Thatโs such a good girl, little mouse. Open that pretty mouth and taste meโฆ
Youโve been naughty, mouse. You like it when I punish you, donโt you? I could eat you for days, and it would never be enoughโฆ
Fuck, baby, Iโm so fucking addictedโฆ
I jolt awake, and for one beautiful second, I thought I was back in Parsons Manor with Zade. Images of mismatched eyes and a wicked smirk clog my headspace, but the sudden movement lances sharp needles of pain throughout my skull. The memories dissipate, Zadeโs deep tenor fading as the dull throb that radiates from between my legs feels like a curse that was cast by an evil witchโa curse that wonโt let me forget.
Bright sunlight pierces through the dusty curtains, and it almost feels mocking. I squint my eyes, the migraine worsening as I train my tired eyes on the dirty window.
Itโs cold outside, but it doesnโt look like weโll be plagued by the usual rainy forecast today.
The phantom in the sky really is a devil. Why else would She make such a gruesome day so bright and sunny?
Today is the Culling, and already the house seems to be filling up with chatter.
To make matters worse, my body doesnโt feel nearly as broken as I thought it would. My soul? Completely shattered. But at least I can fart without feeling like Iโm going to pass out, right?
Wrong. If I could hardly move, it might’ve provided me with an excuse to not participate in the Culling.
Despite the beating my body took three days ago from my punishment for failing the practice test, my wounds are healing, so lying to her about my physical well-being when the other girls will still have to take partโฆ It makes me feel like a coward.
So, thank you, God, for the small blessings in life and for allowing me to see another day and pass gas properly. A-fucking-men, bitch.
Phoebe, Bethany, and Gloria were raped alongside me. Jillian kept her head down when she walked past us, but Sydney blatantly laughed in our faces, and all I wanted to do was grab her hair and drag her down on that dirty ground next to us. It wasย herย fault I was on that floor to begin with, naked men crowding around me, and already injured from her stunt with Francesca.
All I could think about as we were passed around from man to man was how much I hated her. Hated her superiority and hated her for sabotaging me.
It was the only thing that got me through touches from dirty fingers and violent invasions from men that werenโt my shadow.
Afterward, Rio carried me up to my bed, my legs physically unable to support me from the abuse my body endured. He couldnโt look at me. Not when he did nothing while men stole from me, and then he picked up that broken girl and carried her to bedโonly because Francesca demanded it of him.
But he did speak to me. He told me about the chupacabra, a mythical being rumored to terrorize Puerto Rico. He told me when he was young, he was playing with his baby sister when he swears that he saw it. A grotesque gray creature with wings, and it flew by before he could blink.
I don’t know why he told me that story. Maybe to distract me, but I suppose it worked. He gave me a monster that didn’t feel real instead of focusing on the monsters that are.
โGet up.โ The sharp slap that follows the harsh words startles me, and I yelp from both the surprise and pain. I hadnโt even heard her come in, despite her loud-ass heels. She mustโve gotten new ones already.
I look up to find Francesca staring down at me, a frown marring her bright pink lips. She looks disappointed in me, and I hate how small that makes me feel.
I open my mouth, but no sound comes out. What am I supposed to do?
Apologize?
After she assaulted me with her broken heel and I was gang-banged by Roccoโs friends, she couldnโt bear looking at me for a full day. Yesterday, I
had finally broken through and managed to convince her that Sydney was the one to destroy her things.
She didnโt apologize. Didnโt even appear remorseful. But she did lock Sydney in an old cellar on the property for the entire day, and Iโm almost ashamed to admit how much it soothed my soul to hear her screaming to be let out. Already, Iโm changing, and the old Addie is unrecognizable.
Iโve never wanted to hurt someone until now. Never felt the urge to grab a knife and rip someoneโs throat open ear to ear.
Iโm vibrating with it, but Sydney isnโt the only one on the receiving end. Iโm pissed at every single person in this house, save for the other innocent girls.
Especially with Francesca, and every man who stole a piece of my soul that night. A piece I donโt even think Zade will ever be able to get back for me.
There will always be pockets missing where my innocence used to reside.
โGet ready in the beauty room. Our guests will be here soon.โ Her eyes flicker down my body snidely. โLook presentable,โ she tacks on, the words digging into my skin like a needle, before turning and walking out, her clicking heels echoing against the hardwood floor.
