It was late September, the time of year when you could practically feel the last, labored breaths of summer as it gave way to fall. A slight chill
settled over the backyard as the sun went down, but the five of us barely felt it, drunk on power and the unfathomable thing we’d just managed to do. Lia chose the music. The steady beat of the bass line drowned out the sounds of the tiny town of Quantico, Virginia.
I’d never really belonged anywhere before I joined the Naturals program, but for this instant, this moment, this one night, nothing else mattered.
Not my mother’s disappearance and presumed murder.
Not the corpses that had started piling up once I had agreed to work for the FBI.
For this instant, this moment, this one night, I was invincible and powerful and part of something.
Lia took my hand in hers and led me from the back porch onto the lawn.
Her body moved with perfect, fluid grace, like she’d been born dancing. “For once in your life,” she ordered, “just let go.”
I wasn’t much of a dancer, but somehow, my hips began to keep time to the music.
“Sloane,” Lia yelled. “Get your butt out here.”
Sloane, who’d already had her promised cup of coffee, bounded out to join us. It became quickly apparent that her version of dancing involved a
great deal of bouncing and occasional spirit fingers. With a grin, I gave up trying to mimic Lia’s liquid, sensuous movements and adopted Sloane’s.
Bounce. Wiggly fingers. Bounce.
Lia gave the two of us a look of consternation and turned to the boys for backup.
“No,” Dean said curtly. “Absolutely not.” It was getting dark enough that I couldn’t make out the exact expression on his face from across the lawn, but I could imagine the stubborn set of his jaw. “I don’t dance.”
Michael was not so inhibited. He walked to join us, his gait marked by a noticeable limp, but he managed some one-legged bouncing just fine.
Lia cast her eyes heavenward. “You’re hopeless,” she told us.
Michael shrugged, then threw in some jazz hands. “It’s one of my many charms.”
Lia looped her arms around the back of his neck and pressed her body close to his, still dancing. He raised an eyebrow at her, but didn’t push her away. If anything, he looked amused.
On again, off again. My stomach twisted sharply. Lia and Michael had been off the entire time I’d known them. It’s none of my business. I had to remind myself of that. Lia and Michael can do whatever they want to do.
Michael caught me staring at them. He scanned my face, like a person skimming a book. Then he smiled, and slowly, deliberately, he winked.
Beside me, Sloane looked at Lia, then at Michael, then at Dean. Then she bounced closer to me. “There’s a forty percent chance this ends with someone getting punched in the face,” she whispered.
“Come on, Dean-o,” Lia called. “Join us.” Those words were part invitation, part challenge. Michael’s body moved to Lia’s beat, and I realized suddenly that Lia wasn’t putting on a show for my benefit—or for Michael’s. She was getting up close and personal with Michael solely to get a rise out of Dean.
Based on the mutinous expression on Dean’s face, it was working.
“You know you want to,” Lia taunted, turning as she danced so her back was up against Michael. Dean and Lia had been the program’s first recruits. For years, it had been just the two of them. Lia had told me once that she and Dean were like siblings—and right now, Dean looked every inch the overprotective big brother.
Michael likes pissing Dean off. That much went without saying. Lia lives to pull Dean off the sidelines. And Dean…
A muscle in Dean’s jaw ticked as Michael trailed a hand down Lia’s arm. Sloane was right. We were one wrong move away from a fistfight. Knowing Michael, he’d probably consider it a bonding activity.
“Come on, Dean,” I said, intervening before Lia could say something inflammatory. “You don’t have to dance. Just brood in beat to the music.”
That surprised a laugh out of Dean. I grinned. Beside me, Michael eased back, putting space between his body and Lia’s.
“Care to dance, Colorado?” Michael grabbed my hand and twirled me.
Lia narrowed her eyes at us, but rebounded quickly, wrapping an arm around Sloane’s waist, attempting to coerce her into something that resembled actual dancing.
“You’re not happy with me,” Michael said once I was facing him again. “I don’t like games.”
“I wasn’t playing with you,” Michael told me, twirling me around a second time. “And for the record, I wasn’t playing with Lia, either.”
I gave him a look. “You were messing with Dean.” Michael shrugged. “One does need hobbies.”
Dean stayed at the edge of the lawn, but I could feel his eyes on me. “Your lips are turning upward.” Michael cocked his head to one side.
“But there’s a wrinkle in your brow.”
I looked away. Six weeks ago, Michael had told me to figure out how I felt about him—and about Dean. I’d been doing my best not to think about it, not to let myself feel anything about either of them, because the moment I felt something—anything—Michael would know. I’d gone my whole life without romance. I didn’t need it, not the way I needed this: being part of something, caring about people in a way that I hadn’t realized I still could.
Not just Michael and Dean, but Sloane and even Lia. I fit here. I hadn’t fit anywhere in a very long time.
Maybe ever.
I couldn’t screw that up.
“You sure we can’t talk you into dancing?” Lia called out to Dean. “Positive.”
“Well, in that case…” Lia cut in between Michael and me, and the next thing I knew, I was dancing with Sloane and Lia was back with Michael. She looked up at him through heavily lashed eyes and put her hands flat on his chest.
“Tell me, Townsend,” she said, practically purring. “Do you feel lucky?” This did not bode well.
