โCโmere, Harry โฆโ โNo.โ
โYou canโ stay here, Harry โฆ come on, now โฆโ โNo.โ
He did not want to leave Dumbledoreโs side, he did not want to move anywhere. Hagridโs hand on his shoulder was trembling. Then another voice said, โHarry, come on.โ
A much smaller and warmer hand had enclosed his and was pulling him upwards. He obeyed its pressure without really thinking about it. Only as he walked blindly back through the crowd did he realise, from a trace of flowery scent on the air, that it was Ginny who was leading him back into the castle. Incomprehensible voices battered him, sobs and shouts and wails stabbed the night, but Harry and Ginny walked on, back up the steps into the Entrance Hall: faces swam on the edges of Harryโs vision, people were peering at him, whispering, wondering, and Gryffindor rubies glistened on the floor like drops of blood as they made their way towards the marble staircase.
โWeโre going to the hospital wing,โ said Ginny. โIโm not hurt,โ said Harry.
โItโs McGonagallโs orders,โ said Ginny. โEveryoneโs up there, Ron and Hermione and Lupin and everyone โโ
Fear stirred in Harryโs chest again: he had forgotten the inert figures he had left behind.
โGinny, who else is dead?โ โDonโt worry, none of us.โ
โBut the Dark Mark โ Malfoy said he stepped over a body โโ โHe stepped over Bill, but itโs all right, heโs alive.โ
There was something in her voice, however, that Harry knew boded ill. โAre you sure?โ
โOf course Iโm sure โฆ heโs a โ a bit of a mess, thatโs all. Greyback attacked him. Madam Pomfrey says he wonโt โ wonโt look the same any more โฆโ Ginnyโs voice trembled a little. โWe donโt really know what the after-effects will be โ I mean, Greyback being a werewolf, but not transformed at the time.โ
โBut the others โฆ there were other bodies on the ground โฆโ
โNevilleโs in the hospital wing, but Madam Pomfrey thinks heโll make a full recovery, and Professor Flitwick was knocked out, but heโs all right, just a bit shaky. He insisted on going off to look after the Ravenclaws. And a Death Eaterโs dead, he got hit by a Killing Curse the huge blond one was firing off everywhere โ Harry, if we hadnโt had your Felix potion, I think weโd all have been killed, but everything seemed to just miss us โโ
They had reached the hospital wing: pushing open the doors, Harry saw Neville lying, apparently asleep, in a bed near the door. Ron, Hermione, Luna, Tonks and Lupin were gathered around another bed near the far end of the ward. At the sound of the doors opening, they all looked up. Hermione ran to Harry and hugged him; Lupin moved forwards too, looking anxious.
โAre you all right, Harry?โ โIโm fine โฆ howโs Bill?โ
Nobody answered. Harry looked over Hermioneโs shoulder and saw an unrecognisable face lying on Billโs pillow, so badly slashed and ripped that he looked grotesque. Madam Pomfrey was dabbing at his wounds with some harsh-smelling green ointment. Harry remembered how Snape had mended Malfoyโsย Sectumsempraย wounds so easily with his wand.
โCanโt you fix them with a charm or something?โ he asked the matron.
โNo charm will work on these,โ said Madam Pomfrey. โIโve tried everything I know, but there is no cure for werewolf bites.โ
โBut he wasnโt bitten at the full moon,โ said Ron, who was gazing down into his brotherโs face as though he could somehow force him to mend just by staring. โGreyback hadnโt transformed, so surely Bill wonโt be a โ a real โ?โ
He looked uncertainly at Lupin.
โNo, I donโt think that Bill will be a true werewolf,โ said Lupin, โbut that does not mean that there wonโt be some contamination. Those are cursed wounds. They are unlikely ever to heal fully, and โ and Bill might have some wolfish characteristics from now on.โ
โDumbledore might know something thatโd work, though,โ Ron said. โWhere is he? Bill fought those maniacs on Dumbledoreโs orders, Dumbledore owes him, he canโt leave him in this state โโ
โRon โ Dumbledoreโs dead,โ said Ginny.
