Vivian and I had one more blissful week to ourselves before her parents blew into town like a tornado. Sudden, unexpected, and carving a path of destruction in their wake.
One minute, I was planning a symphony date with Vivian. The next, I was sitting across from Francis and Cecelia Lau in Le Charles, fighting the urge not to knock the smug smile off Francisโs face.
Our conversation about him at Valhalla had summoned him like a demon out of hell.
โIโm glad we could make this work.โ He unfolded his napkin and placed it on his lap. โI hope weโre not disrupting your plans too much.โ
โNot at all.โ Vivian placed her hand over mine under the table and gently uncurled my fist. โWeโre thrilled to see you.โ
I remained silent.
Her parents had arrived, unannounced, that morning and requested dinner with us sometime during their stay. Considering they were only here for two nights, and they had tickets to a Broadway show with friends tomorrow, tonight was the only option.
โWe havenโt seen you since Christmas, so we figured weโd check in. See how the wedding planning is going.โ Cecelia toyed with her pearls.
โYou never answered my question the other day about the flowers. Shall we go ahead with the lilies?โ
Vivian shifted in her seat. Instead of her usual dress, heels, and red lipstick, she wore a tweed suit similar to the one from our first meeting. Her necklace was identical to her motherโs, and the sparkling vivaciousness Iโd fallโIโd come to appreciate had dulled into painful gentility.
It wasnโtย her; it was some Stepford clone version of her that only showed up when Francis and Cecelia were in the room, and I hated it.
โYes,โ she said. โThe lilies are fine.โ
โExcellent.โ Cecelia beamed. โNow, about the cakeโโ
Thankfully, our server showed up at that moment and interrupted her before she launched into a spiel about icing or whatever the hell she wanted to talk about.
โWeโll have the Golden Imperial caviar and tuna tartare on foie gras to start, and the lamb chops for the main,โ Francis said, ordering for both himself and his wife. He handed the menu dismissively to the server without looking at him.
โIโll have the tagliatelle, please,โ Vivian said.
Francisโs brows beetled. โThis isnโt an Italian restaurant, Vivian.
Theyโre known for their lamb. Why donโt you get that instead?โ
Because she doesnโt like lamb, you fucker.
My back teeth clenched. Even if Francis werenโt blackmailing me, Iโd despise him.
How could he have gone twenty-eight years without knowing his daughterโs aversion to that particular meat? Or maybe he simply didnโt care. โThe waitlist for a Le Charles reservation is four months long,โ Francis said. โEven the governor has trouble getting a table when heโs in town. Itโs
ridiculous to waste a meal here on anything other than their best.โ
โIโฆโ Vivian faltered. โYouโre right. Can I change my order to the lamb, please?โ She gave the server an apologetic smile. โThank you.โ
โOf course.โ The serverโs polite expression didnโt waver. We might as well be discussing the weather for all the reaction he showed. โAnd for you, Mr. Russo?โ
I closed my menu with deliberate precision and kept my eyes on Vivianโs father while I ordered. โIโd like the tagliatelle.โ
Francisโs lips thinned.
If we were at home, I wouldโve called him out directly, but we were sitting smack dab in the middle of the restaurant. I wouldnโt give him the satisfaction of making a scene.
โHowโs your brother doing?โ Francis asked. โI hear heโs working a sales job at Lohman & Sons now. Seemsโฆbelow his pay grade.โ
โHeโs doing just fine,โ I said coolly. โContribution is contribution, whether itโs in a retail or corporate role.โ
โHmm.โ He lifted his wine to his lips. โWeโll have to agree to disagree.โ
I wasnโt fooled by the seemingly innocuous change in topic. Francis was trying to remind me what was at stake.
He said he was in town for a show, but the sudden visit was a power play designed to throw me off balance.
We were only a few months out from the wedding. He was many things, but he wasnโt stupid. He mustโve known I was working behind the scenes to destroy the blackmail evidence.
Iโd been quiet too long, and he was getting nervous, for good reason.
My Valhalla date with Vivian had triggered an epiphany. She said he was superstitious about dates and numbers, and the digging I had Christian do in the past week backed up her assertion.
His home address, his business address, his license plateโฆall of it centered around the number eight. Iโd bet my brotherโs life he had eight copies of the blackmail photos.
Christian was already tracking down the remaining three sets. Once he found them, it was game over for Francis fucking Lau.
For the first time that night, I smiled.