Grinding my teeth, it takes monumental effort not to fucking scream.
From rage, pain, and just pure frustration.
Instead, I force my battered body into movement, slip out of the lumpy bed and pad my way towards the beauty room.
Menโs voices drift from below, and the sound sends my heart flying to my throat. I work to swallow as I meet Phoebe at the threshold.
The second our eyes meet, both of us look away. Incapable of connecting over something that we both suffered through. Shame. Embarrassment. Sorrow. All are at the forefront as we walk into the room.
Bethany and Gloria are picking through the clothes on a rack Francesca mustโve set out for us. Instead of revealing outfits, warm clothing hangs from the metal rod. Guess it wouldnโt be ideal for five girls to run for their life with a thong riding up their ass and tassels hanging from their nipples in freezing weather.
Jillian is sitting at a vanity and putting on concealer in hopes of covering up the dark circles rimming the underside of her eyes. Briefly, we make eye
contact, but her gaze flickers away immediately. I havenโt seen her since our punishmentโapparently, sheโs been sick and has missed out on the last couple of lessons.
A swarm of angry bees rises up my throat, and I canโt stop the uncontrollable bitterness from taking hold, seizing my heartstrings, and turning it into a puppet of mass destruction.
Did she sleep that night? Hearing three girls scream in pain and begging for them to stop? Begging and begging and begging.
Please.
Pleaaase, stop!
Please, Iโm begging you! Pleaseโฆ pleaseโฆ pleaseโฆ
Has she grown tired of the word? Does it sound funny to her now? When a word is said so many times, it doesnโt even sound like a word anymore. It sounds like gibberishโa sound comprised of pitch and tones that hold no real meaning. A construct that humans have formed to communicate their wants and needs. But what do words fucking matter when no one listens?
Her eyes meet mine again, a glossy sheen over the surface of them. And there it is. Shame. Embarrassment. Sorrow.
She made it out unscathed, and it looks like survivorโs guilt has been gnawing at her insides for the past few days.
I deflate, berating myself for taking my anger out on someone who doesnโt deserve it. Jillian is just trying to survive like the rest of us. None of this is her fault.
Then, Sydney walks in, all high and mighty, and my unwarranted anger towards Jillian redirects itself towards the person who actually deserves it. She acts as if she didnโt spend an entire day screaming in a cellar.
Biting my tongue, I walk over to the vanity next to Jillian, my movements mechanical. My bones feel like rusty hinges as I reach for a bright pink sponge and concealer. Itโs going to take mounds of it to hide the distress, but I settle with a few dollops to start.
My hand trembles as I apply chemicals to my face that are meant to hide my pain. Bethany and Phoebe talk quietly in the background, whispers full of fear and comfort.
Bad, bad girls.
I consider listening in on their conversation, but Iโm distracted when Sydney starts tearing off her clothes until sheโs naked. Jillian and I have a clear view of her through our vanity mirrors. We both pause, hands suspended in the air as we stare at the unhinged girl behind us, now picking through the clothes on the rack.
Bethany and Phoebeโs whispers taper off, and soon the entire room is disturbingly enraptured by her.
I canโt help but watch her as she hums, takes a shirt off the rack, and observes it as if sheโs a regular girl shopping in a fancy boutique. Entirely unbothered by the eyes burning into her exposed skin.
Forcing my attention away, I glance at Jillian. Sheโs now staring hard at herself, most likely trying to avoid Sydneyโs naked form reflected in the mirror.
โYou have any advice?โ I ask, my voice weak and hoarse from all the screaming.
I watch her freeze from the corner of my eye. She collects herself and then resumes blending her concealer, clearing her throat.
โCover your tracks,โ she says quietly, her Russian accent prominent. She has a beautiful voice, and Rocco’s friends thinks so, too. โAnd run only when necessary. It isnโt about how far you can get; itโs about making sure they never find you. You can run for hours, and youโll always lead them right to you.โ
โThey canโt get you if they donโt know where you are,โ I mutter aloud. The words come out raspy and broken, but I donโt bother trying to repeat myself. โWhat about the traps?โ
โI counted the distance between them the best I could. Theyโre about thirty feet apart, roughly. Theyโre uniform, so the hunters know how to avoid them.โ
I roll my lip between my teeth. โThank you for helping me.โ She glances at me. โDonโt mention it.โ
Literally, or weโll both be in trouble.