โNo!โ Lupin looked wildly from Ginny to Harry, as though hoping the latter might contradict her, but when Harry did not, Lupin collapsed into a chair beside Billโs bed, his hands over his face. Harry had never seen Lupin lose control before; he felt as though he was intruding upon something private, indecent; he turned away and caught Ronโs eye instead, exchanging in silence a look that confirmed what Ginny had said.
โHow did he die?โ whispered Tonks. โHow did it happen?โ
โSnape killed him,โ said Harry. โI was there, I saw it. We arrived back on the Astronomy Tower because thatโs where the Mark was โฆ Dumbledore was ill, he was weak, but I think he realised it was a trap when we heard footsteps running up the stairs. He immobilised me, I couldnโt do anything, I was under the Invisibility Cloak โ and then Malfoy came through the door and Disarmed him โโ
Hermione clapped her hands to her mouth, and Ron groaned. Lunaโs mouth trembled.
โโ more Death Eaters arrived โ and then Snape โ and Snape did it. The Avada Kedavra.โ Harry couldnโt go on.
Madam Pomfrey burst into tears. Nobody paid her any attention except Ginny, who whispered, โShh! Listen!โ
Gulping, Madam Pomfrey pressed her fingers to her mouth, her eyes wide. Somewhere out in the darkness, a phoenix was singing in a way Harry had never heard before: a stricken lament of terrible beauty. And Harry felt, as he had felt about phoenix song before, that the music was inside him, not without: it was his own grief turned magically to song that echoed across the grounds and through the castle windows.
How long they all stood there, listening, he did not know, nor why it seemed to ease their pain a little to listen to the sound of their mourning, but it felt like a long time later that the hospital door opened again and Professor McGonagall entered the ward. Like all the rest, she bore marks of the recent battle: there were grazes on her face and her robes were ripped.
โMolly and Arthur are on their way,โ she said, and the spell of the music was broken: everyone roused themselves as though coming out of trances, turning again to look at Bill, or else to rub their own eyes, shake their heads. โHarry, what happened? According to Hagrid you were with Professor Dumbledore when he โ when it happened. He says Professor Snape was involved in some โโ
โSnape killed Dumbledore,โ said Harry.
She stared at him for a moment, then swayed alarmingly; Madam Pomfrey, who seemed to have pulled herself together, ran forwards, conjuring a chair from thin air, which she pushed under McGonagall.
โSnape,โ repeated McGonagall faintly, falling into the chair. โWe all wondered โฆ but he trusted โฆ always โฆย Snapeย โฆ I canโt believe it โฆโ
โSnape was a highly accomplished Occlumens,โ said Lupin, his voice uncharacteristically harsh. โWe always knew that.โ
โBut Dumbledore swore he was on our side!โ whispered Tonks. โI always thought Dumbledore must know something about Snape that we didnโt โฆโ
โHe always hinted that he had an iron-clad reason for trusting Snape,โ muttered Professor McGonagall, now dabbing at the corners of her leaking eyes with a tartan-edged handkerchief. โI mean โฆ with Snapeโs history โฆ of course people were bound to wonder โฆ but Dumbledore told me explicitly that Snapeโs repentance was absolutely genuine โฆ wouldnโt hear a word against him!โ
โIโd love to know what Snape told him to convince him,โ said Tonks.
โI know,โ said Harry, and they all turned to stare at him. โSnape passed Voldemort the information that made Voldemort hunt down my mum and dad. Then Snape told Dumbledore he hadnโt realised what he was doing, he was really sorry heโd done it, sorry that they were dead.โ
โAnd Dumbledore believed that?โ said Lupin incredulously. โDumbledore believed Snape was sorry James was dead? Snapeย hatedย James โฆโ
โAnd he didnโt think my mother was worth a damn, either,โ said Harry, โbecause she was Muggle-born โฆ โMudbloodโ, he called her โฆโ
Nobody asked how Harry knew this. All of them seemed to be lost in horrified shock, trying to digest the monstrous truth of what had happened.
