VIVIAN
On Monday, I picked up takeout from the Moondust Diner and brought it to Danteโs office for lunch. A burger and his
favorite black and white shake for him; a chicken sandwich and a strawberry shake for me.
It was a throwback to our first date and an olive branch on my part. Dante was the one who needed to extend the branch, but if I shut down whenever he shut down, weโd never get anywhere. I didnโt want us to be one of those couples who stewed in passive-aggressive silence.
Plus, there had to be a good reason why Dante was acting so weird, and I was determined to find out what it was.
โGood afternoon, Ms. Lau.โ Stacey, the receptionist for the Russo Groupโs executive floor, greeted me with a bright smile.
โHi, Stacey. I brought some lunch for Dante.โ I held up the paper bags. โIs he in his office?โ
It was my first time showing up unannounced at his workplace. He couldโve eaten lunch already, but knowing him, he hadnโt. If we didnโt eat together, he was likely to skip his afternoon meals altogether.
โYes, but heโs in a meeting,โ she said after a brief moment of hesitation. โIโm not sure when heโll be out.โ
โThatโs all right. I can wait for him in the guest lounge.โ
I could easily answer emails and check in with the wedding vendors on my phone while I waited. The Legacy Ball was my top priority for now, but once it was over, I needed to double down on wedding prep.
โAre you sure?โ Stacey sounded doubtful.
When I reassured her I was okay with waiting, she relented.
The floor had emptied for lunch, and my flats fell softly on white marble as I made my way through the office.
The Russo Groupโs corporate headquarters was a study in sleek modernity mixed with Old World elegance. Black lacquer and glass reflected ornate gold accents and gilt-framed paintings; lush flowers blossomed next to sculptural stoneware painted in varying neutral shades.
The guest lounge sat at the far end of the floor, but I only made it halfway when I heard a familiar voiceโone thatย didnโtย belong to Dante.
My stride broke a few feet outside Danteโs office. The tinted windows prevented me from seeing inside, but the tense conversation within bled through the door.
โYou have no idea what youโve done.โ My fatherโs harsh timbre skated down my spine, leaving trails of ice in its wake.
If the rest of the floor hadnโt been so quiet, I wouldnโt have been able to hear him. As it stood, his words came through faint but clear.
My heart picked up pace. Iโd planned to check on him later as Agnes had suggested, but I never wouldโve guessed he would beย here. Right now, in Danteโs office, without so much as a warning or notice.
My father rarely visited New York during the work week, and he never dropped in without telling me either before or right after he landed.
So what was he doing here on a random Monday afternoon?
โI know precisely what Iโve done,โ Dante drawled. Low. Dark.ย Deadly.ย โThe last time you showed up uninvited, you had the upper hand. You used my brother to get to me. Iโve simply evened the scales.โ
His brother.ย Luca.
My stomach hollowed. What had my father done?
โNo, you havenโt. You didn’t find all of them.โ Despite his confident delivery, my fatherโs voice dipped toward the end. It was a nervous tic Iโd picked up on when I was a teenager.
โIf I didnโt, you wouldnโt be here,โ Dante said, sounding at once amused and indifferent. โYou wouldโve run to Romano with one of your backups. Yet you took the time out of yourย busyย workday to fly to New York and see me. It doesnโt screamย upper handย anymore, Francis. It screams pathetic.โ A small rustle. โI suggest you return to Boston and deal with your company instead of embarrassing yourself further. Iโve heard it could use some help.โ
A long silence followed, punctuated by the rapid thuds of my heart.
โYouโre responsible for the fake reports.โ Realization, fury, and a hint of panic rolled beneath my fatherโs accusation, threatening to split it apart at the seams.
โI donโt know what youโre talking about.โ Danteโs tone maintained its indifference. โBut it seems serious. All the more reason for you to leave and get a handle on things before the press catches wind of it. You know howโฆ vicious they can get once they scent blood.โ
โFuck the press!โ My fatherโs voice escalated into a shout. โWhat the
fuckย did you do to my company, Russo?โ
โNothing it didnโt deserve. Hypothetically speaking, of course.โ
The paper bags crumpled in my fist. Blood roared in my ears, making their conversation that much harder to hear, but I forced myself to strain and listen.
