Iโve decided rolling dismounts might be the death of me yet.
Thursday morning begins with my arm in a sling thatโs secured around my ribs with a strap, immobilizing my shoulder, thanks to yesterdayโs maneuvers. Turns out Tairn was right, and though Iโm capable of making it to his shoulder, my body doesnโt take the impact of the actual landing very well. We both agreed this timeโaccommodations will need to be made before graduation.
โHow is it feeling today?โ Rhiannon asks as we walk into the history class we share with Third Wing on the second floor.
โLike Tairn set me down and I just kept going,โ I answer. โItโs not my first sprain. Healers say it should be about four weeks in the sling. Iโm giving it two. Maybe.โ Iโll be the first on the challenge board after Threshing if I give it much longer than that.
โYou could ask Nolonโโ Ridoc starts, then stops when he sees the look on my face. โWhat? Donโt tell me Varrish wonโt let you get mended.โ
โNot that Iโm aware of, no,โ I counter as we find our seats. โI put my name on Nolonโs list, but I was told he likely wouldnโt have an opening before it healed naturally.โ
Rhi shoots me a look that says told-you-so but I just give my head a quick shake. This is not the place to explore her conspiracy theoriesโeven
if theyโre starting to feel more and more like there might be some truth to them. Iโve never known a mender with a waiting listย a month long.
Thursdays are my second favorite day of the week. No maneuvers, no RSC, no physics. I unload the heavy textbook and the notes I took on todayโs assigned reading, which is more like review for me. There hasnโt been a single thing in this class I hadnโt already studied with my father or Markhamโor that I donโt have trouble believing is true now.
Then I take out a few strips of the bright blue fabric Xaden left me and put them in my lap. Iโve got two of the knots in the book down already, and Iโm determined to have two more by the time he gets here on Saturday. Itโs a ridiculous thing to challenge me on, but that doesnโt mean Iโm willing to lose. Even a sling wonโt stop me.
โWonder whoโs actually here to teach,โ Sawyer says, stepping over the back of his chair from the row behind us and sitting next to Ridoc on my left. โPretty sure I just saw most of the leadership making a run for the flight field.โ
My heart stops. โWhat?โ Only a major attack would empty Basgiath of leadership. I turn in my seat to look out the window behind us, but the view of the courtyard isnโt helping.
โThey were running.โ Sawyer makes a running motion with his first two fingers. โThatโs all I know.โ
โGood morning.โ Professor Devera walks in, her smile tight as she passes three rows of tables and chairs to get to the front of the room. โIโll be filling in for Professor Levini. He was called away due to an attack on the Eastern Wing.โ She makes a quick study of his cluttered desk, then picks up the book on top. โYouโll hear about it in Battle Brief tomorrow, but so far thereโs only one death.โ Her throat works before she looks up from the book. โMasen Sanborn. Some of you may have known him, since heโs a recent graduate.โ
Masen.ย Oh my gods,ย no. His face flashes through my mind, smiling as he pushes his glasses up his nose. It could be coincidence. Thereโs no logical way an attack would be used to cover up a single deathโฆright?
โUnless they assassinated himย duringย the attack,โ I mumble under my breath. We werenโt even friends. I didnโt even know him that well, but out of the ten of us who flew into Resson, now only six are still alive.
โWhat?โ Rhi leans into my space. โViolet?โ
I blink quickly and clutch the fabric in my lap. โItโs nothing.โ Rhiโs brows lower, but she sits back in her seat.
โI see he has you discussing the second Cygni incursion from year 328.โ Devera rubs the back of her neck. โBut I honestly donโt see how that has any practical application.โ
โThat makes most of us,โ Ridoc comments, tapping his pen against his textbook, and those around us chuckle.
โBut just to say we did,โ Devera continues, running a hand up and down a faded scar marring the warm brown skin on her upper arm. โEveryone should know that the end result of the four-day temper tantrum was Cygnisen being absorbed into the Kingdom of Poromiel, where theyโve been for the last three hundred years. History and current events are tied because one influences the other.โ She glances up at the map on the wall thatโs about a fifth of the size of the one in the briefing room. โCan anyone tell me the differences between Poromielโs provinces and ours?โ
The room is quiet.