โThis is all my fault,โ said Professor McGonagall suddenly. She looked disorientated, twisting her wet handkerchief in her hands. โMy fault. I sent Filius to fetch Snape tonight, I actually sent for him to come and help us! If I hadnโt alerted Snape to what was going on, he might never have joined forces with the Death Eaters. I donโt think he knew they were there before Filius told him, I donโt think he knew they were coming.โ
โIt isnโt your fault, Minerva,โ said Lupin firmly. โWe all wanted more help, we were glad to think Snape was on his way โฆโ
โSo when he arrived at the fight, he joined in on the Death Eatersโ side?โ asked Harry, who wanted every detail of Snapeโs duplicity and infamy, feverishly collecting more reasons to hate him, to swear vengeance.
โI donโt know exactly how it happened,โ said Professor McGonagall
distractedly. โItโs all so confusing โฆ Dumbledore had told us that he would be leaving the school for a few hours and that we were to patrol the corridors just in case โฆ Remus, Bill and Nymphadora were to join us โฆ and so we patrolled. All seemed quiet. Every secret passageway out of the school was covered. We knew nobody could fly in. There were powerful enchantments on every entrance into the castle. I still donโt know how the Death Eaters can possibly have entered โฆโ
โI do,โ said Harry, and he explained, briefly, about the pair of Vanishing Cabinets and the magical pathway they formed. โSo they got in through the Room of Requirement.โ
Almost against his will he glanced from Ron to Hermione, both of whom looked devastated.
โI messed up, Harry,โ said Ron bleakly. โWe did like you told us: we checked the Marauderโs Map and we couldnโt see Malfoy on it, so we thought he must be in the Room of Requirement, so me, Ginny and Neville went to keep watch on it โฆ but Malfoy got past us.โ
โHe came out of the Room about an hour after we started keeping watch,โ said Ginny. โHe was on his own, clutching that awful shrivelled arm โโ
โHis Hand of Glory,โ said Ron. โGives light only to the holder, remember?โ โAnyway,โ Ginny went on, โhe must have been checking whether the coast
was clear to let the Death Eaters out, because the moment he saw us he threw
something into the air and it all went pitch black โโ
โโ Peruvian Instant Darkness Powder,โ said Ron bitterly. โFred and Georgeโs. Iโm going to be having a word with them about who they let buy their products.โ
โWe tried everything โย Lumos,ย Incendio,โ said Ginny. โNothing would penetrate the darkness; all we could do was grope our way out of the corridor again, and meanwhile we could hear people rushing past us. Obviously Malfoy could see because of that Hand thing and was guiding them, but we didnโt dare use any curses or anything in case we hit each other, and by the time weโd reached a corridor that was light, theyโd gone.โ
โLuckily,โ said Lupin hoarsely, โRon, Ginny and Neville ran into us almost immediately and told us what had happened. We found the Death Eaters minutes later, heading in the direction of the Astronomy Tower. Malfoy obviously hadnโt expected more people to be on the watch; he seemed to have exhausted his supply of Darkness Powder, at any rate. A fight broke out, they scattered and we gave chase. One of them, Gibbon, broke away and headed up the Tower stairs โโ
โTo set off the Mark?โ asked Harry.
โHe must have done, yes, they must have arranged that before they left the Room of Requirement,โ said Lupin. โBut I donโt think Gibbon liked the idea of waiting up there alone for Dumbledore, because he came running back downstairs to rejoin the fight and was hit by a Killing Curse that just missed me.โ
โSo if Ron was watching the Room of Requirement with Ginny and Neville,โ said Harry, turning to Hermione, โwere you โ?โ
โOutside Snapeโs office, yes,โ whispered Hermione, her eyes sparkling with tears, โwith Luna. We hung around for ages outside it and nothing happened
โฆ we didnโt know what was going on upstairs, Ron had taken the Marauderโs Map โฆ it was nearly midnight when Professor Flitwick came sprinting down into the dungeons. He was shouting about Death Eaters in the castle, I donโt think he really registered that Luna and I were there at all, he just burst his way into Snapeโs office and we heard him saying that Snape had to go back with him and help and then we heard a loud thump and Snape came hurtling out of his room and he saw us and โ and โโ
โWhat?โ Harry urged her.