I had to know what they were talking about.
I had to confirm the horrible inkling in my stomachโฆeven if it destroyed me.
โVivian will never forgive you for this.โ My fatherโs snarl was that of a wounded tiger. Iโd never heard him so angry, not even when Agnes and I broke his favorite Ming vase while playing hide and seek as children.
A brief, loaded pause.
โYouโre assuming I care what she thinks.โ Danteโs voice was so cold it turned my blood to ice. โMight I remind you I wasย forcedย into this engagement? I never willingly chose her as my fiancรฉe. You blackmailed me into it, Francis, and now, your leverage is gone. So donโt come intoย myย fucking office and try to use your daughter to save yourself. It wonโt work.โ โIf you donโt care, then why havenโt you broken the engagement yet?โ my father taunted. โLike you said, you were forced into it. The first thing
you shouldโve done after getting rid of the photos was get rid ofย her.โ
A painful crack in my chest drowned out Danteโs reply. A burn ignited somewhere north of my heart and spread behind my eyes, so intense I feared it would leave nothing except ashes behind.
I wasย forcedย into this engagementโฆ I never willingly chose herโฆ
You blackmailed me into itโฆ
The words echoed in my head like a nightmare stuck on a broken loop. Suddenly, it all made sense.
Why Dante agreed to marry me when he didnโt need my fatherโs business, money,ย orย connections.
Why heโd been so cold toward me at the start of our engagement.
Why Luca had disliked me, and why my intuition had always questioned the reasoning Dante gave for the engagement. Iโd overlooked the flimsiness of the market access excuse because itโd been the only plausible one at the time, but nowโฆ
The omelet I ate for breakfast rose in my throat. My skin flushed hot, then cold, while an army of invisible spiders crawled over my arms and chest.
I should leave before they caught me eavesdropping, but I couldnโt breathe. Couldnโt think. Couldnโt do anything except stand there while my world crumbled around me.
I never willingly chose her. You blackmailed me into it.
The burn liquefied and blurred my vision. The astronomy date, the Paris trip, and all the little moments in between.
Had he been pretending this whole time? Trying to make the most out of a bad situation instead ofโ
A burst of laughter down the hall yanked me out of my spiraling thoughts.
My head jerked up in time to see two suited men walking toward me, filled with the type of swagger one only possessed if they sat in the C-suite of a multibillion-dollar company.
Their arrival broke the immobility spell holding me hostage.
The one on the right noticed me first, but by the time his face lit with recognition, I was already rushing past him, my head ducked and my gaze fixed on the floor ahead.
Just get to the exit. Get to the exit and go downstairs. Thatโs all you need to do.
Five more steps.
Four.
Three.
Two.
One.
I burst into the lobby like a swimmer gasping for air.
I shoved the food at an alarmed-looking Stacey and mumbled something about a work emergency before I jabbed at the elevator button.
Thankfully, it came in seconds.
I stepped inside, the car plummeted toward the ground, and I finally,
finallyย let my tears fall.
DANTE
โIf you donโt care, then why havenโt you broken the engagement yet?โ Francisโs eyes glinted with challenge. โLike you said, you were forced into it. The first thing you shouldโve done after getting rid of the photos was get rid of her.โ
Red crept into my vision. He saidย getting rid of herย so easily, like he was discussing a piece of furniture instead of his daughter.
How a piece of shit like Francis shared genes with Vivian, Iโd never understand.
He looked like shit now, too. Sallow complexion. Dark circles. Grooves of exhaustion in his face. Christianโs meddling with his companyโs internal affairs had taken its toll on him.
I wouldโve taken greater pleasure in his suffering had the mention of Vivian not been a stab to the chest.
Shutting her out for a week had been painful enough. Hearing her name come out of her dirtbag fatherโs mouth, knowing what it meant for our relationshipโฆ
I clenched my jaw and forced my expression to remain neutral.