โThis is important, cadets.โ Devera moves to the front of Professor Leviniโs desk and leans back against it. When no one answers, she gives me an arch look.
โPoromielโs provinces maintain their individual cultural identities,โ I answer. โSomeone from Cygnisen is more likely to label themselves as a Cygni instead of Poromish. As opposed to our provinces, who unified under the protection of the first wards, chose the common language, and blended the cultures of all six provinces into one cohesive kingdom.โ I recite it nearly verbatim from Markhamโs book.
โExcept Tyrrendor,โ someone from the left remarks. Third Wing. โThey never quite got the โunifiedโ message, did they?โ
My stomach sinks.ย Asshole.
โNo.โ Devera points her finger at the guy. โThatโs what weโre not going to do. Itโs comments like that that threaten the unity of Navarre. Now, Sorrengail brought up a good point that I think some of you are missing. Navarre chose the common language, but who was it common to?โ She calls on someone from Tail Section.
โThe Calldyr, Deaconshire, and Elsum provinces,โ the woman answers. โCorrect.โ Deveraโs gaze sweeps over us just like it does in Battle Brief
when she expects us to not only think through the answers but come up with the questions ourselves. โWhich means what?โ
โThe Luceras, Morraine, and Tyrrendor provinces lost their languages,โ Sawyer answers, shifting in his seat. Heโs from Luceras, along the bitterly cold northwestern coastline. โTechnically theyย gaveย them up willingly for the good of the Unification, but other than a few words here and there being assimilated, theyโre dead languages.โ
โCorrect. There is always a cost,โ Devera says, enunciating every word. โThat doesnโt mean itโs not worth it, but not being aware of the price we pay to live under the protection of the wards is how rebellions happen. Tell me what the other costs have been.โ She folds her arms and waits. โCome on. Iโm not telling you to commit treason. Iโm asking for historical facts in a history class of second-year riders. What was sacrificed in the Unification?โ
โTravel,โ someone from Claw Section answers. โWeโre safe here, but weโre not welcome beyond our borders.โ
Nor is anyone welcome past ours.
โGood point.โ Devera nods. โNavarre might be the largest kingdom on the Continent, but we are not the only one. Nor do we travel to the isles anymore. What else?โ
โWe lost major parts of our culture,โ a girl with a rebellion relic winding around her arm answers from two rows ahead. Tail Section, I think. โNot just our language. Our songs, our festivals, our librariesโฆ Everything in Tyrrish had to be changed. The only unique thing we kept were our runes because theyโre in too much of our architecture to justify changing.โ
Like the ones on my daggers. The ones on the columns of the temple in Aretia. The ones Iโm currently weaving in my lap.
โYes.โ Somehow Devera makes that word sound both sympathetic and blunt at the same time. โIโm not a historian. Iโm a tactician, but I canโt imagine the depth of what we lost knowledge-wise.โ
โThe books were all translated into the common language,โ someone from Third Wing argues. โFestivals still happen. Songs are still sung.โ
โAnd what was lost in translation?โ the Tyrrish girl ahead of me asks. โDo you know?โ
โOf course I donโt know.โ His lip rises in a sneer. โItโs a dead language to all but a few scribes.โ
I drop my gaze to my notebook.
โJust because itโs not in Tyrrish doesnโt mean you canโt walk into the Archives and read whatever translated Tyrrish book you want.โ Itโs his haughty, arrogant tone that pricks my temper.
โNo, actually you canโt.โ I drop the fabric in my lap. โFor starters, no one can just walk into the Archives and read whatever they want. You have to put in a request that any scribe can deny. Secondly, only a portion of the original scribes spoke Tyrrish, meaning it would have taken hundreds of years to translateย everyย text, and even then, there are no historical tomes older than four hundred years in our Archives that I know of. Theyโre all sixth, seventh, or eighth editions. Logic dictates that sheโs right.โ I gesture up to the girl a few rows ahead. โThings are lost in translation.โ
He looks ready to argue.