We descend into silence after that. She doesnโt offer any consolation, but itโs not something I would ever want from her. From anyone.
Twenty-five minutes later, weโre all dressed in jeans and long-sleeved shirts. Theyโll do virtually nothing to protect us from the elements, and certainly not any metal arrowheads plunging into our bodies at a breakneck
speed. But considering weโll be running on adrenaline, itโs enough to keep our bodies warm.
Francescaโs heels resonate as she climbs the steps, and my system floods with panic, whatever control I was grasping onto slipping. So easily, like my fingers are covered in grease.
โYou girls ready?โ Her voice is like a punch to the kidneys. I glance at her through the mirror, her eyes perusing each of us, clicking her tongue when she must deem us presentable enough.
โLetโs go. Time to eat, and then we will go over lessons on how to act properly tonight. When night falls, the Culling will begin, and if you pass, you will be required to mingle with our guests afterward.โ
Panicked glances are exchanged. Even surprise flashes across Sydneyโs gaze.
Bethany raises a trembling hand, requesting permission to speak.
โAre you saying that we have to do the Cullingโฆ in the dark?โ she asks hesitantly.
Francesca raises an eyebrow. โThatโs what I said.โ
Then, she turns and walks out, the expectation to follow clear. Slowly, we trail after her, but not before we look at each other with the same panicked expression.
Weโre fucked. Weโre all fucked.
Single file, ladies. We must be in a uniform line to greet your potential rapists. Make a good impression, and they may beย niceย when they rape you.ย Bursts of loud laughter and deep voices tighten my throat. It feels as if my heart is making an escape attempt, breaking through its gilded cage and
clawing its way out of captivity.
Jesus, I think Iโm going to pass out.
My legs wobble and my hand catches the railing, clutching it so tightly, my knuckles are bleached white. Itโs the only thing keeping me from pitching forward.
โGet it together,โ Jillian whispers harshly from behind me.
โSays the girl who wasnโt punished for this three days ago,โ I snap back. She quietens. That was rude of me. But fuck, thereโs not a manual on how to rewire my brain to be unafraid and calm. Iโm nearly hyperventilating by the time we reach the landing and make our way into
the living room where the hunters await.
These men donโt belong here.
This house is run-down, and it doesnโt matter how clean or tidy it is, it still looks like trash. And there are five men standing in the middle of it, wearing Armani suits, diamond-encrusted Rolex watches, and submerged in a shroud of expensive cologne that costs more than my car note.
Their conversation dies as they turn to us, and I realize the different colors in their eyes look the same when theyโre all lifeless.
โFrancesca,โ one calls, drawing out her name with affection. โYouโve got yourself a beautiful lot here.โ
The man has short, dirty blond hair, blue eyes, and a deep tan to complement his toned body. He looks like he spends his days lounging on his yacht, most likely shacked up with a supermodel in a skimpy red bikini, whoโs blissfully unaware of her sugar daddyโs taste for hunting innocent women for sport.
Lucky her.
His eyes slide to mine and lock, his grin growing as the other three men grunt their agreement. Iโm supposed to appear meek and submissive, but it takes me too many seconds to drop my stare to the glossy wooden floor. Courtesy of yours truly. We had to make this place look presentable, and adding a coat of oil apparently accomplishes that feat.
Feeling the burn of his stare caressing my tender skin, Iโm now confident that I was too slow. A spark of adrenaline ignites in my blood, worsening my nausea. Without a shadow of a doubt, I know heโs going to be the one hunting me today.
โThe one with the orange hair, does her pussy match, or did she ruin it by dyeing it that color?โ another asks, and I have to clench my teeth and bite back a response. Phoebe trembles beside me as Francesca affirms something incredibly personal, her voice even and pleasant.
Nasty bitch.
โI like that one,โ he states. My gaze flickers to him, noting his bushy black brows, tiny eyes, and potbelly. โHer hair will look beautiful wrapped
around my fist when sheโs sucking my cock.โ
A knot forms in my throat, and I take a risk by hooking my pinky around hers and squeezing briefly. Weโre crowded into each other tightly enough that the quick action goes unnoticed.