The rest of dinner passed without incident. Vivian and her mother carried the conversation, though it took all my willpower not to lose my shit when Cecelia chastised her for wearing the โwrongโ makeup shade or when her father overruled her dessert choice the way he had her entree by insisting she try the restaurantโs chocolate tart instead of the cheesecake.
I didnโt know what was worseโher parentsโ overbearing attitude or Vivianโs willingness to take it. She wouldโve never let me talk to her the way they did.
โWhatever you want to say, say it,โ she said when we returned home. She took off her earrings and dropped them in the gold dish on the dresser. โYouโve been silently fuming the entire car ride home.โ
I took off my jacket and tossed it over the back of a chair. โNot fuming. Simply wondering how you overcame your lifelong disdain for lamb within the past twenty-four hours.โ
Vivian sighed. โItโs one meal. Itโs not a big deal. โ
โItโs not about the food, Vivian.โ Aggravation simmered in my veins. โItโs about the way your parents treat you like youโre a child. Itโs about how you turn into a cardboard cutout of yourself whenever youโre around them.โ I gestured at her outfit. โThis isnโt you. You hate lamb. Youโre not a tweed and pearls person. You wouldnโt be caught dead in that outfit on a normal day.โ
โWell, itโsย notย a normal day.โ A hint of irritation slipped into her voice. I wasnโt the only one on edge tonight. โDo you think I enjoy having my parents show up at the last minute? Or that Iย likeย being criticized for everything I say and wear? Maybe this isnโt what Iโd choose to wear if they werenโt here, and maybe I wouldnโt have ordered the lamb if my father hadnโt insisted, but sometimes you have to compromise to keep the peace. Theyโre here for two days. Itโsย not a big deal.โ
โItโs two days this time, but what about in the future?โ I asked, my voice hard. โEvery holiday, every visit, for the rest of your life. Tell me itโs not exhausting pretending to be someone youโre not with the two people who should accept you as you are.โ
Vivian tensed. โPeople do that every day. They go to work and show one side of themselves. They go out with friends and show another side. Itโsย normal.โ
โYeah, except theyโre not your colleagues or your fucking friends. Theyโre your family, and they treat you like shit!โ My frustration boiled over into a shout.
โTheyโre myย parents!โ Vivianโs voice rose to match mine. โTheyโre not perfect, but they have my best interests at heart. They sacrificed a lot to give me and my sister the type of life they never had growing up. Even before we were rich, they worked their butts off to make sure we could afford the same clothes and field trips as our classmates so we werenโt left out. So if I have to give up some thingsย temporarilyย to make them happy, I will.โ
โTemporarily, huh? Is that why your father basically sold you both off in exchange for a rung up on the social ladder?โ
Vivianโs face paled, and regret slammed into me, hard and fast.
Fuck.
โVivโโ
โNo.โ She held up a hand. โThat was exactly what you meant to say, so donโt take it back.โ
My jaw tightened. โI donโt see you as a bargaining chip, but can you honestly tell me your parents feel the same way? Iโm not trying to make you feel bad,ย amore mio,ย but you donโt have to put up with their bullshit. Youโre an adult. Youโre beautiful, successful, intelligent, and three times the person either of them will ever be. You have your own money and career. You donโt need them.โ
โItโs not about needing them. Itโs aboutย family.โ Frustration etched lines on Vivianโs face. โWe do things differently, okay? Respect for our elders is important. We donโt talk back just because we donโt like what they say.โ
โYeah, well, sometimes elders are full of horseshit, and you need to call them out on it.โ I was belaboring the point, but I hated how Vivian turned into a shell of herself around her parents. It was like watching a beautiful, vibrant rose wither before my eyes.
โYouย can,โ she fired back. โYou grew up the heir to the Russo empire. Yes, I know it wasnโt all fun and games, but you were still the center of your grandfatherโs attention. I had to be perfect just to get an ounce of affection. My grades, my image,ย everything.โ
โThatโs my fucking point! You shouldnโtย haveย to be perfect to get your parentsโ affection!โ
โThatโsย myย point! I do!โ
We stared at each other, our chests heaving, our bodies close but our minds light years apart.
Vivian broke eye contact first. โItโs been a long night, and Iโm tired,โ she said. โBut I wish youโd at least try to see where Iโm coming from. Your view of the world is not universal. I want a partner, Dante, not someone whoโll berate me because he doesnโt agree with the way I handle my relationship with my own family.โ
Remorse blunted the edge of my anger. โSweetheartโฆโ
โIโm going to take a bath and do some work after. Donโt wait up for me.โ
The bathroom door closed with aย clickย behind her.
That night, for the first time since we started dating, we went to bed without kissing the other good night.