Cโonsciousness came slowly. The pain came all at once. The entire right side of my face was white-hot agony: throbbing, aching,โ
needles jabbing down to the bone. My left eyelid fluttered, but my right eye was swollen shut. Bits and pieces of the world came into focusโrotted floorboards, heavy rope encircling my body, the post I was tied to.
โYouโre awake.โ
My good eye searched for the source of the voice and found Agent Sterling. There was blood crusted to her temple.
โWhere are we?โ I asked. My arms were bound behind my back. I twisted my neck, trying to catch a glimpse of them. The zip ties digging into my flesh looked uncomfortably tight, but I couldnโt feel anything beyond the blinding pain radiating out from my cheekbone.
โHe hit you with his gun, knocked you out. Howโs your head?โ
The fact that sheโd ignored my question did not go unnoticed. A moan escaped my lips, but I covered it as best I could. โHowโs yours?โ
Her dry lips parted into a tiny, broken smile. โI woke up in the trunk of his car,โ she said after a few seconds. โHe didnโt get as good a hit in on me. I pretended I was unconscious when he brought us in here. As best I can tell, weโre in an abandoned cabin of some type. The surrounding area is completely wooded.โ
I wet my lips. โHow long ago did he leave?โ
โNot long.โ Sterlingโs hair hung in her face. She was bound the same way I was: hands behind her back, tied to a wooden post that stretched from ceiling to floor. โLong enough for me to know I canโt get out of these knots. Long enough for me to know that you wonโt be able to, either.ย Why, Cassie?โ Her voice broke, but she didnโt stop talking. โWhy couldnโt you just do what I asked?ย Why did you make him bring you, too?โ
The anger drained out of her voice from one sentence to the next until all that was left was a terrible, hollow hopelessness.
โBecause,โ I said, nodding toward my right foot and wincing when my head protested, โIโm wearing a GPS tracking anklet.โ
Sterlingโs head was bowed, but her eyes found their way to mine. โThe minute I left the property, Briggs got a text message,โ I said. โIt
wonโt take him long to realize that youโre missing, too. Heโll pull up the data from my tracker. Heโll find us. If Iโd let you go aloneโฆโ I didnโt finish that sentence. โBriggs will find us.โ
Sterling lifted her head to the ceiling. At first, I thought she was smiling, but then I realized she was crying, her mouth stretched tight enough to clamp down on any sounds trying to escape her mouth.
Those donโt look like tears of relief.
Sterlingโs lips parted, and an odd, dry laugh escaped. โOh, God. Cassie.โ
How long had we been here? Why hadnโt Briggs already come bursting through that door?
โI never activated the tracker. I thought wearing it was deterrent enough.โ
The tracker was supposed to go off. It was supposed to lead Briggs right to us.
It had never occurred to me that she might have lied to me. Iโd known I was taking a risk, but Iโd thought I was putting my life on the line to help save hers.
The tracker was supposed to go off. It was supposed to lead Briggs straight to us.
โYou were right about Emersonโs killer.โ Those were the only words my lips would make, all there was left to say. The killer would be back. No one was coming to save us.
โHow so?โ
I could tell by the look in Sterlingโs eyes that she was keeping the conversation up for my benefit, not hers. Mentally, she was probably berating herselfโfor not finding the killer, for agreeing to live in our house and dealing us in on this case, for letting me in when Iโd knocked on her door.
For not activating the tracker. For letting me believe that she had. โYou said that Emersonโs killer was between the ages of twenty-three
and twenty-eight, above average intelligence, but not necessarily educated.โ I paused. โThough if he stuffed us in his trunk, that seems to suggest that he doesnโt drive a truck or SUV.โ
Sterling managed a wry grin. โTen bucks says that wasnโt his car.โ My lips tilted slightly upward on one side, and I winced.
โTry not to move,โ Sterling told me. โYouโre going to need to conserve your energy, because when he gets back here, Iโm going to distract him, and youโre going to run.โ
โMy hands are bound, and Iโm tied to a post. Iโm not going anywhere.โ โIโll get him to untie you, to untie me. Iโll distract him.โ There was a
thread of quiet determination in her voice, but there was also desperationโa desperate need to believe that what she was saying could happen. โOnce heโs distracted, you run,โ she said fiercely.
I nodded, even though I knew he had a gun, knew I wouldnโt even make it out the front door. I lied to her, and she accepted the lie, even though sheย knewย as well as I did that a distraction wasnโt going to be enough.