โOf course, Ben,โ Francesca responds pleasantly. The man, Ben, practically foams at the mouth while his cold eyes heat with wickedness. One thing we have in common at this momentโnefarious, evil things are running through both of our minds.
โAnd I think I want her,โ the blond man pipes in, nodding at me. His searing gaze hasnโt lifted, causing sweat to pour down my spine and vomit to travel up to my throat.
โYouโre sure, Xavier?โ Francesca questions. โSheโs not eligible, yet. Still has a lot of healing to do.โ My heart bottoms out when I realize heโs the important man she told us aboutโXavier Delano. And of fucking course, heโs targeting me.
God? Why do I always attract the big, bad wolves?
He licks his lips, a crooked grin forming. โIโve never been surer of anything in my life. Iโm confident Iโll get a taste of her soon. Whether itโs tonightโฆ or another time.โ
I feel my face bleach of color, and itโs becoming increasingly harder to keep from blowing chunks all over his snakeskin Armani shoes. He would definitely blend in with the place then.
The remaining men choose their targets, and soon, Francesca is leading us out of the door and back toward the deep woods. Crickets chatter, and the biting wind ravages our brittle statures. If we werenโt so tense, weโd bend like rubber beneath the strong gusts.
A massive bonfire rages directly behind the house, dozens of people crowded around it, bundled in warm clothing and drinks in hand. There are also several large TVs placed sporadically around. According to Francesca, the hunters will wear body cams, providing entertainment and viewing pleasure for the other guests.
My breathing escalates as I face the endless trees, shadows flickering from the fire behind us. The scent of fear emanates from the six of us as we line up, and I break out into a cold sweat. My boots sink into the mud, suctioning my feet deeply into the frigid earth. Part of me desperately wishes it was tar instead, granting me the fortune of getting stuck here.
Already, Iโm plagued with memories of sprinting through these woods and coming so close to victory, only for Sydney to appear behind a tree, lips curled into an evil smile and reeking of malevolence.
What if she does it again? I think Iโll kill her if she does. Rip the arrow out of my body myself and stab it into her instead.
Behind us, the men ready their crossbows, the clanging of metal as they load arrows into them grinding against my frayed nerves. Risking a glance behind me, my eyes round when I see headgear settled over their eyes.
Night vision goggles.
Fuckers. Everything about this stupid fucking game is rigged.
โAll right, ladies,โ Francesca starts. โLetโs go over the rules briefly. You will be given a ten-minute head start. You are required to stay within the maze walls. If caught going outside of them, it will result in immediate death. They will shoot to kill, not shoot to maim. At the end of the maze, there is an open area. If you reach this location, you are immediately deemed safe, and no harm will come to you. If you are still within the maze but have not been shot, and the allotted hour depletes, you are also deemed safe, and no harm will come to you. Is that understood?โ
None of us speak, and our lack of protest is answer enough.
โHowโs it said fromย The Hunger Games, may the odds be ever in your favor?โ a male cuts in, and it sounds like Xavier.
A round of laughter follows the bad joke, but before my lack of self-control can get me in trouble, he calls out, โRun!โ
We take off, sprinting through the woods carefully, wary of traps. Strings will be tightened between two objects at foot level, and if tripped, weโll be strung up, easy for the picking. Walls of branches are piled high on either side of us, makeshift barriers to confine us in a maze. Not only is it redirecting our focus onto getting out rather than staying hidden, but itโs also meant to disorient us and incite panic.
And fuck, does it work.
I bring myself to a halt and rush behind a trunk, my heart pounding rapidly. The walls of the maze are spread out, allowing plenty of trees in between.
Thereโs no point in covering my tracks up until this point; itโs from here on out that will matter. I tear through leaves and twigs, searching for a
branch. My fingers are already red and stiff from the cold, but I hardly feel it with the adrenaline coursing through my system.
In the dead of night, it takes too long to find a suitable branch with leaves on it, brittle as they are, and even longer to accomplish what Iโm doing.
After Jillianโs advice, I racked my brain for all the ways to cover my tracks without having to consistently stop and sweep them away as I run. I settled on fashioning a sweeper to my back, using a belt I stole from the beauty room to keep it in place.
