, our prey doesnโt escape. Of course, unless we want it to.โ
โCarine,โ I said quietly. The holes in the story Edythe had told me were filling themselves in. โSoโฆ if the venom is left to spreadโฆ?โ
โIt takes a few days for the transformation to be complete, depending on how much venom is in the bloodstream, how close the venom enters to the heartโCarineโs creator bit her on the hand on purpose to make it worse. As long as the heart keeps beating, the poison spreads, healing, changing the body as it moves through it. Eventually the heart stops, and the conversion is finished. But all that time, every minute of it, a victim would be wishing for deathโscreaming for it.โ
I shuddered.
โItโs not pleasant, no.โ
โEdythe said it was very hard to doโฆ but that sounds simple enough.โ โWeโre also like sharks in a way. Once we taste blood, or even smell it
for that matter, it becomes very hard to keep from feeding. Impossible, even. So you see, to actually bite someone, to taste the blood, it would begin the frenzy. Itโs difficult on both sidesโthe bloodlust on the one hand, the awful pain on the other.โ
โIt sounds like something you would remember,โ I said.
โFor everyone else, the pain of transformation is the sharpest memory they have of their human life. I donโt know why Iโm different.โ
Archie stared past me, motionless. I wondered what it would be like, not to know who you were. To look in the mirror and not recognize the person looking back.
It was hard for me to believe that Archie could have been a criminal, though; there was something intrinsicallyย goodย about his face. Royal was the showy one, the one the girls at school stared at, but there was something better than perfection about Archieโs face. It was totally pure.
โThere are positives to being different,โ Archie said suddenly. โI donโt remember anyone I left behind. I got to skip that pain, too.โ He looked at me, and his eyes narrowed a little bit. โCarine, Edythe, and Earnest all lost everyone who mattered to them before they left being human behind. So there was grief, but not regret. It was different for the others. The phys-ical pain is a quick thing, comparatively, Beau. There are slower ways to suffer.
โฆโ
โRoyal had parents who loved him and depended on himโtwo little sisters he adored. He could never see them again after he was changed. And then he outlived them all. That kind of pain is very, very slow.โ
I wondered if he was trying to make me feel bad for Royalโto cut the guy some slack even if he hated me. Wellโฆ it was working.
He shook his head, like he knew I wasnโt getting it.
โThatโs part of the process, Beau. I havenโt experienced it. I canโt tell you what it feels like. But itโs a part of the process.โ
And then I understood what he was telling me.
He was perfectly still again. I put my arm behind my head and stared up at the ceiling.
Ifโฆ if ever, someday, Edythe wanted me that wayโฆ what would that mean for Mom? What would that mean for Charlie?
There were so many things to think about. Things I didnโt even know I didnโt know to think about.
But some things seemed obvious. For whatever reason, Edythe didnโt want me thinking about any of this. Why? It hurt my stomach when I tried to come up with an answer to that question.
Then Archie sprang to his feet.
I looked up at him, startled by the sudden movement, then alarmed again
when I saw his face.
It was totally blankโempty, his mouth half open.
Then Jessamine was there, gently pushing him back into the chair. โWhat do you see?โ she asked in a low, soothing voice. โSomethingโs changed,โ Archie said, even more quietly.
I leaned closer. โWhat is it?โ
โA room. Itโs longโthere are mirrors everywhere. The floor is wood. The tracker is in the room, and sheโs waiting. Thereโs a gold stripe across the mirrors.โ
โWhere is the room?โ
โI donโt know. Something is missingโanother decision hasnโt been made yet.โ
โHow much time?โ
โItโs soon. Sheโll be in the mirror room today, or maybe tomorrow. It all depends. Sheโs waiting for something.โ His face went blank again. โAnd sheโs in the dark now.โ
Jessamineโs voice was calm, methodical. โWhat is she doing?โ
โSheโs watching TVโฆ no, sheโs running a VCR, in the dark, in another place.โ
โCan you see where she is?โ โNo, the space is too dark.โ
โAnd the mirror room, what else is there?โ
โJust the mirrors, and the gold. Itโs a band, around the room. And thereโs a black table with a big stereo, and a TV. Sheโs touching the VCR there, but she doesnโt watch the way she does in the dark room. This is the room where she waits.โ His eyes drifted, then focused on Jessamineโs face.
โThereโs nothing else?โ
He shook his head. They looked at each other, motionless. โWhat does it mean?โ I asked.
Neither of them answered for a moment, then Jessamine looked at me. โIt means the trackerโs plans have changed. Sheโs made a decision that
will lead her to the mirror room, and the dark room.โ โBut we donโt know where those rooms are?โ โNo.โ
โBut we do know that she wonโt be in the mountains north of
Washington, being hunted. Sheโll elude them.โ Archieโs voice was bleak.
He picked up the phone just as it vibrated.
โCarine,โ he said. And then he glanced at me. โYes.โ He listened for another long moment, then said, โI just saw her.โ He described the vision like he had for Jessamine. โWhatever made her take that planeโฆ it was leading her to those rooms.โ He paused. โYes.โ
He held out the phone to me. โBeau?โ I yanked it out of his hand. โHello?โ โBeau,โ Edythe breathed.
