Wโhen we got back, Judd was sitting on the front porch, waiting for us.ย Not good.ย I spent about five seconds wondering if we couldโ
claim to have spent the day in town. Judd held up his hand and stopped the words before I could form them.
โI always believed, you give kids enough space, they make their own mistakes. They learn.โ Judd said nothing for several seconds. โThen one time, my daughter was about ten. She and her best friend got it into their minds that they were going to go on aย scientific expedition.โ
โYou have a daughter?โ Michael said.
Judd continued on as if heโd never spoken. โScarlett was always getting ideas like that one. Sheโd get it in her brain that she was going to do something, and there was no talking her out of it. And her little friendโwell, if Scarlett was in it for theย science, her friend was the expedition type. The scale-down-the-side-of-a-cliff-for-a-sampleย type. They damn near got themselves killed.โ Judd fell into silence again. โSometimes, some kids, they need a little help with the learning.โ
Judd never raised his voice. He didnโt even look angry. But suddenly, I was very sure that I did not want Juddโs โhelp.โ
โIt was my fault.โ Deanโs voice was a perfect complement for Juddโs, and I realized that some of his mannerisms were the older manโs as well. โMichael and Cassie only went with me so I wouldnโt go alone.โ
โIs that right?โ Judd asked, giving the three of us one of those stares that only someone whoโd been a parent could manage, the one thatโwhen your own parent made itโreminded you that theyโd changed your diapers and could recognize your BS, even now.
โI needed to do this.โ Dean didnโt say any more than that. Judd crossed his arms over his chest.
โMaybe you did,โ he allowed. โBut Iโd think of a better excuse in the next five seconds, son, because youโre going to need it.โ
I heard the sound of heels on tile. An instant later, Agent Sterling appeared in the doorway behind Judd. โInside,โ she barked. โRight now.โ
We went inside. So much for not getting caught. Sterling herded us into Briggsโs office. She gestured to the couch. โSit.โ
I sat. Dean sat. Michael rolled his eyes, but took a seat on the arm of the couch.
โIt was Deanโs fault,โ Michael announced solemnly. โHe needed to do this.โ
โMichael!โ I said.
โDo you know where Briggs is right now?โ Agent Sterlingโs question wasnโt what I expected. My mind started searching for reasons that Briggsโs location might be relevant to this discussion, to what weโd done. Was he out looking for us? Meeting with the director to do damage control?
โBriggs,โ Agent Sterling said tautly, โis at the Warren County police station, meeting with a man who thinks he has information about the Emerson Cole murder. You see, a serial killerโs son paid his mother a visit this afternoon, and Mr. Simms believes the boy might be violent.โ She paused. โThe gentleman has a bruise on his neck to back up the claim.โ
Christopher Simms had reported Dean to the police? I hadnโt seen that one coming.
โLuckily,โ Agent Sterling continued, making the word sound more like an indictment than an expression of luck, โBriggs had asked the locals to route anything relevant to this case through him, so heโs the one who took the statement. Heโs still there, taking the statement. As it turns out, Christopher Simms has quite a lot to sayโabout Dean, about the rest of you, about his motherโs relationship with Daniel Redding. Heโs just aย fountย of information.โ
โHe drives a black truck.โ I stared at my hands, but couldnโt keep from speaking up. โHe has a connection to Daniel Redding. His mother berates him constantly. He lost his temper while I was there and grabbed me, so youโve got impulsivity, but his movements and mannerisms are also controlled.โ
โYou slammed Christopher into the wall when he grabbed Cassie?โ Agent Sterling asked Dean. Of everything Iโd said, it figured that sheโd latch on to that.
Dean shrugged unapologetically. Agent Sterling took that as a yes.
Sterling turned to Michael. I expected her to ask him something, but instead she just held out her hand. โKeys.โ
โSpatula,โ Michael replied. She narrowed her eyes at him. โWe arenโt just saying random nouns?โ he asked archly.
โGive me your keys. Now.โ
Michael dug his keys out of his pocket and tossed them blithely to her.
She turned back to Dean.
โI told my father that I trusted you,โ she said. โI told him I could handle this.โ
Her words dug their way under Deanโs skin. He pushed back. โI never asked you to handle me.โ
Sterling actually flinched. โDeanโฆโ She looked like she was about to apologize, but she stopped herself. The expression on her face hardened.