She said gaining distance isnโt as important, but I want to accomplish both. Get as far away as I can and do so without a trace. I suppose one good thing is coming from this, and thatโs learning how exactly Iโm going to escape when the time comes.
I grab onto the branch with leaves, poise it on my lower back, and use the satin belt to anchor it to me, tying the fabric in several tight knots. And then I start speed-walking, swiveling my head back and forth to both keep from kissing a tree, and ensuring the branch is doing its job.
It’s too dark to tell for sure, but it appears as if it is, and that’s good enough for me.
So I take off, counting my steps and lifting my branch carefully over the wire when I reach them. My pace is quick but steady, holding on to the belt tightly for extra security with one hand and keeping the other in front of me, preventing me from running into anything nature has to offer.
I dart from one tree to another, keeping myself concealed at all times. Several minutes later, I reach a dead end, and from the corner of my eye, I see a flash of dark orange to my left. Phoebe.
Of course, she doesnโt know how to cover her tracks as she runs. And as dangerous as she is to be around right now, I refuse to keep my mouth shut and allow another woman to fail.
โPhoebe!โ I call out, keeping my voice as quiet as possible.
She skids and turns to me, breathing heavily. I canโt see much of her features, but I imagine her face matches mine. Panicked, and eyes dilated with fear.
โCover your tracks. Youโre leading them right to you,โ I tell her in a whisper-shout, and then I take off in the opposite direction. I donโt know if
sheโll listen, although I do know that it might be too late. Sheโs led them this far, and to ensure my own survival, I need to get the hell away from her. The branch dragging behind me is loud, so I force myself to slow,
counting my thirty steps and keeping an eye out for any wires. Iโm nearly gasping for breath, willing my heart rate to calm. I shouldโve put enough distance between the two of us by now.
So, when I turn to see Phoebe running after me, I fucking spazz.
โWhat are you doing?!โ I exclaim, attempting to keep my voice down, only causing it to break from the pitch.
โPlease, let me stay with you,โ she pleads, no branch in her hands to cover her tracks. She didnโt even bother toย try.
โWhat the fuck is wrong with you, no! Youโre going to get me killed,โ I snap, chest pumping as my eyes pinball, searching for any movement in the darkness. I’m almost positive our ten-minute head start has passed. They have night vision gogglesโwe donโt. Which means they could be anywhere.
Her pale hand clutches my arm and pulls me close, her nails digging in.
Now that I can see her clearly, she looks crazed.
โPlease, I canโt let them do that to me again. Let me come with you,
please!โ
I try to wrangle my hand from her, but her grip tightens, and she refuses to let go.
โIโm not letting you go! Iโm coming with you.โ
Shit.ย This is what I fucking get for not being like Sydney and gladly watching others fail.
“Okay, fuck. You can come, just let me go,” I hiss, finally freeing my arm from her desperate clutches. Making a split-second decision, I run back the way we came about twenty feet, swivel my branch to my front and start brushing away her tracks, walking backwards until I reach her once more.
“Stay in front of me, and run as fast as you can,” I demand. “And don’t do anything to get us killed. Not more than you already have.”
She winces from my harsh words, but I feel no remorse. I’m pissed off that my kindness has most likely just earned me an arrow in the back, and even more angry that I can’t find it in me to knock her ass out and leave her behind.
It would benefit me, however, I wouldnโt be able to live with myself. It’s the whole reason I called out to her in the first place. She’s young, desperate, and terrified and I’m putting on a good show of looking like I know what I’m doing. Of course, she’s going to latch onto me.
Thankfully, Phoebe listens this time, keeping in front of me as we sprint. My branch is behind me again, clearing our tracks. Sweat coats nearly every inch of my skin, trickling down my forehead and spine, irritating the stitches in my skin. Clouds puff from my mouth, and I have an insane moment of panic when I wonder if my bad breath will leave a scent trail.
Several times we get turned around, and I swear weโve passed the same fucking tree three times now. Iโm growing frustrated and tired, so I skid to a stop and urge Phoebe to find a large tree to hide behind. I find one several feet southwest of her that provides a clear view of the space between both trees.
I’m heaving, desperate for oxygen, and on the verge of puking. I need to catch my breath, and I’m growing paranoid that even if they can’t see our footprints, they’ll be able to hear us.
