Stanley angrily dug his shovel into the dirt. He was angry at everyoneโMr. Pendanski, the Warden, Zigzag, X-Ray, and his no- good-dirty-rotten-pig-stealing-great-great-grandfather. But mostly he was angry at himself.
He knew he never should have let Zero dig part of his hole for him. He still could have taught him to read. If Zero could dig all day and still have the strength to learn, then he should have been able to dig all day and still have the strength to teach.
What he should do, he thought, was go out after Zero. But he didnโt.
None of the others helped him dig Zeroโs hole, and he didnโt expect them to. Zero had been helping him dig his hole. Now he had to dig Zeroโs.
He remained out on the lake, digging during the hottest part of the day, long after everyone else had gone in. He kept an eye out for Zero, but Zero didnโt come back.
It would have been easy to go out after Zero. There was nobody to stop him. He kept thinking thatโs what he should do.
Maybe they could climb to the top of Big Thumb.
If it wasnโt too far away. And if it was really the same place where his great-grandfather found refuge. And if, after a hundred years or so, water was still there.
It didnโt seem likely. Not when an entire lake had gone dry.
And even if they did find refuge on Big Thumb, he thought, theyโd still have to come back here, eventually. Then theyโd both have to face the Warden, and her rattlesnake fingers.
Instead, he came up with a better idea, although he didnโt have it quite all figured out yet. He thought that maybe he could make a deal with the Warden. Heโd tell her where he really found the gold tube if she wouldnโt scratch Zero.
He wasnโt sure how heโd make this deal without getting himself in deeper trouble. She might just say, Tell me where you found it or Iโll scratch you, too. Plus, it would mean X-Ray would get in trouble, too. Sheโd probably scratch him up as well.
X-Ray would be out to get him for the next sixteen months. He dug his shovel into the dirt.
By the next morning, Zero still hadnโt returned. Stanley saw one of the counselors sitting guard by the water spigot outside the shower wall.
Mr. Pendanski had two black eyes and a bandage over his nose. โI always knew he was stupid,โ Stanley heard him say.
Stanley was required to dig only one hole the next day. As he dug, he kept a constant watchout for Zero, but never saw him. Once again he considered going out on the lake to look for him, but he began to realize that it was already too late.
His only hope was that Zero had found Godโs thumb on his own. It wasnโt impossible. His great-grandfather had found it. For some reason his great-grandfather had felt the urge to climb to the top of that mountain. Maybe Zero would feel the same urge.
If it was the same mountain. If water was still there.
He tried to convince himself it wasnโt impossible. There had been a storm just a few days ago. Maybe Big Thumb was actually some kind of natural water tower that caught and stored the rain.
It wasnโt impossible.
He returned to his tent to find the Warden, Mr. Sir, and Mr. Pendanski all waiting for him.
โHave you seen Zero?โ the Warden asked him. โNo.โ
โNo sign of him at all?โ โNo.โ
โDo you have any idea where he went?โ โNo.โ
โYou know youโre not doing him any favors if youโre lying,โ said Mr. Sir. โHe canโt survive out there for more than a day or two.โ
โI donโt know where he is.โ
All three of them stared at Stanley, trying to determine if he was being truthful. Mr. Pendanski’s face was so swollen that his eyes were nearly closed, just narrow slits.
“Are you sure he has no family?” the Warden asked Mr. Pendanski. “He’s a ward of the state,” Mr. Pendanski replied. “He was living on the streets when he was arrested.”
“Is there anyone who might inquire about him? Any social worker who showed interest?”
“He had nobody,” Mr. Pendanski said. “He was nobody.”
The Warden paused to think. “Alright, I want you to eliminate all his records.”
Mr. Pendanski nodded.
“He was never here,” the Warden declared. Mr. Sir nodded in agreement.
“Can you access the state files from our computer?” she asked Mr. Pendanski. “I don’t want anyone in the Attorney General’s office to know he was here.”
“I don’t think I can completely erase him from all the state files,” Mr. Pendanski said. “There are too many cross-references. But I can make it very difficult for anyone to find a record of him. Like I said, though, no one will ever look. No one cares about Hector Zeroni.”
“Good,” the Warden replied.