โOh, Edythe,โ I said. โWhere are you?โ
โOutside of Vancouver. Iโm sorry, Beauโwe lost her. She seems suspicious of usโshe stays just far enough away that I canโt hear her. Sheโs gone nowโlooks like she stole a small plane. We think sheโs heading back to Forks to start over.โ
I could hear Archie filling Jessamine in behind me. โI know. Archie saw that she got away.โ
โYou donโt have to worry, though. Youโve left no trail for her to follow. You just have to stay with Archie and wait till we find her again. Archie will get a bead on her soon enough.โ
โIโll be fine. Is Earnest with Charlie?โ
โYesโthe maleโs been in town. He went to the house, but while Charlie was at work. He hasnโt gone near your father. Donโt worryโCharlieโs safe with Earnest and Royal watching.โ
Somehow, Royalโs presence didnโt comfort me much. โWhat do you think Victor is doing?โ
โTrying to pick up the trail. Heโs been all through the area during the night. Royal traced him up to the airport in Port Angeles, all the roads around town, the schoolโฆ heโs digging, Beau, but thereโs nothing to find.โ
โAnd youโre sure Charlieโs safe?โ
โYes. Earnest wonโt let him out of his sight. Iโll be there soon. If the tracker gets anywhere near Forks, Iโll have her.โ
I swallowed. โBe careful. Stay with Carine and Eleanor.โ โI know what Iโm doing.โ
โI miss you,โ I said.
โI know, believe me, I know. Itโs like youโve taken half of my self away with you.โ
โCome and get it, then.โ
โAs soon as I possibly can. Iย willย make this right first.โ Her voice got hard.
โI love you.โ
โCould you believe that, despite everything Iโve put you through, I love you, too?โ
โYes, I can.โ
โIโll come for you soon.โ โIโll wait for you.โ
The phone went dead, and a sudden wave of depression crashed over me. Jessamine looked up sharply, and the feeling dissipated.
Jessamine went back to watching Archie. He was on the couch, leaning over the table with the free hotel pen in his hand. I walked over to see what he was doing.
He was sketching on a piece of hotel stationery. I leaned on the back of the couch, looking over his shoulder.
He drew a room: long, rectangular, with a thinner, square section at the back. He drew lines to show how the wooden planks that made up the floor stretched lengthwise across the room. Down the walls were more lines denoting the breaks in the mirrors. I hadnโt been picturing them like thatโ covering the whole wall that way. And then, wrapping around the walls, waist high, a long band. The band Archie said was gold.
โItโs a ballet studio,โ I said, suddenly recognizing the familiar shapes. They both looked up at me, surprised.
โDo you know this room?โ Jessamineโs voice sounded calm, but there was an undercurrent to it. Archie leaned closer to the paper, his hand flying across the page now. An emergency exit took shape against the back wall just where I knew it would be; the stereo and TV filled in the right corner foreground.
โIt looks like a place where my mom used to teach dance lessonsโshe didnโt stick with it for very long. It was shaped just the same.โ I touched the page where the square section jutted out, narrowing the back part of the room. โThatโs where the bathrooms wereโthe doors were through the other dance floor. But the stereo was hereโโI pointed to the left cornerโโit was older, and there wasnโt a TV. There was a window in the waiting roomโ you could see the room from this perspective if you looked through it.โ
Archie and Jessamine were staring at me.
โAre you sure itโs the same room?โ Jessamine asked with the same unnatural calm.
โNo, not at all. I mean, most dance studios would look the sameโthe mirrors, the bar.โ I leaned over the couch and traced my finger along the ballet bar set against the mirrors. โItโs just the shape that looked familiar.โ
โWould you have any reason to go there now?โ Archie asked.
โNo. I havenโt been back since my mom quitโitโs probably been ten years.โ
โSo thereโs no way it could be connected with you?โ Archie asked intently.
I shook my head. โI donโt even think the same person owns it. Iโm sure itโs just another dance studio, somewhere else.โ
โWhere was the studio your mother went to?โ Jessamine asked, her voice much more casual than Archieโs.
โJust around the corner from our house. Itโs why she took the jobโso I could meet her there when I walked home from school.โฆโ My voice trailed off as I watched the look they exchanged.
โHere in Phoenix, then?โ she asked, still casual. โYes,โ I whispered. โFifty-eighth and Cactus.โ We all stared in silence at the drawing.
โArchie, is that phone safe?โ I asked.
โThe number just traces back to Washington,โ he told me. โThen I can use it to call my mom.โ
โSheโs in Florida, right? She should be safe there.โ
โShe isโbut sheโs coming home soon, and she canโt come back to that house whileโฆโ A tremor ran through my voice. I was thinking about Victor searching Charlieโs house, the school in Forks where my records were.
โWhatโs her number?โ Archie asked. He had the phone in his hand. โThey donโt have a permanent number except at the house. Sheโs
supposed to check her messages regularly.โ โJess?โ Archie asked.
She thought about it. โI donโt think it could hurtโdonโt say where you are, obviously.โ
I nodded, reaching for the phone. I dialed the familiar number, then waited through four rings until my motherโs breezy voice came on, telling
me to leave a message.
โMom,โ I said after the beep, โitโs me. Listen, I need you to do something. Itโs important. As soon as you get this message, call me at this number.โ Archie pointed to the number already written on the bottom of his picture. I read it carefully, twice. โPlease donโt go anywhere until you talk to me. Donโt worry, Iโm okay, but I have to talk to you right away, no matter how late you get this call, all right? I love you, Mom. Bye.โ I closed my eyes and prayed that no unforeseen change of plans would bring her home before she got my message.
Then we were back to waiting.
I thought about calling Charlie, but I wasnโt sure what I could say. I watched the news, concentrating now, watching for stories about Florida, or about spring trainingโstrikes or hurricanes or terrorist attacksโanything that might send them home early.
It seemed like immortality granted endless patience, too. Neither Jessamine nor Archie seemed to feel the need to do anything at all. For a while, Archie sketched the vague outline of the dark room from his vision, as much as he could see in the light from the TV. But when he was done, he simply sat, looking at the blank walls. Jessamine, too, seemed to have no urge to pace, or to peek through the curtains, or to punch holes in the wall, the way I did.
I fell asleep on the couch, waiting for the phone to ring.