“Stay quiet,” I whisper, even though I’m struggling to accomplish that myself. My body doesn’t care about keeping silent. All itโs only focused on is greedily sucking in precious air, no matter the cost.
I split my focus on catching my breath and listening for any footsteps. An owl hoots and a cold yet soft breeze flows through the forest. Such a stark contrast to the dark and dangerous situation. It feels like there should be Michael Myers music playing in the background.
A rustle from a nearby brush nearly sends my heart flying out of my throat, but then a bunny emerges and sprints off. Just as I wrangle the muscle back down where it belongs, a voice calls out.
“Fiiirecraacker.”
Fuck.ย I don’t know if it was a good guess, or if my branch failed to conceal both sets of footprints, but Phoebe’s pursuer caught up to us. Round eyes clash with mine, and I know that my irises are dilated with fear just as much as hers are.
“What do we do?” she mouths silently, and I shake my head, at a loss. I don’tย knowย what we fucking do. Iโve no idea where he is exactly, but if even an elbow pops out from behind a tree, heโll be able to spot it immediately.
Does it count if I’m hit with someone else’s arrow? I’m sure I’ll still be punished, even if I wasn’t the intended target.
“Fiiiiirecrackeeer,” Ben calls out again. I risk a glance around the tree trunk and see a shadow move about twenty feet behind us.
Fuck. Way too close.
If we stay silent, we might get lucky, and he’ll wander off in another direction. He might think weโve gone down a different trail and allow us to put distance between one another. But right now, the slightest sound, and he could hone in on us. It’s not safe for either of us to even breathe.
Not that I can fucking breathe anyway.
Phoebe covers her nose and mouth with her hand, squeezing her eyes shut, tears crowding past her lashes and glinting in the moonlight. If she’s not already, she’s going to start having a panic attack. And in my experience, those are rarely silent.
I put my shaking finger to my lips, a tear of my own breaking free. My vision blurs as I face the very real possibility that I might get hit with an arrow, and then later be brutally raped for it. Again.
But she can’t hold on, and a small whimper slips past her hand. My heart stalls, and almost in slow motion, I hear several footsteps taken in our direction.
โWas that you, firecracker?โ he says in a hushed tone as if heโs whispering right into our ears.
Shit, Addie, think. What would Zade do?
He’d be a fucking hero; that’s what he’d do. Zade isn’t interested in saving himself, only everyone else. So, what would he wantย meย to do?
Save myself. Heโd want me to save myself. But the Culling wasnโt designed for the prey to safely get away.
Before I can decide, Phoebeโs eyes widen into round discs, and she seems to shy away, her body beginning to emerge from the other side. Slowly, she raises a shaking hand and points behind me.
My heart drops, and for a moment, Iโm paralyzed. My brain once again divides into two, one half panicking because sheโs no longer concealed, and the other half frozen in terror because thereโs somebody fucking behind me.
I know without a shadow of a doubt that itโs Xavier. Heโs found me.
Leaves crunch and a twig snaps to my right. My head whips in that direction, and I scarcely see the shine of a crossbow glinting under the
moonbeams.
And then time speeds up, slapping me in the face as two arrows barrel towards us at once. One from Ben, and the other from behind me.
The air whistles and my body moves purely on instinct, ducking low and veering off toward the tree to the left of me. The arrow flies between my tree and the one Iโm aiming for, and aย thunkย stops me in my tracks. Mere inches separate the tip of the arrow now impaled in the bark, and my face.
My eyes blow wide, and I yelp. I look up and notice the first shot towards Phoebe also failed. We wonโt get that lucky again. And we only have about seventeen seconds to get away.
โฆthree, four, fiveโฆ
โPhoebe, run!โ
Both of us scramble, dirt and leaves kicking up beneath our boots as we take off, our legs pumping and tearing through the foliage.
โJump!โ I screech, my mind scrambling to keep up with our steps. Scarcely, I lift the branch attached to me, and the both of us jump over the tripwire, coming incredibly close to snagging it.
Our pounding footsteps ruminate through the forest floor. Thereโs no hiding now. Thereโs only escaping a silver arrowhead. The paths we take are strategic only in the sense of losing them, rather than trying to find our way out.