โOur conversation is done.โ I sidestepped Francisโs question and deliberately checked my watch. โYouโve already wasted my lunch hour. Leave, or Iโll have security escort you out.โ
โThose reports areย bullshit.โ Francisโs knuckles popped from the force of his grip on the armrests. โIโve worked decades to build my company. You were still a fetus when I started Lau Jewels, and I wonโt let a silver spoon- fed, nepotistic child like you ruin it.โ
โYou were all too happy to have said silver spoon-fed, nepotistic child marry your daughter,โ I said silkily. โTo the point whereย youย fucked up and blackmailed him. I donโt like being threatened, Francis. And I always pay it back threefold. Nowโฆโ I tapped my desk phone. โDo I need to call my guards, or are you capable of walking yourself out?โ
Francis trembled with outrage, but he wasnโt stupid enough to test me any further. Heโd stormed in half an hour ago, full of fire and bravado. Now, he looked as pathetic and powerless as he really was.
He pushed his chair back and left without another word.
The door slammed behind him, rattling the paintings on the wall.
That fucker.ย He was lucky none of them fell.
I barely had a chance to enjoy the silence before a knock sounded.
For Christโs sake, what did a guy have to do for some actual quiet and work time?
โCome in.โ
The door opened, revealing a nervous-looking Stacey. โIโm sorry to interrupt, Mr. Russo,โ she said. โBut your fiancรฉe dropped off lunch for you. I wanted to get it to you while itโs still hot.โ
The temperature instantly dropped ten degrees.
A buzz of trepidation crawled over me and snaked into my veins. โMy fiancรฉe? When was she here?โ
โMaybe ten minutes ago? She said she was going to wait for you in the guest lounge, but she left in a hurry and dropped this at my desk.โ Stacey raised two takeout bags in the air. They were stamped with the Moondust Dinerโs distinctive black and silver logo.
The buzz turned into a thousand icy needles piercing my skin. Vivian wouldnโt have left without saying hi unlessโฆ
Fuck. Fuck, fuck,ย fuck!
I stood so abruptly I banged my knee against the underside of my desk.
I didnโt even register my pain through the rush of blood in my ears.
โWhere are youโฆโ Stacey faltered when I yanked my jacket off the back of my desk chair and brushed past her into the hall.
โHave Helena cancel the rest of my in-person meetings today when she gets back.โ I forced the words past my tight throat. โIโm working from home for the rest of the day.โ
I was already halfway to the exit when she replied.
โWhat about your food?โ she called after me. Stacey sounded panicked, like my missing lunch would be cause for firing her.
โKeep it.โ I didnโt give a shit if she ate it, fed it to the pigeons, or used it for performance art in the middle of goddamned Fifth Avenue.
Ten interminable minutes laterโthat damn elevator moved at the speed of a snail on morphineโI exited the building, my skin clammy and my heartbeat spiking with sudden, indescribable panic.
I didnโt know how, but I knew with bone-deep certainty Vivian was at home instead of her office.
My apartment was only five blocks away. Walking was faster than taking a car, though not necessarily safer. I was so distracted by the dread leaking into my stomach I almost got mowed down twice, once by a foul- mouthed bike messenger and once by a cab taking a corner too fast.
By the time I entered the cool, air-conditioned foyer of my penthouse, my mouth tasted like pennies and a thin sheen of sweat misted my skin.
I shouldnโt be this twisted over the fact Vivian mightโve overheard me talking with her father. Everything Iโd said had been the truth, and she would find out sooner or later. Hell, Iโd been bracing myself for this moment since Paris.
But there was a difference between theory and reality. And the reality was, when I stopped in the doorway of our room and saw her open suitcase on our bed, I felt like Iโd been sucker punched in the gut and dragged over hot coals, all in the space of two minutes.
Vivian walked out of the closet with an armful of clothes. Her steps halted when she saw me, and a painful, breathless silence stretched between us before she moved again.
She dumped her clothes on the bed while I watched, my heart pounding hard enough to bruise.
โWere you going to leave without telling me?โ Roughness edged my question.
โIโm doing you a favor.โ Vivian didnโt look at me, but her hands shook as she folded and packed her clothes. โIโm saving you from a hard conversation. I heard you, Dante. You donโt want me here. Youย neverย wanted me here. So Iโm leaving.โ
There it was. No ifs, ands, or buts about it. Sheโd learned the truth, and this was her way of dealing with it.
My hands fisted.
She was right. Sheย wasย doing me a favor. If she left, no questions asked, sheโd sever the last tie I had to the Laus with little to no effort on my part. I could wipe my hands clean of her family and move on.