โFrom this point on, youโre not alone,โ she told Dean sharply. She gestured to Michael. โYou two are bunking together. If youโre not with Michael, youโre with someone else. Now that youโve flung yourself onto the local PDโs radar, if and when our UNSUB strikes again, you might need an alibi.โ
Agent Sterling couldnโt have devised a better punishment for Dean. He was a solitary person by nature, and after the dayโs events, heโd want to be alone.
โYouโre dismissed.โ Agent Sterlingโs voice was crisp. All three of us were on our feet in an instant. โNot you, Cassie.โ Sterling fixed me in place with her stare. โYou two,โ she told the boys, โout!โ
Michael and Dean glanced at each other, then at me. โI wonโt ask you again.โ
Agent Sterling waited until the door shut behind the boys before she spoke. โWhat were you and Dean doing out at the old Redding house?โ
I opened my mouth, then closed it again. Was thereย nothingย she didnโt know?
โChristopher Simms wasnโt the only one who contacted the police,โ Sterling informed me. โThe local police hear โteenage prowlersโ out on Reddingโs old property, mere minutes after someone files a complaint about Dean, and one guess where their minds go.โ
Even I had to admit this didnโt look good.
โHe needed to go back,โ I said, my voice soft but unwavering. โJust to see it.โ
Sterlingโs jaw clenched, and I wondered if she was thinking of the time sheโd spent on that property, bound hand and foot in a toolshed that no longer existed.
โDean needing to go back there, it wasnโt about his father.โ I paused to let that sink in. โThis visit, it had nothing to do with Daniel Redding.โ
Sterling turned that over in her mind. โHis mother?โ she asked.
I didnโt answer. I didnโt have to. After another tense moment of silence, a question burst out of my mouth. โHas anyone talked to her?โ I just kept thinking that my mother had had many faults, but she never would haveย leftย me. And Deanโs mother hadnโt just leftโsheโd had a chance to get him back, and sheโd said no. โIf our UNSUB is obsessed with Redding, Deanโs mother could be a target,โ I continued. There were reasons to talk to Marie that had nothing to do with wanting to shake some sense into herโor at the very least, make her face what sheโd done to Dean.
โI talked to her,โ Sterling said shortly. โAnd sheโs not a target.โ โBut how could youโโ
โDeanโs mother lives in Melbourne,โ Sterling said. โAs in Australiaโ halfway across the world and well out of the reach of this killer. She didnโt have any information relevant to the case and has asked that we leave her alone.โ
Like she left Dean?
โDid she even ask about him?โ I asked. Sterling pursed her lips. โNo.โ
Given what I knew about Agent Sterling and her relationship with Dean, I was betting that sheโd gone into that call the same way I would have: hating Marie for what sheโd done, but halfway convinced that if she just said the right thing or asked the right question, she could undo it. Agent Sterling hadnโt ever wanted to believe that the Naturals program was Deanโs best option, but now I could practically hear her thinking,ย If it werenโt for this program, heโd have nowhere else to go.
โYou should add Christopher Simms to your suspect list,โ I said. When she didnโt immediately shut me down, I continued, โHeโs not a small person, but he doesnโt have the kind of presence youโd expect from someone his size. He moves slowly, talks slowly, not because heโs unintelligent or
uncoordinated, but because heโs deliberate. Heโs inhibited. Not shy, not awkward, just holding something in.โ
โCassieโโ She was going to tell me to stop, but I didnโt give her the chance.
โChristopher was outside when we approached the house. If I had to guess, Iโd say he does all the outdoor chores. The lawn was overgrownโ maybe itโs his way of striking out at his mother, even as he does her bidding in everything else. Heโs pulling at the bit, but heโs old enough that if he really wanted to, he could move out.โ The words were pouring out of my mouth, faster and faster. โHis mother mentioned that he has plenty of friends, and I saw nothing to make me think that he was antisocial or particularly inept. So why doesnโt he move out?โ I answered my own question. โMaybe he thinks she needs him. Maybe he wants her approval.
Maybe she guilts him into it. I donโt know. But I do know that when he snapped, it happened in an instant, and he didnโt go for Michael or Dean. He went for me.โ
I finally stopped for a breath. For a few seconds, Sterling just stood there.
