I spent my Thanksgiving weekend in a hotel, alternating between work and Isabella. Specifically, fantasizing about Isabella while trying to work.
I had a multibillion-dollar deal on the line, and all I could think about was the woman whoโd crashed into my life and blown it into a thousand smithereens.
The kiss. The piano room. The two best and worst decisions of my life.
Even now, days later, my mind echoed with Isabellaโs cries as she came all over my hand. Iโd attended countless symphonies, orchestras, and performances headlined by the best and brightest in the music world, but no song had ever sounded as sweet.
โYouโre not even paying attention.โ Danteโs irritated voice sliced through the memory like jagged glass through silk.
โHmm?โ
He threw an exasperated stare my way. โIโm trying to help you, asshole.
The least you can do is listen. Isnโt that why weโre having this meeting?โ
Weโd arranged a brainstorm in his office over lunch. Outside our weekly boxing matches, where we had free rein to pummel each other as much as we liked, we often consulted each other on business matters. Granted, I couldnโt take his advice half the time because his solutions bordered on illegal, but it was nice to have an objective third-party sounding board.
โNo. I simply missed your cheerful, optimistic personality.โ I lifted my water in a mock toast. โYou brighten my day.โ
โFuck off.โ He snorted, but a shadow of a smile played over his mouth. โMishra still refusing to meet with you?โ
โSo far, but heโll cave.โ Colin Whidby was still in the hospital, but his condition had stabilized. Heโd pull through. The problem was, he wouldnโt be back on his feet for another few months. The longer we waited, the greater the chance of something going wrong.
My team and I had been working around the clock to close the DigiStream deal before the end of the year, but it was looking less and less likely. Rohan Mishra, the other co-founder, was digging his heels in on certain clauses in the contract and refusing to meet in person. One face-to- face meeting was worth a dozen phone calls.
Dammit, Whidby. If heโd kept his nose out of cocaine long enough to sign the papers, we wouldnโt have this problem. If I screwed up this deal, I would be the laughingstock of the business community. Reputation tarnished. Legacy gone.
My skin itched at the thought.
And yet, despite what was at stake, I couldnโt focus. What happened at Valhalla last week had embedded itself in my psyche like a tree digging its roots into fresh soil. It split my attention, dragging half my mind toward glory and the other toward endless replays of last Wednesday afternoon.
The scent of rose and vanilla. The beautiful flush of Isabellaโs skin. The throaty gasp of my name interspersed with her moans.
Heat prickled my skin.
โIf youโre really stuck, I know a guy,โ Dante said, pulling my attention back to the present again. โHe can dig up information thatโll have Mishra folding in no time.โ
Right. Mishra. DigiStream. Focus. โDonโt tell me itโs Harper,โ I said with a small grimace.
Christian Harper, the CEO of Harper Security, was Danteโs go-to guy for all things tech and security related. We were acquaintances, but he was closer with Dante, whoโd been his first client back in the day and was far more comfortable with his black-hat methods. I preferred staying on the right side of the law. My reputation was stainless, and I intended to keep it that way.
Dante shrugged. โYou know he can get the job done.โ
I shook my head. โI can handle Mishra on my own.โ Frankly, I was a touch insulted he thought Iโd have to stoop to blackmail to get the other
man to sign.
I didnโt lose. Not when I put my mind to something. One way or another, the DigiStream deal would happen.
โItโs your deal,โ Dante drawled. โBut donโt say I didnโt give you a solution.โ
A knock interrupted us, followed by the soft creak of the door opening.
Dante straightened. I didnโt have to turn to know whoโd entered; there was only one person who made his eyes light up like that.
โHi, Vivian,โ I said without looking up from my lunch. She laughed. โHi, Kai.โ
Danteโs wife came around the desk and bent to give him a kiss on the cheek. He turned his head at the last minute so his mouth caught hers instead. Vivianโs cheeks flushed, and my tuna roll suddenly tasted tooth- rottingly sweet.
