I didn’t go home after dropping Adrianna off.
Instead, I took my car and drove over to my mother’s house. When I arrived, my mother opened the door.
She was hammered. I had noticed that every Tuesday, Adrianna was out
so I took the moment to visit my mother and make sure she took her medication.
“Nicholas!” She yells, throwing her arms up with a bottle of Vodka spilling everywhere. I walk in seeing the place a complete mess, I take a breath.
“Where the hell did you get the fucking alcohol?” I pulled it away from her opening up all the cabinets, seeing the shelves that I had emptied to be filled with nothing but booze.
I close my eyes, “Where’s the money I gave you last week?”
“I’m glad you’re here!” She smiled, but it was a nasty grin, like she was going ballistic.
“I need more.” She adds.
I look at the table as cocaine filled the cold counter tops in the kitchen.
I cursed to myself before I scream at my mother, “Mother, where is the money I gave you last week?” I asked politely.
She laughs manically, “You’re holding it and looking at the rest of it.” She gestures to the cocaine and the bottles of alcohol.
I knock my head forward, “I’m cutting you off,” Her body freezes, “I’m not paying you fucking anything. You are not staying here anymore, and you will not come to my family’s house for money.” I state as her face turned red.
“Oh, so my family. ” She says plainly, “You forget you aren’t apart of their family!” She ends up screaming.
“I’m not having this conversation with you,” I take a breath to calm myself, “I just came to tell you, you better be out of this house by Friday, or I will make sure you are out.” She begins to cry as I roll my tongue in my mouth.
I felt guilty for doing this to my mother, but she wasn’t helping herself at all. “What’s changed since last week where you just gave me money?” She questions.
I shake my head, “Father found out and he forbade it.”
“I never thought you were the following type.” She mutters. “I want you out of the house by Friday.”
My mother was capable of terrible things, she wasn’t the type to give up, and wasn’t the type to make any rational decisions.
“Who was the girl at your game?” She asked.
I holt as I turned to look at her intently. “Don’t speak about her.” My blood pressure rose as she smiled devilishly.
“Oh, but I would love to speak about my son’s love life.” She sits on a stool.
I swallow, “She doesn’t concern you.”
“You concern me.” She ponders, her eyes staring.
“Grayson, I hope you remember the type of woman I am and that I will always get whatever I want, whether it hurts others or not. I will go to those lengths.” She makes a point as I breath out.
“Do not underestimate me.” She continues, “She sounds like a wonderful girl. Very pretty and gentle, but a bold woman, I understand why you have come to liking her. But you should know that women like that don’t end up with men like you.”
I look down, “They want nothing but the best for themselves, and you Grayson… are nothing but a man who does as he is told, your father has you wrapped around his finger.”
“Adrianna is too good for you.” She smiles, “If you are too stubborn to believe that she is holding you back to being the man you used to be, I will make sure that she is no longer part of your life.”
I slam my palm on the table, making a loud noise, her body jolts as I walk closer, “Are you threatening me?” My body stiff at the thought of any harm that comes to Adrianna has made me lose my damn mind.
“I’m promising you.” She stands, “The moment I step out of those doors, is the moment that you will forever worry about her safety.”
I pull her back, “If you fucking hurt her, you will be living in jail, and I will make sure you rot in there.” I grip her tighter, “I promise you that.”
My mother only smiles cracks a small grin back, “I want you to end your sad relationship with her and I will leave, and rest assured that she will not be harmed.”
I let her go, “Don’t fucking think about coming near her.”
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The next day.
I had ignored Adrianna all morning, asking Liam to pick her up, I had gone straight to class not meeting in the pit with her I couldn’t
speak to her after my conversation with my mother last night.
I had felt paranoid, and I didn’t want her to get hurt, instead I fucking ignored her. Hell, I even left school early to shoot some pucks in the net before practice.
I even ignored her texts and phone calls; she knew something was wrong. As I skate around the rink, working on some slap shots I hear the door open, August coming in with a frowning face.
“Hey.” She asks as I skate towards her, taking off my helmet. “August.” I counter.
She walks over to me, “Didn’t see you the rest of school.”
I laugh shooting another puck in, “Didn’t know you were looking.”
“Of course, I am. I care about you, Grayson.” She walked up to me, and my heart hurt a bit more.
“Didn’t notice.” Her hand reaches for mine as she looks down to see Adrianna’s initials on my stick she pulls away.
