Mย y fatherโs funeral came and went in a blur of solemn faces and
whispered condolences. I gave a brief eulogy at Sloane and Eduardoโs insistence and spent the rest of the memorial floating between numbness and hyperactivity.
My brain hadnโt stopped churning since Sloane and I returned from La Candelaria. We made it back to the house without being ambushed by reporters and confirmed with Santos about the willโs wording.
She was right. My father hadnโt specifiedย whatย I should be the CEO of, which was a glaring omission for a man with a famed sharklike business sense, but that was a question for another day. After Santosโs confirmation, things moved quickly. We gathered the rest of the inheritance committee, as I called them, and explained the situation.
Dante was the only missing member since he couldnโt make it to Colombia for my fatherโs funeral, but Eduardo looped him in via email.
It boiled down to this: My first CEO evaluation was in six months, which coincided with my thirtieth birthday. That meant I had half a year to figure out how to fulfill the willโs terms. Meanwhile, Eduardo would remain interim CEO of the Castillo Group while the company searched for a permanent leader.
Six months to become CEO of a company that didnโt exist and that had to pass muster with the committee at the first evaluation. Easier said than done.
The greatest gift we have is time.
My motherโs pocket watch weighed heavy in my pocket as I entered the Valhalla Clubโs bar.
It was a week after my fatherโs funeral and my return to New York. Iโd spent the past six days brooding over my situation, but it was time to get off my ass and do something.
I ordered the clubโs signature drink and glanced around the dark- paneled room. Valhalla was an ultraexclusive club for the worldโs wealthiest and most powerful. It had chapters all over the globe, and I was a member thanks to my mother, a descendant of one of the founding families. My father had made his fortune, but my mother had been born into money.
Despite my coveted membership, I rarely hung out at Valhalla. It was too stuffy for me, but it was the only place I could think of where I wouldnโt run into my New York circle of friends. They were fine for a good time, but they werenโt who I wanted to see in my current state of mind.
The bar was quiet this early in the afternoon. I was one of two people sitting at the counter; several stools down, a perfectly put-together Asian man with glasses and a bespoke Delamonte suit observed me with polite curiosity.
โNo comment,โ I said before he opened his mouth.
I slid the bartender a fifty-dollar tip when he brought my drink and drained half the glass in one swallow.
Kai Young lifted an amused brow. The CEO of the worldโs most powerful media conglomerate wasnโt the type to ambush someone with questions about a family memberโs death, but you couldnโt be too careful.
โI heard you were back in New York,โ he said, tactfully ignoring my rudeness. His polished British accent fit seamlessly into our elegant
surroundings, whereas I felt as out of place as a penguin in the Sahara. โHow are you doing?โ
โIโm drinking at one in the afternoon,โ I said. โIโve been better.โ
If Sloane were here, sheโd say my day drinking was par for the course. Luckily, she was too busy catching up on work to be on my ass about the CEO thing, though I wished she were here anyway.
After having her around twenty-four-seven for over a week, I missed
her.
โIf it makes you feel better, youโre not the only one.โ Kai tipped his
head toward his glass. โI had a meeting earlier with a techpreneur whoโs convinced heโs the next Steve Jobs, hence the scotch. I have to drown out an hourโs worth of misguided god complex.โ
I snorted out a laugh. โSounds like Silicon Valley.โ Misguided god complex. If only I had one. It would make things easier.
I had a degree in business, which was a precondition for accessing my trust fund when I graduated, but Iโd neverย startedย a business. I didnโt have the luxury of flying under the radar. If I failed, I failed in front of the entire world.
If Iย didnโtย try, I would lose my inheritance. And yes, I recognized the irony of trying to grasp something I resentedโaka my fatherโs moneyโbut when I looked past my knee-jerk reaction, I recognized the truth in Sloaneโs words. I had no idea what it was like to live without that financial cushion, and to be honest, the thought terrified me.
The only thing that made me feel less like a hypocrite was the fact I wouldnโt keep all the money, but that was a secret I kept to myself for now.
I glanced at Kai. Our social circles overlapped in the way most of Manhattan societyโs did, but I didnโt know him well. He had a dry sense of humor I appreciated the hell out of though, and more importantly, he was best friends with Dante Russo, whoโd somehow landed on my inheritance committee.
Dante hadnโt replied to Eduardoโs email or reached out save for a polite condolence note.