โI was so stupid, Harry!โ said Hermione in a high-pitched whisper. โHe said Professor Flitwick had collapsed and that we should go and take care of him while he โ while he went to help fight the Death Eaters โโ
She covered her face in shame and continued to talk into her fingers, so that her voice was muffled.
โWe went into his office to see if we could help Professor Flitwick and found him unconscious on the floor โฆ and, oh, itโs so obvious now, Snape must have Stupefied Flitwick, but we didnโt realise, Harry, we didnโt realise, we just let Snape go!โ
โItโs not your fault,โ said Lupin firmly. โHermione, had you not obeyed Snape and got out of the way, he would probably have killed you and Luna.โ
โSo then he came upstairs,โ said Harry, who in his mindโs eye was watching Snape running up the marble staircase, his black robes billowing behind him as ever, pulling his wand from under his cloak as he ascended, โand he found the place where you were all fighting โฆโ
โWe were in trouble, we were losing,โ said Tonks in a low voice. โGibbon was down, but the rest of the Death Eaters seemed ready to fight to the death. Neville had been hurt, Bill had been savaged by Greyback โฆ it was all dark
โฆ curses flying everywhere โฆ the Malfoy boy had vanished, he must have slipped past, up the stairs to the Tower โฆ then more of them ran after him,
but one of them blocked the stairs behind them with some kind of curse โฆ Neville ran at it and got thrown up into the air โโ
โNone of us could break through,โ said Ron, โand that massive Death Eater was still firing off jinxes all over the place, they were bouncing off the walls and barely missing us โฆโ
โAnd then Snape was there,โ said Tonks, โand then he wasnโt โโ
โI saw him running towards us, but that huge Death Eaterโs jinx just missed me right afterwards and I ducked and lost track of things,โ said Ginny.
โI saw him run straight through the cursed barrier as though it wasnโt there,โ said Lupin. โI tried to follow him but was thrown back just like Neville โฆโ
โHe must have known a spell we didnโt,โ whispered McGonagall. โAfter all โ he was the Defence Against the Dark Arts teacher โฆ I just assumed that he was in a hurry to chase after the Death Eaters whoโd escaped up to the Tower
โฆโ
โHe was,โ said Harry savagely, โbut to help them, not to stop them โฆ and Iโll bet you had to have a Dark Mark to get through that barrier โ so what happened when he came back down?โ
โWell, the big Death Eater had just fired off a hex that caused half the ceiling to fall in, and also broke the curse blocking the stairs,โ said Lupin. โWe all ran forwards โ those of us who were still standing, anyway โ and then Snape and the boy emerged out of the dust โ obviously, none of us attacked them โโ
โWe just let them pass,โ said Tonks in a hollow voice, โwe thought they were being chased by the Death Eaters โ and next thing, the other Death Eaters and Greyback were back and we were fighting again โ I thought I heard Snape shout something, but I donโt know what โโ
โHe shouted, โItโs over,โโ said Harry. โHeโd done what heโd meant to do.โ
They all fell silent. Fawkesโs lament was still echoing over the dark grounds outside. As the music reverberated upon the air, unbidden, unwelcome thoughts slunk into Harryโs mind โฆ had they taken Dumbledoreโs body from the foot of the Tower yet? What would happen to it next? Where would it rest? He clenched his fists tightly in his pockets. He could feel the small cold lump of the fake Horcrux against the knuckles of his right hand.