โCadet Trebor, if I were you, I would consider the fact that Cadet Sorrengail has spent more time in the Archives than anyone else in this room, and then I would carefully consider an intelligent response.โ She arches a brow.
The guy from Third Wing shoots a glare in my direction and sits back in his chair.
โWe lost our folklore,โ Rhiannon says. Every muscle in my body locks.
Devera cocks her head to the side. โGo on.โ
โIโm from a border village near Cygnisen,โ Rhiannon says. โA lot of our folklore came from the other side of the border, probably as a result of the Migration of The First Year, and as far as I know, none of itโs written. It only survives as an oral history.โ She glances my way. โViolet and I were actually talking about this last year. People raised in Calldyr or Luceras or other provinces arenโt raised with that same folklore. They donโt know the stories, and generation by generation, weโre losing it.โ She looks left, then right. โIโm sure all of us have similar stories, depending on where we grew up. Sawyer knows stories Ridoc doesnโt. Ridoc knows stories Violet doesnโt.โ
โImpossible,โ Ridoc counters. โViolet knows everything.โ Sawyer laughs and I roll my eyes.
โAll excellent points.โ Devera nods, a satisfied smile curving her mouth. โAnd what did the Migration of The First Year give us?โ
โA more unified culture,โ a girl from Tail Section answers. โNot only within our provinces but throughout the Continent. And it allowed those in whatโs now Poromiel a chance to live under the safety of the wards if they chose to move.โ
One year. Thatโs all Navarre gave before we closed our borders.
And if you couldnโt afford to move your family, couldnโt risk the treacherous journeyโฆ Nothing about war, or the aftermath, is kind.
โCorrect,โ Devera says. โWhich means thereโs every chance that when you fly against a drift, you could encounter a distant relative. The question we must all ask ourselves as we enter service is: are our sacrifices worth it to keep the citizens of Navarre safe?โ
โYes.โ The answer is muttered all around me, some riders saying it louder than others.
But I keep quiet, because I know itโs not only Navarre paying the price
โitโs everyone outside our wards.
The gym buzzes with anticipation that afternoon as the combat professors call the first names of the day to the mats. These will be the last challenges for months. The first-years will have the Gauntlet to worry about starting next week, then Presentation and Threshing. And the
second-years will start disappearing by the squad for a few days at a time so they can teach us how to take torture.
Fun times.
A squad from Tail Section is called to our mat.
โI really hope I get called to the mat today.โ Ridoc bounces on his toes. โIโm in the mood to kick some ass.โ
โThat makes one of us.โ I tighten the strap of my sling over my armor. Looking across the mat, I nod to Imogen, lifting my eyebrows as she talks with Sloane.
She nods back with a smile, telling me wordlessly that Sloane is ready to take on her opponent today. Rhiannon and Sawyer are doing the same with the other first-years, checking in as names are called out around the gym. I glance Aaricโs way, but as usual, heโs completely, totally focused, tuning out everything around him as he stares at the mat.
โHow bad do you think the attack on the Eastern Wing is? It has to be something massive to call out half the leadership all day long,โ Ridoc muses.
Big enough to kill Masen.
โSpeculating is only going to fuel rumors,โ Dain says, taking the empty place on my left side.
Fuck.ย Iโve managed not to have to interact with him for weeks. I step closer to Ridoc and lock every brick of my shields in place.
โAs opposed to not noticing that most of the professors flew out of here like the wards have fallen?โ Ridoc asks.
โThe wards havenโt fallen.โ Dain barely spares him a glance, crossing his arms. โYouโd know if they had.โ
โYou think weโd be able to feel it?โ Ridoc asks.
โWe would have been called out, too,โ I say. โAnd the dragons would have told us.โ
โCanโt you ask your mom?โ Ridoc tilts his head.
โThe woman who knew I was missing for a week, then told me to get back in formation when she realized Iโd survived my first combat mission? Yeah, Iโm sure sheโll be forthcoming with all the information.โ I give him a sarcastic thumbs-up.