There was no enough.
There was nothing but him and us and the certainty that we were going to die in this damp, rotting cabin, screaming with no one but each other to hear.
Oh, God.
โHe broke from Reddingโs pattern.โ Now Sterling was the one trying to distract me. โHeโs broken away from him altogether.โ
So maybe we wouldnโt die the way Emerson Cole had, the way the dozen women Daniel Redding had murdered before being caught had.
This isnโt Reddingโs fantasy anymore. Itโs yours. You enjoyed squeezing the life out of me. Did you enjoy hitting me with that gun? Are you going to beat us to death?ย I forced myself to keep breathingโquick, shallow breaths.ย Will you display our broken bodies in public, the way you laid Emerson out on the hood of her car? Will we be trophies, testaments to your control, your power?
โCassie.โ
Sterlingโs voice brought me back.
โIs it sick if I wish I was normal?โ I asked. โNot because I wouldnโt be hereโI wouldnโt trade my life for the lives that Iโve helped saveโbut because if I wereย normal, I wouldnโt be sitting here climbing into his head, seeing us the way he sees us, knowing how this is going to end.โ
โIt ends with you running,โ Sterling reminded me. โYou get away. You escape, because youโre a survivor. Because someone else thought you were worth saving.โ
I closed my eyes. Now she was just telling me a storyโa fairy tale, with a happily ever after.
โI knew a girl growing up who used to plot her escapes from all kinds of nasty situations. She was a living, breathing guide to surviving the most unlikely worst-case scenarios you could possibly think of.โ
I let Sterlingโs voice wash over me. I let her words banish all the things I didnโt want to think.
โโYouโve been buried alive in a glass coffin with a sleeping cobra on your chest. Oxygen is running out. If you try to break the coffin, youโll wake the cobra. What do you do?โโ
I opened my good eye. โWhatย doย you do?โ
โI donโt even remember, but she always had an answer. She always had a way out, and she was so darn cheerful about it all.โ Sterling shook her head. โSloane reminds me of her sometimes. When we grew up, she worked in the FBI laboratory. She always was better with facts than with people. Most second graders donโt appreciate a classmate whoโs constantly putting their lives in theoretical peril.โ
โBut you did,โ I said. Sterling nodded. โHer name was Scarlett, wasnโt it?โ I asked. โShe was Juddโs daughter. Your best friend. Iโm not sure what she was to Briggs.โ
Sterling stared at me for a few seconds. โYouโre eerie,โ she said. โYou know that, right?โ
I shrugged as well as I could under the circumstances.
โShe was Briggsโs best friend, too. They met in college. Iโd known her since kindergarten. She introduced us. We all joined the FBI together.โ
โShe died.โ I said it so that Sterling didnโt have to, but she repeated the words anyway.
โShe died.โ
The sound of a door opening ended our conversation. Ancient hinges creaked in protest. I fought the urge to turn toward the door. It wouldnโt be worth the bolts of pain the movement would send through my face and neck.
Youโre standing there. Youโre looking at us.
Heavy footsteps told me he was coming close. Soon, the man whoโd killed the professor and Emerson, Clark, andโin all likelihoodโ
Christopher, was standing directly between Sterling and me.
He was holding a hunting rifle.
YOU
Guns and neat little bullet holes and the glory of being the one to pull the trigger.
Theyโre yours. This time, youโre doing it your way.
The little red-haired one who practically begged you to take her isnโt looking so good. Sheโll be the first to fall. Her face is already a mottle of bruises. You did that. You. The FBI agentโs face is marred with obvious tear tracks. You rest the rifle to one side and reach out and drag your thumb over her face.
She jerks back, but she canโt fight you. Neither of them can.
โIโm going to untie you,โ you say, just to watch the surprise flicker through their eyes. โYouโre going to run. Iโll even give you a two-minute head start.โ
Take them. Free them. Track them. Kill them.
โNowโฆโ You draw the word out and tap the butt of the rifle thoughtfully against the ground. โWhoโs first?โ
Adrenaline is already starting to pump through your body. You are powerful. You are the hunter. They are the prey.
โMe.โ The FBI agent is the one who speaks. Doesnโt she realize sheโs nothing but a deer in your target?
Youโre the hunter. Sheโs the prey.
You grab the younger one by the elbow. โYou.โ You breathe the word directly into her face. Let her shrink back from it, from you. โYouโre first.โ The smell of fear is tantalizing. You smile. โI hope you can run.โ