The doors of the hospital wing burst open, making them all jump: Mr and Mrs Weasley were striding up the ward, Fleur just behind them, her beautiful face terrified.
โMolly โ Arthur โโ said Professor McGonagall, jumping up and hurrying to greet them. โI am so sorry โโ
โBill,โ whispered Mrs Weasley, darting past Professor McGonagall as she caught sight of Billโs mangled face. โOh,ย Bill!โ
Lupin and Tonks had got up hastily and retreated so that Mr and Mrs Weasley could get nearer to the bed. Mrs Weasley bent over her son and pressed her lips to his bloody forehead.
โYou said Greyback attacked him?โ Mr Weasley asked Professor McGonagall distractedly. โBut he hadnโt transformed? So what does that mean? What will happen to Bill?โ
โWe donโt yet know,โ said Professor McGonagall, looking helplessly at Lupin.
โThere will probably be some contamination, Arthur,โ said Lupin. โIt is an odd case, possibly unique โฆ we donโt know what his behaviour might be like when he wakes up โฆโ
Mrs Weasley took the nasty-smelling ointment from Madam Pomfrey and began dabbing at Billโs wounds.
โAnd Dumbledore โฆโ said Mr Weasley. โMinerva, is it true โฆ is he really
โฆ?โ
As Professor McGonagall nodded, Harry felt Ginny move beside him and looked at her. Her slightly narrowed eyes were fixed upon Fleur, who was gazing down at Bill with a frozen expression on her face.
โDumbledore gone,โ whispered Mr Weasley, but Mrs Weasley had eyes only for her eldest son; she began to sob, tears falling on to Billโs mutilated face.
โOf course, it doesnโt matter how he looks โฆ itโs not r โ really important
โฆ but he was a very handsome little b โ boy โฆ always very handsome โฆ and he was g โ going to be married!โ
โAnd what do you mean by zat?โ said Fleur suddenly and loudly. โWhat do you mean, โe wasย goingย to be married?โ
Mrs Weasley raised her tear-stained face, looking startled. โWell โ only that โโ
โYou theenk Bill will not wish to marry me any more?โ demanded Fleur. โYou theenk, because of these bites, he will not love me?โ
โNo, thatโs not what I โโ
โBecause โe will!โ said Fleur, drawing herself up to her full height and throwing back her long mane of silver hair. โIt would take more zan a werewolf to stop Bill loving me!โ
โWell, yes, Iโm sure,โ said Mrs Weasley, โbut I thought perhaps โ given how
โ how he โโ
โYou thought I would not weesh to marry him? Or perโaps, you โoped?โ said Fleur, her nostrils flaring. โWhat do I care how โe looks? I am good- looking enough for both of us, I theenk! All these scars show is zat my husband is brave! And I shall do zat!โ she added fiercely, pushing Mrs Weasley aside and snatching the ointment from her.
Mrs Weasley fell back against her husband and watched Fleur mopping up Billโs wounds with a most curious expression upon her face. Nobody said anything; Harry did not dare move. Like everybody else, he was waiting for the explosion.
โOur Great Auntie Muriel,โ said Mrs Weasley after a long pause, โhas a very beautiful tiara โ goblin-made โ which I am sure I could persuade her to lend you for the wedding. She is very fond of Bill, you know, and it would look lovely with your hair.โ
โThank you,โ said Fleur stiffly. โI am sure zat will be lovely.โ
And then โ Harry did not quite see how it happened โ both women were crying and hugging each other. Completely bewildered, wondering whether the world had gone mad, he turned round: Ron looked as stunned as Harry felt and Ginny and Hermione were exchanging startled looks.
