Warner is late.
Kenji and I had a semisuccessful session, one that consisted mainly of us arguing over where we were standing and what we were looking at. Weโre going to have to come up with much better signals next time, because trying to coordinate a training session between two invisible people is a lot more difficult than it sounds. Which is saying a lot.
So now weโre tired and slightly disappointed, having accomplished little in the way of progress, and weโre standing in exactly the same place Warner dropped us off.
And Warner is late.
This is unusual for many reasons. The first of which is that Warner is never late. Not for anything. And the second is that if he were going to be late, it definitely wouldnโt be for something like this. This situation is far too dangerous to be casual about. He wouldnโt have taken it lightly. I know he wouldnโt have.
So Iโm pacing.
โIโm sure itโs fine,โ Kenji is saying to me. โHe probably just got hung up doing whatever it is heโs doing. You know, commandering and shit.โ
โCommanderingย is not a word.โ
โIt has letters, doesnโt it? Sounds like a word to me.โ Iโm too nervous to banter right now.
Kenji sighs. I hear him stomp his feet against the cold. โHeโll be here.โ โI donโt feel right, Kenji.โ
โI donโt feel right, either,โ he says. โIโm hungry as hell.โ โWarner wouldnโt be late. Itโs not like him to be late.โ
โHow would you know?โ Kenji shoots back. โYouโve known him for how long, exactly? Five months? And you think you know him so well? Maybe heโs in a secret jazz club where he sings a cappella and wears sparkly vests and thinks itโs cool to do the cancan.โ
โWarner wouldnโt wear sparkly vests,โ I snap. โBut you think heโd be down with the cancan.โ
โKenji, I love you, I really do, but right now Iโm so anxious, and I feel so sick, that the more you speak, the more I want to kill you.โ
โDonโt talk sexy to me, J.โ
I huff, irritated. God, Iโm so worried. โWhat time is it?โ โTwo forty-five.โ
โThis isnโt right. We should go find him.โ โWe donโt even know where he is.โ
โI do,โ I say. โI know where he is.โ โWhat?ย How?โ
โDo you remember where we met Anderson for the first time?โ I ask him. โDo you remember how to get back to Sycamore Street?โ
โYeah โฆ ,โ Kenji says slowly. โWhy?โ โHeโs about two streets down from there.โ โUm. What the hell? Why is he down there?โ
โWill you go with me?โ I ask, nervous. โPlease? Now?โ
โOkay,โ he says, unconvinced. โBut only because Iโm curious. And because itโs cold as hell out here and I need to move my legs before I freeze to death.โ
โThank you,โ I say. โWhere are you?โ
We follow the sounds of each otherโs voices until we bump right into one another. Kenji slips his arm into mine. We huddle together against the cold.
He leads the way.