The first pair is called to the mat, and Iโm simultaneously horrified and grateful I donโt know the first-yearโs name.
โYou finally going to talk to me?โ Dain asks.
โNo.โ I donโt give him the courtesy of even looking at him and, to be sure he gets the point, I move to Ridocโs other side, putting him between us. โCome on, Violet.โ He walks behind Ridoc, then squeezes in between
Quinn and me. โYou have to be ready at some point. Weโve been friends since you were five.โ
โWeโre no longer friends, and Iโll be ready to talk when the sight of you doesnโt make me want to bury my knife in your chest all the way to the fucking hilt.โ I walk away before I act on the urge to stab the memory-stealing asshole.
โYou cannot keep running away from me!โ
I lift my middle finger and round the corner of the mat, taking the spot next to Rhiannon.
โWhat was that about?โ she asks, wincing when our first-year takes a punch to the kidneys.
โDain being an asshole, as usual.โ Sometimes the best answer is the simplest.
Our first-year kicks out, catching Tail Section directly in the mouth, and blood sprays.
โI donโt get it.โ She shoots me a confused look, leaning in to murmur so Dain doesnโt overhear. โI figured the thing at graduation was him and Riorson dick-measuring, but you donโt speak to Aetos anymore. I thought he was your best friend. Sure, you two grew apart last year, but to not even be on speaking terms?โ
โWas.โ My gaze tracks Dain as he walks around the mat to Professor Emetterio. โHeย wasย my best friend.โ For fifteen years, there was no one
closer. Iโd thought he was going to be my everything.
โLook. Iโll hate him on principle if thatโs what weโre doing. No problem with that. But I know you, and you donโt cut people out like that unless they hurt you. So tell me, as your friend: Did he hurt you?โ she asks quietly. โOr is this something elseย weย arenโt talking about?โ
My throat clenches. โHe stole something from me.โ
โSeriously?โ Her gaze pierces mine. โThen report him for a violation of the Codex. He shouldnโt be our wingleader.โ
If only she knew what her last wingleader had been stealing.
โItโs more complicated than that.โ How much can I tell her without it beingย tooย much?
Our first-year pulls off a quick comeback, getting his opponentโs leg into a bow-and-arrow submission maneuver. Itโs a quick tap-out after that.
We all clap. So far, weโre looking like the squad to beat again this year, especially with the way Aaric is racking up the wins.
Emetterio looks at Dain, then clears his throat. I breathe deeply, waiting for him to call Sloaneโs name. โYouโre sure?โ Emetterio asks.
โItโs within my rights as wingleader.โ He disarms, unclipping his sheaths and dropping them at the edge of the mat.
What the actual hell?
โNot denying that.โ Emetterio rubs a thick hand across his shaved head. โNext match is Dain Aetos against Violet Sorrengail.โ
My stomach hits the floor. If my shields slip, I could doomย everyoneย in Aretia and every marked one in the quadrant.
Imogenโs eyes arenโt just wideโtheyโre huge as she looks at me, backing away from the mat before quickly disappearing. Where is she going? Itโs not like she can run and get Xaden to interfere like last year. Iโm on my own.
โNo fucking way.โ Rhiannon shakes her head. โSheโs wounded.โ Maybe not entirely on my own.
โAnd since when does that matter?โ the other squad leader counters. Breathe. I need to breathe.
โThis is bullshit.โ I look Dain in the eyes when I say it, and he simply folds his arms across his chest. Thereโs no getting out of this. Heโs a wingleader. He can challenge whomever he wants whenever he wants, just like Xaden had last year. Ironically, Iโd been in far less danger the first time Xaden had taken me to my back on the mat. Then, Iโd been gambling with justย myย life, but this could get the people I care about killed.
โKeep your shields in place,โย Tairn warns. His agitation rolls through me, prickling the hair on my neck.
Dain steps out on to the mat, completely disarmed, but Iโve seen him spar. Heโs not Xaden, but heโs deadly enough without any weapons, and Iโm down an arm.