Did he even know he was in my fatherโs will?
Most likely, which made his silence all the more suspicious. โHave you talked to Dante recently?โ I asked, abandoning subtlety in favor of directness.
A knowing smile tugged at the corner of Kaiโs mouth. If Dante made it his job to know everything, Kaiโs jobย wasย to know everything. I wouldnโt be surprised if heโd gotten his hands on the will before I touched down in New York.
โWe spoke yesterday,โ he said, his tone mild. โWhy?โ
โNo reason.โ I drummed my fingers on the counter, mentally running through the committee members.
Sloane was on my side, but she wouldnโt lie if my business turned out to be crap in six months. Eduardo and Tรญo Martin would give me as much grace as they could. Mariana hated my fucking guts. Danteโฆwell, he was the wild card.
Lucaโs brother wasnโt my biggest fan, but could I trust him to be fair regardless of his feelings toward me?
โXavier, Iโm not a journalist after a story. What we discuss is strictly private.โ Kai paused, then added, โI speak with Sloane often. I understand how to keep confidentiality.โ
It suddenly clicked.ย Thatย was why Kai was suddenly so interested in my affairs. Since Sloane was the one whoโd discovered the loophole in the will, sheโd taken it upon herself to act as my unofficial business consultant. My inheritance clause wasnโt a secret, though the committee members were; she mustโve said something to either Vivian, Dante, Kai, or all of the above. The wheels started spinning. If I was serious about starting a new company, I needed allies, and the CEO of the Young Corporation was one
of the most powerful allies I could get.
โAs a matter of fact,โ I said, piecing together a plan on the spot. โThere
isย something I want to discuss with youโฆโ
Two hours and several drinks later, Kai left for another meeting while I headed upstairs to the library.
It was the heart of the club, and it buzzed with activity as people forged deals, cemented alliances, and shared intel. However, no one paid me any mind as I took a seat at the grand center table, directly beneath the founding familiesโ panels, where my motherโs bear family crest was carved in between the Russosโ dragon and the Youngsโ lion.
I retrieved the watch from my pocket and rubbed a thumb over the smooth gold case, my mind churning from my conversation with Kai and the events of the past week.
Fact #1: There was no way my father couldโve overlooked something as basic as naming the company in his will. Granted, heโd been deathly ill when he changed it, which wasnโt an inconsiderable factor, but if heย hadย been aware of the omission, what was his endgame? To make me doย somethingย even if it wasnโt what he wanted?
No. My father would never be that compromising. Last option dismissed.
Fact #2: On paper, I had six months to figure my shit out. In reality, I shouldโve figured it out yesterday. Starting a solid business in New York, in that short amount of time, was near impossible.
Fact #3: If I didnโt at least try, I would regret it forever. Out of all lifeโs questions,ย what ifย was one of the worst.
Thereโs potential in each and every one of us, and I hope you fulfill yours to the point of happiness.
My chest clenched. Would my mother think Iโd fulfilled my potential? Probably not, but fuck, I missed her. I always did, but it used to be a dull, steady ache that hummed in the background. Ever since I read her letter, itโd been a knife that lanced through me, frequently and often.
Iโd never stopped blaming myself for what happened to her. It didnโt matter what my childhood therapists or grief counselors said; guilt wasnโt bound by reason or technicalities.
That being said, I couldnโt change the past. I could, however, dictate my future.
Be proud of the person youโve become and the person youโll grow into.
I pulled out the sheet of paper Kai had handed me before he left. Like me, heโd been born into wealth, but his position hadnโt been handed to him. Heโd worked his way up from the mailroom to the head position at the Young Corporation, and his circle was a whoโs who of the corporate world.
My contacts could get anyone an invite to any party and access to any club, but his contacts could help build an empire.
I stared at the list of names heโd scribbled down.
In order to be a CEO, I needed a team. To hire a team, I needed a plan.
To execute that plan, I required funding and legitimacy.
My reputation as a partier worked against me, which meant I needed a partner people respected. Someone reliable, established, trustworthy, and relevant to the business I had in mind.
There was only one man in Manhattan who fit that description.
I dialed the first number on the list. It was his private line, and he picked up on the first ring.
โThis is Xavier Castillo,โ I said, hoping to God I wouldnโt regret this down the road. โAre you free next week? Iโd like to talk.โ