“You never did that when you were with me.” I stayed silent.
August stares, “In the beginning, I thought that you two were only together because you wanted to make me jealous.” She swallows, a tear falling down her cheek.
She was correct, of course, but I wasn’t about to tell her. “But you really do love her.”
“I loved you.” I let out as she took a step back, “I loved you and I asked for you back.”
“I know.” She begins.
I interrupt her, “August you—”
“I want you back Grayson. Call me crazy but I want you back. You’ve changed. You can handle a real relationship and I want you back. I promise I will never hurt you ever again like I did before.”
I was stunned to say the least. “I’m dating Adrianna.”
“You don’t really want her. You and I have history you and I are meant to happen.” She pleads, “I told you that I was going to give you a second chance and I’m handling it to you on a silver platter.”
“August, Adrianna makes me really happy.” I interrupted her. Her chest heaves, “I made you really happy too.”
“It’s different.” “How?”
I couldn’t answer the question. I wasn’t really sure how to, I always knew the original plan was to get August back and she was back. She wanted me back and it was what I’ve wanted for a long time.
“I’m asking you to please take me back.” She walked closer, her hand on my cheek and I couldn’t move. “I know I’m not going to get one hundred percent of you but I’m only asking for fifty right now.”
I sigh, “I’ll think about it.” I mutter. “But I’m not promising anything.”
August’s face beamed with happiness, leaning close to peck a kiss on my lips, she came in for a longer one as I pulled away, “I’ll call you.”
She nods, walking away from me. I ran my hands through my hair, throwing my stick to the ground hard, looking up to see Margo staring at me.
I look down once more, as she walks up to me slapping my face hard. I placed my hand on the stinging part of my cheek with shock.
“You dick.”
“Margo—,” I began as she gave me an irritated look.
She interrupts me, “Adrianna does not need this right now.” She says with a tired expression, “She cannot afford this right now.”
I failed to understand what she was putting down on the table for me, “August and I were just talking, and she kissed me. Nothing is going to
happen.” I muttered as she gave me a look that told me that she knew I was rambling.
“No.” She says, “I want you to think about who you want Grayson.” “Adrianna.”
“No. I want you to think about who you want because she does not need to cry over someone who was never hers to begin with. Who does she get to blame when she broke her own heart trusting you?”
I stood, my head and heart full and empty at the same time, “You look at Adrianna like she’s your world and I want to know if it’s fake because you can’t fake something like that!”
“She is my everything.”
“Then what are you doing here with August, letting her kiss you and telling her you will think about getting back together with her?”
“It’s hard to explain!” I stress, “I don’t know if I’m the type of man that Adrianna need,” I let out, “I’m still trying to figure things out for myself, everyone in my damn life seems to want me and her away from each other.”
“Do you?” She asks, pure question in her eyes. “I don’t know.”
“Then end things with her and stay the fuck away from her.” Margo snaps.
I bit my lips together, “Margo.”
Margo whips her head back to look at me, “You know the worst part is I thought that you were good for her. I fucking vouched for you to be the one thing in her life that made her want to— “
She cuts off as I swallow.
It was all too much. My psycho mother wanted Adrianna and me to spilt or else she would get hurt. My father hated her and wanted me to end it as well. August coming back to me like I’ve always wanted.
I always fantasized about having Adrianna the way that I do now, and a part of me feels like I’m still dreaming. Only now, I never thought that I would’ve wanted her as much as I do now.
I had to do what I thought was right.
“Grayson, I want you to really think about this,” She asks as I nod, “If you end up choosing August, I will make sure you never speak to Adrianna ever again.”
I nod again. My heart thumping out of control.
“Adrianna is who I want, and August is nothing to me.”
|
Later that day.
My family had set up the dinner and we were all ready. My father put on a damn suit. I also put one on for the satisfaction of my
mother’s happiness.
My sister was in a dress, while my brothers dressed in suits as well. My mother wanted this to be perfect as she put the extremely expensive China.
I hear the doorbell ring, opening to see Adrianna looking lavish and desirable. Her father next to her looking like a stone-cold vampire.
She beams when she looks at me, with full smiles on her face she walks up to me, I bend down to kiss her gently.
I paused for a moment remembering Margo and I’s conversation about me letting her go, and it was an option I wasn’t going to take lightly.