โMy meeting ended early, so I thought Iโd surprise you for lunch,โ she said a touch breathlessly. She placed two white takeout bags on the desk and gave me an apologetic glance as Dante pulled a chair up next to his. โI didnโt realize you had an appointment. I can come backโโ
โNo need,โ he cut in. โThe meetingโs over. Kai has another appointment after this.โ He flicked a glance at me. โClose the door on your way out, will you?โ
Vivian frowned. โDonโt be rude. Look at his plate. Itโs still half-full.โ
โHe canโt eat all of that. Heโs on a diet.โ Dante gave me a pointed stare. โRight?โ
โActually, Iโm quite hungry today,โ I drawled. โOne should never let sushi from Masa go to waste, though I am curious about what Vivian brought. It smells wonderful.โ
If looks could kill, Danteโs glare wouldโve incinerated me on the spot. I returned it with an innocent smile.
After boxing and translation, provoking him was my favorite pastime. โBurgers, fries, and shakes from Moondust Diner,โ Vivian said, pulling
the items out of the bags. โStay. Thereโs enough for all of us, and we havenโt talked since Monarch.โ
I pretended not to hear Danteโs warning growl. Iโd already blocked out the hour for our meeting. It would be rude to rebuff Vivianโs generous hospitality.
โIf you insist,โ I said. โI do love a good burger.โ
I was going to pay for that in the boxing ring later, but I wasnโt worried. Dante and I were evenly matched, and it was worth it for the look on his face.
Vivian and I chatted while he scowled. She owned a luxury event planning company, and she had plenty of stories about wild requests and demanding clients, many of whom were mutual acquaintances.
I listened politely, asking and answering questions where needed, but I couldnโt stop my mind from straying to a specific connection we had.
Vivian and Isabella were best friends. Had Isabella mentioned what happened last week to her? Vivian wasnโt acting any differently toward me, so I assumed Isabella hadnโt said a word to her friends.
I wasnโt sure whether to be relieved or offended.
โBy the way, I wonโt be home until late tonight,โ Vivian told Dante. โIโm going out with the girls. Weโre trying to break Isaโs man ban.โ
My water went down the wrong pipe. I choked out a cough while Danteโs brows pulled together.
โWhat the hell is a man ban?โ
โShe hasnโt dated anyone in two years because of anโฆunpleasant experience with an ex,โ Vivian explained. โWe figured itโs time to break her dry spell.โ
Absolutely fucking not. Her dry spell has been broken. By me.
My reaction was so sharp, so visceral, that it knocked the breath from my lungs. I had no frame of reference for the dark, irrational possessiveness coursing through my blood or the crimson tinting my vision at the mere thought of another manโs hands on Isabella. I was not a jealous person, and one kiss and orgasm did not a relationship make.
But it didnโt matter. When it came to Isabella, all my previous mores went out the window.
โDoes she want to break the ban, or is this an intervention?โ I checked my phone, my tone indifferent, but my muscles tensed in anticipation of Vivianโs reply.
โIโm sure she does. She said she wanted to at our wedding, but in classic Isa fashion, she drank too much champagne and fell asleep before it happened.โ Vivian laughed. โAnyway, her birthday is coming up, so we figured it would be a good time to take her out.โ
โWhere are you going?โ I asked casually.
Danteโs eyes cut in my direction. I ignored his laser scrutiny and focused on Vivian.
โVerve. Itโs a new club downtown,โ she said, seemingly oblivious to her husbandโs growing suspicion. โIsaโs been talking about going since it opened.โ
โLaurentโs place. Iโve heard of it.โ The Laurents built their empire on restaurants, but they were expanding into other areas of hospitality. โI didnโt know her birthday was so soon.โ
โDecember nineteenth. A Sagittarius through and through, as sheโll tell you,โ Vivian said with a smile.
โWhy the sudden interest in Isabella?โ Dante asked. โFinally looking to give your mother the daughter-in-law she so desperately wants?โ
I glared at him. Sometimes, I missed the days when all he did was scowl and punch people. Now he had jokes.
โNo,โ I said coolly. โIโm inquiring about an acquaintance I see quite often. Itโs social courtesyโsomething you might want to brush up on.โ
โAh, of course. My mistake.โ If Danteโs smirk were any bigger, itโd fall off his face. The bastard was having a field day. Payback for me staying and interrupting his alone time with Vivian, no doubt.
It didnโt matter. He could gloat all he wanted, but he had no proof I was interested in Isabella. It wasnโt like I was going to show up at Verve and drag her away from potential suitors like some territorial caveman.
I had more pride than that.