โYou see!โ said a strained voice. Tonks was glaring at Lupin. โShe still wants to marry him, even though heโs been bitten! She doesnโt care!โ
โItโs different,โ said Lupin, barely moving his lips and looking suddenly tense. โBill will not be a full werewolf. The cases are completely โโ
โBut I donโt care either, I donโt care!โ said Tonks, seizing the front of Lupinโs robes and shaking them. โIโve told you a million times โฆโ
And the meaning of Tonksโs Patronus and her mouse-coloured hair, and the reason she had come running to find Dumbledore when she had heard a rumour someone had been attacked by Greyback, all suddenly became clear to Harry; it had not been Sirius that Tonks had fallen in love with after all โฆ
โAnd Iโve toldย youย a million times,โ said Lupin, refusing to meet her eyes, staring at the floor, โthat I am too old for you, too poor โฆ too dangerous โฆโ
โIโve said all along youโre taking a ridiculous line on this, Remus,โ said Mrs Weasley over Fleurโs shoulder as she patted her on the back.
โI am not being ridiculous,โ said Lupin steadily. โTonks deserves somebody young and whole.โ
โBut she wants you,โ said Mr Weasley, with a small smile. โAnd after all, Remus, young and whole men do not necessarily remain so.โ He gestured sadly at his son, lying between them.
โThis is โฆ not the moment to discuss it,โ said Lupin, avoiding everybodyโs eyes as he looked around distractedly. โDumbledore is dead โฆโ
โDumbledore would have been happier than anybody to think that there was a little more love in the world,โ said Professor McGonagall curtly, just as the hospital doors opened again and Hagrid walked in.
The little of his face that was not obscured by hair or beard was soaking and swollen; he was shaking with tears, a vast spotted handkerchief in his hand.
โIโve โฆ Iโve done it, Professor,โ he choked. โM โ moved him. Professor Sproutโs got the kids back in bed. Professor Flitwickโs lyinโ down but he says heโll be all right in a jiffy, anโ Professor Slughorn says the Ministryโs bin informed.โ
โThank you, Hagrid,โ said Professor McGonagall, standing up at once and turning to look at the group around Billโs bed. โI shall have to see the Ministry when they get here. Hagrid, please tell the Heads of House โ Slughorn can represent Slytherin โ that I want to see them in my office forthwith. I would like you to join us, too.โ
As Hagrid nodded, turned and shuffled out of the room again, she looked down at Harry.
โBefore I meet them I would like a quick word with you, Harry. If youโll come with me โฆโ
Harry stood up, murmured, โSee you in a bit,โ to Ron, Hermione and Ginny, and followed Professor McGonagall back down the ward. The corridors outside were deserted and the only sound was the distant phoenix song. It was several minutes before Harry became aware that they were not heading for Professor McGonagallโs office, but for Dumbledoreโs, and another few seconds before he realised that, of course, she had been Deputy Headmistress
โฆ apparently she was now Headmistress โฆ so the room behind the gargoyle was now hers โฆ
In silence they ascended the moving spiral staircase and entered the circular office. He did not know what he had expected: that the room would be draped in black, perhaps, or even that Dumbledoreโs body might be lying there. In fact, it looked almost exactly as it had done when he and Dumbledore had left it mere hours previously: the silver instruments whirring and puffing on their spindle-legged tables, Gryffindorโs sword in its glass case gleaming in the moonlight, the Sorting Hat on a shelf behind the desk. But Fawkesโs perch stood empty; he was still crying his lament to the grounds. And a new portrait had joined the ranks of the dead headmasters and headmistresses of Hogwarts
โฆ Dumbledore was slumbering in a golden frame over the desk, his half-
moon spectacles perched upon his crooked nose, looking peaceful and untroubled.
After glancing once at this portrait, Professor McGonagall made an odd movement as though steeling herself, then rounded the desk to look at Harry, her face taut and lined.
โHarry,โ she said, โI would like to know what you and Professor Dumbledore were doing this evening when you left the school.โ
โI canโt tell you that, Professor,โ said Harry. He had expected the question and had his answer ready. It had been here, in this very room, that Dumbledore had told him that he was to confide the contents of their lessons to nobody but Ron and Hermione.
โHarry, it might be important,โ said Professor McGonagall.