“You’ve been ignoring my texts and calls, are you okay?” She looked at me, of course, she was understanding. She didn’t yell, she didn’t curse, she simply wanted to see if I was okay.
“I was just busy, I got sick, and I didn’t have it in my system to go to class.” I answer.
She nods, “Oh, well are you better now?”
“Much.” I reassured her. Our fathers shake hands as I place my hand on her lower back, directing her to her seat. Her father had sat on the other end of the table.
“Grayson, what are your plans for the future?” Her father asks as everyone settles down to sit together, the housekeeper brings in food as Adrianna looks down at her dish and scowls.
“Do you not like the food?” I whisper.
She looks up, “No, I’m just not hungry right now.” She answered. I nod looking at her father, “I’m sorry?”
“Grayson, he is asking what you have planned for your future.” My stepmother repeats.
I look at Damon Cassian, “I really enjoy hockey, maybe go pro.” I let out.
My father interrupts, “Of course, he isn’t sure as he would also like to take on the family business.”
Adrianna gives me a wary look, “But you should see him play father. He’s a natural. I can’t take my eyes off of him.” She looked delighted as she placed her hand on my thigh, to calm down my rising stress levels.
“Your father and I used to play hockey.” Her father mutters as my eyes reach my father’s scowl.
“Silas and Damon,” Her father laughs, “The best of the best, we were inseparable in the sport and in business.”
I nod, everyone silent as my brother Bentley speaks, “My dad playing hockey?” He laughs, “He never even played one on one with any of us, I understand Grayson because Grayson is a beast on the ice but—”
“While Grayson is great at the sport,” My father interrupts again, “He’s sloppy with passes, he doesn’t communicate well with his teammates, he hogs the puck. He is not a good team leader.”
I took a breath as Adrianna’s father simply looked happy, “Almost like you?”
My father’s eyes froze the whole damn table as I squeezed Adrianna’s hand under the table, I wouldn’t know what to do without her here.
“With all due respect sir, your son is a great player. If only you took the time to take your eyes off your damn phone for a second during a game, you would see that.” Adrianna says with confidence as I look at her.
My father stands, “With all due respect Adrianna, your opinion was not needed. You better keep your mouth shut or you might end up like your mother .”
Adrianna froze and so did the rest of the table, it was like a forbidden rule to speak about Mrs. Cassian. I didn’t know much about Adrianna’s family life only to know now that her father was half present.
Her face falls into a stone expression as I slam my hand on the table, “Adrianna and I are going to get fresh air.” I mutter, pulling Adrianna up, walking up the stairs and on the balcony, the dinner table below us.
“Dove,” I begin as she shakes her head.
“I don’t know my mother. I’ve never met her, and not one day did I ever think that I had to know who she was.”
I place my hands on her cheek, feeling her warmth I could feel her heart pulsing, “I’m sorry.”
She laughs, “What are you sorry for? You didn’t do anything.”
“I don’t know why men like my father exist.” I mutter as she places her head on my chest.
“If your father didn’t exists, you wouldn’t exist and, that type of world isn’t a place I would like.” I shrug as he sent me a look of comfort.
I kiss the top of her head as she looks up, her lips finding mine, “The way you stood up for me got me turned on.” I smirked as her eyes flashed with hunger.
“Yeah?” She whispers her hand pressing against my crotch, my eyes widen.
“Oh fuck.”
She looked amused, traveling down to her knees I look down at her with greed, “Adrianna.” I warn as he hands find their way unzipping my pants, letting them fall midway to my knees.
She licks her lips, greed and lust filled her face, “Baby.”
She places her finger in front of her mouth, urging me to be quiet she releases my hard cock out of my boxers, placing sweet kisses around me.
“I thought you said you’ve never done this.” I mutter as she looks up shyly.
“I haven’t but I looked up some videos. I want to try it out. I want you to like it.”
I smirk, “Dove, I love everything you do to me.”
She rolls her eyes at the endearment, “Yes, well I want you to come inside my mouth.” Before I say something, her mouth licked the head of my cock, she looks up at me while she does it.
Her hands began to move up and down, I was tense under her touch, she kept sucking my tip. Her eyes kept on my face needing to see me, she loved to look at what she did to me.
She rubbed me harder, while burying her face down until her nose reached my pubic bone. My hand so eager, gripping her hair, my expression twisted, and my thigh muscles contorted.