โYou shouldnโt do this!โ Bodhi shouts as he runs at us, skidding to a stop next to me. Imogen isnโt far behind. Ah, sheโd run to find the closest person to Xaden possible. Makes sense. โSheโs in a fucking sling, Aetos.โ
โLast time I checked, youโre a section leader.โ Dain narrows his eyes on Bodhi. โAnd your cousin isnโt her wingleader anymore. I am.โ
The muscles in Bodhiโs neck bulge. โXadenโs going to fucking kill him,โ he whispers.
โYeah, well, he isnโt here. Itโs fine,โ I lie, reaching for my first dagger. โJust remember who trained me.โ Iโm not talking about hand-to-hand, and from the look Bodhi gives me, he knows it, too.
โKeep the daggers if that makes you feel better, Cadet Sorrengail,โ Dain says, finding the center of the mat.
My eyebrows shoot up.
โYou know sheโs good enough to kill you from here with those,โ Bodhi reminds him.
โShe wonโt.โ Dain cocks his head at me. โIโm her oldest friend.
Remember?โ
โAnd this is certainly friendly behavior,โ Rhiannon counters.
Taking a fortifying breath, I secure every brick in my shields just like Xaden taught me and step out onto the mat, palming one of my daggers in my free hand. If it comes between killing Dain and saving Xaden, thereโs no choice.
Emetterio signals the beginning of the match, and Dain and I circle each other.
โReach for my face, and Iโll cut you open,โ I warn him.
โDeal,โ he responds a second before he lunges for me, going for the torso.
I know his moves and easily dodge the first attempt, spinning out of reach. Heโs fast. Being chosen as wingleader wasnโt all nepotism. Heโs always been good on the mat.
โYouโre faster this year.โ He smiles like heโs proud of me as we circle again.
โXaden taught me a few things last year.โ
He winces, then attacks, swinging for my torso again. I flip my dagger so the blade runs perpendicular to my forearm as I duck under his jab, then punch upward, clipping him under the jaw without cutting him.
โFuck yes!โ I hear Ridoc cheer, but I donโt take my eyes off Dain.
Dain blinks, then rotates his jaw. โDamn.โ This time, he comes at me faster. Itโs harder to duck and dodge his swings without my arm to balance, but I hold my own until he catches me unaware and sweeps my feet out from under me with his.
My back slams into the mat and pain erupts in my shoulder, so sharp that stars swim in my vision and I cry out. But damn if my blade isnโt at Dainโs throat when he pins me with a forearm at my collarbone a heartbeat later.
Shields. I have to keep my shields up.
โI just want to talk to you,โ he whispers, his face inches from mine.
The pain is nothing compared to the ice-cold fear of having his hands this close to me.
โAnd I just want you to leave me the fuck alone.โ I hold my knife steady right where he can feel it. โItโs not an idle threat, Dain. You will bleed out on this mat if you evenย thinkย of taking a single one of my memories.โ
โThatโs what Riorson meant when he saidย Athebyne, isnโt it?โ he asks, his tone just as soft as his eyesโthose familiar eyes Iโve always been able to count on. How the hell did we end up here? Fifteen years of the closest
friendship Iโve ever known, and my knife could end him with a flick of my wrist.
โYou know damn well what he meant,โ I reply, keeping my voice down. Two lines appear between his brows. โI told my father what I saw when
I touched youโโ
โWhen youย stoleย my memory,โ I correct him.
โBut it was a flash of a memory. Riorson told you heโd gone to Athebyne with his cousin.โ He searches my eyes. โSecond-years donโt get leave for that kind of flight, so I told my father. I know you were attacked on the way there, but I had no way of knowingโโ
โYou saidย Iโll miss you.โ It comes out in a hiss. โAnd then you sent me to die, sent Liam and Soleil to their deaths. Did you know what was waiting for us?โ
โNo.โ He shakes his head. โI said โIโll miss youโ because you choseย him. I told you I knew things about him, that he had reasons you donโt know about to hate you, and youย stillย chose him. I knew I was saying goodbye to any chance of us on that field. I had no clue gryphons were waiting to ambush you.โ
โIf you expect me to believe that, then you sorely misjudged me, and I knowย everyย reason Xaden has to hate me, and none of them matter.โ
โYou know about the scars on his back?โ he challenges, and I contemplate cutting into his throat to get him off me.