โIt is,โ said Harry, โvery, but he didnโt want me to tell anyone.โ Professor McGonagall glared at him.
โPotterโ (Harry registered the renewed use of his surname) โin the light of Professor Dumbledoreโs death, I think you must see that the situation has changed somewhat โโ
โI donโt think so,โ said Harry, shrugging. โProfessor Dumbledore never told me to stop following his orders if he died.โ
โBut โโ
โThereโs one thing you should know before the Ministry gets here, though. Madam Rosmertaโs under the Imperius Curse, she was helping Malfoy and the Death Eaters, thatโs how the necklace and the poisoned mead โโ
โRosmerta?โ said Professor McGonagall incredulously, but before she could go on, there was a knock on the door behind them and Professors Sprout, Flitwick and Slughorn traipsed into the room, followed by Hagrid, who was still weeping copiously, his huge frame trembling with grief.
โSnape!โ ejaculated Slughorn, who looked the most shaken, pale and sweating. โSnape! I taught him! I thought I knew him!โ
But before any of them could respond to this, a sharp voice spoke from high on the wall: a sallow-faced wizard with a short black fringe had just walked back into his empty canvas.
โMinerva, the Minister will be here within seconds, he has just Disapparated from the Ministry.โ
โThank you, Everard,โ said Professor McGonagall, and she turned quickly to her teachers.
โI want to talk about what happens to Hogwarts before he gets here,โ she
said quickly. โPersonally, I am not convinced that the school should reopen next year. The death of the Headmaster at the hands of one of our colleagues is a terrible stain upon Hogwartsโ history. It is horrible.โ
โI am sure Dumbledore would have wanted the school to remain open,โ said Professor Sprout. โI feel that if a single pupil wants to come, then the school ought to remain open for that pupil.โ
โBut will we have a single pupil after this?โ said Slughorn, now dabbing his sweating brow with a silken handkerchief. โParents will want to keep their children at home and I canโt say I blame them. Personally, I donโt think weโre in more danger at Hogwarts than we are anywhere else, but you canโt expect mothers to think like that. Theyโll want to keep their families together, itโs only natural.โ
โI agree,โ said Professor McGonagall. โAnd in any case, it is not true to say that Dumbledore never envisaged a situation in which Hogwarts might close. When the Chamber of Secrets reopened he considered the closure of the school โ and I must say that Professor Dumbledoreโs murder is more disturbing to me than the idea of Slytherinโs monster living undetected in the bowels of the castle โฆโ
โWe must consult the governors,โ said Professor Flitwick in his squeaky little voice; he had a large bruise on his forehead but seemed otherwise unscathed by his collapse in Snapeโs office. โWe must follow the established procedures. A decision should not be made hastily.โ
โHagrid, you havenโt said anything,โ said Professor McGonagall. โWhat are your views, ought Hogwarts to remain open?โ
Hagrid, who had been weeping silently into his large spotted handkerchief throughout this conversation, now raised puffy red eyes and croaked, โI dunno, Professor โฆ thatโs fer the Heads of House anโ the Headmistress ter decide โฆโ
โProfessor Dumbledore always valued your views,โ said Professor McGonagall kindly, โand so do I.โ
โWell, Iโm stayinโ,โ said Hagrid, fat tears still leaking out of the corners of his eyes and trickling down into his tangled beard. โItโs me home, itโs bin me home since I was thirteen. Anโ if thereโs kids who wanโ me ter teach โem, Iโll do it. But โฆ I dunno โฆ Hogwarts without Dumbledore โฆโ
He gulped and disappeared behind his handkerchief once more, and there was silence.
โVery well,โ said Professor McGonagall, glancing out of the window at the grounds, checking to see whether the Minister was yet approaching, โthen I
must agree with Filius that the right thing to do is to consult the governors, who will take the final decision.
โNow, as to getting students home โฆ there is an argument for doing it sooner rather than later. We could arrange for the Hogwarts Express to come tomorrow if necessary โโ
โWhat about Dumbledoreโs funeral?โ said Harry, speaking at last.