And yetโฆ
โThatโs it? After eight months, after finding out what your father didโฆโ
And what I didโฆ โThatโs all you have to say?โ
Vivian finally looked up. Red rimmed her eyes, but fire flashed in the brown depths.
โWhat do you want me to say?โ she demanded. โDo you want me to ask what my father had on you? To ask whether the past two months meant anything, or if you were just trying to make the most out of a shitty situation until you could get rid of me? Do you want me to tell you how
devastatingย it is to find out your father isโฆisโฆโ Her voice broke. She turned away, but not before I glimpsed the tear streaking down her cheek.
My chest crushed like ice beneath a speeding truck.
โDo you know how it feels to learn your fiancรฉ was only with you because he wasย forcedย into it? To think we were actually getting closer when you secretly hated me? Not that I blame you.โ She let out a bitter laugh. โIf I were in your position, I would hate me too.โ
It took every ounce of effort to swallow past the lump in my throat. โI donโt hate you,โ I said, my voice low.
Iโve never hated you.
No matter what Vivian did, or who she was related to, I could never hate her. It was the one thing I hated aboutย myself.
โYour father hadโฆincriminating photos of my brother.โ I didnโt know why I was explaining. Sheโd made it clear she didnโt care, but I kept talking anyway, the words falling out faster the more she packed. โHe wouldโve died if they landed in the wrong hands.โ
I told her about the backups, her fatherโs ultimatum, and his insistence I keep her in the dark about the blackmail. I told her about the Paris call and even how I figured out there were eight copies of the evidence.
When I finished, her skin was two shades paler than when Iโd started. โAnd my fatherโs company?โ
A lengthy silence pervaded the space.
That was the one part Iโd left out. An important part, but one that made my heart pinch when I finally said,
โI did what I had to do. No one threatens a Russo.โ
My gaze fixed on Vivian while she processed my reply. The air crackled with a thousand tiny stinging wasps on my skin.
How would she react to my veiled confession? With anger? Shock?
Disappointment?
Regardless of her feelings toward her father right now, I couldnโt imagine sheโd be okay with me tampering with her familyโs company.
But to my surprise, Vivian didnโt betray any visible emotion beyond a tightening of her features.
โIโm sorry for what my father did,โ she said. โBut why are you telling me this now? You were fine with keeping me in the dark until now.โ
My hands fisted again. โI wanted to clear the air,โ I said stiffly. โBeforeโฆโย You left.ย โWe parted ways.โ
If you donโt care, then why havenโt you broken the engagement yet?
Francisโs question haunted me. I couldโve told her any time over the past week, but Iโd stalled. Made excuses. Told myself I was preparing her for our break by pulling away when, in reality, I simply hadnโt been ready to let her go.
But time was up. I chose vengeance over Vivian, and these were the consequences.
No more stalling.
โIโm sorry you got caught in the middle of this. You were never at fault. But I had to protect my family, and this isโฆโ The words lodged like a knife in my throat before I forced them out. โThis is just business.โ
The taste of pennies returned, but I kept my expression detached even when every instinct screamed at me to cross the room, hold her, kiss her, and never let her go.
Iโd let emotion rule for too long. It was time for logic to rule again.
Even if she forgave me for what I did to her family, we couldnโt move forward when her father and I hated each otherโs guts. And if I stayed with her, her father would still win. Heโd know Vivian was a weakness I couldnโt afford to have, and heโd use it to exploit the situation any way he could.
For both our sakes, it was better for us to split up. No matter how much it hurt.
Vivian stared at me. A gallery of emotions flickered through her eyes before a shutter slammed down.
โRight,โ she said softly. She closed her suitcase and hauled it off the bed. She stopped in front of me, twisted her engagement ring off her finger, and placed it in my hand. โJust business.โ
She brushed past me, leaving the faint scent of apples and a horrible ache in my chest behind.
I closed my fist around the ring. It was cold and lifeless against my palm.
My throat worked with a hard swallow.
Vivian hadnโt packed all her things. Most of her clothes still hung in the closet. Her perfume bottles were on the dresser, a vase of her favorite flowers next to them.
Yet the room had never felt emptier.