โThe hundred and seven for the marked ones heโs responsible for? Yes.
Youโre going to have to do better thanโโ
โDo you know who carved those wounds into his skin?โ I blink, andโfuck himโhe sees it, the flash of doubt.
โTap out!โ Sawyer shouts from the edge of the mat.
โMy hand is a little busy at the moment,โ I respond without looking away from Dain.
โVioletโโ Dain starts.
โYou may have been my oldest friend, my best friend, but that all died the day youย violatedย my privacy, stole my memory, and got Liam and Soleil
killed. I willย neverย forgive you for that.โ I press just hard enough for the blade to scrape against the stubbled skin of his upper throat.
His eyes flare with something that looks like devastation. โYour mother did it,โ he whispers and slowly rises, first to his knees, removing his forearm from my collarbone, and then to his feet. โShe wins,โ he says as he walks off the mat. โI tap out.โ
He didnโt mean that. Thereโs no way my mother sliced into Xaden a hundred and seven times. Dainโs just trying to get under my skin. I lie there for a handful of breaths, calming my racing pulse. Then I sheathe my blade and roll, gaining my feet awkwardly.
Emetterio calls the next challenge, and I walk off the mat and take my place between Rhiannon and Bodhi like nothing happened.
โViolet?โ The question in Bodhiโs eyes makes me shake my head in reply.
โHe didnโt touch me.โ Every secret in my head is safe.
Bodhi nods, then leaves our mat as Aaric faces off against a guy from Tail Section who looks like he might actually have a shot of ending Aaricโs winning streak.
โWalk with me,โ Rhiannon demands, her jaw tense. โNow.โ โAre you pulling rank on me?โ
โDo I have to?โ She folds her arms across her chest.
โNo. Of course not.โ I sigh, then follow her to the edge of the gym.
โWas that about the something he stole?โ Rhiannon asks. โBecause whatever it was, it wasnโt about defeating you.โ
โYes,โ I answer, rolling my neck as the aftereffects of the adrenaline roll through me, nausea taking the lead.
She waits for me to add to my answer, and when I donโt, she sighs. โYouโve been off all day. Is it because of the attack?โ
โYes.โ I glance over her shoulder and glimpse Imogen watching us.
Does she know Masenโs dead?
โAre you really going to make me pry answers out of you?โ Her arms fall to her sides. โI swear to Amari, if you answer with aย yesย one more timeโฆโ
I say nothing instead.
โI heard what you said in history, you know.โ She drops her shoulders. โYou said something about an assassination.โ
Fuck. โYeah, I guess I did.โ
She studies me, her gaze flickering between my eyes. โWho else besides Masen is dead that went to Athebyne with you?โ
My gaze collides with hers, and my heart starts to pound. โCiaran. He was in Third Squad.โ Iโm not telling her anything that isnโt easily answered by anyone else.
โAnd you were attacked on assessment day. Imogenโs been targeted twice since Parapet, too. So were Bodhi and Eya.โ Her gaze narrows. โDain has one of those classified signets,โ she whispers. โWhat did he steal, Violet?โ
Gods, sheโs putting it together too quickly. Sheโs also owed as much of the truth as I can give her. โA memory,โ I say slowly.
Her eyes flare. โHe can read memories.โ I nod. โNo one is supposed to know.โ
โI can keep a secret, Violet.โ Hurt flashes across her features, and I feel another thread of our friendship unravel as though Iโd pulled it myself.
A chorus of cheers goes up behind us, but neither of us looks.
โI know.โ Itโs barely a whisper. โAnd I trust you implicitly, but not every secret is mine to tell.โ Dread digs its claws into my stomach. Sheโs going to figure it outโitโs only a matter of time. And then her life will be in as much jeopardy as mine.