“If you keep it up, I’m going to come.” I rasp as she parts her lips even more, taking in more of my length. She didn’t stop. I thrust my lips upwards hitting the back of her throat as I groan.
She pulled away as my chest heaves looking down at her red face. She pulls forward licking the tip of my cock and watched my eyes roll back.
Adrianna flashed me a devious smirk that made my cock twitch and pre-cum gathered at my tip, her fingers never left my hard length. She wrapped me with both hands gingerly. She flexes her movements making
me moan at the contact. I look down at her and my large dick made her hand look so small and fragile.
She tugged at the base, “I won’t stop until you’ve come, Grayson, you know how stubborn I can be.” She whispers, as her stormy eyes catch mine, a shiver running up my spine.
I couldn’t speak, only grunt to respond to her words, her tongue found my aching balls, I almost lost it when she looked back up with a damn smile on her face. She slowly uses her tongue to lick my shaft, a straight line up to the tip and placing a kiss there. Her lips part over the head of my hard dick.
I wasn’t quite sure if she was able to completely fit me in her mouth, not many girls did. I didn’t care if she did, her mouth was more than a fucking prize.
She swirled her tongue around my tip, my Adams apple bobbing.
“Ugh!” I groan in a whisper, as my whole dick slipped inside of her throat. She put my head into one side of her mouth.
Licking me all around the throbbing shaft, she moaned against me, she sucked and slurped on my head like a dream vacuum.
She pulled me in closer, my dick slipped even deeper into her throat.
Did this woman not have a gag reflex?
She had almost taken all of me inside of her mouth, “Shit… Cassian.” I hissed, “Always fantasied about this ever since we had classes together, under the fucking table, no one would see.”
I look down at her, “The good girl and her mouth around her enemy— Oh fuck!” I moan as her mouth buried deeper, wet, and hard sounds of her slurps around my dick. She cups my balls, while massaging them her throat tightens around my cock, finally she relaxes her throat muscles.
She looks up, like she was asking me pushed in deeper, her mascara dripping and running down her red cheeks. She pulls out, “I want you to fuck my mouth.” She whispers as I lick my lips.
“Is that what you want, Dove?” I ask her roughly, my hand still gripping her hair.
She nods, she was my fucking destruction. My large hand gripped her hair even tighter; I wasn’t sure if she could breathe, I bend down, “If you want to stop, tap on my ankle twice.” She nods, lodging my cock into her mouth, she wanted to go even deeper.
I tilt my head back, groaning, “Fuck, darling…” I push my cock deep into her throat, causing her to gag.
Her eyes roll back as my deep moans vibrate through her, her nails digging into my ass. She holds me in place as her lips and tongue work me over, making me groan even louder. I bite my lip and thrust harder into her mouth.
“Adrianna, fuck—,” I glance down at her, her eyes gleaming, ready for more. But was she really ready? This was her last chance to tap out by touching my ankles. I moan, easing my grip on her hair. With one final, intense suck around the head of my cock, my eyes roll back.
“Shit. Adrianna—,” I shudder. “I’m coming,” I gasp as she watches in awe.
My body seizes up uncontrollably. “Fuck.”
My orgasm crashes over me like a powerful wave, dragging me under. Black spots dance in my vision. Even as I’m still deep in her throat, she pulls back slightly, but she doesn’t let go, bobbing her head again and again, making me throb with euphoria. My knees buckle as I release into her mouth.
She doesn’t stop until she’s taken every last drop, leaving me utterly spent. I’m in a daze.
As I catch my breath, she pulls me out of her mouth, swallowing everything. I look at her, completely in awe.
“You are fucking unbelievable.” I pull her up, and our lips crash together. She groans into my mouth as I bury my face in the nape of her neck. “You said that was your first time?”
She simply nods as I fix her smudged mascara and smooth down her messy hair, which I had pulled. “Damn, those videos did the trick—you’re a natural.”
She smiles playfully. “Maybe my mouth is just meant for you.” She muses, making me laugh.
“It is, isn’t it?” I quickly pull my dick back into my boxers, pulling my pants back up she rearranges her tight dress as I grin at her.
“You better hope you have a fucking hour of free time on what I’m planning for you.”
Adrianna’s face turns bright red as she swallows, “Maybe we should start heading back.”
I pull her back, “No, actually…” I bend her over the balcony.
“If you want to be a part of their conversation, they can hear your moans from over the balcony.”