โWell โฆโ said Professor McGonagall, losing a little of her briskness as her voice shook, โI โ I know that it was Dumbledoreโs wish to be laid to rest here, at Hogwarts โโ
โThen thatโs whatโll happen, isnโt it?โ said Harry fiercely.
โIf the Ministry thinks it appropriate,โ said Professor McGonagall. โNo other headmaster or headmistress has ever been โโ
โNo other headmaster or headmistress ever gave more to this school,โ growled Hagrid.
โHogwarts should be Dumbledoreโs final resting place,โ said Professor Flitwick.
โAbsolutely,โ said Professor Sprout.
โAnd in that case,โ said Harry, โyou shouldnโt send the students home until the funeralโs over. Theyโll want to say โโ
The last word caught in his throat, but Professor Sprout completed the sentence for him.
โGoodbye.โ
โWell said,โ squeaked Professor Flitwick. โWell said indeed! Our students should pay tribute, it is fitting. We can arrange transport home afterwards.โ
โSeconded,โ barked Professor Sprout.
โI suppose โฆ yes โฆโ said Slughorn in a rather agitated voice, while Hagrid let out a strangled sob of assent.
โHeโs coming,โ said Professor McGonagall suddenly, gazing down into the grounds. โThe Minister โฆ and by the looks of it, heโs brought a delegation
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โCan I leave, Professor?โ said Harry at once.
He had no desire at all to see, or be interrogated by, Rufus Scrimgeour tonight.
โYou may,โ said Professor McGonagall, โand quickly.โ
She strode towards the door and held it open for him. He sped down the spiral staircase and off along the deserted corridor; he had left his Invisibility Cloak at the top of the Astronomy Tower, but it did not matter; there was
nobody in the corridors to see him pass, not even Filch, Mrs Norris or Peeves. He did not meet another soul until he turned into the passage leading to the Gryffindor common room.
โIs it true?โ whispered the Fat Lady as he approached her. โIs it really true?
Dumbledore โ dead?โ โYes,โ said Harry.
She let out a wail and, without waiting for the password, swung forwards to admit him.
As Harry had suspected it would be, the common room was jam-packed. The room fell silent as he climbed through the portrait hole. He saw Dean and Seamus sitting in a group nearby: this meant that the dormitory must be empty, or nearly so. Without speaking to anybody, without making eye- contact at all, Harry walked straight across the room and through the door to the boysโ dormitories.
As he had hoped, Ron was waiting for him, still fully dressed, sitting on his bed. Harry sat down on his own four-poster and, for a moment, they simply stared at each other.
โTheyโre talking about closing the school,โ said Harry. โLupin said they would,โ said Ron.
There was a pause.
โSo?โ said Ron in a very low voice, as though he thought the furniture might be listening in. โDid you find one? Did you get it? A โ a Horcrux?โ
Harry shook his head. All that had taken place around that black lake seemed like an old nightmare now; had it really happened, and only hours ago?
โYou didnโt get it?โ said Ron, looking crestfallen. โIt wasnโt there?โ
โNo,โ said Harry. โSomeone had already taken it and left a fake in its place.โ โAlreadyย taken โ?โ
Wordlessly, Harry pulled the fake locket from his pocket, opened it and passed it to Ron. The full story could wait โฆ it did not matter tonight โฆ nothing mattered except the end, the end of their pointless adventure, the end of Dumbledoreโs life โฆ
โR.A.B.,โ whispered Ron, โbut who was that?โ
โDunno,โ said Harry, lying back on his bed fully clothed and staring blankly upwards. He felt no curiosity at all about R.A.B.: he doubted that he would ever feel curious again. As he lay there, he became aware suddenly that the grounds were silent. Fawkes had stopped singing.
And he knew, without knowing how he knew it, that the phoenix had gone, had left Hogwarts for good, just as Dumbledore had left the school, had left the world โฆ had left Harry.