โDain stole one of your memories,โ she repeats. โAnd now you think the other riders with you during War Games are being picked off.โ
โStop,โ I beg her. โDo us both a favor and justโฆโ I shake my head. โStop.โ
Her brow knits. โYou saw something you werenโt supposed to, didnโt you?โ
She tilts her head to the side, then looks away.
I stop breathing. I know that look. Sheโs thinking. โIs that the memory he stole?โ
โNo.โ I inhale. Thank gods sheโs off the mark with that one. Movement to the right catches my attention, and I glance over to see Aaric walking our way, cradling his left wrist. โShit. I think heโs hurt.โ
โWhat killed Deigh?โ Rhiannon asks.
Suddenly, thereโs not enough oxygen in the room, on the entire Continent, but I manage to pull air through my lungs as I face her. โYou already know that part of the story.โ
โNot from you,โ she says quietly, her brown eyes crinkling at the edges as she narrows them. โYou were holding Liam, and then you had to fight. Thatโs what you said. What. Killed. Deigh?โ The whispered words cut me to the quick. โWas it another dragon? Is that what happened out there?โ
โNo.โ I shake my head emphatically, then turn as Aaric reaches us. โFinally lose?โ
He scoffs. โOf course not. But I did break my wrist. Iโm supposed to come tell you,โ he says to Rhiannon.
โIโll take him to the infirmary,โ I tell her.
โVioletโโ she starts, her tone indicating that she doesnโt think our conversation is over, but it is. It has to be.
โStop.โ I turn my back on Aaric and lower my voice. โAnd donโt ever ask me that question again. Please donโt make me lie to you.โ
Her head draws back, and she stares at me in stunned silence.
โLetโs go,โ I say to Aaric, then start walking to the exit, shoving what just happened with Rhi into whatโs quickly becoming an overfull box.
He catches up, his long legs covering the distance quickly. The corridor of the academic wingโs first floor is deserted when we enter, and our booted footsteps echo against the windows.
โSo where does your father think you are?โ I ask as we turn toward the rotunda, trying to take my mind off everything I just let slip to Rhiannon and everything I didnโt.
โHe thinks Iโm on my twentieth-birthday tour,โ Aaric answers, rubbing his hand over his square jawline and light-brown scruff, disgust curling his upper lip. โDrinking and fucking my way across the kingdom.โ
โSounds like way more fun than what weโre doing here.โ I push the door open with my good arm.
โWhat part of this isnโt fun?โ he asks, walking ahead and opening the next door with his unbroken hand. โBetween the two of us, we have a full set of functioning arms.โ
I crack a smile as we enter the dormitory corridor. โEver the charmer, arenโt you, Camโโ I wince. โAaric. Sorry. Itโs been a hell of a long day.โ And all I want is to tell Xaden about it, but he wonโt be here for two more days.
We head down the steps, and though Aaric is roughly the same height as Xaden, he shortens his stride so I can keep up easily.
โSheโs catching on, isnโt she?โ he says when we reach the tunnels.
The hairs on the back of my neck lift as I look up at Aaric. โCatching on to what, exactly?โ
โThey havenโt hidden it all away as well as they think they have.โ His jaw flexes. โItโs easy to figure out if you know what youโre looking for. Personally, it was the daggers my guards started carrying that tipped me off.โ He shoots a look at me. โThe ones with the little metal discs.โ
My heart pounds so loudly I can hear it in my ears. Daggers. Metal discs.
โThe guards were the hardest to slip, too,โ he says with a grimace. โThey wonโt tell my father theyโve lost me until they absolutely have to. Iโm just hoping itโs after Threshing. He canโt do shit after Threshing. Dragons donโt even answer to kings.โ
โOh shit.โ My chest feels like itโs caving in as I grab hold of his good arm, halting our steps before the tunnel. โYou know, donโt you?โ
He lifts a brow, the mage lights catching on those royally green eyes. โWhy else would I be here?โ