We clear a few more traps, and after several minutes, I hear Phoebeโs footfalls coming to a sudden stop. I skid, turning to see her bent at the waist, panting so hard, sheโs nearly choking. Her face is as bright as her hair, and her eyes seem to cross.
โI canโt keep running,โ she chokes out, and then gags. โI canโt.โ “No, no, you can do it! Come on, Phoebe, you got this.โ
She shakes her head again, and I can’t help but take a step back when I see a shadow dart to the side about ten yards away or so. A scream tears from my throat when the arrow goes flying, piercing Phoebe straight in the back of the shoulder.
She falls face first, an agonized wail following suit. Groaning, she manages to pick herself up and charge past me. Confused, I chase after her, then come skidding to a halt again when she steps over the tripwire, collapses to the ground, and grabs onto the string.
“Addie, fuckingย go!” she screams, her voice breaking from the force. My face contorts and tears spill over my eyelids, both from denial and guilt. But an arrow cutting through time and space has me diving ahead, another arrow coming within scant inches from my head.
My hands grapple at the cold ground to propel me forward, nearly face-planting again in my pursuit to get back on my feet.
Run, little mouse. They’re coming for you.
I make it about fifteen feet before a loud cracking noise echoes in the brittle wind. Gasping, I turn my head in time to see a rope snap around Benโs ankle, sending him flying straight up into the air. His crossbow drops from his hands, thudding to the ground next to Phoebe.
My mouth drops, a shocked laugh tinkling out as Benโs shouts of fury fill the air, wiggling like a worm on a hook as he swings from above. Even from hundreds of feet away, you can hear the gasps of shock and outrage from the house.
Phoebe mustโve waited until Ben approached her and then released the wire right when he was in the crosshairs of it.
“Let me down right now!” Ben shouts, and though the shadows conceal his face, I know it’s cherry red. “I will fuckingย killย you for this.”
And he will. I know it. Phoebe knows it, too.
Our eyes clash for a moment, and then her gaze slowly drops to the crossbow.
โPhoebeโฆโ I warn.
โIโm dead, anyways,โ she rasps, grabbing the crossbow in her hands, and stumbling through reloading it. Glancing around nervously, I tuck myself behind a tree, wary of another arrow flying my way. I need to runโlike ten seconds ago, but I canโt pull myself away.
โDonโt do it, little girl,โ Xavier calls out from the depths of the trees. I bristle, warring with the need to run and stay by Phoebe’s side. Neither of us can see him, but his attention seems to be focused on the girl loading a dangerous weapon with the desire to kill on her fingertips.
“Help! Fucking help me!” Ben screams, wriggling fiercely but getting nowhere. He’s suspended above a deadly angel, and her arrow will show no mercy to the wicked.
“God fucking dammit, Xavier, GET HER! GET HERโ”
She ignores them both, takes aim, and right when she pulls the trigger, another arrow is zipping through the air and plunging into her other shoulder.
She cries out, the scream echoing, but her own arrow strikes true, embedding directly into the top of Benโs skull and killing him instantly, the rest of his sentence silenced by a metal arrowhead.
Covering my mouth, I watch as blood pours down like a waterfall directly on top of her, but sheโs too busy laughing maniacally to notice.
Once more, she meets my wide stare. So many words rise to the tip of my tongue, none of them sufficient. Goosebumps rise on my skin, and all I want to do is tell her how proud I am. How fucking admirable and brave she is. We both know sheโs not going to make it through the night, but this wasย herย choice.
โGo,โ she mouths. With one last lingering look, I take off, hoping she can see everything I couldnโt say in my eyes.
“You can run, little girl. But you can’t escape me,โ Xavier shouts, his threat following me as I sprint through the maze. Phoebeโs distraction provided me with the head start I needed to get away.
Determination takes hold, and I kick my legs as hard as I can. I continue to weave through the maze, holding my breath as another whistle pierces the air, and an arrow embeds in a trunk only a foot away.
These men may be skilled in hunting, but what they don’t know is that I’ve been hunted by a far scarier man. I was a mouse caught in a trap before, scared, and helpless as I was taken between the teeth of an apex predator.
But I’m not their little mouse, and they are not Zade. And I will never succumb to them.