โYou said that the UNSUB was comfortable with firearms, but less sure of himself when it came to unarmed confrontations. I was the easy target in that room, and I was the one he went for.โ
Maybe Christopher had reached for me because I was the one talking. Maybe heโd been actively tryingย notย to start a fight and thought that I was the only one of the three of us who wouldnโt respond with a punch.
Or maybe he was the kind of guy who liked asserting himself against women.
โWere there any firearms in the house?โ Sterling asked. I got the sense that the question had slipped out. She hadnโt meant to ask it.
โI didnโt see any guns.โ
Agent Sterlingโs phone buzzed, and she held up her hand, effectively putting me on hold.
โSterling.โ She answered the phone with her name. Whatever the person on the other end of the phone had to say, it wasnโt good news. She was like a spring that had been coiled tight, every muscle tense. โYouโre kidding me.
When?โ Sterling was silent for long enough to make me think that โwhenโ wasnโt the only question being answered. โI can be on the road in five.โ
She ended the call abruptly. โBad news?โ I asked. โDead body.โ
Those words were probably meant as a conversation ender, but I had to ask. โOur UNSUB?โ
Sterling tightened her hand around her phone.
โIs this the point where you tell me to stay out of it?โ I asked.
Sterling closed her eyes and took a deep breath before opening them again. โThe victim is Trina Simms, and neighbors heard screaming and called 911ย whileย her son Christopher was at the police station with Briggs.โ Sterling ran a hand through her hair. โSo, yes, this is where I tell you to stay out of it.โ
Whether sheโd wanted to or not, sheโd listened to what I had to say about Christopher. Hearing from Briggs had been like a splash of cold water in her face.
I was wrong,ย I thought. The bits and pieces Iโd picked up from my visit to Broken Springsโnone of that mattered now. Trina was dead, and Christopher had been with Briggs when it happened.
Heโs just a guy. A guy with a dark truck and a mother who is a real piece of work. Whoย wasย a piece of work.
I pictured Trina, who thought my shoes were precious and that Daniel Redding would be released from prison on an appeal.
โDoes Deanโs dad have any open appeals?โ I asked.
Agent Sterling didnโt bat an eye at the change of subject. โNone.โ She walked over to Briggsโs desk and pulled something out of one of the drawers. She shut the drawer and walked back to me. โPut your foot on the couch,โ she ordered.
That was when I remembered.ย The next time you take so much as a step out of Quantico without my permission, Iโll have you fitted for an ankle tracker.
โYou canโt be serious,โ I said.
โDo I look like Iโm joking?โ Sterling asked. She looked like Judd had when weโd arrived back at the house. โI made you a promise,โ she told me, โand I always keep my promises.โ I didnโt move, and she knelt down and clipped the tracker in place. โIf you leave the yard, Iโll know it. If you try to remove the tracker, Iโll know it. If you violate the perimeter set into this anklet, a silent alarm will go off, sending a text directly to my phone and directly to Briggsโs. The GPS in this anklet will allow us to pinpoint your location, and I will drag you back here kicking and screaming.โ
She stood back up. My mouth was dry. I couldnโt force out an objection. โYou have good instincts,โ Sterling told me. โYou have a good eye.
Someday, you could be a very good agent.โ
The tracker was lighter than it looked, but the added weight, however slight, made my entire body feel heavy. Knowing I couldnโt leave, knowing that I couldnโt do anythingโI hated it. I felt useless and weak and very, very young.
Sterling stood up. โBut that day, Cassandra, is not today.โ
YOU
You can picture Trina Simmsโs last moments perfectly in your mind. In fact, now that the deed is done, you canโt stop picturing it, over and over again.
Hands bound together. Plastic biting into fleshy wrists. Knife. Blood.
Your brain re-creates the moment in bright, Technicolor detail.ย Her skin isnโt unblemished. It isnโt smooth. The brand sinks in, in, inโฆ.
Burning flesh smells the same whether or not itโs supple, whether or not itโs young. Just thinking about the brand sinking in, you can smell it. With each breath, you pictureโ
Rope around her neck. Dull, lifeless eyes.
Trina Simms was always shrill, deluded, demanding. Sheโs not so demanding now.